by Pooja Sharma
in heap,
The love,
I have in leap,
The love,
Is so deep,
Oh so deep,
Wanted be with you,
Needed to live for you,
Have a deep secret,
Of loving you but didn't regret.
Compared without a clue,
Just with you I first stood,
Desired the company so prime,
Even though it is mine,
Yet I am crying,
'Cause I can't see my sunshine,
The love,
Wanted to share in heap,
The love,
I have in leap,
The love,
Is so deep,
Oh so deep.
Desert
Tingled my skin,
That slap made my heart aches,
The sensation made me angry.
My mind was keen,
Yells to stop thinking for God’s sake,
Making me realize how I was silly.
Missed how I used to lean,
Just to kiss away the entire ache,
Like a bee near the lily,
How could I be such a fool?
I forgot my own rule,
Have some class, go to school,
Don't stand up on my stool,
Go away,
I don't want a pervert,
Make a new way,
Like a missing shepherd,
Just let me say,
Your heart is dry like a desert,
Yeah you are a desert,
To me,
Don't have time,
We could have had a fun night,
But you showed your true color,
I scrolled my mind,
Tried not to take up the bright,
Yet made my eyes go blur,
Its pity how I was blind,
Just when I think of that sight,
Makes me your greatest hater,
How could I be such a fool?
I forgot my own rule,
Have some class, go to school,
Don't stand up on my stool,
Go away,
I don't want a pervert,
Make a new way,
Like a missing shepherd,
Just let me say,
Your heart is dry like a desert,
Yeah you are a desert,
To me,
I used to,
Love you like a fool,
I used to,
Think you are so wonderful,
Just a nightmare you proved,
As I trusted you without proof,
How could I be such a fool?
I forgot my own rule,
Have some class, go to school,
Don't stand up on my stool,
Go away,
I don't want a pervert,
Make a new way,
Like a missing shepherd,
Just let me say,
Your heart is dry like a desert,
Yeah you are a desert,
To me.
Dusty Love
She was so alone,
Her heart ached for a bone,
Soon she felt a touch,
It was new and so much,
She trusted him badly,
Her friends warned worriedly,
Yet she made a choice,
She never trusted the voice,
Oh that was her worst mistake,
Oh but it was too late,
A feather like creature she was,
A brittle glass she was,
I will never hurt you,
He said,
I will never leave you,
He said,
But it was all a game,
Just for the friend's fame,
She trusted so blindly,
He left her in the end,
It was just a dusty love,
This had to end,
He had other possessions,
He did many sessions,
She was so naive to see,
She thought he was her tree,
Though he had lend many hearts,
Yet she did a start,
She was just another heart for him,
But he was her only dream,
Oh that was her worst mistake,
Oh but it was too late,
A feather like creature she was,
A brittle glass she was,
I will never hurt you,
He said,
I will never leave you,
He said,
But it was all a game,
Just for the friend's fame,
She trusted so blindly,
He left her in the end,
It was just a dusty love,
This had to end,
She was a human too,
She just wished for a love so true,
Now she is a lifeless robot,
Just the broken heart she got,
She wished a same fate,
For him to have a broken gate,
For him to realize the fact,
That a girl is not a garbage bag,
I will never hurt you,
He said,
I will never leave you,
He said,
But it was all a game,
Just for the friend's fame,
She trusted so blindly,
He left her in the end,
It was just a dusty love,
This had to end.
F
Faded silhouette.
Fall.
Fall again.
Fairy-tale song.
Faith.
Fare.
Frozen embrace
Forever.
