I gave in to her pleas, even though I knew I was on the brink. If she'd been wearing a dress I would've been inside her already.
When I felt her wet heat against my fingers through her pants, I pulled away gently.
"No baby, that's enough. When I take you for the first time I want it to be perfect. Not like this, and if we do too much more of this, I'm afraid I won't be able to control myself."
I can’t believe I was saying this shit; I must’ve lost my damn mind. No, I wanted all of her focused on me and only me when I finally take her.
She huffed out a sigh of disappointment as I nibbled my way along her neck and ear. "I guess you're right, but couldn't we just...?"
"No babe, you're too potent, if we don't stop now, I'll take you right here on the couch."
"Why don't you?" She clapped her hand over her mouth like she hadn't meant to say that out loud.
I kissed her nose and laughed, it was good to know she wanted me as much as I wanted her.
A few more pecks and I made her turn back to the movie, while I spooned her, my arms wrapped around her tightly, holding her as close as was humanly possible.
Whatever had brought Dorian Carter here, he wasn't finished with her, or at least that's what he thought.
I had seen that look in his eyes, it was a look of possession; my ass, no one was going to possess her but me.
There was no way he or anyone else would ever come between us. I wouldn't let them; I didn't think she would either.
"I love you princess." I kissed her neck as I squeezed her, the love and emotion I had for her threatening to choke me.
She turned over in my arms and studied me for a long time before she finally answered.
"I've never loved anyone but you, it's always been you it will always be you. I love you too."
Well damn, how am I supposed to keep my hands off of her when she says shit like that? And she was spending the night.
It promised to be a very long one, but what the hell; it was worth a little discomfort in my balls to have her here with me all night, if I had my way she would never leave again.
Chapter 15
When it was time for bed, I led my princess to the guest room. I was going to be a gentleman if it killed me.
I just needed to have her near with all the bullshit that's going on with Carter.
I know her brothers could take care of her, but that was my job now. I knew they'd expect no less.
I didn’t take her to my bed because I knew there was no way I wouldn’t roll over in the night and fuck her. That was way too much temptation.
I saw a different side to her that night, it seems my woman was a horrible tease.
At the door to the room, she turned and plastered her body to mine, taking my lips in a heated kiss, her tongue playfully touching mine before going into hiding.
If that wasn’t enough, she was cradling my cock between her thighs, and I could feel the heat of her pussy.
"You are a bad girl aren't you baby?" I asked when we both came up for some much needed air.
"Whatever do you mean Lieutenant? I haven't done anything...yet." She bit her fucking lip, making me growl.
"Go to bed Shania, before you bite off more than you can chew."
"Chew huh, I haven't heard that one before." She looked down at my boy with a sly grin on her face.
I was done for after that, but I had enough control left to save her from herself.
Pushing her gently into the room, I closed the door on her laughter as I turned for my own bed.
It's going to be a long ass night. I stayed up for half an hour longer listening to the silence of the house, finding it hard to find rest with her just one door down.
My cock did what he was supposed to do, reared his ugly head and refused to go down no matter how many sheep I counted, just to add to my misery.
I finally fell asleep, only to be awakened sometime later by her screams.
My feet hit the ground and I was running with gun in hand, entering her room, before the sound died in her lungs.
Scanning the room, I saw that there was no danger, no physical presence anyway.
She tossed and turned, thrashing around on the bed, as she fought some phantom in her sleep. Putting the safety back on the gun I laid it on the nightstand, before sitting next to her on the bed.
"Ssh, princess wake up...come on baby." I turned her gently into my arms, soothing her with long strokes of my hand down her back while whispering softly to her.
"Wake up baby, come on."
She came awake with a start and looked around in confusion.
"Oh Donovan, I'm so sorry, did I wake you?"
"It doesn't matter; what were you dreaming about?" I held her close, sharing my body’s warmth with her since she was like a block of ice even with the covers around her.
"I'm not sure, I think it was about that night, seeing him today kind of brought it all back...I don't want to talk about that."
"Okay baby, you don't have to if you don't want to."
I held her until she settled, my body betraying me by getting hard. I felt like a bastard for reacting this way when she was in distress.
How could I not though? Her scent, her softness, everything about her called to me. I think I would still be reacting this way to her when I’m ninety.
"Are you okay now?" I tried easing out of her arms. I had to get out of there, she was soft and warm and entirely too appealing for my peace of mind.
What kind of man would be thinking like that in a situation like this? Here she was scared from a dream and all I wanted to do was turn her onto her back, and sink into her.
I tried pulling away again since she hadn’t answered me, but she clung to me harder.
"Please don't go yet, stay with me." Her voice still held a tinge of fear and it was all I could do not to wrap myself around her and block everything but the two of us out.
“Please Donovan.” I guess she sensed the battle going on inside of me. Shit.
"Okay, scoot over so I can hold you until you fall asleep." We got settled in the bed with me doing my best to keep my pertinent parts well out of the way of hers.
