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by Sophie Kinsella


  “Didn’t Luke tell you about our tattoo plans?” I adopt a surprised tone. “We’ve found a special newborn-baby tattooist who comes right into the delivery room. We thought we’d have an eagle on its back, with our names in Sanskrit….”

  “You are not tattooing my grandchild.” Her voice is like gunfire.

  “Oh yes, we are. Luke really got the tattoo bug while we were on honeymoon. He has fifteen of them!” I smile blandly at her. “And as soon as the baby’s born he’s going to get its name tattooed on his arm. Isn’t that sweet?”

  Elinor’s gripping her Kelly bag so hard, the veins are standing up. I can tell she doesn’t know whether to believe me or not.

  “Have you decided on a name?” she says at last.

  “Uh-huh.” I nod. “Armageddon for a boy, Pomegranate for a girl.”

  For a moment she seems unable to reply. I can tell she’s desperate to raise her eyebrows, or frown, or something. I almost feel sorry for her real face, trapped under the Botox like a caged animal.

  “Armageddon?” she manages at last.

  “Isn’t it great?” I nod again. “Macho, but kind of elegant. And unusual!”

  Elinor looks like she’s going to explode. Or implode.

  “I will not have this!” she suddenly erupts, rising to her feet. “Tattooing! These names! You’re…irresponsible beyond—”

  “‘Irresponsible’?” I interrupt in disbelief. “Are you serious? Well, at least we’re not planning to abandon—” I stop abruptly, feeling like the words are too hot for my mouth. I can’t do it. I can’t bring myself to launch a full-blown attack on Elinor. I haven’t got the energy, for a start. And anyway…I feel distracted. All of a sudden my head is buzzing with thoughts.

  “Rebecca.” Elinor approaches the bed, her eyes snapping. “I have no idea if you’re being frank with me—”

  “Shut up!” I lift a hand, not caring if I’m rude. I have to concentrate. I have to think this through. I’m suddenly starting to see things clearly, like a tune falling into place.

  Elinor walked out on Luke. Now Luke’s walking out on our baby. It’s history repeating itself. Does Luke realize this? If he just saw it…if he just understood what he was doing…

  “Rebecca!”

  I look up, as though out of a daze. Elinor looks like she wants to pop with exasperation.

  “Oh, Elinor…I’m sorry,” I say, all rancor gone. “It was lovely of you to come by, but I’m a bit tired now. Please drop round for tea sometime.”

  Elinor looks like the wind has been taken out of her sails. I think she was probably squaring up for a fight too.

  “Very well,” she says frostily. “I’m staying at Claridge’s. Here are the details of my exhibition.”

  She hands me an invitation for a private viewing, along with a glossy brochure entitled “The Elinor Sherman Collection.” It’s illustrated with a photograph of an elegant white plinth, on top of which is resting another, smaller white plinth.

  God, I don’t understand modern art.

  “Thanks,” I say, eyeing it dubiously. “We’ll be sure to make it. Thanks for coming. Have a nice day!”

  Elinor gives me one last, narrowed look, then picks up her gloves and Kelly bag and strides out of the room. As soon as she’s gone, I bury my head in my hands, trying to think. Somehow I have to get through to Luke. He doesn’t want to do this. Deep in his heart, I know he doesn’t. I feel like he’s been lured away by the evil fairies and I just need to break the spell.

  But how? What do I do? If I call him, he’ll brush me off and promise to call back later and never will. His e-mails are read by his secretaries…. It’s not exactly a subject for a text….

  I have to write a letter.

  It hits me like a thunderbolt. I have to write a letter, like in the old days before phone calls and e-mail. God, yes. I’ll compose the best letter I’ve ever written in my life. I’ll explain all my feelings, and his. (He sometimes needs them explained to him.) I’ll put the case before him plainly.

  I’m going to save our marriage. He doesn’t want a broken family—I know he doesn’t. I know he doesn’t.

  A nurse is passing by the door, and I call out, “Excuse me?”

  “Yes?” She looks in with a smile.

  “Would it be possible to get some writing paper?”

  “There’s some in the hospital shop, or…” She frowns in thought. “One of my colleagues has some, I think. Just hang on a moment….”

