The figure turns the corner and disappears.
“See?” she says. The invisible shield crumples around us. “Just someone out enjoying a walk.”
We turn right on Spruce and left at the end of the block. Kyra’s house sits five houses in. It’s a grand home with old-fashioned brickwork and high-arching windows. Once again, I’m struck by how much Mother has given Kyra and how my friend accepts it with no reservations.
Annalise and I stand side-by-side on the narrow front porch. My finger hovers over the ringer.
“Is something wrong?” Annalise asks.
I shake my head. “No. Just admiring how extravagant Kyra’s house is.” I press the ringer and the door swings open.
An older, dark-haired man stands before me. He visibly startles when he recognizes me, but quickly covers by making a deep bow.
“Miss Lark,” he says, his smooth voice wrapping itself around my brain and filling my core with warmth. “This is a surprise.”
He steps aside and holds the door wide so we can enter the foyer. “Please, allow me to introduce myself. My name is Tom Morris. I’m the new house manager for Maz and Kyra Matsu.”
It’s strange, the way he keeps his head turned to the side as he speaks. As if he doesn’t want us to get a good look at him.
Something about him feels familiar. I can’t explain it, but it’s like we’ve meet before. Which is impossible because I don’t associate with middle-aged household help.
“Are Kyra and Maz home?” My blood hums in excitement.
The man doesn’t make any other sort of eye contact with me. In fact, he avoids my gaze. “Miss Kyra is in the parlor, and Maz is in the library with Ryker.”
Once I get over the surprise that Ryker is here and not at home, lying sick in bed, I zero in on how informal Tom is when discussing the boys.
“Not Mr. Maz?” I chastise. My heart bangs against my ribs. If it doesn’t settle down soon, I’m going to die of a heart attack.
“He’s requested I refer to him by first name alone.” The house manager holds out his arm for my coat that I’ve shrugged off. Tom continues to avoid my gaze as he takes my jacket from me. Annalise hands him hers and scans the interior of the room. She seems unaware of Tom’s odd behavior.
I narrow my eyes and allow magic to enter my body and flow through my blood. Look at me. Annalise immediately turns her attention to me, but Tom’s head doesn’t move. I step over to where Annalise stands so that I’m directly in Tom’s line of vision. Look at me, I repeat again.
This time his eyes meet mine. Deep brown and completely unfamiliar. Yet I feel like I could drown a million times in them. My necklace radiates heat, and I stick my hand in my pocket to hold it closer to me. When I touch it, small vibrations race through my body.
“Lark?” Annalise asks. “Is something wrong?”
My tongue smarts beneath my teeth as I try to get a handle on my erratic feelings. “Have we met before?” I ask Tom.
My guard is now on alert. She inches closer to me and assumes a defensive position.
Tom keeps his head upright and appears undisturbed by my security. “We have not.”
The desire to touch him overwhelms me, but before I can reach out, he spins on his heel and disappears through the double doors across the room.
“What was that?” Annalise demands.
“I don’t know. I thought perhaps I knew him from somewhere.” Now that Tom’s gone, my heartbeat slows.
“From Summer Hill?” my guard asks. She’s scrolling through her wristlet, no doubt searching for information on Tom Morris, this strange man Maz and Kyra hired without telling any of us.
“I don’t think so.”
“You find Kyra. I’m going to talk with Maz and Ryker.” Annalise’s body is tense, which makes me believe she’s not done with Tom Morris.
Unsure where to go, I press my wristlet. “Locate Kyra.”
“Down the hallway, to your left,” my wristlet recites.
The hallway is long and narrow, like in most old homes in the City. When I’m out of Annalise’s sight, I lean against the wall and try to catch my breath. What is wrong with me? Why is this ordinary-looking old man making me feel like this?
“Lark!” I lift my head. Kyra runs down the hallway and launches herself at me. I stagger a little under her onslaught. She leans away from me and looks me over head-to-toe. “Are you okay? Annalise’s report frightened me. Explosions, attacks. Eamon. Beck.”
