The backhoe, Earl remembered. They left it when they dug a trench to add new fencing. I’ll use it to dig the hole. Perfect. Everything’s going to work out.
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“Sir? If you’re still on the line, you’re not coming through. The sys- tem must be failing again.”
“Bring Gordon to the phone, Sergeant!”
“Sir? Sir?”
The line went dead.
Scowling, Raleigh set down the telephone. During the call, Halloway’s voice had been so muffled that Raleigh had taken the risk of removing the shooter’s earplug from his right ear, then pressing the phone harder against it.
Now he reinserted the plug.
In the monitoring station beneath the abandoned airbase, he watched his team take their positions in front of the new equipment they’d installed. Banks of electronic instruments blinked and glowed- old components connected to new. On some of the computer screens, he saw the chaotic visual equivalent of the static to which some of the audio receivers were tuned.
Cameras hidden among the collapsed hangars aboveground relayed magnified images of the activity in the surrounding area. Where the observation platform stood, he saw a crane setting the final concrete barrier in place as a frustrated crowd increased in size and Highway Patrol officers watched for trouble.
Reminds me of parts of Iraq, where only the walls kept the Sunnis and the Shiites from killing each other, Raleigh thought.
On another television monitor, he saw the dog trainer and the German shepherd patrolling the fence nearest the viewing area lest any of the crowd try to get around the barricade by climbing onto the airbase property and attempting to see the lights from there. A few civilians did pass nearby, but the dog looked so fierce that no one seemed inclined to take that course of action.
Raleigh was reminded of the orders he’d given to Lockhart the previous night when the German shepherd and the trainer had come in from the thunderstorm. If the dog acts strangely in any way, no matter how slight… shoot it.
The thunderstorm.
Does Halloway honestly expect me to believe that an electrical storm could have knocked out communications at the observatory? This is the fucking NSA, not the phone company.
“Sir? Are you there, sir? I can’t hear you. The system must be failing again.”
Bullshit, Raleigh thought in disgust.
Apprehension grew in him. Maybe it’s starting there instead of here.
“Sergeant,” he said crisply.
“Yes, sir.” Lockhart’s voice was muffled by Raleigh’s earplugs.
“Come with me.”
They left the team in front of the monitoring equipment and stepped through a door into the subterranean chamber where the two Suburbans were parked. Although the time was late afternoon, the harsh overhead lights made the facility feel as if it were perpetually 3 A.M.
Raleigh glanced at the cameras that had been installed on an up- per wall of each side of the chamber. Similar cameras were positioned in the monitoring room and everywhere else in the facility. Everything that happened here was now being recorded.
This time there won’t be any unanswered questions, Raleigh thought. Lord knows there were plenty the last time.
“Sergeant, put an M4 in a rucksack, along with plenty of ammunition.”
“You’re expecting trouble, sir?”
“As I recall, you enjoy motorcycles.”
“I do, sir. I used to race them when I was a kid.”
“When you arrived, perhaps you noticed the Harley-Davidson in the far corner.”
“I did, sir.”
“It’s kept here for emergency transportation. In perfect working order, on a storage rack so its tires don’t rest on the concrete and disintegrate. You’ll need to make sure they’re properly inflated and check the battery. There’s a fuel can behind it. The crowd up there will notice if you drive one of the Suburbans out of here. But if you walk the Harley to the gate and don’t start it until you’re on the road, there’s a good chance you can leave without attracting attention.”
“Where do you want me to go, sir?”
Raleigh told him.
Lockhart frowned.
“It’s probably nothing,” Raleigh said. “But drive over to the observatory and find out for sure. Here’s the key to the gate. Use this two- way radio. When you get to the observatory, tell me everything you’re doing. Step by step.”
“Absolutely, sir.”
“A Black Hawk’s scheduled to arrive soon with more equipment. If there’s trouble, the men aboard the chopper can be called upon to help.”
“Good to know, sir.” Lockhart saluted and headed past the Suburbans toward the motorcycle.