She turned into my arms, one leg thrown over mine with her knee resting on my dick.
I guess it was pointless to hope that she couldn't feel my hard on. She didn't say anything and I ignored it as well.
Then came the snuggle, her nose was in my neck, her leg rubbed against my now fully erect cock teasingly, and my hands ended up on her ass, squeezing, as I rubbed myself against her helplessly.
Before I could help myself, I had her flat on her back with my tongue in her mouth.
My hand found it's way under her shirt, teasing her flat stomach, before making its way to her breast.
Her nipple was hard and taut under my palm. Lifting her shirt higher, I opened my mouth over her breast drawing her nipple in, and holding it between my teeth as I laved it with my tongue.
She arched into my mouth as I kissed and nibbled my way from one breast to the next.
There was a different kind of ringing in my ear. I knew where this was going, what I was about to experience.
I felt a thousand things at once. First and foremost was the tremendous love that I had for this woman, but there was also pride, longing, nerves and a whole riot of other things that I never thought to be feeling at a time like this.
I wanted to please her, wanted this experience to be the best that it had ever been for both of us.
I gorged myself on her taste, I think I did bite her a time or two as I made my way down her body.
Leaving the shirt pulled up to her chin, I kissed my way down her body, admiring her slender form, paying homage with my tongue.
Placing little light kisses around the waistband of her bikini panties I held her fine ass in my hands.
She moaned as I kissed her heat, through the silk of her underwear before pulling it down and off her legs.
Licking and kissing my way around her middle
, I finally took my time to admire her pussy mound.
She had one strip of hair leading to her clit; everywhere else was bare. I couldn't wait to run my tongue down that strip.
I spread her legs open to my eyes and took in the pinkness of her wet pussy. The most beautiful sight in the world!
It was surreal to realize that after tonight, I was the only one who would ever look at her like this, that she was the only woman that I will ever share my bed with again.
She had her eyes closed and her head thrown back, as I pressed my thumb lightly down on her clit.
I teased just the insides of her hot cunt with my fingertips as I pressed my cock into the bed, stalling for more time. I needed her at least half as hot as I was before I entered her.
When I saw and felt her pussy start to juice, then and only then did I lower my head to drink from her.
I opened her with my thumbs so I could taste her on my tongue.
"Uhmmmm, just as I imagined, sweet as honey."
She was pink and soft and sweet.
I made love to her with my tongue, savoring the taste of her, as I pulled her closer to my mouth.
"Uhmmmm...oh." She pushed into my tongue as she reached for her pleasure again.
Fuck, she felt and tasted amazing. My tongue bore into her as I held her ass steady in my hands and she dug her nails into my scalp.
She moved under my tongue so beautifully as she came in my mouth, that I was ready to howl at the fucking moon. She was so responsive; it was all I could do not to forego good manners and just slam into her.
"I need to have you...please let me have you Shania." I rested my head on her tummy as I fought for control.
It felt like a lifetime before she answered. I kept my eyes closed almost in prayer. My breath held as I waited for the words.
"Yes."
Thank heaven; I think I would've really howled at the moon if she'd said no, if she'd turned me away.
With no obstacles standing in my way, I felt free to slow down; take my time. The mad rush was no longer there.
I kissed my way back up her body, until I got my mouth on her magnificent tits again.
They fit in my mouth perfectly as I finger fucked her to bring her to fever pitch. She made a keening sound in her throat and flooded my palm with her pussy juice.
"Stop me if it's too much." I let go of her plump nipple long enough to whisper in her ear.
For an answer she pulled my head around to hers for a kiss. Lying between her legs, I pulled her lower body up as I pushed my hardness into her, stimulating her clit as our tongues mated.
I felt her innocence in the way she clung to me, the sexy whimpering noises she made as she tried to get me right where she needed me, but I didn't want her going there without me.
I sat up to pull my shirt off over my head and she followed, licking my bare chest as the skin was exposed. Her soft hands on my hard heated body gave me shivers....
Crouching over her with her hands on my chest, I looked into her eyes.
"Touch me." I needed to feel her hands on me; to have her find as much pleasure in my body, as I did in hers.
She ran her hands up and down my chest, to my lower stomach and back over my shoulders, while I watched. She explored me with her fingers and her mouth, a telltale blush on her cheeks.
Taking her hand in mine, I led it to my erection that was tenting my boxers, seeking an escape.
She fondled me through my shorts making me leak even more than I already was.
I let her have fun with her new toy before her touch became too much. "My turn."
With my fingers stuffed inside her sweet pussy, and my thumb circling her swollen clit, teasing her, I sucked on her nipple hard. She moaned and opened her legs wider, begging me to enter her.
I teased her with just the first knuckles of my fingers moving in and out of her heat, while my thumb on her pleasure button brought her off.
I didn’t know a pussy could get that wet.
Slowly, softly, I pushed in a little farther, never letting go of her nipple. Her hands in my hair urged me on, but she wanted my mouth.
She pulled my mouth back to hers and worked her hips against my hand as I fingered her to a slow, sweet climax.
