by Anne Rainey
“If you two can find it in you to break away from the charming Ms. Burke, I have something I need to discuss with you.”
Mac looked back at her and winked. “He’s at it already. Look out, sugar, you could be next.”
Dane didn’t say another word, just growled something about coffee and stomped into his office, Trent and Mac hot on his heels.
The phone rang and she had the feeling her day was about to turn chaotic. “I just love Mondays,” she mumbled, before picking it up.
Lydia had started the day with a smile, but that was well before Dane turned her world upside down. There wasn’t a moment’s peace. The minute she finished one task, she’d end up having fifty more dumped on her desk. And it was only noon!
“Lydia, I need you to get Gordon Michelson on the phone,” Dane said. “I want to set up a meeting right away concerning his personal injury case.”
“Yes, Mr. Gentry,” she replied, barely containing a groan. As she closed the document she’d been working on for Mac and searched through her list of contacts for Michelson’s phone number, Dane popped his head out of his office once more. “Lydia, did you do that research for the Wilson case?”
“It’s not quite finished. I’ll have it to you by the end of the day, sir.”
“That’s fine. By the way, don’t forget to interview that potential client, Sam MacKenzie.”
Lydia had finally reached the end of her rope. “Okay, you know what? This is too much for one person. I get a few things done and you drop a hundred more on me. I’m not a robot!”
She grabbed her purse and started for the door, aware she’d attracted the attention of her fellow coworkers. Dane was quick to intercept her. She tried to move around him, but he only grabbed her arm, halting her forward progress.
“Where are you going?”
“I need a break,” she gritted out.
“I’m sorry. Don’t quit, please.”
She put her hand on her hip and glared up at him. “Well, of course I’m not quitting! But I am taking the rest of the afternoon off. You can get along without me that long, can’t you?”
Dane leaned down and whispered into her ear, “If you don’t come back tomorrow I’ll come looking for you, sweetheart. I won’t let you get away from me so easily.”
Lydia shuddered at the sensual tone. All the time she’d worked for Dane, he’d never used that dark, mysterious tone on her. Or endearments for that matter. He wasn’t like Mac, where every woman he met was either sugar or darlin’, an influence of his Texas upbringing. Dane had just crossed a line, and despite warning bells going off inside her head, his wicked threat tantalized her.
As he released her arm and stepped to the side to let her pass, Lydia watched his lips tilt to one side. He was flirting with her and she was woefully unequipped to handle a man like Dane Gentry.
Lydia forced her feet to move, her entire body suddenly too warm for comfort. As she left the office building, she could swear all three men stared at her, and she had a sneaking suspicion it wasn’t professional concern they had on their minds.
As soon as the office door closed, Dane let out a breath. Jesus, that was close. He’d been a heartbeat away from kissing her. That would be the wrong thing to do. Way wrong. But if that was the case, then why did he feel as if he’d lost a golden opportunity? What would she have done if he’d closed that little distance? Damn, Lydia Burke had been a fire in his blood for too long already. If he didn’t do something about his fascination with her, he was going to lose it.
As he’d watched her get all authoritative and demanding, he’d been tempted to push her to her knees and force her to submit. There was a chemistry between them. Hell, there’d always been a spark. Though he had a feeling she liked to pretend it wasn’t there, Dane knew the truth. Lust, craving, obsession; whatever the label it didn’t matter. It wasn’t going away, not until they did something about it.
“Shit, that was close,” Mac groaned. “I thought she was leaving you for good this time.”
“She won’t leave,” Dane stated. “She knows I’d find her and bring her back.”
“We’ve got another problem,” Trent grumbled as he motioned them into his office. After he closed the door, he said, “Clyde just put in his two weeks’ notice and we need to replace him.”
As Dane glanced at Trent across the room, the throbbing in Dane’s head gained momentum. Trent referred to the manager at Kinks, the bondage and submission club they owned. “Damn, he was the best we had so far. No one stepped out of line as long as Clyde was around,” Mac said.