The last word strikes my heart with the weight of a thousand steel hammers. “Believe it or not, I made it through without a scratch. Henry and Eloise weren’t so lucky.”
“Oh.” She waves her hand dismissively. “Maz and I heard the explosion, but he refused to let me come help. Not that I can blame him. It’s not exactly a romantic binding night activity.”
Heat sneaks into my cheeks at the implication of her words. I change the subject. “Why are you reading reports? You’re supposed to have six days off.”
Kyra shrugs. “Guards don’t get days off. I may not be with you, but I’m expected to keep up on what’s going on.”
She motions for me to follow her. “Do you like the house? I’m not done decorating yet, but all the public rooms and the bedroom are finished.”
“It’s pretty. I like the colors you picked.” In honesty, I hadn’t noticed the colors, but Kyra just wants to hear something nice. We walk through a set of pocket doors into a cozy room with beadboard walls and oriental rugs. It’s a little old-fashioned for my taste.
“Heya, Lark,” Ryker says. He and Maz are seated behind a card table. “Sorry I took off.”
He stands and crosses the room in five strides, until he stands inches from me. With a small dip of his head, Ryker leans down and gives me the appropriate formal greeting of a kiss on each cheek. Unlike with Tom, I feel nothing in Ryker’s presence. Not even the slightest tingling of excitement.
“Are you feeling better?” I ask.
He laughs. “I was never ill, but if I have to sit through another meal with Callum and Malin, I may develop a chronic condition.”
“I know the feeling.” I sit down on the hard, tiny couch near their game. “I’m afraid your house manager is inept. He said the two of you were in the Library.”
Ryker and Maz exchange a quick look, one I don’t think I’m supposed to see. “We were, but then he told us you were here. So we came to meet you.”
I stare at their card game. “You must play fast.”
Ryker rubs the back of his knuckles and shrugs.
“Where’s everyone else?” Kyra asks.
“It’s just Annalise and me. I think she’s assessing your security.” I pluck a canapé from the tray a maid has set down. I lift my head to say thank you, and freeze.
Miss Tully smiles down at me. “It’s nice to see you, Lark.”
My mouth drops open. I hadn’t expected to see her since Mother said Miss Tully would be part of my staff. But I guess, since I don’t have a house yet, Mother left her with Kyra.
Kyra swats the back of her hand toward Miss Tully. “You’re not to address us first. I’ve told you that a million times. Out.”
Miss Tully keeps smiling, but leaves as directed.
“Kyra, you could try to be nice,” Maz says. “They work better when you’re nice.”
She flounces in her seat before selecting a bit-sized morsel. “I can’t use magic. In my own house. Because of her.” She pops the food in her mouth. “Which doesn’t make me feel especially kind.”
I massage the knot forming in my neck. There’s no point in arguing with Kyra about treating people with kindness. “Where did you find Tom?”
Maz takes a break from inhaling a cucumber sandwich. “Ryker found him for us. He comes highly recommended. Right?”
Ryker slams a fist of cards down on the table and flashes me a triumphant smile. “He’s the best at what he does.”
“You don’t want to save the best for us?” I ask. Actually, I don’t care, but it
seems a bit odd Ryker would place the best house manager with our friends.
“Ugh. Why do you even care? I’m sure Malin will find you someone even better.” Kyra yanks on my hand until I’m standing. She bats her eyes at Maz. “We’ll be right back. Don’t get into trouble, okay?”
She leads me down the hallway to the back stairs. From here, I can see Annalise standing in the foyer, scanning things with her wristlet. But there’s no sign of Tom.
We climb the stairs to Kyra’s enormous bedroom. Correction: her and Maz’s room. I pause. All my life, I’ve run in and out of Kyra’s room as if it were my own, but now it feels like an intrusion of privacy.
“Close the door,” Kyra says as she flops on the four-poster bed. “I don’t want any prying eyes or ears.”
Despite what she says, she doesn’t remove her wristlet. Which means she probably just doesn’t want Miss Tully to overhear.
