He sank, his armor making tiny shrieking sounds against the glass.
He gave me a sideways glance as he passed me.
He uttered the word ‘Muerte’ as he passed me.
I unstuck the righthand plumber’s friend.
My acquaintances were debating the question, which of them would get my apartment?
I reviewed the conventional means of attaining the castle.
The conventional means of attaining the castle are as follows: ‘The eagle dug its sharp claws into the tender flesh of the youth, but he bore the pain without a sound, and seized the bird’s two feet with his hands. The creature in terror lifted him high up into the air and began to circle the castle. The youth held on bravely. He saw the glittering palace, which by the pale rays of the moon looked like a dim lamp; and he saw the windows and balconies of the castle tower. Drawing a small knife from his belt, he cut off both the eagle’s feet. The bird rose up in the air with a yelp, and the youth dropped lightly onto a broad balcony. At the same moment a door opened, and he saw a courtyard filled with flowers and trees, and there, the beautiful enchanted princess.’ (The Yellow Fairy Book)
I was afraid.
I had forgotten the Band-Aids.
When the eagle dug its sharp claws into my tender flesh –
Should I go back for the Band-Aids?
But if I went back for the Band-Aids I would have to endure the contempt of my acquaintances.
I resolved to proceed without the Band-Aids.
‘In some centuries, his [man’s] imagination has made life an intense practice of all the lovelier energies.’ (John Masefield)
The eagle dug its sharp claws into my tender flesh.
But I bore the pain without a sound, and seized the bird’s two feet with my hands.
The plumber’s friends remained in place, standing at right angles to the side of the mountain.
The creature in terror lifted me high in the air and began to circle the castle.
I held on bravely.
I saw the glittering palace, which by the pale rays of the moon looked like a dim lamp; and I saw the windows and balconies of the castle tower.
Drawing a small knife from my belt, I cut off both the eagle’s feet.
The bird rose up in the air with a yelp, and I dropped lightly onto a broad balcony.
At the same moment a door opened, and I saw a courtyard filled with flowers and trees, and there, the beautiful enchanted symbol.
I approached the symbol, with its layers of meaning, but when I touched it, it changed into only a beautiful princess.
I threw the beautiful princess headfirst down the mountain to my acquaintances.
Who could be relied upon to deal with her.
Nor are eagles plausible, not at all, not for a moment.
I Bought a Little City
So I bought a little city (it was Galveston, Texas) and told everybody that nobody had to move, we were going to do it just gradually, very relaxed, no big changes overnight. They were pleased and suspicious. I walked down to the harbor where there were cotton warehouses and fish markets and all sorts of installations having to do with the spread of petroleum throughout the Free World, and I thought, A few apple trees here might be nice. Then I walked out on this broad boulevard which has all these tall thick palm trees maybe forty feet high in the center and oleanders on both sides, it runs for blocks and blocks and ends up opening up to the broad Gulf of Mexico – stately homes on both sides and a big Catholic church that looks more like a mosque and the Bishop’s Palace and a handsome red brick affair where the Shriners meet. I thought, What a nice little city, it suits me fine.
It suited me fine so I started to change it. But softly, softly. I asked some folks to move out of a whole city block on I Street, and then I tore down their houses. I put the people into the Galvez Hotel, which is the nicest hotel in town, right on the seawall, and I made sure that every room had a beautiful view. Those people had wanted to stay at the Galvez Hotel all their lives and never had a chance before because they didn’t have the money. They were delighted. I tore down their houses and made that empty block a park. We planted it all to hell and put some nice green iron benches in it and a little fountain – all standard stuff, we didn’t try to be imaginative.
I was pleased. All the people who lived in the four blocks surrounding the empty block had something they hadn’t had before, a park. They could sit in it, and like that. I went and watched them sitting in it. There was already a black man there playing bongo drums. I hate bongo drums. I started to tell him to stop playing those goddamn bongo drums but then I said to myself, No, that’s not right. You got to let him play his goddamn bongo drums if he feels like it, it’s part of the misery of democracy, to which I subscribe. Then I started thinking about new housing for the people I had displaced, they couldn’t stay in that fancy hotel forever.
