by Karen Deen
Instead, we have more feelings than either of us know how to deal with, the incredible magnetism we have every time we’re in the room together and the huge amount of hurt there’s going to be tomorrow as I force myself to walk away like it doesn’t matter.
That was the mistake I made.
I let myself feel.
Chapter Twenty-One
Lilly
After offering to give Kane a ride home, telling everyone I need to go as I’m going out with some friends, we do the rounds to say goodbye. Now driving into town, he’s been quiet for most of the journey. I’m not sure what’s going on in that head of his, but he’s worrying about something. I can tell. The relaxed, laughing guy that was at the farm is now looking out the window pondering the world’s problems. I’ve started a few conversations that have been met with short answers and then silence again. Just as I’m about to say something, he startles me by putting his hand on my leg and turning to look at me.
“Stay with me tonight, Red. I want you screaming my name. I need you.” The look in his eyes is my hot fiery wolf that’s got me tingling all over my body instantly. It’s the voice he uses when he’s like this that makes me quiver. He slips into a hot sexy place, and I’m more than happy to let him take me there too.
“I already packed my bag. A girl needs to be prepared just in case.” I look at him, trying to show him exactly what he’s doing to me. I’m finding it hard to concentrate on my driving. Luckily, his apartment is just down the road. Not sure I could safely drive much longer with him running his hand slowly up my leg. So much for safety, Mr. Policeman.
Kane standing at my door with his hand stretched out for me is an imposing sight. His body is solid and toned. Looking up at him makes my mouth water. I stand expecting him to move backwards but instead I’m pulled hard into his arms. He’s not waiting until we get upstairs. With his hands on my backside, he lifts me up, and drags my legs around him. He backs me away from my car and sits me on his motorbike that’s parked in front of it. Spreading my legs so I’m straddling the seat, he lays me back with my head resting on the fuel tank. Standing above me, he looks like he’s going to devour me.
“I have dreamt about you laid out on my bike like this, naked with your hair spilling down just like it is. While I stand right here between your legs and fuck you senseless. Both of you are my ladies of power. The ones that get my adrenaline going. Race me to a place I can be at peace. The two of you are just heaven.” His breathing is deep, he’s lost in his own fantasy moment.
“Then do it,” I murmur. He has me that worked up I’m not sure what I’m even saying. All I know is I want what he wants, and I want it now.
“Not here, I’m not sharing your naked beauty with anyone else. Not a chance. You’re mine, Red. Deep down, you always will be.” He picks me up and starts towards the elevator. I snap out of my lust.
“Wait, I need my bag.”
“I’ll get it later.” He keeps walking.
“No, Kane. I need it. Please.” He stops and looks at me to see my desperate face.
Letting me down so I can run back to the car, he’s calling behind me, “Nothing is as important as me being balls deep in you right now.”
“You’d be surprised. You just have to be patient to find out what.” I sway past him with my ass shaking a little more than normal to hear him following me like I’m a dog in heat, growling deep in his throat. Who would have thought that his growl would become one of my favorite sounds?
We only last one floor before someone joins us in the elevator. Kane stands behind me, pulling me against him. I’m sure it’s to hide the raging hard-on that he has currently pushing into my ass. Just like it’s at home there.
We finally make it into Kane’s apartment where he pushes me up against his front door as it closes.
“You drive me crazy, Red. I can’t be around you and not want to do this.” His lips start licking my collarbone and then kissing, nibbling and biting my neck as he works his way up to my ear. “You are so fucking sexy you make me think the whole time about the bad things I want to do to you all night long.”
My mouth drops open, a breath escaping. I lose all control over my body when he talks dirty to me. His touch is already sending my body into overload but when he starts talking, I just can’t function properly. I melt and want to let him do whatever he wants to me.
“So, what’s so important in this bag of yours, my little one? What couldn’t wait?” I try to think and then my brain clicks back into gear for a moment.
“Kane, please, I can’t breathe. Let me show you.” He slowly lets my legs fall to the floor. Still kissing my neck and then grabbing my chin and sucking the air I am desperately trying to get, right out of my mouth as he kisses me with all he has.
“What are you hiding in there, Red? Do I need to do a search? Or perhaps I’ll do a strip search instead.”
“No,” I cry out. “Let me show you. Please, I want to surprise you.” We’re both panting hard by this stage. “Stay here until I call you.” I bend down to grab my bag as he steps away from me just a little.
“You have two minutes and then I’m coming in there no matter what. Get moving.” Although my legs feel like jelly, I scurry towards his bedroom and close the door. Pulling off my clothes as I’m moving around the room. I dive into my bag looking for my purchase and take a deep breath as I crawl up the bed.
I lay on my back, completely naked, and nervously cuff one hand. I take the keys and put them on the bedside cabinet then slip the cuffs around the rung on the headboard. I hesitate and then hear Kane start to move which is enough for me to click the cuff into place. No turning back now. I am totally past anything I have ever done before, but I need Kane to know how right we are for each other. I am giving up my total control just for him. I will never trust anyone like I trust him. I know he will never take advantage of me.