I stand at the foot of the bed and watch Kyra arrange an assortment of pillows behind her. Before she starts on her one-sided stream of chatter, I say, “Tom’s weird.”
“Laaark,” she singsongs. “Are you jealous?”
“No. It’s just…don’t you think there’s something odd about him? He won’t look at me directly.”
She rolls her eyes. “No. He’s a servant. He does servant-y things. He minds his own business and only speaks when spoken to.”
With a dramatic sigh, she falls back into the stack of pillows. “Why didn’t you tell me what it felt like?” she squeals. “You left out all the good parts!”
I cringe. She wants to talk about sex. And I so don’t.
“It’s private. I don’t need to know.”
“At first I was a little scared, but that’s normal right? And then Maz was all, ‘Here, let me help you with that.’” She hugs a pillow to her chest. “Once he touched my bare skin it was all we could do to make it to the bed.” She giggles. “Anyway, we didn’t leave our room until Ryker showed up.”
I drag my foot across the plush carpet and swallow. “That’s nice.”
“Are you getting nervous about your binding? I mean, it’s only in name so it won’t feel the same or anything, right? How are you going to keep Ryker from finding out about you and Beck?”
Bang. Bang. Bang. She just doesn’t stop. Be quiet Kyra, please.
And like that, she does.
Much better.
I rub the back of my hand slowly. “Ryker knows.”
She gapes at me. “And he’s okay with it? You…and Beck…and…”
“And what?” I growl.
She clears her throat. “Well, I thought maybe you’d pretend the whole Beck thing didn’t happen. Make a fresh start.”
I curl my hands into fists and focus on slowing the anger simmering inside me. “Beck and I happened. Nothing will ever change that.”
Kyra sticks out her bottom lip. “I’m sorry, I thought maybe you liked Ryker. More than as a friend.” Disappointment fills her voice. “Especially with the way the two of you keep sneaking off and having secret conversations.”
She bats her eyes and tries to look hopeful.
I sigh. “I’m trying. I promise I am.” I glance out the window. The fog has completely obscured everything outside. “I should go.”
“Oh, all right. See you tomorrow?”
“Of course.”
As fast as I can in high heels, I run down the stairs. Before I can tell Annalise we’re leaving, Tom’s by my side, holding my coat open and waiting for me to slip my arms in. Like earlier, my pulse races and my throat goes dry.
This time, when I turn my head up toward his, my eyes meet his deep brown ones. It’s like there’s nothing else in this room except the two of us. My empty shell of a heart explodes against my ribs.
Tom tilts his head slightly to the left and his eyes linger on my face.
He shouldn’t be looking at me like this. I know he shouldn’t. It’s not proper.
And yet, when the back of his hand caresses my cheek, my blood sings for him. Or more correctly, my magic does. It whirls frantically until all I hear is the rushing of blood through my body and the sound of Tom’s labored breathing.
Tom’s lips part slightly and I reach up to kiss him.
At the last second, I back away with tears in my eyes. I have to get out of here before I do something stupid.
Something that could ruin everything.
Something that could expose Beck.
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I land in Mother’s garden. My hands shake and I force them into the pockets of my coat. I should have known after Henry said Beck came to find me that he’d do something like this.
Breathe, Lark. Don’t lose control now. But that’s exactly what’s happening. My mind fuzzes over and all I can think of is Beck and how, for the first time since leaving Summer Hill, I don’t feel empty.
I kick at the wall until my toes ache. Damn him. Damn him. Damn him.
What is he thinking?
Scratch that. He isn’t thinking. That’s obvious. If he were, he never would have touched me. Not with Annalise, Kyra, and Ryker so close.
Panic builds in me. Does Beck not know how dangerous it is for him to be near Ryker? I groan and squeeze my eyes shut. How can I keep him safe if he insists on doing stupid things?
“Is everything okay?”
Dawson places a strong, firm hand on my back near my shoulder. Like Annalise, he can sense my mental state through physical contact. Lying is useless.