Dane moved toward Trent’s desk and sat on the edge. “What happened?”
Trent pushed his fingers through his hair in agitation. “Hell, he always did say it wouldn’t be a permanent thing for him,” Trent explained. “He’s getting married and his fiancée wants him to concentrate full time on the landscaping business they’ve set up. Being our manager wasn’t really part of his five-year plan.”
Dane crossed his legs at the ankles. “I met the fiancée once. She’s such a damned prude, I’m surprised Clyde lasted this long.”
Trent’s eyes widened. “She came into Kinks?”
“No, she picked him up at the door one night; his car was in the shop. She took one look at me and went pale as a damn sheet.” His lips twitched. “I think it was my leather dom hood that did it.”
Mac laughed. “It’s wrong for us to find amusement in that.”
Dane laughed, though it felt hollow. The rest of his day would be shit because Lydia wasn’t there. He never quite understood his fascination with her, which was one reason he’d kept his distance. He didn’t like going into a relationship blind.
“Back to the problem at hand,” Trent insisted. “We need to replace Clyde. I asked him if he knew anyone he could recommend. Of course, he didn’t; that would’ve been too fucking easy. I thought maybe we could bump Ralph up. He’s been there the longest and knows the ropes. We put him on as manager and replace his spot on the floor. It’s bound to be easier to find someone to replace him, rather than taking the time to train someone new to take Clyde’s position, agreed?”
Dane and Mac both nodded. Dane was the first to speak. “Fine by me.”
Trent moved toward his office. “Done then. We can take care of it tonight.”
Dane suddenly felt exhausted. “Did either of you think it’d be this much work to run that damned club?”
Mac arched a brow at him. “Having second thoughts?”
Dane shrugged and sat back. They’d taken over the running of the club a little over a year ago, after the previous owner had found out he had cancer. They’d grown close to Leo, so when he confided in them that he wanted the club to go to someone he knew and trusted, someone who would take care of it, they’d stepped in and made it happen. The place now made them a hefty profit. It was never about the money though, not for any of them. It was their home away from home. The only place they could truly be free to explore the darker nature of their souls. The three of them had gone to college together. It had been there that they’d discovered they shared a common passion for the kinkier side of sex. When the club had practically been dropped into their laps, it’d seemed perfect. But Dane hadn’t counted on how much work was involved. Trent liked having a club to run, Mac just plain enjoyed sex, but he’d been drawn to the dom role. Still, being a club dom was fast losing its appeal.
“I don’t know. I think I’m getting worn down from burning the candle at both ends.”
Trent moved toward Lydia’s chair and sat down. “I’ve been feeling the same way, but now that it’s turning a profit we can start thinking of hiring more help.”
Mac’s usual grin was replaced by a scowl. “That could be tricky as hell, considering what we do during the day. We have to protect our interests.”
“That’s why we have the employees sign a confidentiality agreement and it’s also why we never go out to the floor without our hoods.” Trent reminded him.
The members
of the club thought they wore the hoods for effect; never allowing anyone to see their faces lent to the dark mystery. The truth wasn’t nearly as enticing. Dane knew the legal end was secure, but society didn’t always care about laws and regulations. In the end, the general population would still view the club as a place that catered to sexual deviants. “Can you imagine if someone found out we run a BDSM club? We’d be finished as lawyers.”
“It’s not illegal, Dane,” Trent growled. “You make it sound like we’re drug lords or pimps.”
“Our clients wouldn’t give a damn about legalities, Trent, and you know it. They’d find a new law firm quicker than any of us could blink.”
“You’re forgetting one important factor here, buddy,” Mac said, a mischievous gleam lighting his eyes.
“What?”
“Some of our clients are also members at Kinks. They want their privacy protected just as much as we do.”
Dane nodded. “No shit. And they’re way more connected than we are. We give them a place to play in safety. They’ll damn near kill to keep that little privilege.”