I hear the handle on the door turning and my heart is thundering. I can feel it all over my body. If this is the intensity using cuffs is going to bring, then tonight is going to be more than I can imagine.
He freezes. The look in his eyes is more intense than I’ve seen. I hear him gasp and the slowest I’ve heard the word, “Fuck,” come out of his mouth.
“I’m your little Red vixen.” I pause. “All. Yours.” As I feel my face heat with blush at his undeniable need.
“Too right you’re mine. All night long, baby. I will treasure you for every minute of it.” He stands assessing every inch of my body. “I promise to take care of you.”
He slowly walks up the side of the bed, running his finger softly up my body from my toes to the side of my breast, where he continues across my chest and between the two of them. Settling on my lips. My body is shivering with the want of a release, a touch in the right spot, anything that will help with the ache between my legs.
“Do you trust me, Red?” I can’t answer with his finger pressed on my lips silencing me.
I nod my head as I let go of the last of my control.
He pulls away his finger and turns his back, walking away from me out of the room.
I have no idea what’s happening and it’s the most exhilarating feeling.
Taking in a big breath, I wait.
For what, I don’t know.
But I know it will be amazing and that’s all I need.
Kane
Holy shit!
Pull it together, man. I stand outside the bedroom just trying to stop my cock from exploding in my pants. I spent all afternoon trying to think how I’m going to let her go and then she does this.
Fuck, Red, what are you doing to me?
Her submitting to me and giving me total control over her body is more that I can ever ask for from her. I never expected we would get to this place. Her spirit is so strong and wild, I knew I could push her and bend her to my will but not for her to totally let go.
She is my perfect woman.
How the hell do I let her go?
My hands are running th
rough my hair and pulling on it, trying to focus my energy.
I might not know how to get through tomorrow but I sure as shit know what to do with this sexy woman cuffed to my bed.
Walking to the kitchen, I grab two glasses with ice and a bottle of scotch. None of this fancy shit tonight. We need something hardcore. Hooking my phone into the sound system, setting up the mood for a night of hot, sexy fucking. That’s what my Red wants and that’s what she is going to get.
Standing at the doorway watching her lying like a sacrifice on my bed, I can’t seem to move my eyes from her. It’s like she’s a mirage, and I’m afraid if I walk any closer, she’ll disappear. Slowly, I pour two scotches, setting them on the dresser just inside the door. I take a gulp of mine then leave them there, ready for later. The music in the background is breaking the silence that was filled with just breathing a moment ago.
I slowly strip off my clothes, I don’t want to rush. Putting on a slow torturous show for her is going to build her anticipation. Already her legs are moving as she tries to find some release.
“Like what you see, Red? Do you approve?”
“Very much,” she pants. “I want to touch you, too.”
“Do you now? Not sure you’ve earned touching yet. We need to work up to that. Remember rule two. I control what happens in the bedroom.” Oh, that flush across her body has me wanting to roll her onto her stomach and pull that pussy up in the air and fuck it hard. Show her how in charge I am. I can’t rush this, though. I only get one night of this, so I need to pace her. Bring her almost to that peak many times before I finally let her fall. Then I will fuck her like she has never been fucked before. I might not be able to keep her, but damn if I’ll make sure she never forgets she’s mine.
I’m such an arrogant asshole, but I don’t give a fuck. No one will ever make her feel like I can. They may be a better man and be able to keep her safer than I can, but sexually they will always be second in line. She won’t tell them but deep down she’ll wish they’re me. My caveman is beating his chest, happy about this.
“Kane, please. I need you.” Her anticipation is building nicely. I lean down and kiss her roughly on the mouth. Not asking for permission, just exploring her mouth, and her back arches off the bed, wanting more.
“What do you want, Red? You have to tell me what you need.” Her head is starting to thrash from side to side gently.
“My tits. Oh god. Touch, suck, lick, just anything.” She’s panting.
I want her on a high, hanging for release, but I don’t want her past the point where it becomes pain.
Bending down, I very gently lick both her nipples, one at a time. Then blow on them while they’re nice and wet. Watching them harden like little bullets standing at attention, rock hard. This attention just makes her squirm more. I put my hand on her breast and squeeze it firmly as I take the other one into my mouth, sucking it hard. Rubbing her nipple between my finger and thumb, the loud moan is like heaven. I crave to hear more.
I keep caressing her chest, alternating between each breast with my hands and mouth. Her lower body is moving constantly. I know I’m building the pressure and driving her to want a release but I’m not ready to let her come yet.
“How badly do you want me to fuck you, Red?” I ask as I climb onto the bed. I straddle her body as I bury my face in her neck. I breathe in her anticipation as it oozes from her skin in the sheen of sweat.
“So bad, so fucking bad. Now. Want. Now,” her breathy voice passes by my ear. She’s finding it harder to hold herself together now that I’m keeping her from moving with my body. My hands start the journey down as I raise my head, looking into her eyes. I want to see everything she’s feeling. Her eyes are the window to her soul.
“Soon, baby. You can take more first. I plan on shattering you before I slam into you. As you are falling over that giant cliff, then I’ll fuck you through your climax. It will be like nothing you’ve ever felt before. I promise you that.” Wriggling backwards down the bed, now my mouth is resting on her stomach planting little soft kisses. She is mewling now every time I touch her.
