Playing in the Rain

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by Jane Harvey-Berrick


  Still, whatever he’d done, it kept the heat off of me. Not that I cared what they called me, but I didn’t want to make things any harder for my mom. Damn, probably too late to worry about that now. Maybe I really was a lost cause.

  I decided I’d have to try and find a new job tomorrow. What a drag.

  I walked down to the water to wash off sand that had found its way into some interesting crevices. It just so happened that a couple of fishermen copped an eyeful as I cleaned up.

  “Hey, sexy lady! You’re a sight for sore eyes!”

  “You probably jerk off so much you’re already going blind,” I shot back.

  His friend was laughing his ass off while he thumped him on the back; my contribution to the fun was to flip them off.

  I think they decided to try their luck, because they looked like they were planning on beaching their boat. I pulled on my jeans over damp legs, and got my arms in my t-shirt before they made it ashore.

  I burned out of there so fast they were probably breathing my exhaust fumes for the next hour.

  Mom was out when I got back, which was no surprise. She was hardly ever around, day or night. God’s work kept her busy. I wondered what His health benefits were like. Did she get dental?

  I took a shower and contemplated what to wear. I hadn’t unpacked any of my city clothes so I didn’t have a huge amount of stuff to choose from, but more than enough for Clancy. Although my ass looked at its best in skinny jeans, a skirt provided easier access for what I had in mind. I hoped Clancy would appreciate the sacrifice I was making on his behalf.

  I chose a short denim skirt and a blue tank top that wasn’t too slutty. I teamed it with a jean jacket, made sure I had condoms in my purse, and headed out.

  I didn’t bother leaving a note—I didn’t want to set a precedent.

  As I drove out to the bar, I realized I was getting low on gas again and since I’d quit the only job I’d had for a while, my bank balance was less of a balance and more of a sliding scale toward zero.

  I still had the handful of change in tips that I’d scored from the diner. I pulled over to the side of the road and counted out the coins: nine dollars and a few cents. That wasn’t going to buy a whole lot of gas.

  I sighed and shoved the money back into my change purse. I wondered if Dad would be good for a couple of grand. Maybe if he was still blissed out from his honeymoon with his bimbette he might spring for some cash. It was worth the cost of a phone call.

  It went straight to voicemail. Perfect. At least he hadn’t blocked my number.

  “Hey, Dad, it’s me. Just wondering how you are and whether you and, um, Ginger had a great time in St. Thomas. I bet it was awesome. Yeah, so, the reason I’m calling—turns out it’s not so easy to get work around here as a paralegal, or as anything really, and I was wondering if you could loan me a thousand, maybe two, just to tide me over until I get a job. I’m going to head up to Freetown tomorrow, so … anyway, hope you’re both well and, um, thanks, Dad.”

  Yeah, that should do it. Just enough humble pie mixed with fake sincerity. With a bit of luck, he would put two K straight into my bank account without either of us having to speak to each other.

  Feeling better about the state of the world, I used my credit card to fill up the tank. At least I wouldn’t be paying for drinks tonight. Clancy had better be good for the beers if he wanted to get laid.

  He was already there when I arrived. I liked that he was eager, but was less happy that he seemed well on his way to being toasted. I hadn’t driven this far for a guy who couldn’t get it up.

  “There she is!” he slurred, to no one in particular. “Prettiest little cowgirl in the state.”

  I rolled my eyes as I sat on his lap.

  “Cowgirl? Seriously? Do I look like the kind of woman who wears plaid shirts and a Stetson?”

  He laughed uproariously and fastened his hands around my hips.

  “You’re funny, pretty girl.”

  Great. I think he’d forgotten my name. I mean, jeez, he had it on his cell phone. It couldn’t be that hard to remember.

  He waved at the waitress, and she brought us over a couple of beers. There wasn’t much conversation, mostly Clancy just trying to feel me up. Perhaps he hadn’t heard the concept of a sure thing.

