Olinda's Adventures: or the Amours of a Young Lady

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by Catharine Trotter


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  LETTER VIII.

  Olinda _to_ Cloridon.

  _In Answer to a Letter which he sent her with the Copy of Verses in the sixth of the foregoing ones._

  'TIS not an Hour ago since I believ'd I hated you: I thought I couldhave rail'd at you, have call'd you base, seducer of my Honour, Traytor,that under a pretence of Love, design'd my Ruin; but Ah! those tenderExcuses which you sent me, soon discover'd the mistake, and show'd me itwas only Angry Love, that so Transported me: And now 'tis turn'd to asviolent a Grief, which wou'd fain ease it self in Complaints: But I amso wretched, that even that poor Comfort is deny'd me; for who can Icomplain to, when in lamenting my Misfortune I must expose our Crime:For yours my Lord, has involv'd me in the guilt; and all those thoughtsand Actions, which were innocent before, must be condemn'd as the Causesof such ill Effects: For if I had never lov'd you, or if I had neverown'd it, nor consented to see you, you had not desir'd any thing of methat could shock my Virtue: Now, I can't think of 'em without Shame andAnger. That Love which shin'd before so Pure and Bright, appears now theBlackest thing in Nature; and I hate my self for not hating you; for Iown (tho' I blush in owning) that I love you still; Nay, I believe thatI forgive you too; but I must never, never see you more: No, though youswear you Repent, and that you would not repeat your Crime, if you werecertain of success. Would not you believe I should as easily Pardon yourbreach of this Vow, as I did the last, which you made me as solemnly?Yes, you would, my Lord, and I should be betray'd to things I neverthought of yet: For all is solid, convincing Reason that you speak; andI should soon believe any thing you would have me. Curse on that fondCredulity that first deceiv'd me into a belief, that 'twas no Sin tolove you. Yet sure it could not be an unpardonable Fault, to value onethat so infinitely deserves it: To Love, to See, and Talk with one whoseConversation is so Charming as yours; and that was all I wish'd. Allthat know you do the same; Why then am I more guilty? Ah! If your Famehad been as pure as mine, we had both been Happy and Innocent; soinnocent, that she, that happy she, who claims all your love as her due,(even she, I think, if she had known our Hearts) could not have beenoffended at it: But who is there, the most uninterested, that would notnow condemn us; Nay, the most Partial could not excuse us; even weshould blame our selves. Why will you then importune me still to seeyou; ask me no more, what I dare never grant; and believe----but youknow, 'tis not unkindness makes me Refuse you: You know I must beWretched in your Absence; yet think me easie and satisfied, if it willcontribute any thing to your quiet; or rather don't think of me at all.Let us make our selves as happy as we can; I will endeavour to forgetyou; don't Write to me, if you love me well enough to forbear it: And ifyou can cease to love me, without hating me; for I don't find I haveforce enough to bear so great a misfortune, which is the only one canadd to the weight of those which have already almost sunk

  _The Poor_

  OLINDA.

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  Errata List:

  p. viii: "Bibliotheque de l'Arsenal" should be "Bibliotheque de l'Arsenal"

  p. 136: "seem'd not to blelieve" should be "seem'd not to believe"

  p. 143: "LETTER V." should be "LETTER II."

  p. 150: "one wou'd thing" should be "one wou'd think"

  p. 150: "_Ambrisia_ cant hear" should be "_Ambrisia_ can't hear"

  p. 152: "Whilst he he held" should be "Whilst he held"

  p. 152: "I had no apprehensons" should be "I had no apprehensions"

  p. 153: "You Honour me to much my Lord" should be "You Honour me too much my Lord"

  p. 157: "I refus'd, tho' unwillinglly" should be "I refus'd, tho' unwillingly"

  p. 158: "to the tothers Care" should be "to the others' Care"

  p. 160: "for he new my Name." should be "for he knew my Name."

  p. 164: "that that and my Obedience" should be "that and my Obedience"

  p. 176: "in spight of the greatest Rigour" should be "in spite of the greatest Rigour"

 


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