She’d also created some kind of bar snacks menu, and had begun conferring with the diner for them to make that stuff and bring it through.
Sure, it wasn’t rocket science, but I knew that had never been the intention, because the diner was supposed to shut halfway through the bar’s opening hours.
Not anymore.
The line chef was either loving or loathing her, but she was right.
People wanted to eat. And drinkers wanted something to snack on while they were listening to music or watching a game.
Rex, Storm, and Link had been the ones to kit this place out. I hadn’t had any interest in making this shit look fancy. My biggest concern had been whacking them with the best alarm systems and security details that money could buy. It wasn’t like we could use things like CCTV, not when business was bound to go down here, and the last thing we needed was the Feds piggy-backing onto our gear, so motion sensors, alarms, and all that were where I’d taken things.
Especially the strip joint.
It was the first in this particular area, and we had a feeling that even though the clients were going to be upper crust and willing to drop a fortune, they’d be brats and might get handsy from time to time.
Somehow, it was always the rich pricks who couldn’t take no for an answer. So we had more doormen than strippers just to make sure that heads would roll in case some pricks decided to be overconfident.
Still, just because I could take no credit for how damn good this place looked, I could appreciate it as I skulked in a booth and watched the woman behind the bar confer with two servers who were too damn handsome for my liking. They were pretty boys with slicked back hair and way too many white teeth.
They were also more her age than I was.
Of course, I was older than her brothers, who weren’t exactly young, so what that said about me, I didn’t know.
I refused to believe I was ancient, but fuck, I felt it watching pretty boy one try to cozy up to Giulia.
Even as I enjoyed watching her put their flirtations down with smiles that could only be called professional, I was more amused at how they tried to take charge, and that was the only time she’d ever look at me.
Yeah.
When she wanted backup.
Not when she wanted to shimmy up to me, place a hand on my arm like I’d seen some of the other girlfriends do, not even lean up on tiptoe to kiss me to stake a claim—to show the pricks she was taken. Because, duh, she wasn’t, but that didn’t mean I didn’t resent the fact that was the only time she looked to me was for backup on her authority.
Most of the stuff she was doing was supposed to be my job, which left me sitting with my thumbs up my ass for most of the night, as the place went from being busy to busier to busiest.
Only at that point did she ever let me behind the bar, and the bitch of it was, she pulled a better beer than I did, and she had zero experience.
I’d already heard her jokingly tell a few of the patrons the same story about the brewery’s rep having to show her what to do.
“I’d just bet he fucking had.”
“You’d just bet who had what?”
I glanced at Rex, who’d sidled up to me an hour ago, and who I’d been ignoring ever since.
I drummed my fingers against the table which, of course, was clean. Just like every other table in here, because Giulia ran a tight ship. A part of me had wondered if she was OCD or something, but when the beer line had sprung a leak and she’d been coated in it, she hadn’t started screaming or demanding to use the shower in the strip joint next door.
Fuck, if that hadn’t been torture watching her serve beers with her shirt all transparent...
Yeah, this had been a titty bar for the time it took for her shirt to dry out.
“Nothing,” I muttered.
“Well, fuck, Nyx, nothing about cuts it. You sulking with me or something? I know you’re not happy about the Wolves—”
I instantly shot my scowl at him instead of Cody, the fucker behind the bar who kept brushing against Giulia, like he had some kind of internal compass malfunction. The guy needed glasses for how clumsy he was.
“Sulking? Do I look like I have a cunt?”
“No. I didn’t think you had one, but Jesus, you’ve barely talked to me since I got in.”
I rolled my eyes. “Since when do we gossip?”
“We don’t, but more than two words would be great,” he grumbled.
“I’m not mad about the Wolves,” I told him, balling my hands into fists as I watched Giulia laugh at something a guy with a hat that dwarfed his head told her. “I don’t think it’s smart, in fact, I think it’s dumb as shit to get involved with them—”
“As you’ve already fucking said a thousand times.”
I scowled at him. “Why do you want to talk to me again?”
“I don’t fucking know. Why are you glowering at Giulia, anyway? Far as I can see, she’s sorted things out perfectly. Especially since you weren’t around to watch over shit.”
I heard the complaint in his voice and stated, “If you’d told me the Wolves were coming earlier than expected, I’d have been here.”
“If I’d known, Link wouldn’t have been late,” he sniped back.
“And that’s exactly why I hate working with the fuckers. They can’t be trusted.”
“But they’re good at what they do, and with our new distribution up and going, we have the means—”
“Yeah. I know.” I grunted. “We don’t need to talk about this shit here.”
He grunted. “You shouldn’t need to tell me that, but damn, man, what’s with the sour fucking face? I feel like your wife or something.”
I flipped him the bird, then I flinched when I heard Giulia’s laugh again.
Was she doing it on purpose?
I had hardly ever heard her laugh back at the compound, but here she was, chuckling all the fucking time. Far as I knew, we didn’t have nitrous oxide leaking in from the garage, so what had made her sense of humor make an appearance, I didn’t know.
“You got the hots for her or something?”
