by Julie Archer
From the moment they met, their chemistry is off-the-scale and all consuming. Although when pasts collide with the present, the future doesn’t look so pretty.
Read the first chapter here…
Callan Rivers wondered whether it was possible for him to hide out in the Trackside Social for the next twenty-four hours.
He needed an escape, needed to be invisible for a while. The bar was pleasantly busy with transient punters stopping for a few drinks after work before heading off to catch the train or going to another bar. It was perfect for him to be able to sit, undisturbed, at one end of the bar while lost in his own thoughts, drinking shot after shot to numb any sort of feeling.
Just like he had been pretty much every night since his brother Xander’s accident.
“Hey, Cal, how’s it going?” Vinny, one of the barmen he was vaguely acquainted with, immediately placed a double Jack in front of him.
“Been better.”
Vinny nodded solemnly. “Yeah, sorry to hear about your brother. Awful accident, mate, you must be…” His words trailed off as someone else caught his attention. “That one’s on the house, okay?” He darted off towards the other end of the bar, leaving Callan alone.
He perched on a stool and rested his elbows on the bar, cradling his chin in his hands. He cast a look around, seeing people enjoying themselves: having fun with friends, lovers, family. All the things he couldn’t—or rather didn’t want—to join in. The numbness that had been his constant companion for the last couple of weeks took hold, and he reached for the shot glass.
“Callan, sorry I’m late. I got chatting to the last guy who came in. He says his girlfriend wants to get a tattoo, but she’s scared. I said you’d be gentle with her.” Aidy Brown, Callan’s best friend, dropped his bag to the floor and settled onto the stool beside him. He waved at Vinny for a beer and gestured to Callan’s already empty glass for a replacement.
They worked together in Callan’s tattoo and barber shop, The Unbound Soul. Built from the ground up, it had been up and running for a little over nine months and provided intense competition for Cutting Ink across the other side of town. With stellar growth in their initial months, the shop now had three tattoo artists, including Callan; three barbers, including Aidy; and two gaping holes. One was because of the untimely departure of the studio’s receptionist; and the other, the head barber role, had been filled by Xander.
“I also posted the ad for the receptionist role on the Jobs in Oakridge page,” Aidy said, when their drinks arrived. “We really need someone to start soon, otherwise Pearl is going to go ballistic.”
“Thanks, I appreciate that.”
Being able to have a more organised business was something they definitely needed, although the thought of replacing Xander made Callan sick to his stomach.
“I can only have one. Wren’s arranged a menu tasting at The Stratfield Barn and I’m already late.” Aidy slugged his beer and checked his watch. “She’ll be here in, shit, less than five minutes.”
“How are things going with the wedding planning?”
“Pretty full on, but I think we’ve got most things sorted. Wren’s less Bridezilla than others I’ve heard about.”
The smile Callan gave felt wooden. Not that he wasn’t happy for Aidy and Wren, they really did make the perfect couple. His own love life was pretty non-existent right now. If he had more support, perhaps he could get through Xander’s funeral without totally losing it. It wasn’t looking good right now.
The door swung open again, and Aidy’s gaze immediately went to it. When he saw a redhead scanning the room, he jumped up, grabbed his bag, and gave Callan’s arm an affectionate punch. “Gotta go, buddy. I’ll see you tomorrow. Take it easy, yeah?”
Aidy’s words echoed in his ears as Callan ordered yet another whisky. His phone vibrated, and he pulled it out of his pocket. His father’s number flashed up on the screen. Callan stared at it. He knew he ought to answer it, what was he going to say?
The conversations he and Drew Rivers had needed to have over the past week or so were more out of necessity than want, not the sort of father/son chats they should be having. No casual banter about girls and dating, no sports chat. Instead it was practicalities such as coffin choice, whether there ought to be flowers, or whether they should ask for donations to charity. It wasn’t normal.
He placed his phone face down on the counter and took another drink.
The whisky burned a path down his throat, and he winced. It felt like it was the pain he needed right now.
The phone twitched, the evidence that Drew had left a message. Callan didn’t want to listen to it, didn’t want to deal with the reality of what was happening. He much preferred being in the bar, in a transient state, nowhere to be, nowhere to have been.
As he finished the drink, he caught Vinny’s eye and ordered up another.
Maybe obliteration was the answer.
His eyes fell on an abandoned order pad and pencil that one of the staff had left on the bar. He pulled it towards him and found a clean page, ripping out a sheet so as not to mess with any existing orders. Callan began sketching, harsh lines forming a shape on the page. As he drew, everything around him ceased to exist: the other people in the bar, the message from his father, Xander’s death.
The focus had him.
He worked quickly, the shape turning into a rose, and from the petals, a few dark, dark, tears.
“That’s pretty good.” A female voice broke into his reverie, and he glanced up, almost bewildered.
Callan looked back down at the drawing, his hand going to ball up the paper, but she stopped him, her hand gently covering his.
“Don’t. It’s beautiful. Like there’s a lot of meaning in it.”
He took a good look at the woman standing in front of him. She wore a tight black pencil skirt that stopped above her knee, a traffic stopping red top with a v-neck that hinted at a voluptuous cleavage, and killer patent heels. Her hair was the colour of dark chocolate and looked as if it had been pulled back in a sensible style for work at the start of the day, and now strands of it fell across her face. He was struck with a sudden urge to reach up and tuck it behind her ears. Her green eyes glittered at him, radiating… he didn’t know what. She looked exactly like one of the girls he had deliberately avoided when he arrived.
“It might be a new tattoo design,” he admitted. It wasn’t an outright lie. He’d been thinking about getting something for Xander, but he hadn’t been able to find the right thing. Designing his own was the most obvious thing to do.