  He was good looking in a generic sort of way. Medium height, medium build, nice teeth. You know, just nice. I couldn’t help comparing him with the coffee shop guy—Clancy came up wanting.

  I decided I’d get the evening’s entertainment out of the way and head back home. I was feeling tired and a little out of it.

  “Come on, fella,” I said, pulling on his arm. “Come and show me some action.”

  I snagged the two bottles of beer for later and watched, irritated, as he stood up and swayed. He was a lot more drunk than I’d thought. This day just wasn’t getting any better.

  I hustled him outside and after fumbling his keys from his pocket, I managed to get him into the back of his truck. He sprawled out on the seat and pointed to his zipper.

  “Get suckin’, baby.”

  Oh hell no! I wasn’t doing all the work here without getting something out of it. I pulled open his pants but didn’t bother going any further—he’d already passed out.

  Sighing with frustration, I started to climb out of the truck. Then I had another thought. I wrestled with his drunken ass, and managed to pull his wallet out of his back pocket. I was pretty sure that he’d lose his money if I left him like this, and I didn’t want to be the one getting the blame if it got stolen. Asshole would probably assume it was me and call the police.

  I shoved his wallet into the split lining at the back of the driver’s seat and sent him a text telling him where it was and to never, ever call me again. Then I deleted his number.

  Mom’s car was in the driveway when I got home, but the lights were off so she must have gone to bed. I was relieved. I didn’t feel like any mother/daughter bonding or discussion of my lifestyle choices right now.

  I took another quick shower, my third of the day, and dropped into bed, cursing the heat and lack of a decent air conditioning unit. Well, it probably wasn’t the unit—more likely the fact that Mom had set it too high to save money. Texas in the summer was a bitch.

  Frustrated and pissed at Clancy’s lack of, well, anything, I used my five-fingered friend to get myself off and wondered if I’d have a chance of better quality hook ups in a bigger town.

  Something to look forward to.

  Jordan

  I knew who she was as soon as I saw her. Even though no one talked to me, I’d heard the gossip. She was the preacher lady’s daughter—the wild one.

  I was glad for the coffee though. Usually, I took a thermos when I headed out for work, but I’d forgotten it today and I really needed my caffeine fix. It was surprising how you could become addicted to that stuff so quick.

  I fucking hated that I was her charity case. I was so tired of it. But I wasn’t in a position to do anything about it either. And that made me pissed.

  I had to admit she was something to look at though. She had a sweet, heart-shaped face, framed by this mane of curly brown-gold hair that hung down to the middle of her back. A man could lose himself for days in hair like that and not even care. And damn if her body wasn’t something, too, with curves in all the right places.

  It was a long time since I’d had a woman—eight, long years—and I couldn’t see the drought coming to an end any time soon. So a woman like that got me imagining all kinds of things.

  Her momma seemed like a nice lady. She tried real hard to get people to accept me. I could have told her she’d be on a losing streak betting on that hand. I was born in this small town, and I was certain that no one wanted me around here. Truth be told, I didn’t want to be here either. Even so, it was way better than where I’d been. I had to stay for another four months, maybe more, then I was out of here. I’d be shaking this small town dust from my shoes and never looking back. I didn’t know wher
e I was going to go—anywhere but here sounded good. And not one damn person was going to miss me.

  I parked outside the Rectory like I’d been told, and the Reverend Meredith Williams came out as soon as she heard my truck. Usually she met me wherever she’d found me work for the day, but this morning she’d asked me to come to her home. She said her yard needed fixing up and would take a few weeks to sort out. I didn’t really care what I did.

  “Good morning, Jordan. How are you this lovely summer day?”

  “Fine, thank you, ma’am. You want me to start on the backyard today?”

  “Actually, Jordan, I was wondering if you could do me one more favor. Hector Kees called and it turns out his car has broken down again, and you know he takes the three Soper sisters to church on Sunday. Your mom told me that you had a way with engines, so I wondered if you could take a look?”

  “Um, sure. But will he want me to be fixin’ his car?”

  She got a determined look on her face.