“Kane.” She’s desperate for me to help her out.
“Shh, just feel it. Keep your eyes open and watch me. See me take what’s mine.” Pushing her legs apart as far as I can, I’m now positioned lying between them. She is so aroused that she is glistening. All pink and ready for me. Taking that first slow swipe with my tongue from the bottom of her folds to her clit, I groan at the taste. Like liquid gold to me. She lets out a little squeal at the touch on her button that is so close to detonating with pleasure. The idea of me holding her off is getting harder as I can feel my cock leaking and straining to the point of pain.
The noises she’s making are driving me crazy. I want more. I can’t hold back anymore. I begin to ravage her like I’m taking my last meal, which in a way I am. The more I lick my tongue over her nub, the louder she screams.
Watching her, I take her clit into my mouth and suck with all I have as I slide two fingers inside her at the same time. Her body arches as she explodes with an intense orgasm firing through her body. I lap up everything she releases all over my tongue. A taste I will never forget.
While she’s trying to come down from the high, I raise to my knees and lift her ass up and slam home inside her. I want to feel her pussy muscles still contracting around my cock that’s so hard it’s like a steel rod. So wet and tight, she wraps around me, like I’m where I belong.
“Kane. Now, fuck me now,” she begs me. Oh, how I’ve longed to have her here bound and begging for me to make her come again with me pounding her as hard as I like. This is like the fantasy that I never knew I wanted until it was laid out in front of me.
Just. Like. This
“Oh, Red. God. You’re everything. My everything.” I can’t hold back any longer as I slam into her and fill her with all that I am. Marking her as mine. She will always be mine.
Falling forward, totally wrung out, I’m lying on her chest just slowly kissing her. I can hear her breathing slowing as she starts to come back to the here and now. I move to the side so I can see her face and check on her.
“You are amazing, baby.” She smiles at me, her sated body lying limp. I reach behind to grab the keys so I can release her. Her arms will be sore from being held up and straining against her cuffs. As I click the lock on each wrist, I rub the dull red marks. Lucky we didn’t use my cuffs. They aren’t very forgiving, especially when she was pulling so hard, right at the point when she fell into the blissful world I took her to.
Placing soft kisses on her wrists, I then wrap her in my arms as I lie back on the bed. Drawing her as close as I can. Neither of us speak we just stay in the moment together. Slowly she starts to draw circles on my chest. Her tender touch seems such a contrast to what we just shared, but also seems so right. With the music still softly playing in the background, there’s so much I want to say, but can’t.
“Well, little lady, that was unexpected.” She lets out a little giggle that resonates in my chest making my heart skip a little beat. “Want to tell me where they came from? Or are they from your little box of treasures you have at home?”
“What?” she says sitting up a little, resting her head in her hands on my chest. “I don’t have a box of tricks, well, I didn’t before today anyway.” Her cheeks blush a little, which makes me smile. My confident Lilly a little embarrassed is just perfect.
“Well, well, well. Tell me where you’ve been today then, my cheeky girl. Did a bit of shopping just for me, did we?”
“What makes you think I shopped for you?” She tries to look all sassy but she’s not fooling me.
“Let me see,” I place my finger on my chin. “The previous interest by a certain person in this room in my handcuffs and what they may or may not be useful for. The fact the handcuffs currently hanging on my headboard are red just like a certain person on my bed’s name when she is being sexy. Last but not least, the fact you chose that bag over being fucked. I
know you shopped just for me, baby, and I applaud your choice.” By now she’s laughing at me, so I roll her on her back and hover above her. “That was so fucking hot, walking in to find you cuffed to my bed, naked and waiting just for me.”
I pause watching her breathing change.
“So. Fucking. Hot.” Her hands come up to cup my face.
“I loved it too. You are the only person I would trust to do that.”
Goddammit. How do I answer that? Words are too hard. Lips say it better.
We start softly, but as it does every time, it heats up quickly.
“So, tell me, Red, what else did you buy on your little adventure today?” I pull her hands over her head again stroking her wrists. “More presents for me, I hope.”
“Actually, the rest are for me.”
“You know I want a show and tell now, don’t you? There is no way you’re getting out of here without me knowing what else you have hidden in that bag. You might think they’re for you, but I bet I could find a use for me to enjoy them too.”
“Always an answer for everything. You always try to make everything about you.”
“You should know by now I’m the center of the universe.”
She dips her head slightly and whispers, “Definitely the center of mine.”
Shit, I’m so screwed. This is not going to end well.
Chapter Twenty-Two
Lilly
Kane is pressing to see what else I bought today but I’m too embarrassed to show him. The handcuffs are pretty out there, even for me.
Best sex ever, though!
Oh my god, I’m never going to regret that decision.
“Maybe we can keep the other things for another time. I don’t want to give away all my secrets in one night,” I say with a little trepidation, but Kane laughs at me.
“You know that’s not happening, right, Red? I’ll cuff you to the bed if I have to and make you watch as I take my own tour through your bag,” he exclaims.