  A moment later she’s back, with a pad of Basildon Bond. “One sheet enough?”

  “I may need more than that,” I say momentously. “Could I have…three?”

  I cannot believe how much I’ve written to Luke. Once I started, I just couldn’t stop. I had no idea there was so much pent up inside me.

  I started off talking about our wedding and how happy we were then. Then I talked about all the things we love to do together, and how much fun we’ve had and how excited we were when we discovered we were having a baby. Then I moved on to Venetia. I didn’t call her by name. I called her the Threat to Our Marriage. He’ll know what I’m talking about.

  And now I’m on page seventeen (one of the nurses ran down and bought me my own pad of Basildon Bond) and I’m getting to the main bit. The plea to him to give our marriage another shot. Tears are running down my face, and I keep having to break off to snuffle into a tissue.

  In our vows, you promised to love me forever. I know you think you don’t anymore. I know there are other women in this world, who are maybe cleverer and maybe can speak Latin. I know you’ve had an…

  I can’t bring myself to write the word affair—I just can’t.

  I’ll just put a dash, like they used to in old-fashioned books.

  I know you’ve had an———. But it doesn’t have to ruin everything. I’m prepared to put the past behind us, Luke, because I believe above anything else that we belong together. You, me, and the baby.

  We can be a happy family. I know we can. Please don’t give up on us. Maybe you’re secretly scared of parenthood, but we can do it together! Like you said, it’s the biggest adventure we’ll ever have.

  I break off from writing to wipe my eyes. I need to finish this now. I need some way for him to show me…to answer…to let me know…

  Suddenly it comes to me. We need a great big tall tower, just like in romantic movies. And we’ll meet at the top at midnight….

  No. I get too tired by midnight. We’ll meet at the top at…six o’clock. The wind will be blowing and Gershwin will be playing and I’ll see from his eyes that he’s put Venetia behind him forever. And I’ll say simply, “Are you coming home?” And he’ll say—

  “Are you OK, Becky?” The nurse pops her head round the door. “How’s it going?”

  “Nearly finished.” I blow my nose. “Where’s a tall tower in London? If I wanted to meet someone.”

  “Dunno.” The nurse wrinkles her nose. “The Oxo Tower’s pretty tall. I went there the other day. They’ve got a viewing platform and a restaurant….”

  “Thanks!”

  Luke, if you love me and want to save our marriage, meet me at the top of the Oxo Tower at six o’clock on Friday. I will be waiting at the viewing platform.

  Your loving wife,

  Becky.

  I put my pen down, feeling totally drained, as though I’ve just composed a Beethoven symphony. All I have to do now is FedEx the letter to his Geneva office…and then just wait till Friday night.

  I fold the seventeen pages in half, and am trying unsuccessfully to cram them into the matching Basildon Bond envelope, when my mobile rings on the cabinet.

  Luke! Oh my God. But he hasn’t read the letter yet!

  With trembling hands I grab the phone, but it’s not Luke after all. It’s a number I don’t recognize. It isn’t Elinor calling to lecture me, is it?

  “Hello?” I say cautiously.

  “Hello, Becky? It’s Martha here.”

  “Oh.” I push my hair back off my f
ace, trying to place the name. “Er…hi.”

  “Just checking you’re still all set for the shoot on Friday?” she says chattily. “I can’t wait to see your house!”

  Vogue. Shit. I’d totally forgotten about it.

  How could I forget about a Vogue photo shoot? God, my life must really be in pieces.

  “So, is everything OK?” Martha’s voice is trilling gaily down the phone. “You haven’t had the baby yet, or anything?”

  “Well, no…” I hesitate. “But I am in hospital.” As I say the words I realize I shouldn’t really have my mobile on in a hospital. But this is Vogue on the phone. There must be an exemption for Vogue, surely.

  “Oh no!” Her voice falls in dismay. “You know, we’re having such bad luck with this piece! One of the yummy mummies had her twins early, which was really annoying, and the other has had pre-eclampy-something and is on bed rest! We can’t do the interview or anything! Are you on bed rest?”

  “I…hang on a minute….”