  “Don’t you worry about, Hector. Leave him to me. You just worry about his car.”

  I wasn’t happy with her ‘favor’ but I couldn’t say no either. I followed her in my truck, bumping down the dusty, pot-holed road. Not that I needed directions—I could have found my way around in the dark with my eyes closed.

  Hector’s place was on the edge of town, near the bay. I used to drive out here with Mikey to get high or get wasted. It was kind of our place. We even had a pact not to take girls there.

  I didn’t really like being here again, but I didn’t have a choice.

  I stayed in my truck while the Reverend had a very heated discussion with ole Hector. I didn’t want to hear what names he was calling me, so I turned on the radio and sat listening to an Evanescence track that was playing—‘Bring Me to Life’. The irony wasn’t lost on me, and I flipped over to a Texas country channel instead.

  I’d missed out on a lot of music over the last eight years. Since then, I’d spent most of my down time at my folks’ house listening to the radio while I worked out in the converted garage. Saved Dad and Momma from having to look at my face, too.

  Eventually, the shouting subsided and Hector stomped back into his crappy little wooden house. The preacher-lady waved at me to come on down. She was smiling, but it wasn’t a real smile—it was one that she’d pasted on just to encourage me.

  She dangled the keys to Hector’s car and dropped them into my hand.

  “Sorry about that. He’ll be as pleased as punch when you’ve fixed it,” and she turned to go.

  “Wait, you ain’t stayin’?”

  Anxiety laced my voice and the Reverend laid a sympathetic hand on my arm.

  “You’ll be fine, Jordan. Hector says there are tools in the trunk. Just leave the keys on the stoop when you’re finished.”

  “That ole fucker will shoot me rather than look at me—pardon my language, ma’am.”

  “I can assure you that Hector will be very grateful,” she said, hesitantly.

  It sounded good every time she said it about one of the townsfolk, but it didn’t make it true.

  She patted my arm again, and like the whipped dog I was, I set to look at the broken down Chevrolet that had been abandoned under an old oak tree.

  The dust from the Reverend’s tires was still swirling through the air when the door of the shack banged open, and Hector stood there pointing a twelve-bore at my favorite stomach.

  “Got my eye on you, boy!” he spat. “You might have done got the preacher-lady fooled but I know you’re bad to the bone. So jest you get on with what you’ve gotta do. One false move and I won’t be ashamed to let loose a barrel of buckshot in your direction. Unnerstan’, boy?”

  “Yes, sir. You’ll have no trouble from me.”

  Isn’t that the truth.

  He waved the gun again, motioning for me to carry on, and I picked up the wrench that I’d dropped in the dirt.

  I felt a cold prickle on the back of my neck. It just didn’t sit right with me letting that old bastard talk to me that way, and I really wasn’t happy turning my back to a man who hated my guts, and who happened to be holding a loaded shotgun.

  I tried to ignore him and work out why his battered old Chevrolet sounded like a forty-a-day smoker.

  The sun was getting high in the sky, and I’d worked up quite a sweat. I could feel the heat burning the back of my neck, even though I’d turned my Rangers baseball cap around to give me protection.

  I looked over my shoulder, but Hector hadn’t moved. He was still sitting in his rocking chair, a bottle of beer beside him, and the shotgun still unwaveringly pointed in my direction.

  “Uh, Mr. Kees, could I get a cup of water, sir? It’s hotter than a billy goat in a pepper patch out here.”

  “You think I’m dumb enough to turn my back on you, boy? My momma didn’t raise no fool.”

  I couldn’t even get a fucking glass of water in this town.

  Then I remembered that I had the take-out coffee still sitting in the cup holder of my truck. It would be stone cold by now, but that was fine by me.

  “Okay. I’m just gonna get somethin’ from my truck.”

  The barrel of the shotgun followed me as I walked past him. The hairs on the back of my neck rose when I heard a double hammer being cocked. I backed out slowly, the paper cup in my raised hands.