“Besides, it’s not like anyone at Kinks is beyond reproach,” Trent said. “I’ve yet to see a single goody-goody come near the place.”
Trent’s words brought Dane back to his talk with Lydia that morning. “Speaking of goody-goody. I’m about fed up with Lydia’s constant refusal to call me by my first name. The woman’s been my paralegal for two years.”
“It’ll never happen,” Trent said, his voice resigned. “I don’t know why you even bother. Lydia is way too professional. In her mind it’s inappropriate. End of story.”
“Damn, can you imagine her coming into Kinks?”
Mac’s question tore straight through him. Hell yeah, Dane could imagine it. He’d done so a hundred different times, usually while he jacked off. “She’d faint dead away,” he mused.
“There’s just something sexy about that librarian getup she wears though,” Trent added. “It makes me want to tear it off her and see what she keeps hidden.”
“Paradise,” Mac assured them. “I can feel it in my bones. That woman is built.”
“Then I’m not the only one who’s fantasized about my delectable paralegal?” Dane asked. Trent and Mac both shook their heads. Somehow that made Dane feel better, like less of a debaucher of virgins. “If she ever does venture into our lair, she’ll be in for one helluva ride.”
They all three grunted in agreement.
2
Lydia slammed her car door before pulling her cell phone out of her purse. She dialed with shaking fingers. Roni answered on the second ring.
“Hello?”
“I’m heading to lunch, do you have plans?” Lydia asked, her mind still reeling from the look on Dane’s rugged face. It was the expression of a man bent on seduction, but why had it been directed at her?
“Nope, I was just heading for some fast food.”
“Ah-ha!” Lydia cried. “I’ve saved you from a heart attack.”
Roni laughed. “Most likely. Where do you want to meet?”
“How about Alejandro’s?” Lydia asked, referring to one of their favorite Mexican restaurants.
Lydia heard Roni sigh. “You’re determined to kill my diet, aren’t you?”
“You don’t need to diet; your body is perfect.” Lydia secretly wished she looked as good as Roni. It seemed the older they got, the better Roni looked. It wasn’t fair.
“Fine, but if my pants are tight tomorrow, I’m blaming you.”
Lydia pushed the key in the ignition and started the car. “Deal, meet you there.”
They hung up and Lydia sat there another few seconds to let herself calm down. Why do I always let Dane do this to me? She needed a vacation or she really would lose her mind.
As she put the car in gear and headed out of the parking lot, she recalled the day Dane had hired her. She’d been nervous as hell and she’d spilled coffee down the front of her tan skirt. Dane had handed her some tissues, a kind smile tilting his sexy lips. Trent had frowned at her as if she’d spilled the coffee on him instead of her. Mac had simply winked. Flustered and near tears she excused herself and nearly bolted for the restroom. When she’d finally managed to face Dane again, he’d offered her the job and told her she could start right away. She’d always wondered why he’d bothered to hire her. She’d been a total klutz, completely unprofessional, and yet he’d taken her under his wing.
She hadn’t worked in a legal office before, so the first few weeks had been murder on both of them. She’d made a mess of everything, from accidently deleting documents to overlapping meetings. If anyone had deserved to be fired, she had.
Lydia rounded a corner as she pondered the big question: Why had he kept her on? She hadn’t been the most qualified, not by a long shot. She wasn’t even all that attractive, so it wasn’t for the eye candy. As she pulled into the parking lot of Alejandro’s restaurant and found a space, her mind glommed on to that look on Dane’s face. She might not have known what she was doing two years ago, but she knew exactly what she was doing now, just as she knew that look. It said seduction. Her body warmed as she imagined being the object of Dane’s lust. There wasn’t a doubt in her mind he’d be something else in bed. She’d witnessed him when he was attracted to a woman. The few times he’d let his dates meet him at the office Lydia had glimpsed a rougher, more primitive side to her boss. What would it be like if all that sexual aggression was focused on her?