But I didn’t have any ideas about new housing, except that it shouldn’t be too imaginative. So I got to talking to one of these people, one of the ones we had moved out, guy by the name of Bill Caulfield who worked in a wholesale-tobacco place down on Mechanic Street.
‘So what kind of a place would you like to live in?’ I asked him.
‘Well,’ he said, ‘not too big.’
‘Uh-huh.’
‘Maybe with a veranda around three sides,’ he said, ‘so we could sit on it and look out. A screened porch, maybe.’
‘Whatcha going to look out at?’
‘Maybe some trees and, you know, the lawn.’
‘So you want some ground around the house.’
‘That would be nice, yeah.’
‘ ’Bout how much ground are you thinking of?’
‘Well, not too much.’
‘You see, the problem is, there’s only x amount of ground and everybody’s going to want to have it to look at and at the same time they don’t want to be staring at the neighbors. Private looking, that’s the thing.’
‘Well, yes,’ he said. ‘I’d like it to be kind of private.’
‘Well,’ I said, ‘get a pencil and let’s see what we can work out.’
We started with what there was going to be to look at, which was damned difficult. Because when you look you don’t want to be able to look at just one thing, you want to be able to shift your gaze. You need to be able to look at at least three things, maybe four. Bill Caulfield solved the problem. He showed me a box. I opened it up and inside was a jigsaw puzzle with a picture of the Mona Lisa on it.
‘Lookee here,’ he said. ‘If each piece of ground was like a piece of this-here puzzle, and the tree line on each piece of property followed the outline of a piece of the puzzle – well, there you have it, QED and that’s all she wrote.’
‘Fine,’ I said. ‘Where are the folk going to park their cars?’
‘In the vast underground parking facility,’ he said.
‘OK, but how does each householder gain access to his household?’
‘The tree lines are double and shade beautifully paved walkways possibly bordered with begonias,’ he said.
‘A lurkway for potential muggists and rapers,’ I pointed out.
‘There won’t be any such,’ Caulfield said, ‘because you’ve bought our whole city and won’t allow that class of person to hang out here no more.’
That was right. I had bought the whole city and could probably do that. I had forgotten.
‘Well,’ I said finally, ‘let’s give ’er a try. The only thing I don’t like about it is that it seems a little imaginative.’
We did and it didn’t work out badly. There was only one complaint. A man named A. G. Bartie came to see me.
‘Listen,’ he said, his eyes either gleaming or burning, I couldn’t tell which, it was a cloudy day, ‘I feel like I’m living in this gigantic jiveass jigsaw puzzle.’
He was right. Seen from the air, he was living in the middle of a titanic reproduction of the Mona Lisa, too, but I thought it best not to mention that. We allowed him to
square off his property into a standard 60 × 100 foot lot and later some other people did that too – some people just like rectangles, I guess. I must say it improved the concept. You run across an occasional rectangle in Shady Oaks (we didn’t want to call the development anything too imaginative) and it surprises you. That’s nice.
I said to myself:
Got a little City
Ain’t it pretty
By now I had exercised my proprietorship so lightly and if I do say so myself tactfully that I wondered if I was enjoying myself enough (and I had paid a heavy penny too – near to half my fortune). So I went out on the streets then and shot six thousand dogs. This gave me great satisfaction and you have no idea how wonderfully it improved the city for the better. This left us with a dog population of 165,000, as opposed to a human population of something like 89,000. Then I went down to the Galveston News, the morning paper, and wrote an editorial denouncing myself as the vilest creature the good God had ever placed upon the earth, and were we, the citizens of this fine community, who were after all free Americans of whatever race or creed, going to sit still while one man, one man, if indeed so vile a critter could be so called, etc. etc.? I gave it to the city desk and told them I wanted it on the front page in fourteen-point type, boxed. I did this just in case they might have hesitated to do it themselves, and because I’d seen that Orson Welles picture where the guy writes a nasty notice about his own wife’s terrible singing, which I always thought was pretty decent of him, from some points of view.