"Again." I could watch her cum all night and not grow tired of it.
She was so tight around my fingers; I wondered how I was going to fit inside her. The thought of all that tight heat wrapped around my cock almost had me spilling too soon.
Her hand found the head of my leaking erection, and her thumb rubbed back and forth over my tip.
I twitched and jerked in her hand before pulling away and going after the prize.
"I'm going to eat you now, lick up all that cream you've been making for me.”
She stretched her arms above her head thrusting her juicing pussy up to me. I found that I was already addicted to the taste of her pussy.
Her leg squeezing around my head alerted me to her pending orgasm as I sped up my tongue fuck, bringing her off.
I drank down all her sweet nectar until there was none left. A look at her eyes told me that she was as heated as I needed her to be.
“Fuck, I can’t wait to be inside you. You with me?” Her answer was a wanton stretch and her hand brushing against my dick.
Pushing my shorts down my legs, I climbed up her body. Taking my cock in hand, I rubbed it against her once, twice, three times; before resting it at the lip of her pussy, her juices warm against me.
Ever so slowly I worked my way into her, until I met resistance. Taking both her hands in mine I laid them next to her head.
"Look at me." I waited until her eyes focused before pushing through the barrier and into her fully.
"Oomph..."
I stopped to let her adjust to the new fullness inside of her; my cock twitched inside her with every beat of my heart.
"Now you belong to me always." I pulled out slowly, watching her face to measure her discomfort. She raised one knee to my hip and I slid back into her, going deeper than before.
I hissed at the feelings coursing through me, like nothing I'd ever felt before.
"So good princess...so fucking good."
I gritted my teeth and tried to go slowly, but the feel of having her finally beneath me after all this time, to finally claim what's mine, it was too much.
"Fuck, hold on baby."
I plunged and pulled back over and over again as my heart threatened to burst in my chest; still I couldn't stop. I pounded into her with all the pent up love and lust that I’d kept bottled up inside for so long.
Releasing one of her hands, I took her ass in my hand and pounded her into the bed.
She bit into my chest as I emptied my seed inside her with a loud yell. For a minute there I lost all my senses. I’d never felt anything like this in my life.
Nothing, not my dreams, not my wildest imaginings, could’ve prepared me for the perfection of her.
I wanted to stay inside her forever, that's the only thought in my head. There was no way she was ever leaving here now, not after that. I was staking my claim now and forever, that's it.
"You have three months."
"Huh, three months…what?"
She was still a little dazed too, which was good. I’d hate to think I was the only one.
"To plan our wedding."
Chapter 16
A virgin, she'd been a virgin.
That's the only thought that kept running through my head. There'd been lots of clues of course, and I'd even hoped, as hypocritical as that may seem, but the reality blew me away.
I felt even more possessive of her now, and I admit to a secret joy at the thought that she’d saved herself for me. If I was in love with her before, there were no words to describe the emotion I felt at this moment.
She hadn't answered my marriage proposal, just given me a sleepy smile before falling asleep, still beneath me. I couldn’t stop touching her and holding her close, as I gave my heart the time it needed to ca
lm down.
She was really and truly mine now. Ten years of waiting had finally culminated in the most phenomenal experience of my life.
I kissed her sleeping lips and hugged her close with a final promise uttered in the dark stillness of the night. “I’ll keep you safe princess, no matter what.”
The more I laid there holding her, watching over her, the more pissed off I became. If you read the stories she wrote, you'd think she was this Amazon, this larger-than-life being that was afraid of nothing.
Looking at her, having had her under me, feeling her, knowing her. I was convinced more than ever, that she's to be cherished-comforted-loved. Not terrorized and nearly brutalized by a piece of shit asshole who doesn't even deserve to breathe the same air.
I should’ve cleaned his fucking clock when I had the chance, the force be damned. How could he, or anyone have done what he’d done to her, knowing that she was an innocent? Is that why he’d cheated on her, because she wouldn’t sleep with him? What an ass.
My gut turned at the thought of him trying to take her virginity in such a brutal way. The more I learned about this fucker, the more I hated him, and the more I saw what kind of man he really was. I could see him for a murder no doubt, and not because I was looking for an excuse to fuck him over.
He must’ve really pulled a fast one in the beginning to get her to even give him the time of day. The girl I know would never have fallen for someone like this guy. That got me to thinking about who else he’d snookered, and what else he was hiding besides his black heart.
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I left the bed only long enough to grab my laptop from its case in the other room. It's in bad form, but I almost wanted Carter to be involved in the missing man's case, so I could bury his ass.
On the other hand, if he was involved, then he could prove dangerous. He'd want to cover his tracks well, keep things in the dark.
Shania, by the very definition of her profession, would be a threat to him, add the personal aspect and you have a cocktail for disaster. I needed to get an angle on him and soon.
I pulled up the file I'd started on the victim. So far all I knew was that he'd been working on some top-secret government assignment that paired him with agents from other agencies, here and abroad.
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