by Anna Edwards
“Argh!” I pull on the door, once more, then turn and run back to the main bedroom door. I tug on that, but it's still locked. I ball my fists up and hammer hard against the oak. It hurts like hell, but I don’t care. I want out of this room.
“I want to go home,” I shout. “I’ve failed your stupid tasks. Nicholas has chosen his Duchess. Let me go. Let me fucking go!”
A laugh, I would recognize anywhere, comes from the other side of the door. I stop hammering and step back.
The door opens, and two guards flank either side of the Duke of Oakfield as he enters.
“Miss Hamilton, I see you’ve learned of my son’s betrayal. Women are such weak creatures — easily convinced that they’re in love, and so they drop their knickers. Whores! The lot of you.” I step forward to slap him, but one of the guards grabs my wrist and pushes me against the wall. My face is slammed against the velvet lining of an ostentatious wallpaper that depicts the society’s crest. The guard moves to one side and allows the Duke to press himself, and an erection, against the seam of my ass. I try to fight, but I’m not able to move.
“My son’s made his decision. You're not under his protection anymore. If I want you strapped to the bed and to fuck you till you bleed all over my dick, then I can. But you’re tainted, and I’m bored of your mouth.”
“Fuck you.” I spit behind me, and it hits him square in the jaw. He thrusts harder against me.
“Mind you, I can always change my mind.” He lowers his hand over the clothed curves of my body until his fingers rest at the cleft between my thighs. I want to be sick. The cat suit is thin in texture, and I can feel his dirty nails digging into my sensitive flesh. He swirls a finger around my clit. I’m dry to his touch. I’ll never feel pleasure from a man’s touch again. “Alas,” he continues his speech, “I have a wedding to get to. The future of the Oakfield line is assured. You thought Amelia would be the last to die for our name, but you were wrong. Ultra Vires, we’re beyond their power. Nobody will ever stop us, and more will die for our pleasure. Women are nothing — they are weak and feeble. A womb to raise our sons. Not that, that will be your future.” He rubs himself harder against me.
“Enjoy your last few hours of life, Victoria Hamilton, for by sunrise you’ll be dead.”
“Let me go,” I whimper and plead on a sob.
“You know too much,” he snarls.
“I’ll never talk.”
“Never leave a loose end.”
He steps back and pulls me with him. I fly across the room and smack into the wall on the other side. My ribs hit a brass hanging, and I collapse with the pain.
“You really thought you’d beat me. I’m the fucking Duke of Oakfield. I’m the ruler of this goddamn society. My word is law.” The Duke stalks after me, shouting his diatribe. I’m on the verge of blacking out.
“One day, you'll be stopped. I might not have been strong enough, but there’ll be more women like me. One day, whether it be thirty years or three hundred years, a woman will be strong enough to stop this. Your name and legacy will be destroyed.
The Duke kicks me right in my ribs, and I can’t keep the shriek of agony inside me.
“I’ll be dead and buried, by then. I really don’t care. All I care about is now. Goodbye, Miss Hamilton. I wish I could say it’s been a pleasure knowing you. Actually, no, it has. I’ve enjoyed defeating someone who thought they could match me. You’ve made this whole process much more interesting. I’ll take that knowledge into my retirement and use it as fire when I fuck.”
He strides to the door. I try to crawl after him, but I’m in too much pain.
“Until we meet again, in hell.” He stops at the door and smiles. Then, he turns to one of his guards.
“Place the call to Laird McGuire — tell him I’ve got a pretty little toy for him to break.”
My stomach lurches, and I vomit on the floor.
CHAPTER TWENTY-NINE
NICHOLAS
As I stride through the corridors of my father’s dominating castle in Scotland, Elizabeth Sandford tries to slide her arm into mine. I’m still covered in Reggie’s blood, and his death hangs heavily on my shoulders. I wasn’t able to arrange a burial for him, before I left. My father told me he’d deal with it, but I fear my beloved butler won’t rest in peace until I can figure a way out of this.