Choose your words carefully. With a deep breath, I compose myself and select a suitable answer. “I’m nervous about the binding. That’s all.”
Dawson’s hand slides off my shoulder and I turn around to face my older guard. How he ever came to be in security is a mystery. He seems more like an academic with his quiet demeanor and serious nature. And yet, Annalise claims he’s the most lethal of my guards.
A quiet rustling is followed by Annalise stepping out of the shadows. The vein in her neck bulges, but her eyes are filled with worry. “Do not ever leave without me. Do you understand?”
I nod.
“What happened? One minute my wristlet shows you in the foyer and the next, without telling me, you’re gone.”
I hang my head, hoping that it will draw attention away from my trembling hands. “Kyra was telling me about her binding night. And then…I don’t know. I had to leave.”
Annalise buttons her cream colored coat to her throat. She turns her head toward the house. Every window glows. “It’s been a long day. Why don’t you go in for the evening?”
With heavy legs, I start down the pebble path.
“I thought Oliver was on duty tonight?” Annalise says to Dawson.
“Callum.”
It’s one word. But it’s enough to cause Annalise to fly past me, into the house. I turn around to ask Dawson what’s going on, but my guard shakes his head.
Looks like I’m not the only one in my family keeping secrets.
I climb the stairs to my room and collapse in a heap on the bed. I don’t bother changing or washing my face. After the past twenty-four hours, it’s amazing I can even function.
Damn it, Beck. Why are you here? It’s not safe.
I half-expect him to answer me, but there’s nothing. Maybe I’m wrong? Perhaps Tom is just Tom and he has a terrible sense of humor.
But I know that’s not likely. The only person who’s ever made me feel like that is Beck.
I kick off my shoes and climb under the heavy duvet.
Beck is here. And I need to keep him safe. But how can I do that when all I want is to be with him?
#
The house is quiet. I press my ear to my bedroom door once more, just to make sure, and slowly crack the door open. Other than a faint light at the far end of the hallway, it’s dark.
I creep down the stairs, clutching a small bag. Once at the bottom, I scuttle through the foyer to the front room and close the door behind me. Dawson and at least one of Mother’s guards must be awake somewh
ere in the house, which means I need to do this quickly.
I run my hand over my bare wrist. It’s important I’m not tracked or heard, but not having my wristlet feels strange.
The French doors to the patio are locked. I hold my breath as I pull the key pin and swing it open. When no alarm goes off, I exhale and slip outside.
The garden is still. The scent of night-blooming jasmine wafts around me and moonlight casts long, eerie shadows.
I glance over my shoulder to make sure no one else is around and transport.
Into the hospital lobby.
Wonderful. So much for trying to be stealth.
A lone healer sits at the reception desk. Her head pops up, and seeing that it’s me, waves me through.
Thankfully no one else is here, or I’d be in trouble. Or at least more than I’m going to be if Mother finds out about this.
Once I’m on the third floor, I run to Eloise’s room. As I suspected, Henry is still here. And still wearing his filthy clothes.
I stand over my uncle and gently shake his arm. “Henry?”
He stirs and his eyes flutter open.
“Henry, I need to talk to you.”
He clears his throat and yawns. “What time is it?”
“About three in the morning.”
That wakes him up. “Where’s Annalise? Or one of the other ones?”
“No one knows I’m here.” I hand him the bag I’m holding. “I brought you a change of clothes. They’re Callum’s, I think. I found them in a guest bedroom.”
“Thank you.” He places the bag on the ground next to his chair. “What’s so important that you snuck out in the middle of the night?”
His blue wristlet draws my attention. Mother was kind enough to remove the red one. I slip my sweater off and silently wrap it around his hand. It probably won’t knock out all of our conversation, but it should muffle it enough to make it hard to understand what we’re saying.
When I’m satisfied with my handiwork, I stoop so that my mouth is close to Henry’s ear. “Is Beck an illusionist?”
He nods.
I knew it. Damn him.
Henry catches my hand. “Do you know where he is?”
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