As Raleigh watched him, he made a mental note to select someone else on the team to shoot the German shepherd if the dog acted strangely in even the slightest way.
His attention was drawn to the stain on the wall he’d noticed earlier, the faint red of which looked like long-ago faded rust but wasn’t.
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The crowd again parted reluctantly to let Harriett’s truck through. Page noticed that Medrano was still there, watching the crane set the final concrete barrier in place. The wall was high enough that nothing could be seen beyond it.
“Harriett, could you stop here for a second?” Page asked.
He got out and walked over to Medrano, whose red Highway Patrol patches were vivid on the upper part of his tan shirtsleeves.
“Be careful. That television reporter might be around here,” Medrano warned. “We’ll finish questioning you and Tori as soon as things calm down. The first part of the week, you and your wife can be on your way.”
“Good, that’ll work. It’s important for my wife to be in San Antonio by Tuesday morning. Meanwhile, I was wondering if you could give me some information.”
Medrano peered at him curiously. “About what?”
“The man who shot all those people Thursday night. You mentioned that the Austin police had spoken with his brother. That’s how you found out that the shooter’s wife had died.” Page couldn’t help thinking of Tori’s disease and the unendurable grief he would feel if he lost her.
“That’s correct,” Medrano said.
“I wonder if you have a phone number for the brother, or maybe you could put me in touch with an Austin police officer who could help me do that.”
“You’re investigating on your own?” Page couldn’t tell whether or not Medrano was displeased.
“There’s something I’d like to ask him.”
“I hope you’re not telling anybody that you’re a police officer with authority here in Rostov.” Yes, Medrano was definitely displeased.
“I know the rules,” Page said. “But as long as I make it clear I’m just an interested citizen, I don’t see the harm.”
“Why on earth would he want to talk to you, the husband of the woman who shot his brother to death?”
“He doesn’t need to know that much. But even if he did, there’s nothing wrong with expressing my condolences.”
Medrano still looked skeptical. “What’s your question? Maybe the Austin police can ask it for you.”
“Or maybe you or Chief Costigan could do the asking.”
Medrano studied him and sighed. “Why do I get the feeling that’s what you had in mind all along?”
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“Mr. Mullen, I’m Captain Medrano of the Texas Highway Patrol.”
The speakerphone sat on the table next to Costigan’s hospital bed.
“And I’m Roger Costigan, the police chief here in Rostov.” Despite his injury, his gravelly voice was strong enough to project to the phone. “That’s the town near the area where-”
“I know where Rostov is,” the male voice said wearily from the phone.
Page and Tori watched from the foot of the bed.
“Thanks for taking the time to talk to us,” Medrano continued. “I’m very sorry to disturb you.”
“Your medical examiner still hasn’t relea
sed Ed’s body,” the voice said irritably. “I don’t even know when I can schedule the funeral.”
“That’s not acceptable,” Medrano said. “I’ll take care of that.”
“What Ed did was so awful, I still can’t believe he did it. But no matter what, he was my brother. Mom and Dad aren’t alive anymore. It’s up to me to make sure he gets a proper burial. I bet the relatives of the people he shot would say he doesn’t deserve it, but he’s my brother.”
“I learned a long time ago not to judge people,” Costigan said.
Page knew the chief was lying. Most police officers expected the worst in people.
“What did you want to talk about?” the tired voice asked. “I told the Austin police everything I know.”
“There are just a few loose ends we need to tie up, and we’ll try to keep it brief. After your brother’s wife died…”
“Cancer. It was so damned unfair. Ann was always a saint, always helping people. She was one of the kindest, most generous people I’ve ever met. People always used to kid Ed and tell him he didn’t de- serve her. How come serial killers don’t get cancer? Why does it al- ways need to be someone who’s good and decent?”
At the mention of the word “cancer,” Page inwardly winced. He hadn’t been told before how Mullen’s wife had died. He glanced at Tori. The reference had made her pale.