“You look like you already have some,” said the woman. She checked out his forearms and hands, her gaze skimming over the patterns and inks that covered them.
If only she knew, thought Callan.
She sighed. “How long does it take to get a drink around here? Though I’m not too bothered as it means I don’t have to go back and witness that love fest.” She pointed to a table in the corner where Callan saw a couple kissing. “I seriously feel like a third wheel, and that probably means I’m not going to get a decent night’s sleep tonight either.”
In spite of himself, Callan laughed. To think that someone’s single problem might be a noisily shagging flatmate. It felt foreign to him after the past couple of weeks.
“Why don’t you stay and have a drink with me?” The words were out of his mouth before he’d given them any thought.
She shrugged. “Sure, why not? Looks like I’m going to be here a while.” She held out a hand. “I’m Ali, by the way.”
“Callan. Good to meet you.” He took her extended hand and shook it. The touch sent unexpected shockwaves through his system, and he pulled back. Instead, he raised a hand in Vinny’s direction and immediately another double Jack, and a glass of red, appeared in front of them.
“You must be a regular,” said Ali, nodding in appreciation.
“Yeah, a bit.”
“Do you work locally then?”
“Got a shop in Fosse Arcad
e.”
“Really? Would I have been there?”
Callan’s gaze swept over her exposed skin. There was nothing to give away the fact that she had any inks herself, although she had several piercings in her right ear. “I don’t know, maybe?”
Ali wrinkled her nose at him. “You’re being a bit cagey for someone who just asked me to stay and have a drink with him.”
She was right. He wasn’t in the place where he wanted to share his deepest darkest secrets and how he was really feeling about life right now. He wanted to have some fun, and Ali was the first person to make him laugh in weeks.
“Sorry, I guess I’ve had a lot going on recently,” he said.
“Anything you want to talk about?” Ali paused. “Uh oh, by the look on your face, that’s a no.” She shrugged easily instead. “Okay, so why don’t we talk about everything else. Like, I don’t know? Your favourite cartoon character? My money’s on SpongeBob Squarepants.”
For the second time in as many minutes, Callan found himself chuckling. Ali was a breath of fresh air, seemingly taking him at face value and not wanting to delve deeper into his life.
It was exactly what he needed right now.
And an hour later, it was exactly what he needed, pressing her against the wall on the landing at the top of the stairs, kissing her so thoroughly that he almost couldn’t breathe. His hands were all over her, stroking the side of her neck, dipping underneath her blouse, skimming the lace of her bra. She gasped against him, her own hands grazing the top of his jeans, her nails brushing his skin, running the tips of her fingers over his abs. He buried his head into her neck, inhaling her perfume; a seductive scent he wasn’t used to, one he definitely wanted to smell more of.
He drew back, meeting her green eyes with their heavily dilated pupils. “You want to get out of here?” he asked.
Ali reached forward and met his already bruised lips, kissing him hard. “Does that answer your question?” She pulled away, straightening her top and skirt. “I need to let Nell know where I’m going. I’ll see you downstairs.”
Callan watched her walk down the stairs, a bounce in her step. He sank back against the bannister, head spinning as he asked himself what the hell he was doing.
Acknowledgments
Just like the difficult second album (God only knows what will happen when Blood Stone Riot get to this point!), this was definitely the difficult second novel.
This time, there wasn’t a Six Month Novel programme, but I used that structure to get this book written. Which, of course, meant lots of time in the Writers Playground with my wonderful chums Jeannie, Janet, Shanthi, Sarah, Yvonne, Jennifer et al to cheer me on, both virtually and in person. With the addition of the retreats at Stickwick Manor superbly run by Charlie, it all came together.
Ladies, I couldn’t do this without you…
Thanks to my wonderful editorial team, Amie McCracken and Paul Anthony Shortt. I learned a lot from you both the first time round, which I hope made part two a bit easier for you guys!
Thank you to Jennie Rawlings at Serifim for the fabulous cover and art work for the first edition. I love the series logo so much that I now have it tattooed on my arm!
Thank you to Najla Qamber at Qamber Designs & Media for the second edition cover design, there were more happy tears!
The indie author community is massively supportive and over the last year or so since I became serious about my career as a writer, I have made a number of great friends who I can share the ups and downs of this crazy life with. Extra shout outs to LE Willetts, Jeannie Wycherley and Steve Stevenson Olds, who have helped, listened, drunk wine and coffee and generally put this writing world to rights. You should check out their stuff (although not until after you’ve read mine, obviously!).
And I couldn’t have done all this without the support of my real guitar hero, aka my husband Peter. He’s let me live out this dream, been through the highs and lows with me and has my back every step of the way. Lots of love xxx xxx xxx
About the Author
Julie Archer is the author of contemporary romances, with steamy times and drama, but always a happy ending!
She lives in Devon with Mr A and two feline children, Corey and Elsa. Also metal and COYS.
“Strong, sassy, sexy…and that’s just the characters!”
www.juliearcherwrites.com
Also by Julie Archer
Cocktails, Rock Tales & Betrayals (The Blood Stone Riot Series Book 1)
One Last Shot (The Blood Stone Riot Series Book 2)
Wild Tonic (The Blood Stone Riot Series Book 3) - out September 2018
Cosmopolitan Rock (A Blood Stone Riot Short Story)
Rivers Of Ink (A novella)
Off Track (A Writer’s Playground Anthology)
To The Sea (A Writer’s Playground Anthology)
Love Sparkles in Fortune’s Bay (A Fortune’s Bay novella)
Also features a short story that previous appeared in The Bay Of Love, a collection of Fortune’s Bay short stories.
The full Fortune’s Bay series, in collaboration with six other worldwide authors, can be found here: https://fortunesbay.wixsite.com/buybooks