A man whose dog I’d shot came to see me.
‘You shot Butch,’ he said.
‘Butch? Which one was Butch?’
‘One brown ear and one white ear,’ he said. ‘Very friendly.’
‘Mister,’ I said, ‘I’ve just shot six thousand dogs, and you expect me to remember Butch?’
‘Butch was all Nancy and me had,’ he said. ‘We never had no children.’
‘Well, I’m sorry about that,’ I said, ‘but I own this city.’
‘I know that,’ he said.
‘I am the sole owner and I make all the rules.’
‘They told me,’ he said.
‘I’m sorry about Butch but he got in the way of the big campaign. You ought to have had him on a leash.’
‘I don’t deny it,’ he said.
‘You ought to have had him inside the house.’
‘He was just a poor animal that had to go out sometimes.’
‘And mess up the streets something awful?’
‘Well,’ he said, ‘it’s a problem. I just wanted to tell you how I feel.’
‘You didn’t tell me,’ I said. ‘How do you feel?’
‘I feel like bustin’ your head,’ he said, and showed me a short length of pipe he had brought along for the purpose.
‘But of course if you do that you’re going to get your ass in a lot of trouble,’ I said.
‘I realize that.’
‘It would make you feel better, but then I own the jail and the judge and the po-lice and the local chapter of the American Civil Liberties Union. All mine. I could hit you with a writ of mandamus.’
‘You wouldn’t do that.’
‘I’ve been known to do worse.’
‘You’re a black-hearted man,’ he said. ‘I guess that’s it. You’ll roast in Hell in the eternal flames and there will be no mercy or cooling drafts from any quarter.’
He went away happy with this explanation. I was happy to be a black-hearted man in his mind if that would satisfy the issue between us because that was a bad-looking piece of pipe he had there and I was still six thousand dogs ahead of the game, in a sense. So I owned this little city which was very, very pretty and I couldn’t think of any more new innovations just then or none that wouldn’t get me punctuated like the late Huey P. Long, former governor of Louisiana. The thing is, I had fallen in love with Sam Hong’s wife. I had wandered into this store on Tremont Street where they sold Oriental novelties, paper lanterns, and cheap china and bamboo birdcages and wicker footstools and all that kind of thing. She was smaller than I was and I thought I had never seen that much goodness in a woman’s face before. It was hard to credit. It was the best face I’d ever seen.
‘I can’t do that,’ she said, ‘because I am married to Sam.’
‘Sam?’
She pointed over to the cash register where there was a Chinese man, young and intelligent-looking and pouring that intelligent look at me with considered unfriendliness.
‘Well, that’s dismal news,’ I said. ‘Tell me, do you love me?’
‘A little bit,’ she said, ‘but Sam is wise and kind and we have one and one-third lovely children.’
She didn’t look pregnant but I congratulated her anyhow, and then went out on the street and found a cop and sent him down to H Street to get me a bucket of Colonel Sanders’ Kentucky Fried Chicken, extra crispy. I did that just out of meanness. He was humiliated but he had no choice. I thought:
I own a little city
Awful pretty
Can’t help people
Can hurt them though
Shoot their dogs
Mess ’em up
Be imaginative
Plant trees
Best to leave ’em alone?
Who decides?
Sam’s wife is Sam’s wife and coveting
Is not nice.