Lydia shook the thought away. That road led to disaster. Clearly it’d been too long since she’d had sex. Daydreaming about Dane wasn’t what he was paying her for. He would never mix business with pleasure anyway so there really wasn’t any reason to let her imagination go hog wild. Right?
A tap on her window yanked her from her thoughts. Roni stood outside her car giving her a what’s up look and motioning for her to hurry up. Lydia turned off her engine, grabbed her keys and purse and hurried out of the car. “Sorry, my mind seems to be somewhere else today.”
“I gathered,” Roni mused as they walked together into the restaurant.
Lydia’s stomach rumbled as the aroma of burritos and salsa hit her nose. They were led to a comfortable booth near the back, away from everyone else. They gave the hostess their drink order and settled in. After the woman left, Roni looked across the table and asked, “Want to talk about it?”
“Dane is making me insane,” Lydia gritted out. “I feel like I never have a chance to catch my breath and it’s making me want to make a break for it.”
Roni crossed her arms, a stern look settling over her features. “Did you tell him he needed to give you more time off? You have a high-stress job, Lydia. You’ll burn out at this rate.”
Heat flooded her cheeks as she started to pick at her paper placemat. “Not exactly. I sort of stormed out.”
Roni’s eyes went round. “You didn’t!”
For the first time in hours Lydia felt her muscles relax. “Actually, I did. And he even begged me not to quit.”
Roni grinned. “Wow, I’m impressed.”
“Don’t be. I told him I wasn’t quitting.” Lydia’s shoulders slumped. “I have the hardest time standing up to him.”
“You always have the hardest time standing up to people. You’re a pushover. A sweet pushover, but still a pushover.”
Their waiter came and left two bowls of salsa and a basket of chips before glancing up at Roni. He licked his lips and stared, then dropped his order pad. He leaned down and picked it up, his face red when he stood back up again. As he stammered out a welcome, Roni grinned. Ah, the goddess strikes again, Lydia thought. It had been a joke between her and Jeanette that only Roni had the ability to make men of all ages stammer and drool. After Roni ordered her usual fajitas, he finally realized there were two people at the table. Lydia ordered two enchiladas and sour cream and shook her head as she watched him stride off. “You do realize that with you around, I’m pretty much invisible, right?”
“If you�
��d let me help you with your wardrobe a little, that wouldn’t happen. I told you before you’re a babe, you just like to hide it.”
Her anger rose. “I dress like a professional. My job requires it.”
“You hide,” she simply stated. “You still think like that little Catholic girl your mother raised. It’s not a sin to look attractive, Lydia, despite what your mother used to harp about.”
Lydia wanted to rail at Roni, but considering she was dead-on accurate, it would be a waste of time. Her mother had wielded her rosary like a whip. She’d tried to beat it into her that ladies should be seen and not heard, to honor thy mother and father, obey thy husband. Lydia had always felt like a huge disappointment because she’d never quite measured up. After her parents’ divorce, Lydia had gone to live with her dad, and she’d felt like an even bigger disappointment. It didn’t seem to matter that her mom had never really wanted her. After her father had died from a heart attack, Lydia had never heard from her mother again.
“Don’t,” Roni warned, as if reading her thoughts. “I’m sorry I brought it up. But I do wish you’d loosen up a little. It’s okay to let loose, honey.”
Their food arrived and Lydia just shook her head. “I should be eating lighter. I always eat when I’m upset, which seems to happen a lot lately.”
“We all eat when we’re upset. Besides, your metabolism doesn’t seem fazed.”
They both went silent as they ate; the waiter came back three times to ask Roni if she needed anything. Lydia didn’t even bother to point out that she’d run out of diet pop two visits ago.
As she finished off the second enchilada an image of her mother binging on chips and cookies sprang to mind. Lydia dropped her fork. It hit the side of the plate with a clang and fell to the floor. She didn’t bother to pick it up, she was too numb to move. “Oh, God, I’ve turned into my mom.”
Roni choked on her pop. Several seconds later, she squeaked out, “You’ve done what?”