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Faded Silhouette
The sky is so blue,
Legs strolling forwards slowly,
Yes it was so true,
That I missed you badly,
Smiled at the reminder,
Hands squeezed the sides,
Rays were the brighter,
But the eyes doesn't shine,
Remembered the voice,
Remembered the choices,
Now that I was alone,
Wished to make your clone,
Used to cry all night,
Used to call back my bright,
But the tears went frozen,
Made me realize the moment,
When no words were spoken,
When I saw your faded silhouette,
Yeah faded silhouette,
Calling me in heaven,
The wrinkled skin,
The old lady like straight hair,
Used to be like a cream,
You played with care,
The cringed eyebrows,
You used when you were worried,
Fought with the foes,
But now you are buried,
Remembered the voice,
Remembered the choices,
Now that I was alone,
Wished to make your clone,
Used to cry all night,
Used to call back my bright,
But the tears went frozen,
Made me realize the moment,
When no words were spoken,
When I saw your faded silhouette,
Yeah faded silhouette,
Calling me in heaven,
You were my grand choice,
So glad for the voice,
Now desired to be rejoice,
Desired many more tries,
Yet cannot have the desired sight,
Used to cry all night,
Used to call back my bright,
But the tears went frozen,
Made me realize the moment,
When no words were spoken,
When I saw your faded silhouette,
Yeah faded silhouette,
Calling me in heaven.
Fall
Eyes shut off in pain,
My energy having drain,
Head shattered badly,
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nbsp; Volcano erupted tragically,
The feeling is so strong,
Hard to break the ground,
Wished I had a turn off button,
Wished heart wasn't so rotten,
It wasn't you it's me,
I just didn't want you to see,
I knew I had to leave,
When heart started to believe,
I stood on the height,
The fall was so high,
We didn’t desire to fight,
But twice in your life,
You had your choice,
But you decided to leave,
The heart you didn’t believe,
But I stood on the cliff,
As my heart wasn’t stiff,
You left the premise,
I didn’t have any choice,
Stretching my arms afar,
Just like a shooting star,
I started to fall,
Never realized I was in love,
But my reality was love,
Realized I would be villain,
Between you and your train,
So I started to back off,
It was the hardest plot,
I thought I was over you,
But I just fall hard for you,
It wasn't you it's me,
I just didn't want you to see,
I knew I had to leave,
When heart started to believe,
I stood on the height,
The fall was so high,
We didn’t desire to fight,
But twice in your life,
You had your choice,
But you decided to leave,
The heart you didn’t believe,
But I stood on the cliff,
As my heart wasn’t stiff,
You left the premise,
I didn’t have any choice,
Stretching my arms afar,
Just like a shooting star,
I started to fall,
Nothing's hurt so much,
Never cried so much,
Never cared so much,
Never loved so much,
It wasn't you it's me,
I just didn't want you to see,
I knew I had to leave,
When heart started to believe,
I stood on the height,
The fall was so high,
We didn’t desire to fight,
But twice in your life,
You had your choice,
But you decided to leave,
The heart you didn’t believe,
But I stood on the cliff,
As my heart wasn’t stiff,
You left the premise,
I didn’t have any choice,
Stretching my arms afar,
Just like a shooting star,
I started to fall.
Fall Again
I was new,
Only for a few,
My old self revealed,
But I wasn't healed,
I thought I was stone,
The words were forgotten,
But oh this wasn't the truth,
I still remember the truth,
I was fine,
Until you came back,
I was fine,
Until I lost my track,
The heart beat aloud,
Feelings are like a cloud,
Chest warmer than ever,
Oh this is scarier than ever,
Yeah this is scarier,
Yeah I am scared,
To fall again,
Said wanted to hold me,
But why can't you see?
I have cried enough,
I am not that tough,
You have another day,
Never yet saw see my way,
I was out your the door,
But the pain just hovers,
I was fine,
Until you came back,
I was fine,
Until I lost my track,
The heart beat aloud,
Feelings are like a cloud,
Chest warmer than ever,
Oh this is scarier than ever,
Yeah this is scarier,
Yeah I am scared,
To fall again,
Yes I cried again,
Yes I think it’s a game,
I was all alone on my way,
When I stayed for a day,
I found you on my stay,
Before you followed my way,
I was fine,
Until you came back,
I was fine,
Until again my heart cracked,
The heart beat aloud,
Feelings are like a cloud,
Chest warmer than ever,
Oh this is scarier than ever,
Yeah this is scarier,
Yeah I am scared,
To fall again.