  “It’s just a cup of coffee,” I said, quietly.

  He grunted, which could have meant anything. But at least he didn’t shoot me.

  The coffee tasted strong but not too bad, and went some way toward getting rid of the dust in my throat. I drank it down and went back to work.

  The Chevrolet was a hunk of junk but I reckoned I could get it running again.

  Half an hour later, I finished up and turned over the car’s engine. It fired on the second try and a rare smile crossed my face.

  I didn’t know much, but I knew cars.

  I turned off the engine and the silence spilled out.

  “Go on now! You skedaddle!” snapped Hector. “The preacher-lady has done gotten her good deed for the day and I don’t want you on my property no more.”

  I nodded, expecting nothing less.

  “Murderer!” he yelled after me, as I drove away.

  I expected that, too.

  With nothing better to do and nowhere else to be, I drove home.

  Thankfully, the house was empty. Dad was at work and Momma—hell, I had no idea where she was. She hadn’t been around much since I’d come back. Maybe I should have felt bad for driving her from her home, but somehow I couldn’t care less.

  I took a long cool shower then helped myself to the fixin’s for a ham and cheese sandwich, and sat out in the shade of the porch, finishing my chow.

  When I heard her car pull into the driveway, tension crept into my stomach as her footsteps sounded across the kitchen floor behind me. I didn’t turn around, but I could sense that she was watching me.

  “What are you doin’ home at this hour?”

  Her voice rasped out through the screen door.

  “Finished a job for the Reverend and come back to get somethin’ to eat.”

  She didn’t reply, just walked away, leaving me alone.

  That was okay. It was still a freakin’ holiday to be by myself.

  I went inside and lay on my bed for a while, just thinking. I could spend hours lost in my thoughts. I used to wonder what my life would have been like if I’d made a different decision that night. But thoughts like that could drive a man crazy. Instead, I tried to do what my counselor had told me, and focus on what I wanted for the future.

  I’d gotten my GED and taken a couple of college courses, but nowhere near enough to get my degree. It had been hard to keep any motivation under the circumstances, but now … Community college was a possibility, but there was no way I wanted to stay around here once my time was up. I think my folks were counting down the days as much as I was.

  It was hard to make plans for what I wanted to do with my
life when I didn’t deserve to have any. I didn’t deserve to live, but I was too much of a coward to do anything about it. I’d tried a couple of times and it just hadn’t taken. I guess my punishment was to carry on living.

  My mind drifted back to the preacher’s daughter. That was one hot woman. I felt myself getting hard thinking about her. She was beautiful, too, but she acted like she didn’t give a shit about it. She knew she was sexy, but it was part of who she was—she didn’t use it as a weapon.

  Thinking of her full lips had inevitably given me a boner, and I was gonna do something with it when I heard the floor creak outside my door.

  I sat up right quick and made sure there was nothing obvious on show.

  Momma’s voice hammered through the wooden panel.

  “I’m headin’ out. You said you needed some jeans—I guess I’ll have to drop into Goodwill. What size are you now?”

  I climbed off of the bed and cracked the door to look at her.

  “Thirty-two waist, 34 long.”

  She nodded and walked away.

  The short conversation had sufficiently deflated me, so instead of going back to my room, I headed for the garage to lift some weights. Mikey had left a set in there and since I’d been back, I’d turned the space into a mini gym.

  I worked out for a couple of hours until I heard Momma’s car crunch to a halt, immediately followed by Dad’s truck.

  I debated whether or not to go into the house but decided to stay in the garage where I’d be out of the way.

  After half an hour, Momma banged on the door.

  “Supper’s ready.”

  The kitchen smelled of fried chicken. Momma had a way of using a whole load of herbs, so it was slightly spicy and tasted amazing. It was the only thing I liked about living here.

  The first day I’d arrived back, she’d set three places at the table so we could all eat together. I think every single one of us had gotten indigestion staring at each other while trying to eat. Since then, she’d left my food at the kitchen table while she and Dad ate on trays in the family room.

 

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