“I’m feeling a little dizzy. Can we walk a little slower?” Elizabeth interjects into my thoughts. “It’s been difficult to eat the last few days.”
“Shouldn’t have gotten pregnant with my father’s spawn, then,” I snap.
“Nicholas, this makes sense. Don’t fight it. We all get what we want.”
I grind to a halt and stare at her.
“Are you actually for real?”
“What?” she pouts.
“I’ve never met someone so greedy in all my life. This has only ever been about the title for you. You’ll let my father do anything to you, as long as you have the prestige of our position. You’re sick.”
“No.” She stomps her foot. “I’m not the sick one. Victoria’s right. Your society members are the insane ones. What makes you in charge of us? My father has worked hard and has nothing. He listens to all the crap you, and everyone else, spout. Just because he’s a Bishop, you all think he’s not worth your respect. Your father’s the only one who’s ever listened to him. Well, I’m going to show everyone you’re all wrong. It’s you, and your little boy scouts group, that’s worthless.”
“You’re deluded.” I shake my head. Elizabeth knows full well the reputation that her father has amongst the choir boys, and that’s why he gets no respect from us.
“We’ll see about that.” She pats her stomach.
“Is it even my father’s? You know he’ll demand DNA testing.”
She steps forward and slaps my face. I crack my jaw because it’s one of those blows from a woman that ricochets right through you.
“You ever raise your hand to me again, and I’ll become the devil everyone wants me to be. I feel absolutely nothing for you but contempt. I wouldn’t normally hit a lady. But in your case, I’m willing to make an exception because, well, the term ‘lady’ only loosely applies.” She goes to hit me again, but I grab her hand, swing her around, and dump her on the floor.
“Your father will hear about this.”
“Tell him — I no longer care,” I spit out at her before trudging off to my room and slamming the door like a petulant teenager. I need Victoria — I’ve not spoken to her since she was rescued from the failed painting theft. I don’t trust my father, and the fact that he travelled after us leaves me suspicious. I pull out my phone and message William.
Nicholas: Hey, have you seen Victoria?
I look at the icon on the screen where the three dots appear. They flash for a few minutes then stop. I get impatient. Eventually, a reply comes through.
William: Yes. Not that you deserve to know.
Nicholas: What’s that supposed to mean?
William: You married yet?
I’m getting the distinct impression that my brother’s pissed off at me.
Nicholas: Still working on getting out of it.
William: Don’t lie. The Duke told me everything.
I stare down at his message. What the hell does he mean?
Nicholas: I’m not marrying Elizabeth out of choice. I agreed to it under duress. I’m doing it because it’s the only way to save Victoria’s life. I saw the trial — she was about to die. Once the marriage is done, Victoria and I will disappear. The baby isn’t mine, before you ask. I’ve never slept with Elizabeth, so it can’t be. It’s our father’s.
I hesitate before sending that message. My father won’t let me take William with me, but I’ll never stop trying. I add a little bit on the end.
Nicholas: As soon as I can come back for you, I will. I’ll never stop trying.
The dots appear again.
William: You love her?
Nicholas: With all my heart.
I wait a few minutes, but nothing comes back. I put my phone down on the dresser and head toward the bed. I need a shower — I’ve been in the same clothes for days. Removing my jacket, I place it into the linen basket for cleaning. My heart pangs for Reggie. This would have been his responsibility. I’m defeated and can take no more. I sit on the bed, place my head in my hands, and exhale deeply. I don’t know how to win this game that I find myself in. I feel as though I’m drowning. I’ve been an arrogant sod most of my life: spoken down to people beneath me, fucked anything with a willing pussy, but Victoria Hamilton has floored me with her spirit. I’m not sure that I can continue with my life the way it is. I don’t want to marry Elizabeth Sandford, nor do I trust my father that this will all end, now. I flop back onto the bed, allowing my eyes to shut. I need sleep. Hopefully, once I’ve had some, I’ll be able to comprehend my situation better and deal with it. A rap at the door destroys my plans, though.