“You said that before his wife died, your brother wasn’t religious,” Medrano continued.
“Never went near a church since my parents made us go with them when we were kids,” the voice replied.
“But after your brother saw the lights…”
“Which I still don’t believe in. If you want my opinion, people are either playing a joke or hallucinating. I didn’t see them, and believe me, I tried. But Ed…”
Page hurriedly wrote something on a slip of paper.
Medrano looked at it. “Maybe your brother’s grief is what made him think he saw the lights. Do you suppose that’s possible?”
“It makes as much sense as anything. Of course I had no idea Ed was going back so many times to that-what do they call it?- observation area. Once was enough for me. I should’ve made him go to a psychiatrist instead of taking him on that damned tour.”
“And that was when he started collecting the religious paintings and statues?” Costigan asked.
The voice sounded exasperated now. “Ed wouldn’t let me in his apartment. We always met at my house, or in a park or a restaurant or whatever. I had no idea he had all that stuff until after the police contacted me.”
“Did he ever talk about God?”
“All the time. I assumed it was because he missed Ann so much that he was determined to believe in heaven so he could convince himself Ann was in a better place and that he’d join her there one day. He stank.”
Costigan sat higher in the hospital bed. “Stank?”
“He wouldn’t bathe. He said the hot water felt so good that it made him feel guilty. The only foods he ate were things he hated-turnips, brussels sprouts, pigs’ knuckles. He slept on the floor. He set an alarm clock to wake him every two hours. He told me Ann had suffered so much that he didn’t have the right to enjoy anything. He said if he did anything that felt good, it would be like admitting he’d never loved her as much as he’d claimed. As far as he was concerned, the only way he could prove how much he loved her was by punishing himself. Lord, I can’t tell you how much I wish I’d made him go to a psychiatrist.”
Medrano looked at Page as if asking whether he wanted to know anything else.
Saddened by what he’d just heard, Page shook his head.
“Well, thank you for the help, Mr. Mullen,” Medrano said. “We’re sorry if we disturbed you. I’ll speak to the medical examiner about releasing your brother’s remains.”
“Anything to try to put this behind me. But I don’t understand how what I just told you is going to help. We know my brother shot all those people. It’s not as if there’s a big mystery about who did it.”
“The thing is, we’d also like to know why he did it.”
“There’s no mystery about that, either.”
“What do you mean?”
“Grief made him crazy.”
“I suppose you’re right,” Costigan said. “Thanks again for your help.” He shut off the speakerphone.
No one spoke for several moments. The only sounds came from outside the room-footsteps, hushed voices, a cart being pushed.
“So what did that tell you?” Medrano finally asked Page.
Tori turned to him, seeming to wonder the same thing.
“‘Don’t you see how evil they are?’” Page asked.
All three of them frowned in surprise, seeming to fear he’d become unbalanced.
“That’s the first thing Mullen shouted Thursday night.”
When they understood what he meant, they looked relieved.
“Then he yelled to the crowd, ‘Don’t you realize what they’re doing to you? Don’t you understand you’re all going to hell?’ When he shot at the lights, he screamed, ‘Go back to hell where you came from.’ Just be- fore he started shooting at the crowd, he shouted, ‘You’re all damned.’”
“The ravings of a man who’d recently become a religious fanatic,” Costigan said.
“But the lights weren’t the reason Mullen became a religious fanatic,” Page countered. “You heard what his brother said. Mullen suddenly needed to believe in God and heaven so he could convince himself that his wife was in a better place and that one day he’d join her there. But the lights are another matter. What they did to him made him furious.”
Tori looked as puzzled as Costigan and Medrano.
“They tempted him,” Page explained. “They were so alluring that for the first time since his wife died, he felt good. Better than good. They filled him with pleasure. That’s why he kept coming back- because the lights were like a drug. He fought what they did to him. He bought more religious statues and paintings. He tried to live like a monk and punish himself to prove that he loved his wife, that he was worthy to join her… but he couldn’t stop thinking about the lights. They were a pleasure he couldn’t stop craving. They made him furious because they showed him how weak he was. We’ll never know if he truly thought he could destroy the lights by shooting at them. Maybe he just needed a target for his rage.”