“Is this grade school?” I countered woodenly, as I grabbed my bottle of Coke and took a deep sip.
“Maybe. Okay, definitely from the way you’re scowling at the servers.” He elbowed me in the side. “Don’t be a prick.”
“Why not? Why shouldn’t I? They’re supposed to be working, not fucking joking all the time. It isn’t comedy hour.”
“Christ, what’s bit you on the ass? I know you’re a miserable fucker but—” He tilted his head to the side, a thought evidently coming to him. “She put out for you?” When I didn’t say anything, just clenched my jaw, he snorted. “I’m surprised she has your balls in a twist, considering I thought her cunt creamed vinegar.”
That had me glaring at him. “Shut up, Rex. Don’t fucking start.”
He cocked a brow at me. “She really does have your balls in a bind.”
“Stop talking about my fucking balls,” I grumbled, aware that his arched brow was a warning.
Rex gave us all a lot of leeway, Mav and me more than most, but we all knew when to back the fuck off. Just because he came across as mellow didn’t mean shit. Rex was as big a bastard as I was. I just had more kills ratcheted up on my scoreboard, and that was because of my past.
I hadn’t been born an evil shit—I’d been made this way.
“She must have been crap in the sack if you’re this mean in the aftermath.”
“She’s not talking to me, hasn’t in over three days,” I told him, really feeling like I was in grade school now.
“Why? What did you do? Give your class ring to someone else?” he mocked.
“No. I was supposed to handle most of the organizational shit for the bar, but I had to leave to handle things with the Wolves. Then, she had to get a taxi back to the MC. Ever since, she won’t get on the back of my fucking bike.”
I hated that I sounded like I was whining, but dammit to hell,
I was used to bitches wanting to be on the back of my damn hog, not doing their best to avoid it.
“And you want her there?” This time his arched brow wasn’t in warning, but in consternation.
“Yeah. I do.”
“But you never ride with anyone at your back.”
“Always a first.”
“You have feelings for her? Or the fact that she’s Lizzie’s daughter get you—”
“Don’t even finish that sentence. Fuck’s sake. I had a crush on her. I was horny and she had massive tits. You telling me you didn’t want to see them in the raw?”
He sniggered into his beer. “Okay, you got me there, but I don’t want to fuck Giulia, and you do.”
“Yeah, well, I like her. She’s different.”
“Different in that she isn’t terrified of you?”
“That might have something to do with it,” I muttered wryly. “It’s definitely a novelty.”
He shook his head. “Everyone’s scared of you.”
“I wonder why,” I mused, smirking at him.
“Yeah, I wonder,” he replied, dry as the Sahara. “When are you getting your next tattoo?”
“Don’t know.”
“Thought you’d be all over that shit.”
I shrugged, because usually I would be. But this wasn’t ‘usual.’ I had bigger fish to fry than getting inked.
“Think that guy’s coming on to her?”
Rex frowned. “Are you being serious right now?”
I shot him a look. “When am I not serious?”
“Fuck me.” He scrubbed a hand over his face. “What are you going to do? Beat the fuck out of anyone who dares approach her?”
“Potentially.”
“Then maybe I need to switch you with Link. She’d be safe in the garage.”
“Face like that, she’s safe nowhere,” I predicted, aware I sounded grumpy.
He grunted. “I’m not sure what to do with this information.”
“Which information?”
“That you banged her, and that you want more. You never want more. Not from anyone who isn’t a sweetbutt, and even then, it isn’t really the bitch but the hole you fucking want.”
I frowned at his description, which made me sound like a dick, then I saw the bastard at the bar laugh. He had white-blond hair, hair as white as his fucking teeth that he bared every time he goddamn smiled, and everything about him screamed that he was from Orange Hills, one of the swankiest goddamn subdivisions in the area.
His fucking shoes probably cost more than my bike, and everything had that cloying designer feel to it. From his white shirt to the simple jeans.
The dick screamed money, and I had to wonder if that kind of flash would appeal to Giulia. I didn’t know her that well, after all. Didn’t know if she went for surface glitter over...
Over, what?
Biker grime?
“Fuck, I think I just grew a pussy,” I said to myself.
“There’s no just about it. You’ve been creaming yourself since you started watching her.”
My nostrils flared at that. “Could you be any more vulgar?”
Rex snorted. “Yeah. If I tried.”
Inwardly, I smiled. Outwardly, I flipped him the fucking bird.
“Seriously, Nyx. What the fuck is going on with you?”
“Nothing.”
“Tell that to someone who doesn’t fucking know you,” he scoffed.
Because he did know me, and there was no evading that truth, I simply grunted, stating, “Fuck off.”
“Can’t fuck off. This is the table allotted to me.” He cocked a brow at me. “The Prez’s table. That I’m deigning to let you sit at.”
I rolled my eyes. “Want me to fucking bow and scrape my thanks? How about I tug on my forelock?”
“What the fuck is a ‘forelock?’”
Waving my hand at that, I gritted my teeth when I heard Giulia laugh again, then I mumbled, “He is coming on to her.”
“You said it yourself. With her face and those tits, she’s never not going to get come-ons.”
