by K E Osborn
“Colt, look, I’ve known you for sixteen years. We’ve shared some amazing and some devastating times together, right?”
He looks at me furrowing his brows and nods. “Right?”
“Well, in that time not once have I seen you fail. I’ve seen you there to support me. Then you were there to support Lia when she needed you the most and now you’re there for your girls. Annie has always had a temper. She’s always had a mind of her own, and that’s not a bad thing. It just means she has the most to learn. She’s smart when she tries and she’s a good person Colt, and that’s totally because of you and Lia. God knows what her real parents and family are like. They could be horrible people and that’s why she’s the way she is, because of genetics, not because of a bad upbringing. Trust me Colt, you’re doing an excellent job with my cousins, and even though technically we’re not related, I still consider Annie and Ella my flesh and blood. They mean everything to me and I know they do to you too, so don’t be so hard on yourself. They’re going to make mistakes, both of them. We just have to be here for them when they fall—”
“But if I were doing my job right they wouldn’t fall at—”
“Stop it! Of course, they would. Everyone makes mistakes no matter how they’re brought up. You’re doing a great job, just keep doing what you’re doing and everything will be fine. Annie will grow up eventually, and in the meantime, we just have to watch her back. And don’t worry, I’ll be keeping my eyes on her. Seeing her drunk like that scared the shit out of me, and her too, I think. I honestly don’t think she’ll be drinking again anytime soon.”
“You look tired, didn’t you sleep well either?” Colt asks and I chuckle not even knowing what to say to that.
“Let’s just say it was an eye-opening night. Like eyes open all night long, kind of night,” I say and Colt raises an eyebrow.
“You okay?” he asks moving his hand to rest on my shoulder.
I nod and exhale swallowing hard thinking about that kiss. “I’m okay, just had a blast from the past. I’ll be fine, just wanna go home to my own bed and sleep for a week.”
“Well Caleb, even though you’re not my son you’re my blood, and you know if something is bothering you, you can always come to me. Even if I’m having an emotional breakdown, I’ll still be here for you. You know that, right?”
“Thanks, that means a lot.”
He squeezes my shoulder and then moves his hand back through his hair again.
Standing up, I look down at him. “It’ll all work out. I promise. And don’t be too hard on her. I know she feels bad and she acted out, not that I’m making excuses for her, but she does regret her actions. Just remember that you love her,” I say and he smiles.
“Always looking out for her. Thank you, Caleb. If you didn’t find her—”
“Hey, it’s fine. I’m her cousin, it’s my job to look out for her.”
I exhale and walk over to the bench grabbing my car keys ready to leave.
“Caleb,” Colt calls out, I stop and look back at him. “I love you, kid.”
My body tenses, he hasn’t said that in a really long time and my throat chokes up. He was the father I always wanted, so him saying that fills me with joy and it makes me stop thinking about Indi for a split second.
“I love you, too,” I reply and he smiles and then puts his head back into his hands and I know our moment is over. I walk out of the kitchen and blink rapidly so the water in my eyes doesn’t overflow. It takes a lot to make me teary but hearing ‘I love you’ from Colt is something I never get tired of hearing, especially when he rarely says it. I look up to him and respect him. He was good to me when we first met, and he was the first male in my life. He showed me the kind of man I want to be, a man to emulate. I’ll never forget how he treated me and in my eyes I owe him a debt that can never be repaid. Anything I do will not be enough to equal what he gave me. So if I have to look out for his daughters, I will. Not only because I owe him, but also because I love them, even though they can be really annoying at times.
Like last night, I could’ve had a great night with Angel, but Annie interrupted with her stupidity. But then again if she didn’t, I wouldn’t know where Indi was. And now that I’m aware where she works, I might call in and see her again.
But then again, what would that accomplish if she doesn’t want to see me?
I guess, I’ll just have to bide my time until I can figure out a way to see her again.
And I will!
I can’t let the way we left things last night be the last time I see her.
I can’t and I won’t.
Getting into my car, I drive away from the manor. The big gates open and in the early morning dew it’s like it’s raining just to spite me. The weather knows how I’m feeling so it’s putting on a display to match my mood, and I couldn’t hate it more now if I tried.
“Stupid fucking rain,” I murmur to myself as I turn on the wipers. Heading out, I make my way to the main road to drive back to London. I’m kind of on autopilot and even though I know I’m driving, I can’t stop thinking about Indi.
About things we did when we were kids
About finding her parents dead in her house.
About the first time, we kissed and made love.
About how she ripped my heart out and tore it apart.
I don’t even know how long I’ve been driving and I’m surprised at how quickly I arrive at my condo. I hold the steering wheel tightly and just breathe. Closing my eyes, I can feel her lips on mine and then I think about how she wouldn’t even give me a chance to explain. My hands tighten on the wheel and my heart starts to pump faster. I’m getting angry that she dismissed me so easily and I’m even angrier that I’m not angry at her. I’m angry at me for not looking harder for her. For not trying everything in my power to find her and bring her back to me. And now that I know where she is, I’m angry at myself for not having the balls to go back and work this out with her. I grab the steering wheel hard and my knuckles turn white.