“And then he chose closer targets,” Medrano said, beginning to understand. “Targets he could hit.”
Page nodded. “Exactly. He decided that the lights were evil and that anybody who enjoyed them had to be evil, also.”
“Well, you’ve sure been getting your money’s worth from those psychology courses,” Costigan said.
Page felt his cheeks turn red with embarrassment. “I admit it’s only a theory.”
“One that can’t be proved.”
“Here’s another theory,” Page told them.
They waited. Tori looked at him as if she were seeing him for the first time.
“Assuming the lights are real…”
“A big assumption,” Medrano said. “I told you, I’ve never seen them, and it isn’t for lack of trying.”
“That’s not surprising.”
“How so?”
“If I’m right,” Page said, “the lights intensify the personalities of the people who try to see them. As a police officer, you’re a professional skeptic. That skepticism becomes emphasized out there. You’re too guarded to be able to see them.”
Page turned toward Costigan. “The man who killed your father was a drunk and a bully. You told me that after he came here, he got more extreme. One theory was that he felt humiliated by losing his job in Fort Worth and having to come to a small town where a relative man- aged to find work for him. His humiliation fueled his rage. But I don’t believe that. The more I’m in Rostov, the more I talk to people and overhear what they say, the more I think the lights mirror what’s going on inside us. They make whatever we are more extreme. Harriett Ward says James Dea
con was obsessed with the lights when Birthright was filmed here. They reflected his need to be a great actor to the point that when he was supposed to age in the story, he actually did look older.”
“But as you say, that assumes the lights are real,” Medrano pointed out.
“If they’re not real, the idea still works. Under the right circum- stances, people who need to see the lights will believe they see them. They’ll project their personalities onto what they’re imagining. The result will be the same.”
“The man who killed my father never saw them,” Costigan said.
“And that made him furious,” Page replied. “When Tori and I were here earlier, you wondered if people could be affected by the lights even though they didn’t see them. Maybe it’s not the lights. Maybe it’s being out there in the dark, surrounded by nothing. People become more extreme versions of who they are.”
“I saw them,” Costigan said from his hospital bed.
They looked at him in surprise.
“The day of my father’s funeral. After I left the cemetery, I drove out to the observation area. I needed to be alone, and nobody was ever out there during the day. I sat in my father’s cruiser and thought about what had happened to him. I was on the Dallas police force back then. The Rostov town council had asked me to take over for my father and become the new police chief, but I wasn’t sure I wanted to be in law enforcement any longer because people are so disappointing and many of them don’t seem worth helping. Gradually I became aware that I’d sat there all afternoon, that the sun was going down.
“Cars began to stop. People got out, waiting for it to be dark enough to try to see the lights. I kept sitting there. Then the dark settled in, and a few of the people pointed toward the horizon. I glanced in that direction, and by God, there the lights were. I couldn’t believe it. Some nights, when I’d visited my father, I’d gone out there to try to see them, but I’d never had any luck, and now, suddenly, there they were. Dancing, drifting, glowing, merging. The colors were soothing.
“I sat there smiling, and I must have dozed off because the next thing I knew, the cruiser’s radio woke me. It was my father’s deputy. There was a fight in a bar, and he needed my help. He’d been leaving me alone because of the funeral. Now he apologized for needing backup. I looked toward the dark horizon where I’d seen the lights, but they’d disappeared. I told the deputy I was on my way. I don’t know what seeing the lights did to me, but that night, I decided to become Rostov’s police chief. I went out to the viewing area other times after that to see if I could find kids with lanterns trying to fool people-some way to explain the lights-but I never found practical jokers, and I never saw the lights again. I’m still not sure they were real. Maybe, as you say, I needed to see them.”
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