The Best American Erotic Poems

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by David Lehman

of its upturned humus, and small farms each

  with a silver silo.

  (1964)

  MARK STRAND (BORN 1934)

  The Couple

  The scene is a midtown station.

  The time is 3 a.m.

  Jane is alone on the platform,

  Humming a requiem.

  She leans against the tiles.

  She rummages in her purse

  For something to ease a headache

  That just keeps getting worse.

  She went to a boring party,

  And left without her date.

  Now she’s alone on the platform,

  And the trains are running late.

  The subway station is empty,

  Seedy, sinister, gray.

  Enter a well-dressed man

  Slowly heading Jane’s way.

  The man comes up beside her:

  “Excuse me, my name is John.

  I hope I haven’t disturbed you.

  If I have, then I’ll be gone.

  “I had a dream last night

  That I would meet somebody new.

  After twenty-four hours of waiting,

  I’m glad she turned out to be you.”

  Oh where are the winds of morning?

  Oh where is love at first sight?

  A man comes out of nowhere.

  Maybe he’s Mr. Right.

  How does one find the answer,

  If one has waited so long?

  A man comes out of nowhere,

  He’s probably Mr. Wrong.

  Jane imagines the future,

  And almost loses heart.

  She sees herself as Europe

  And John as Bonaparte.

  They walk to the end of the platform.

  They stumble down to the tracks.

  They stand among the wrappers

  And empty cigarette packs.

  The wind blows through the tunnel.

  They listen to the sound.

  The way it growls and whistles

  Holds them both spellbound.

  Jane stares into the dark:

  “It’s a wonder sex can be good

  When most of the time it comes down to

  Whether one shouldn’t or should.”

  John looks down at his watch:

  “I couldn’t agree with you more,

  And often it raises the question—

  ‘What are you saving it for?’”

  They kneel beside each other

  As if they were in a trance,

  Then Jane lifts up her dress

  And John pulls down his pants.

  Everyone knows what happens,

  Or what two people do

  When one is on top of the other

  Making a great to-do.

  The wind blows through the tunnel

  Trying to find the sky.

  Jane is breathing her hardest,

  And John begins to sigh:

  “I’m a Princeton professor.

  God knows what drove me to this.

  I have a wife and family;

  I’ve known marital bliss.

  “But things were turning humdrum,

  And I felt I was being false.

  Every night in our bedroom

  I wished I were someplace else.”

  What is the weather outside?

  What is the weather within

  That drives these two to excess

  And into the arms of sin?

  They are the children of Eros.

  They move, but not too fast.

  They want to extend their pleasure,

  They want the moment to last.

  Too bad they cannot hear us.

  Too bad we can’t advise.

  Fate that brought them together

  Has yet another surprise.

  Just as they reach the utmost

  Peak of their endeavor,

  An empty downtown local

  Separates them forever.

  An empty downtown local

  Screams through the grimy air

  A couple dies in the subway;

  Couples die everywhere.

  (1990)

  TED BERRIGAN (1934–1983)

  Dinner at George & Katie Schneeman’s

  She was pretty swacked by the time she

  Put the spaghetti & meatballs into the orgy pasta

  bowl—There was mixed salt & pepper in the

  “Tittie-tweak” pasta bowl—We drank some dago red

  from glazed girlie demi-tasse cups—after

  which we engaged in heterosexual intercourse, mutual

  masturbation, fellatio, & cunnilingus. For

  dessert we stared at a cupboard full of art critic

  friends, sgraffitoed into underglazes on vases. We did

  have a very nice time.

  (1982)

  RUSSELL EDSON (BORN 1935)

  Conjugal

  A man is bending his wife.

  He is bending her around something that she has bent herself

  around. She is around it, bent as he has bent her.

  He is convincing her. It is all so private.

  He is bending her around the bedpost. No, he is bending her around

  the tripod of his camera. It is as if he teaches her to swim. As if he

  teaches acrobatics. As if he could form her into something wet that

  he delivers out of one life into another.

  And it is such a private thing the thing they do.

  He is forming her into the wallpaper. He is smoothing her down into

  the flowers there. He is finding her nipples there. And he is kissing

  her pubis there.

  He climbs into the wallpaper among the flowers. And his buttocks

  move in and out of the wall.

  (1976)

  LUCILLE CLIFTON (BORN 1936)

  to a dark moses

  You are the one

  I am lit for.