“Enter,” I call and pray it isn’t Elizabeth Sandford come back for round two. I exhale a long sigh of relief when I see it’s a uniformed servant.
“I’m sorry to disturb you, My Lord.” He seems nervous, and his soft Scottish accent’s tinged with trembles of worry.
“What is it?” I grumble.
“I have something for you. It’s” ‒he stutters‒ “it’s a letter.”
“From whom?” I don’t even bother to sit up on the bed. I lay my head back and close my eyes.
“Your mother.” That brings me upright.
“What?” I demand. “If this is some kind of joke, I'll have you castrated.”
“It isn’t, My Lord. You have my word. I knew your mother well. I tried to help her and make her life easier, but I met her after it was too late. Her mind had already gone. She didn’t deserve what happened to her…” He pauses. “It’s not my place to say, but I don’t believe she took her own life. Your father…” He stops. “I speak too freely. I’m sorry.” He reaches into his pocket and pulls out a letter. “Shortly after you were born, she gave me this. It’s always been the tradition to come here for the wedding, and she asked me to give it to you before yours.”
I shuffle from the bed and stare at the man in front of me. I’m trying to size him up. He seems genuine, but I’ve been fooled already by my father, and I don’t want to fall into his trap again.
“Why should I believe you?” I ask.
“You don’t have to believe me. I’m just doing what I promised your mother.” He drops the letter onto the dresser. “You have her eyes, and the sparkle behind them that I watched die. Read the letter, My Lord. Don’t let your light die.” With those words, he disappears from my room, not waiting to be granted permission to leave. I look down at the letter like it will bite me. My name is written on the front, and it seems like my mother’s handwriting. I’ve seen it often enough in her diary. I reluctantly reach out and open it. There's a single sheet of paper inside, and what looks like a much older letter. I read the newer one first.
Dear Nicholas,
My handsome son,
If you’re reading this, then I’m dead, and you’re about to be married. I can pray until I’m blue in the face that it's to a woman you’ve fallen in love with, via conventional means, but I know your father too well. Your marriage will come as a result of the Society’s rules placed upon you. Your bride will have gone through tasks, unimaginable to others, to finally be chosen. The girls who have failed will be lying in barely cold graves.
I’ve known, since the moment I looked into your blue eyes for the first time, that you’d be the one to end this nightmare. I saw more compassion and kindness in the eyes of a mere, few moments old, baby than I had seen my entire life. I knew then you were special, and I had to protect you as best I could. When William was born, I saw the same unique qualities in him. Despite the dark blood that runs through your father’s sovereignty, you’d both inherited mine. My pure and gentle abilities. I spent all the time I could with you both — Firstly, in the hope I could keep it hidden from your father, and secondly, to stop him from beating it out of you. I took the blame for misdemeanors. I hid your brother’s eccentricities. I prayed as hard as I could you would stay strong. Your father hated me for it. I don’t like to speak evil of the man who’s half of you, but I can’t find a good word for him. He’s the devil, my son. I’ve seen the things he’s done to people, not just women. He’s a tyrant and a dictator with delusions of grandeur. I’m sorry if this hurts you. I wish there were some other way. I know he’s your father. The night I conceived you was shortly after our wedding. I’d been a virgin until that night, and I’ll never forget how brutally my innocence was stolen. I’d not healed, physically or mentally. Your father became angry when the doctors stated I needed another week’s rest before he could resume his activities with me. As always, he chose to ignore them. I was stripped by my guards and brought naked through the house to him. He was already in bed with another woman. I remember the fear in her eyes as I came in and was introduced as his wife. I don’t know the story that he’d spun her about our relationship, but I could tell she wasn’t willingly in his bed. She was chained, her lip was split, her eye black from bruising, and his rough marks had already left blemishes on her body. He started to penetrate her from behind, and she screamed so loudly. Then silence. An overwhelming and deafening silence. He had a knife hidden under his pillow and had slit her throat. She’d have seen her death coming but couldn’t have prevented it. I mourn her every day, especially after what happened next. Your father withdrew from her and grabbed me around the neck. He shouted at me for being unready for him. He blamed it on me that he’d needed to treat the woman in that way. I had tears streaming down my eyes. He called me weak and useless and said that it wasn’t the doctors’ decision to make, regarding how he treated his wife. After that, he bent me over the bed, I looked at the dead girl, and we conceived you. I was bedridden for months after. They were terrified that I’d lose you due to the damage I had suffered. I’m sorry, my son, to tell you this. I’ve only ever wanted you to think that you were conceived from love, but I can't. I can't lie if it means that you remain ignorant of the truth about what your father and this society are. They’re evil men, and you aren't. You're the one who can put a stop to this.