  I put the phone down on the bed, trying to galvanize my spirits. I have never felt less like having my picture taken in my life. I’m fat, I’m tear-stained, my hair is terrible, my marriage is crumbling away…. I give a deep, shuddery sigh, and then catch sight of my blurry reflection in a nearby glass-fronted cupboard. Hunched over, head drooping. I look defeated. I look awful.

  In an immediate reflex action I sit up straighter. What am I saying? Is my life over too? Just because my husband had an affair?

  No way. I’m not going to feel sorry for myself. I’m not going to give up. Maybe my life is in pieces. But I can still be yummy. I’ll be the yummiest bloody mummy-to-be they’ve ever seen.

  I lift the phone to my ear again. “Hi, Martha?” I say, trying to sound breezy. “Sorry about that. It’s all fine for the shoot on Friday. I’m coming out of hospital today, so I’ll be there!”

  “Great!” I can hear the relief in Martha’s voice. “Can’t wait! It’ll only take two or three hours, and I promise we won’t exhaust you! I’m sure you have lots of lovely clothes, but our stylist will bring along some pieces too…. Now let me just check your address. You live at thirty-three Delamain Road?”

  I never got that stuff for Fabia, it suddenly occurs to me. But I’ve still got time. It’ll be fine.

  “Yes, that’s right.”

  “Lucky thing, those houses are amazing! We’ll see you there then, eleven o’clock.”

  “See you then!”

  I switch off the phone and breathe out hard. I’m going to be in Vogue. I’m going to be yummy. And I’m going to save my marriage.

  FROM: Becky Brandon

  TO: Fabia Paschali

  SUBJECT: Tomorrow

  * * *

  Hello, Fabia!

  Just to confirm, I will be coming tomorrow with a Vogue crew and the shoot will last from around 11am till 3pm.

  I have got the purple top and the Chloe bag, but unfortunately, although I’ve tried everywhere, I can’t locate the Olly Bricknell shoes you want. Is there anything else that you’d like?

  Again, thanks so much and look forward to seeing you tomorrow!

  Becky

  FROM: Fabia Paschali

  TO: Becky Brandon

  SUBJECT: Re: Tomorrow

  * * *

  Becky,

  No shoes, no house.

  Fabia

  * * *

  KENNETH PRENDERGAST

  Prendergast de Witt Connell Financial Advisers

  Forward House

  394 High Holborn

  London WC1V 7EX

  Mrs. R Brandon

  37 Maida Vale Mansions

  Maida Vale

  London NW6 0YF

  26 November 2003

  Dear Mrs. Brandon,

  Thank you for your letter.

  I have noted your new shareholdings in Sweet Confectionary, Inc., Estelle Rodin Cosmetics, and The Urban Spa plc. I cannot, however, agree that these are the “best investments in the world.”

  Please let me reiterate. Free chocolates, samples of perfume, and discount spa treatments—while pleasant—are no sound basis for investment. I urge you to reconsider your current investment strategy and would be pleased to advise you further.

  Yours sincerely,

  Kenneth Prendergast

  Family Investment Specialist

  * * *

  SEVENTEEN

  THESE BLOODY, BLOODY SHOES. There is not a single pair of them left in London. Especially not in green. No wonder Fabia wants them, they’re like the Holy Grail or something, except there aren’t even any clues in paintings. I spent yesterday trying all my contacts, every supplier I know, every shop, everywhere. I even called my old colleague Erin at Barneys in New York and she just laughed pityingly.

  In the end, Danny stepped in to help. He made some calls around and finally tracked down a pair to a model he knows who is on a shoot in Paris. In return for a sample jacket, she gave them to a friend who was coming over to London last night. He met up with Danny and now he’s going to deliver them to me.

  That’s the plan. But he isn’t here yet. And it’s already five past ten and I’m starting to panic. I’m standing on the corner of Delamain Road, dressed in my yummiest outfit of red print wrap dress, Prada heels, and a vintage-style fake fur stole, and all the cars keep slowing down to look. In hindsight, this wasn’t the best place to meet. I must look like some eight months’ pregnant hooker for pervy people.

  I take out my phone and, yet again, redial Danny’s number. “Danny?”