That he hadn’t even looked in the same direction as me told me that he wasn’t interested.
I scowled. “But he’s more insistent than most.”
“What are you going to do? Go and piss on her?” He snorted. “Please do that before I leave. I’d like to see what her reaction is.”
Despite myself, I had to laugh, and of course that about stunned Rex, so that when he sprayed me with beer, I didn’t even have it in me to glower at him.
Fuck, if I was him, and I’d heard me laugh for the first time in years, I’d have spat out my beer too.
❖
Giulia
I heard the laugh from all the way across the bar, and I knew where it came from and whom it belonged to.
My heart instantly began pounding like I was running, and though the place was busy tonight, and sure, I’d been moving fast from one end of the bar to the other, it wasn’t enough to merit this level of response.
I didn’t look at him, even though every part of me wanted to see him laugh.
He’d smirked, snorted, scoffed, and pshawed, but chuckle? Outright? Nope. That I hadn’t seen often.
I bet he looked beautiful. Bet the sides of his eyes crinkled, and his face, always so goddamn somber, lightened up some, just a tad, but not a lot because it wasn’t in his nature to be effusive.
“Babe, get me another Coors?”
I shot a grim look the prick who’d been trying to charm me since he’d walked in with his royal flush of dicks an hour before. Trying to calculate how much time he’d spent on his hair was preferable to eying up Nyx and his fine ass.
His fine dumb ass.
I wasn’t normally a red card and over kind of bitch in a relationship—be it fuck-buddy-esque, casual, or serious—but Nyx was working at a disadvantage. That disadvantage had a name–Dad.
I’d seen how my father treated my mother. More than that, I’d seen how bikers treated their women, and I wasn’t about to turn up as another statistic whether he crawled or not.
And he hadn’t exactly crawled by way of apology either.
He’d dumped me at the bar that day, and I hadn’t seen him for dust. When I’d had to get a taxi home, I’d known that I was just another lay to him, and everything he’d done since hadn’t proved otherwise.
Mostly, he just watched me. Glowering at me from that fucking table at the back of the bar that put him in my direct line of sight.
It was on a raised platform, a bench shaped in an open square that was surrounded by bikes on all sides, like they were fucking sentinels or something.
It was, oddly enough, like a throne, and it was the only place that was off limits to the clients. The one and only rule that Nyx had told me before he’d left me to deal with, ya know, everything, was that no one was allowed to sit on that dais other than Sinners.
Yeah, that was what he’d informed me.
Nothing important like the contact details of the breweries who were supposed to visit the bar, or the names of the reps who’d be bringing in soft drinks.
Nope.
Just that that area was verboten to the average Joe.
The prick.
When I told another prick the price of the Coors, he slid a ten-dollar bill over to me, and when I made to grab it, he pulled it back.
Shooting him a look, I retorted, “Do you want the beer or not?”
“I’d prefer you, darlin’,” he said with a smirk.
I was used to smirks, and this guy’s was piss-poor. Having been raised around bikers, growing up with two dudes who wanted to be a biker more than they wanted to get their dicks wet—and that was really saying something—and then having fucked an Enforcer of the biggest badasses in the Tri-State area, yeah, I knew a good smirk, and this guy just didn’t have it.
“I’d prefer you pay for your beer,” I told him with a smile that was probably a little too small to be polite.
His eyes na
rrowed. “I can wait,” he replied.
“For what?” I questioned, genuinely surprised by that answer. Hell, I was surprised by his interest.
Next door, there were over two dozen strippers swinging around poles, and in here, there were some cuties that I’d bang if I were gay. Why was he interested in me when I was...
I winced before the thought process could swell into being.
Fat.
Yup.
God, I hated being cliché. I knew I was pretty, knew I had what it took to score, and I was genuinely happy with myself, but because Nyx had let me down, and because I’d been stupid enough to be let down in the first place, I was totally reverting to type. Remembering the insults Lance had tried to scorch me with, recalling what the cheerleaders at school had said because I was popular with the Jocks, and they couldn’t deal with the fact that a woman who actually ate could be wanted by the football team. Juvenile? Yeah, but any woman would be when they were constantly surrounded by naked women who were perfect. To my left, there were strippers, and back at the compound, there were clubwhores who’d sink to their knees for any of the brothers. I’d seen more asscheeks and tits than I would at the beach, and all the while, it was easy to wonder why a guy like Nyx would want to fuck regular old me, when he could be screwing a pin up model.
“You can keep on waiting,” I retorted, my tone colder, thanks to just thinking what I was thinking. “I have a boyfriend.”
It was a lie, but fuck, what was I supposed to say? Guys did worse shit when they were humiliated, and at least this way, I saved his pride.
I was grateful for my sound reasoning when one of his dick friends slapped him on the back, whispered some shit in his ear that I couldn’t hear over “Sweet Carolina”—Lord, I hated that song—and together, they slouched off to their booth. He kept on glancing at me though. Smiling like he thought I was playing hard to get. ‘No’ really didn’t mean ‘no’ to some guys. It wasn’t like that was news to me, but every time I came face to face with that fact, it always made me crabby.
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