  Come with your rod

  that twists

  and is a serpent.

  I am the bush.

  I am burning

  I am not consumed.

  (1974)

  FREDERICK SEIDEL (BORN 1936)

  Heart Art

  A man is masturbating his heart out,

  Swinging in the hammock of the Internet.

  He rocks back and forth, his cursor points

  And selects. He swings between repetitive extremes

  Among the come-ons in the chat rooms.

  But finally he clicks on one

  World Wide Web woman who cares.

  Each of her virtual hairs

  Brings him to his knees.

  Each of her breasts

  Projects like a sneeze.

  He hears her dawning toward him as he reads her dimensions,

  Waves sailing the seas of cyberspace—

  Information, zeros-and-ones, whitecaps of.

  Caught in a tangle of Internet,

  Swinging in the mesh to sleep,

  Rocking himself awake, sailing the virtual seas,

  A man travels through space to someone inside

  An active matrix screen. Snow falls.

  A field of wildflowers blooms. Night falls.

  Day resumes.

  This is the story about humans taking over

  The country. New York is outside

  His study while he works. Paris is outside.

  Outside the window is Bologna.

  He logs on. He gets up.

  He sits down. A car alarm goes off

  Yoi yoi yoi yoi and yips as it suddenly stops.

  Man has the takeover impact

  Of an asteroid—throwing up debris, blotting out the sun—

  Causing the sudden mass extinction

  Of the small bookstore

  At the millennium. The blood from the blast cakes

  And forms the planet’s new crust:

  A hacker in Kinshasa getting it on with one in Nome.

  Their
poems start

  With the part about masturbating the heart—

  Saber cuts whacking a heart into tartare—

  Heart art worldwide,

  Meaning that even in the Far East the subject is love.

  Here in the eastern United States,

  A man is masturbating his art out.

  An Ice Age that acts hot

  Only because of the greenhouse effect

  Is the sort of personality.

  Beneath the dome of depleted ozone, they stay cold.

  Mastodons are mating on the Internet

  Over the bones of dinosaur nuclear arms,

  Mating with their hands.

  (1998)

  MARGE PIERCY (BORN 1936)

  Salt in the Afternoon

  The room is a conch shell

  and echoing in it, the blood

  rushes in the ears,

  the surf of desire sliding in

  on the warm beach.

  The room is the shell of the moon

  snail, gorgeous predator

  whose shell winds round and round

  the color of moonshine

  on your pumping back.

  The bed is a slipper shell

  on which we rock, opaline

  and pearled with light sweat,

  two great deep currents

  colliding into white water.

  The clam shell opens.

  The oyster is eaten.

  The squid shoots its white ink.

  Now there is nothing but warm

  salt puddles on the flats.

  (1992)

  C. K. WILLIAMS (BORN 1936)

  Ethics

  The only time, I swear, I ever fell more than abstractly in love with someone

  else’s wife,

  I managed to maintain the clearest sense of innocence, even after the

  woman returned my love,

  even after she’d left her husband and come down on the plane from

  Montreal to be with me,

  I still felt I’d done nothing immoral, that whole disturbing category had

  somehow been effaced;

  even after she’d arrived and we’d gone home and gone to bed, and even

  after, the next morning,

  when she crossed my room undressed—I almost looked away; we were

  both as shy as adolescents—

  and all that next day when we walked, made love again, then slept, clinging to each other,

  even then, her sleeping hand softly on my chest, her gentle breath gently

  moving on my cheek,

  even then, or not until then, not until the new day touched upon us, and

  I knew, knew absolutely,

  that though we might love each other, something in her had to have the

  husband, too,

  and though she’d tried, and would keep trying to overcome herself, I

  couldn’t wait for her,

  did that perfect guiltlessness, that sure conviction of my inviolable virtue,

  flee me,

  to leave me with a blade of loathing for myself, a disgust with who I

  guessed by now I was,

  but even then, when I took her to the airport and she started up that corridor the other way,

  and we waved, just waved—anybody watching would have thought that

  we were separating friends—

  even then, one part of my identity kept claiming its integrity, its non-

  involvement, even chastity,

  which is what I castigate myself again for now, not the husband or his

  pain, which he survived,

  nor the wife’s temptation, but the thrill of evil that I’d felt, then kept

  myself from feeling.