Fairytale Song
Driving down the road,
A sharp turn, to save the toad,
Singing along the way,
Caressing thy Fay,
Many ups and downs,
Saw many clowns,
Had the faith so high,
For my Fay, there was a price,
The heartbreak I felt,
Had no one to dealt,
Then Fay came along,
Composed with me this song,
So grateful, so wonderful,
A very sparkling tool,
No one listened,
No one to give reason,
The Fay came along,
That can be my heart,
Is now about to start,
This fairy-tale song,
That I am singing along,
Now this is where I belong,
Reciting this fairytale song,
Fluttered the wings,
Sent me into the dreams,
I was flying and smiling,
Nothing I was hiding,
I was in denial,
But the Fay was genial,
I drove harshly,
It carved me flawlessly,
The heartbreak was over,
Had no one to share,
Then Fay came along,
Composed with me this song,
So grateful, so wonderful,
A very sparkling tool,
No one listened,
No one to give reason,
The Fay came along,
That can be my heart,
Is now about to start,
This fairy-tale song,
That I am singing along,
Now this is where I belong,
Reciting this fairytale song,
This is the truth,
With heart I stood,
With my best companion,
I won’t let go of compassion,
The heart now had passion,
Needed to share the lesson,
The Fay came along,
Composed with me this song,
So grateful, so wonderful,
A very sparkling tool,
No one listened,
No one to give reason,
The Fay came along,
That can be my heart,
Is now about to start,
This fairy-tale song,
That I am singing along,
Now this is where I belong,
Reciting this fairytale song.
Faith
Wind flowing so strong,
Leaves left the ground,
Dust is casting by,
Just the stone is in the hide,
The eyes traveled from south to north,
Returning to the forth,
Wanted so bad to fly,
But the stone just rested by,
Wind stopped by,
Saw the strange stone,
Oh caressed the thy,
But it wasn't done,
The stone said,
I want to fly,
I cannot drive,
I want to pass by,
I want you to be my guide,
Wind
smiled,
Said yes you can't fly,
Yes you cannot drive,
But you are a strong thy,
You can be your own guide,
Just have faith so high,
Have faith so high,
Had the strongest will,
Just couldn't yet fill,
The empty gap within,
Thought it can't be the queen,
Eyes rested on the wind,
It was just so blind,
Heard the words so true,
Just the wind had to prove,
Wind just smiled,
Showered blessings in tons,
Oh caressed the thy,
But it wasn't done,
The stone said,
I want to fly,
I cannot drive,
I want to pass by,
I want you to be my guide,
Wind smiled,
Said yes you can't fly,
Yes you cannot drive,
But you are a strong thy,
You can be your own guide,
Just have faith so high,
Have faith so high,
Years passed by,
The stone is old now,
Still remembers the thy,
Reminded of the words it knew,
The stone said,
I want to fly,
I cannot drive,
I want to pass by,
I want you to be my guide,
Wind smiled,
Said yes you can't fly,
Yes you cannot drive,
But you are a strong thy,
You can be your own guide,
Just have faith so high,
Have faith so high.
