by Pooja Sharma
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Good bye.
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Good Bye
Walking through the door,
Remembering the cries,
Can't ask for more,
As my future is on rise,
Turned back to see,
Tears wetting their cheeks,
Waiting to hug me,
As I was going for weeks,
Strolled my step one by one,
Cries could be heard,
Their eyes said I am not alone,
But couldn't say a word,
Had many memories,
Made my childhood at ease,
Laughed and cried,
What a beautiful ride,
Heart said,
It was time to say good bye,
Heart cried,
I can't explain why.
Stepped outside,
Just couldn't stay by,
It was time to say good bye,
Just a simple good bye,
Gripped my suitcase,
As she cried,
My legs made a race,
Hugging her tight,
Next were my siblings,
As stubborn as ever,
Gifted me earrings,
Said to forget me never,
Big men don't cry,
But he showed signs,
Cheeks weren't so dry,
Just gave assuring smiles,
Had many memories,
Made my childhood at ease,
Laughed and cried,
What a beautiful ride,
Heart said,
It was time to say good bye,
Heart cried,
I can't explain why.
Stepped outside,
Just couldn't stay by,
It was time to say good bye,
Just a simple good bye,
Future was waiting by,
Bit my lip to stop my cries,
Glanced back again and smiled,
Stepped on the shoes of my size,
Had many memories,
Made my childhood at ease,
Laughed and cried,
What a beautiful ride,
Heart said,
It was time to say good bye,
Heart cried,
I can't explain why.
Stepped outside,
Just couldn't stay by,
It was time to say good bye,
Just a simple good bye.
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Heart could only glare.
Heart so fake.
Holding your hands.
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Heart Could Only Glare
Blinked my eyes rapidly,
Tried to focus elsewhere drastically,
Never wanted those images,
Never wanted these changes,
The images full of flowers,
That started to shower,
Your feet walked on the petals,
Making my heart beats double,
Had a deep breath,
Had pity on my state,
Mind said erase it,
Heart said live it,
Never felt this way,
Never imagined this day,
This would lead me nowhere,
Wanted to go elsewhere,
Didn't want to be in love,
Oh but I am in love,
Never wanted the lair,
Brain managed to win the dare,
Yeah brain won this dare,
But heart could only glare,
My heart could only glare,
Blinked my eyes rapidly,
Ate the tears so greedily,
I was crushed and the war was on,
Just the heart wanted more,
Imagined you at my door,
Making my heart sore,
You posed down on your knees,
With the ring you made me believe,
Had a deep breath,
Had pity on my state,
Mind said erase it,
Heart said live it,
Never felt this way,
Never imagined this day,
This would lead me nowhere,
Wanted to go elsewhere,
Didn't want to be in love,
Oh but I am in love,
Never wanted the lair,
Brain managed to win the dare,
Yeah brain won this dare,
But heart could only glare,
My heart could only glare,
Blinked my eyes rapidly,
Breathe out so heavily,
The future I thought wouldn't be same,
My life seems to be a game,
Oh the images I see,
Heart wanted to live,
Mind said erase it,
Heart said live it,
Had a deep breath,
Had pity on my state,
Mind said erase it,
Heart said live it,
Never felt this way,
Never imagined this day,
This would lead me nowhere,
Wanted to go elsewhere,
Didn't want to be in love,
Oh but I am in love,
Never wanted the lair,
Brain managed to win the dare,
Yeah brain won this dare,
But heart could only glare,
My heart could only glare.