Contained within my letter is another. It’s from the first Duchess of Oakfield who was submitted to the trials. There’s a prophecy that one day a boy will be born who'll end this. He’ll be pure of heart and able to cast off the evil of the legacy of his succession. The letter, it states, will only come to light when that boy is born. It’s you, Nicholas...you’re the child. I found it shortly after you were born. It proves you’re better than this. It demonstrates that you can put an end to the suffering of the women who have followed my fate. Utilize the strength that I know is in you and stop the society. Don’t let them win. If you truly love the woman you’re due to marry, then go ahead with it and make her your wife, but if there’s any doubt in your mind then end it here. Please, please my son, don’t let another generation suffer. Have courage, I’m with you always in spirit and know that I’d never leave you unless it was through no choice of my own.
I love you,
Your mother.
The Duchess of Oakfield.
I take a stumbling step back onto the floor. My legs won’t hold me. To read of her suffering, during a time which should have been romantic and filled with love, brings tears that tumble in rivulets down my cheeks. ‘Grown men don’t cry’, my father would say to me. But I’m not weeping for myself, I’m mourning for the woman who nurtured me within her for nine months despite being broken and destroyed. I wipe away tears for a mother who fought hard to give me compassion and love when she was shown none for herself. She was an angel the day she was born into this society, and now she's an angel in heaven, giving me the strength I need to end this.
I take up the other letter and carefully open it — it must be over four hundred years old.
To whomever reads this,
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nbsp; My name is Alice, Duchess of Oakfield. I’m the first Duchess to be chosen under the rules of the Oakfield Society. But, I hereby declare that they are false and should have no future bearing on the generations to come. The rules are governed by men who were intent on the destruction of my husband. You see, you cannot choose to marry when you are already wed. The Duke and I were married before the trials began. I wasn’t a virgin going into them, and I carried his child after the third trial. They were a sham, and the only reason I went through with them was to protect my husband’s place in the society and to save his life. I loved him, and I couldn’t lose him. The Oakfield’s have a great name, an honest and trustworthy one, or so it was once, before the society’s rules. Whichever future Duchess discovers this letter will be the mother of the son who is destined to return our name to greatness. We shall once again be the Oakfield’s of my husband’s previous generations, and the legacy will finally be forgotten.
I’m sorry for my part in the terrible pain that others have experienced. I was weak and blinded by the love I felt. I hope one day I shall be forgiven.
Alice, Duchess of Oakfield
I can't believe what I’m reading. I’ve spent years thinking that this was forced upon women, but the first Duchess chose her fate, misguided through love or otherwise, and sealed it for future generations to come.
The anger grows within me. This letter was from a woman four hundred years ago — my fate, and the fate of the generations before me, has been determined because of her decision. It ends now, though. Enough!
I jump to my feet and am at my bedroom door in seconds. I pull it open and jump back when my father stands there with a gun. The man who delivered the letter to me lays at his feet — dead I assume.
“Your mother always did like to interfere where it wasn’t needed. It’s why I had to throw her off the roof of Oakfield Hall.”