Fare
The flight was a delight,
I didn’t even know the height,
Like I was in a conveyance,
With no more sensation,
Just then heard a wail,
In between the hail,
Had a pace down the sky,
Where the grief lie,
Faded the happy grin,
Encountered with the grim,
Lie there a redden body,
Face had a familiar frame,
Felt a sudden tow,
Making me go so low,
An electrified wall,
Commencing crumbling fall,
Entered the gateway so narrow,
In between the eyebrows,
A sharp intake of air,
This had been a dare,
To start again this fare,
The rarest fare,
The pain was unbearable,
My legs wasn’t able,
The flight was still alive,
As a memory it classified,
I choked out some air,
The lungs felt unstable,
Few hands helping by,
Though it was just a try,
Faced the happy grin,
Gone was my grim,
Stood there a familiar face,
Soon reminded me of the rest,
Felt a sudden tow,
Making me go so low,
An electrified wall,
Commencing crumbling fall,
Entered the gateway so narrow,
In between the eyebrows,
A sharp intake of air,
This had been a dare,
To start again this fare,
The rarest fare,
Breathing went erratic,
Faces were hectic,
Felt the eyes dropping,
The body wasn’t coping,
I was in the flight again,
Just voice returned the train,
It changed the scene,
Eyes ended the dream,
Felt a sudden tow,
Making me go so low,
An electrified wall,
Commencing crumbling fall,
Entered the gateway so narrow,
In between the eyebrows,
A sharp intake of air,
This had been a dare,
To start again this fare,
The rarest fare.
Frozen Embrace
Staring out at the infinity,
Just realized that I am alone,
No one being a back bone,
It doesn't feel like home,
Since you are long gone,
All I felt was the affinity,
Which is still alive?
Couldn't get to say good bye,
The sun will never arise,
I'll be alone every night,
The voice was oh so giggly,
The shiny eyes used to make my day,
Those lips would always say,
That the love is on its way,
But you were my day,
Can't say it anymore,
That my love is more than before,
Tears streamed down my eyes,
Can't think of anything right,
As I remembered the last words,
Those lips spoke made eyes blurred,
Have fallen so hard,
Can't find the same face,
The breathing was an art,
That is now a frozen embrace,
Yeah the frozen embrace,
Balled my fist at the sight,
Can't help but feel sorry,
For not showing worry,
I should have been in a hurry,
When you body was buried,
The touch was so delight,
Cannot ever replace,
I should have made the chase,
The night you left my base,
That turned the whole case,
Remembered the morning light,
Brown hair shining brightly,
Wanted to hold you so tightly,
Dead ashes are the only mighty,
Should have shown courage slightly,
Can't think of anything,
As my legs walked up without seeing,
Noticing the same stone,
Beneath which is buried your bone,
Tears streamed down my eyes,
As I remembered all my lies,
Have fallen so hard,
Can't find the same face,
The breathing was an art,
That is now a frozen embrace,
Yeah the frozen embrace,
My legs gave up on my knees,
As I prayed for taking me,
So that I could be with you,
Above the sky which is so blue,
Can't say it anymore,
That my love is more than before,
Tears streamed down my eyes,
Can't think of anything right,
As I remembered the last words,
That I unfortunately spoke,
Gave me a heart stroke,
As it wasn’t full of hope,
Have fallen so hard,
Can't find the same face,
The breathing was an art,
That is now a frozen embrace,
Yeah the frozen embrace.
Forever
Walking through the street,
Taking in the heat,
Earphones plugged in,
Wondering where have you been,
Had your picture,
Upon my furniture,
Never been enough,
And our future being so blur,
Gave my heart to you,
Can you do that too?
Thought it was just a mistake,
But now I cannot retake,
Closing my eyes,
Imagined you beside,
But you decided to hide,
Now there is an empty place,
Once it was my phase,
Within my chest,
When your heart used to reside,
With mine beside,
But now you moved,
I can see your hood,
From the distance so far,
Now there will be a crater,
Within my heart forever,
With you
r image afar,
Remembered your fingers,
Making me so eager,
You intertwined them perfectly,
Oh I wish it was reality,
Smiled on my clumsiness,
Laughed on my dizziness,
Loved walking by your side,
But you decided to hide,
Gave my heart to you,
Can you do that too?
Thought it was just a mistake,
But it’s my best mistake,
Closing my eyes,
Imagined you beside,
But you decided to hide,
Now there is an empty