Heart So Fake
Have done many mistakes,
Never wanted retakes,
So clumsy so careless,
Considered it a bless,
Loved who I was,
Never saw my own faults,
Until the blessing turned to bliss,
Until I lost my seize,
Realized the outcomes,
Gave you many burns,
Ceased my wait,
Just mere a mistake,
Now I am late,
You are not my fate,
Realized I will always feel,
I will always deal,
With the heart so lost,
A mistake had its cost,
You think it was a trick,
So just go away,
Yeah go away,
From this heart so fake,
Had conversations like mates,
Hearts neared at great rates,
Mind tried to walk away,
Heart decided to pray,
Yet had a satisfaction,
Of the imperfect relation,
So naive that got you hurt,
That lost the trust,
Realized the outcomes,
Gave you many burns,
Ceased my wait,
Just mere a mistake,
Now I am late,
You are not my fate,
Realized I will always feel,
I will always deal,
With the heart so lost,
A mistake had its cost,
You think it was a trick,
So just go away,
Yeah go away,
From this heart so fake,
As I opened the eyes,
Gone was the dreamy sky,
Even after the fight we had,
Your thought never makes me sad,
Realized the outcomes,
Gave you many burns,
Ceased my wait,
Just mere a mistake,
Now I am late,
Now I am late,
You are not my fate,
Realized I will always feel,
I will always deal,
With the heart so lost,
A mistake had its cost,
You think it was a trick,
So just go away,
Yeah go away,
From this heart so fake.
Holding Your Hands
It was a new trend,
To make a friend,
To forget the bond,
Of the very first home,
Everyone had a deal,
Made a companion’s seal,
That they would never bend,
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Their fake mend,
Just a wonderful friend,
That is God’s sent,
Just forgotten by hearts,
Still had the regards,
Thankful that I was awake,
I will not break,
The heart of a mother,
Who doesn’t even bother?
To swallow the words,
Cannot being heard,
To take the blame,
Of your flame,
Oh wished it was the same,
When she is holding your hands,
When you don’t even tend,
To bend,
Yet she is holding your hands,
Holding your hands,
The hearts will break,
They will return on the deck,
She will still listen,
Will help the driven,
Faces so fake,
You will make many mistakes,
Just don’t forget to be thankful,
Of the wonderful drool,
Just a wonderful friend,
That is God’s sent,
Just forgotten by hearts,
Still had the regards,
Thankful that I was awake,
I will not break,
The heart of a mother,
Who doesn’t even bother?
To swallow the words,
Cannot being heard,
To take the blame,
Of your flame,
Oh wished it was the same,
When she is holding your hands,
When you don’t even tend,
To bend,
Yet she is holding your hands,
Holding your hands,
You cannot return the favor,
Of your savior,
Yet takes for granted,
When it is stated,
Her lap is a gate,
A heaven’s gate,
Just a wonderful friend,
That is God’s sent,
Just forgotten by hearts,
Still had the regards,
Thankful that I was awake,
I will not break,
The heart of a mother,
Who doesn’t even bother?
To swallow the words,
Cannot being heard,
To take the blame,
Of your flame,
Oh wished it was the same,
When she is holding your hands,
When you don’t even tend,
To bend,
Yet she is holding your hands,
Holding your hands.
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I am done.
I am not alone.
I am not lonely now.
I am tired of you.
I hurt you.
I regret all lies.
I was a girl.
I would be alone.
In the dark.
In the frame.
Insane.
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I Am Done
Tears streamed down my neck,
Many made my heartbreak,
I am standing on the height,
Gripping the railing so tight,
Memories flooded inside,
Wanted to leave everything behind,
Just can't cope up with it anymore,
Just can't do it anymore,
I am a human too,
I deserve affection too,
Yeah,
They hurt me,
They burned me,
They tricked me,
They laughed,
They bullied,
They shoved me aside,
They don't see that I am beside,
I am standing alone,
Now I am done,
Done with fitting in this world,
I am done,
Completely done,
This was because I was poor,
I can't wear any leather,
Had antagonism towards me,
But I have a heart, why can't they see?
They just saw only wealth,
They just saw their health,
Nothing is compared to a loving heart,
You can always do a fresh start,
I am a human too,
I deserve affection too,
Yeah,
They hurt me,
They burned me,
They tricked me,
They laughed,
They bullied,
They shoved me aside,
They don't see