So I ate the Colonel Sanders’ Kentucky Fried Chicken, extra crispy, and sold Galveston, Texas, back to the interests. I took a bath on that deal, there’s no denying it, but I learned something – don’t play God. A lot of other people already knew that, but I have never doubted for a minute that a lot of other people are smarter than me, and figure things out quicker, and have grace and statistical norms on their side. Probably I went wrong by being too imaginative, although really I was guarding against that. I did very little, I was fairly restrained. God does a lot worse things, every day, in one little family, any family, than I did in that whole city. But He’s got a better imagination than I do. For instance, I still covet Sam Hong’s wife. That’s torment. Still covet Sam Hong’s wife, and probably always will. It’s like having a tooth pulled. For a year. The same tooth. That’s a sample of His imagination. It’s powerful.
So what happened? What happened was that I took the other half of my fortune and went to Galena Park, Texas, and lived inconspicuously there, and when they asked me to run for the school board I said No, I don’t have any children.
The Palace at Four A.M.
My father’s kingdom was and is, all authorities agree, large. To walk border to border east-west, the traveler must budget no less than seventeen days. Its name is Ho, the Confucian term for harmony. Confucianism was an interest of the first ruler (a strange taste in our part of the world), and when he’d cleared his expanse of field and forest of his enemies, two centuries ago, he indulged himself in an hommage to the great Chinese thinker, much to the merriment of some of our staider neighbors, whose domains were proper Luftlunds and Dolphinlunds. We have an economy based upon truffles, in which our forests are spectacularly rich, and electricity, which we were exporting when other countries still read by kerosene lamp. Our army is the best in the region, every man a colonel – the subtle secret of my father’s rule, if the truth be known. In this land every priest is a bishop, every ambulance-chaser a robed justice, every peasant a corporation and every street-corner shouter Hegel himself. My father’s genius was to promote his subjects, male and female, across the board, ceaselessly; the people of Ho warm themselves forever in the sun of Achievement. I was the only man in the kingdom who thought himself a donkey.
– From the Autobiography
I am writing to you, Hannahbella, from a distant country. I daresay you remember it well. The King encloses the opening pages of his autobiography. He is most curious as to what your response to them will be. He has labored mightily over their composition, working without food, without sleep, for many days and nights.
The King has not been,
in these months, in the best of spirits. He has read your article and declares himself to be very much impressed by it. He begs you, prior to publication in this country, to do him the great favor of changing the phrase ‘two disinterested and impartial arbiters’ on page thirty-one to ‘malign elements under the ideological sway of still more malign elements.’ Otherwise, he is delighted. He asks me to tell you that your touch is as adroit as ever.
Early in the autobiography (as you see) we encounter the words: ‘My mother the Queen made a mirror pie, a splendid thing the size of a poker table …’ The King wishes to know if poker tables are in use in faraway lands, and whether the reader in such places would comprehend the dimensions of the pie. He continues: ‘… in which reflections from the kitchen chandelier exploded when the crew rolled it from the oven. We were kneeling side-by-side, peering into the depths of a new-made mirror pie, when my mother said to me, or rather her celestial image said to my dark, heavy-haired one, “Get out. I cannot bear to look upon your donkey face again.” ’
The King wishes to know, Hannahbella, whether this passage seems to you tainted by self-pity, or is, rather, suitably dispassionate.
He walks up and down the small room next to his bedchamber, singing your praises. The decree having to do with your banishment will be rescinded, he says, the moment you agree to change the phrase ‘two disinterested and impartial arbiters’ to ‘malign elements,’ etc. This I urge you to do with all speed.
The King has not been at his best. Peace, he says, is an unnatural condition. The country is prosperous, yes, and he understands that the people value peace, that they prefer to spin out their destinies in placid, undisturbed fashion. But his destiny, he says, is to alter the map of the world. He is considering several new wars, small ones, he says, small but interesting, complex, dicey, even. He would very much like to consult with you about them. He asks you to change, on page forty-four of your article, the phrase ‘egregious usurpations’ to ‘symbols of benign transformation.’ Please initial the change on the proofs, so that historians will not accuse us of bowdlerization.
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