  (1992)

  CHARLES SIMIC (BORN 1938)

  Breasts

  I love breasts, hard

  Full breasts, guarded

  By a button.

  They come in the night.

  The bestiaries of the ancients

  Which include the unicorn

  Have kept them out.

  Pearly, like the east

  An hour before sunrise,

  Two ovens of the only

  Philosopher’s stone

  Worth bothering about.

  They bring on their nipples

  Beads of inaudible sighs,

  Vowels of delicious clarity

  For the little red schoolhouse of our mouths.

  Elsewhere, solitude

  Makes another gloomy entry

  In its ledger, misery

  Borrows another cup of rice.

  They draw nearer: Animal

  Presence. In the barn

  The milk shivers in the pail.

  I like to come up to them

  From underneath, like a kid

  Who climbs on a chair

  To reach a jar of forbidden jam.

  Gently, with my lips,

  Loosen the button.

  Have them slip into my hands

  Like two freshly poured beer mugs.

  I spit on fools who fail to include

  Breasts in their metaphysics,

  Star-gazers who have not enumerated them

  Among the moons of the earth…

  They give each finger

  Its true shape, its joy:

  Virgin soap, foam

  On which our hands are cleansed.

  And how the tongue honors

  These two sour buns,

  For the tongue is a feather

  Dipped in egg-yolk.

  I insist that a girl

  Stripped to the waist

  Is the first and last miracle,

  That the old janitor on his deathbed

  Who demands to see the breasts of his wife

  For one last time

  Is the greatest poet who ever lived.

  O my sweet yes, my sweet no,

  Look, everyone is asleep on the earth.

  Now, in the absolute immobility

  Of time, drawing the waist

  Of the one I love to mine,

  I will tip each breast

  Like a dark heavy grape

  Into the hive

  Of my drowsy mouth.

  (1974)

  BILLY COLLINS (BORN 1941)

  Pinup

  The murkiness of the local garage is not so dense

  that you cannot make out the calendar of pinup

  drawings on the wall above a bench of tools.

  Your ears are ringing with the sound of

  the mechanic hammering on your exhaust pipe,

  and as you look closer you notice that this month’s

  is not the one pushing the lawn mower, wearing

  a straw hat and very short blue shorts,

  her shirt tied in a knot just below her breasts.

  Nor is it the one in the admiral’s cap, bending

  forward, resting her hands on a wharf piling,

  glancing over the tiny anchors on her shoulders.

  No, this is March, the month of great winds,

  so appropriately it is the one walking her dog

  along a city sidewalk on a very blustery day.

  One hand is busy keeping her hat down on her head

  and the other is grasping the little dog’s leash,

  so of course there is no hand left to push down

  her dress which is billowing up around her waist

  exposing her long stockinged legs and yes the secret

  apparatus of her garter belt. Needless to say,

  in the confusion of wind and excited dog

  the leash has wrapped itself around her ankles

  several times giving her a rather bridled

  and helpless appearance which is added to

  by the impossibly high heels she is teetering on.

  You would like to come to her rescue,

  gather up the little dog in your arms,

  untangle the leash, lead her to safety,

  and
receive her bottomless gratitude, but

  the mechanic is calling you over to look

  at something under your car. It seems that he has

  run into a problem and the job is going

  to cost more than he had said and take

  much longer than he had thought.

  Well, it can’t be helped, you hear yourself say

  as you return to your place by the workbench,

  knowing that as soon as the hammering resumes

  you will slowly lift the bottom of the calendar

  just enough to reveal a glimpse of what

  the future holds in store: ah,

  the red polka-dot umbrella of April and her

  upturned palm extended coyly into the rain.

  (1995)

  STEPHEN DOBYNS (BORN 1941)

  Desire

  A woman in my class wrote that she is sick

  of men wanting her body and when she reads

  her poem out loud the other women all nod

  and even some of the men lower their eyes

  and look abashed as if ready to unscrew

  their cocks and pound down their own dumb heads

  with these innocent sausages of flesh, and none

  would think of confessing his hunger

  or admit how desire can ring like a constant

  low note in the brain or grant how the sight

  of a beautiful woman can make him groan

  on those first spring days when the parkas

  have been packed away and the bodies are staring

  at the bodies and the eyes stare at the ground;

  and there was a man I knew who even at ninety

 

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