  “We’re here! We’re coming. We’re just driving over a bridge…whoa!”

  Danny was supposed to be dropping the shoes round last night—only he went off clubbing instead, with some photographer he met on holiday. (Don’t ask. He started to tell me about the night they spent together in Marrakech, and honestly, I had to put my hands over the baby’s ears.) He’s shrieking with laughter, and I can hear the roar of his friend’s Harley-Davidson. How can he be having fun? Doesn’t he know how stressed out I am?

  I’ve barely slept since Luke has been gone. And when I did get to sleep last night, I had the most awful dream. I dreamed I went to the top of the Oxo Tower, but Luke didn’t show up. I stood for hours in the wind and gale and rain pouring down on me and then at last Luke appeared, but he’d somehow turned into Elinor and she started yelling at me. And then all my hair fell off….

  “Excuse me!”

  A woman holding two small children by the hand is approaching, and giving me an odd look.

  “Oh. Sorry.” I come to, and move out of the way.

  In real life, I haven’t spoken to Luke since he left. He’s tried to call several times, but I just sent short texts back saying sorry I missed him and everything’s OK. I didn’t want to talk to him until he’d read my letter—which only happened last night, according to the tracking system. Somebody at the Geneva office signed for it at 6:11 p.m., so he must have read it by now.

  The die is cast. By six o’clock tonight I’ll know, one way or another. Either he’ll be there, waiting for me, or…

  Nausea rises through me and I shake my head briskly. I’m not going to think about it. I’m going to get through this shoot first. I take a bite of a Kit Kat for energy, and glance down again at the printed page that Martha e-mailed me. It’s an interview with one of the other yummy mummies-to-be from the article, which Martha said would “give me an idea.” The other yummy is called Amelia Gordon-Barraclough. She’s posing in a vast Kensington nursery wearing a beaded kaftan and about fifty-nine bracelets, and all her quotes sound totally smug.

  “We commissioned all our nursery furniture from artisans in Provence.”

  Well. Huh. I’ll say we got all ours from artisans in…outer Mongolia. No, we sourced it. People in glossy magazines never just buy something from a shop, they source it, or discover it in a junkyard, or get left it by their famous designer godmother.

  “My husband and I do couples’ yoga together twice a day in our ‘retreat ro
om.’ We feel it creates harmony in our relationship.”

  With a pang, I have a sudden memory of Luke and me doing couples’ yoga on our honeymoon.

  At least, we were doing yoga, and we were a couple.

  A lump is rising in my throat. No. Stop it. Think confident. Think yummy. I’ll say that Luke and I do something much cooler than yoga. Like that thing I read about the other day. Qi-something.

  My thoughts are broken by the roar of a motorbike, and I look up to see a Harley speeding along the quiet residential street.

  “Hi!” I wave my arms. “Here!”

  “Hey, Becky!” The motorbike comes to a throbbing halt beside me. Danny pulls off a motorbike helmet and leaps off the back, a shoe box in his hand. “There you go!”

  “Oh, Danny, thanks.” I give him an enormous hug. “You saved my life.”

  “No problem!” Danny says, getting back on the bike. “Let me know how it goes! This is Zane, by the way.”

  “Hi!” I wave at Zane, who is in leathers from head to foot and raises a hand in greeting. “Thanks for the delivery!”

  The motorbike zooms off again. I take hold of the handle of my suitcase, which is filled with spare outfits and props, and pick up the armful of flowers I bought this morning to make the house look nice. I head toward number thirty-three, somehow manhandle the case up the steps, and ring the doorbell. There’s no answer.

  After a pause I ring again and call “Fabia!” But there’s still no reply.

  She can’t have forgotten it’s this morning.

  “Fabia! Can you hear me?” I beat on the door. “Fa-bi-a!”

  There’s dead silence. No one’s there. I feel a beat of panic. What am I going to do? Vogue will be here any—

  “Cooee! Hello there!” A voice from the street heralds me and I turn to see a girl leaning out of the window of a Mini Cooper. She’s skinny, has glossy hair, a Kabbala bracelet, and a huge engagement rock. She has to be from Vogue.

 

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