“Fuuuck,” I yell out loudly, so loudly it even shocks me. Exhaling, I loosen my grip on the steering wheel and run my fingers through my hair.
“Indi,” I murmur.
Getting out of the car, I walk slowly to my front door with a feeling of emptiness. There’s a dull ache in my chest that won’t subside. I need a fix, something to take the edge off. I press the button on my keys and lock the car and then put the key in the lock to open the front door. As I do, I pull out my phone to find the number of an angel I missed out on last night.
An hour later I’m full of caffeine and feel rejuvenated. Angel was asleep when I rang but perked right up when I told her it was me. She put her flirty voice on, but I cut right to the chase. I wanted her to come over and she was all for it. Now, I’m waiting in my lounge room for her to show up and, to be honest, I feel a little on edge. Might be from the lack of sleep, but more than likely it’s to do with Indi. I need to get the fuck over it ‘cause this love sick puppy shit is starting to really piss me off.
If she doesn’t have the balls to make a go of us, then neither do I!
I pull off my shirt and throw it on the buffet. I feel hot even though it’s raining outside and it seems quite nippy. I really don’t know what I’m feeling right now. I’m on edge and really just need a good hard fuck to wipe my mind of everything. I hear a knock on the door and so I move quickly toward it wearing only my jeans. Opening the door, I notice Angel standing there sheltering herself from the pouring rain. Her brunette hair damp with water.
“Hey, I’m glad you called,” she says.
I smile knowing my tension will be relieved soon. “Come in.” I gesture her past me. She’s wearing a trench coat.
“This weather is miserable,” she says as she shakes her head, water droplets fly from her hair.
“Yeah, miserable is a word I’d choose to describe it.”
She gazes down at my naked chest and smirks. “So you work out then?”
“Yeah, some
times,” I reply and she nods while placing her hand on my chest. Her fingers are freezing and I jump slightly from her icy cold touch.
“How’s your cousin?” she asks inching closer as I close the front door behind her.
“She’s okay. Got one hell of a hangover by now I’d imagine.”
“Mmm, I bet.”
“So ah…what’s under the coat?” I ask with a smirk as I move my hand in to sweep some damp hair from her fake-tanned face.
“A surprise.”
I raise my eyebrow. “Oh really?” I ask with a slight chuckle as she takes a step back from me and starts to undo her coat. I lick my lips waiting to see what’s underneath.
I hope it’s black lingerie!
She pulls the tie undone and slowly grabs the collar of her coat and starts to open it. A flash of Indi’s sweet face sweeps through my brain and I furrow my brows begging for it to go away. Angel opens her coat widely and I open my eyes wide as everything I was thinking suddenly vanishes.
“Surprise,” she states.
I smirk in appreciation of the dirty slut before me as she stands gloriously naked under her coat. Her body curves just in the right way. She’s a little too skinny for me, but the curves are there and her fake tits make my breathing hitch. The female form is one of God’s greatest masterpieces and just looking at Angel’s gorgeous body has my cock aching inside my jeans.
“Fuck Angel, I wasn’t expecting that.”
She smiles and shimmies the coat off her shoulders and stands before me naked wearing only a pair of black pumps. I lick my lips and she moves in closer placing her hand right on my crotch. I jump at the sudden contact, she’s so close I can feel her breath on my cheek.
“I want this,” she says and then squeezes my now fully raging hard cock in her hands through my jeans.
“Your wish is my command.”
She giggles and moves her hand to undo my jeans. Once she undoes the zip and button, my jeans fall to the floor releasing my now fully rigid cock. She looks down at it and her mouth opens slightly while I watch her eyes widen. Stepping out of my jeans, I throw them over with my shirt.
Leaning out, I grab her arms and pull her forcefully to me. She’s a slut so I will treat her like one. She chuckles and as her naked body slaps up against mine, I grind my cock into her abdomen. Her breathing increases and she wraps her arms around my neck leaning in close. I move my hand to her arse and squeeze tightly.
“Ouch,” she yelps out and I smirk while leaning down grabbing the back of her head with my other hand and forcing her lips to mine. She hesitates for a moment, but as I grind into her and squeeze her arse again, she opens her mouth for me and my tongue slides against hers. I bite at her bottom lip and she moans into my mouth as I pull away from her.
“I’m going to fuck you so hard you won’t be able to walk,” I whisper against her cheek and I feel her body shudder against me. I move my hands to her shoulders and spin her around so her back is to me.
“Caleb?” she asks and I gently caress her shoulders letting her know it’s okay.
“Don’t worry, Angel, I’ll take you to heaven.”
She giggles as I turn her front toward the top of the lounge suite and bend her over it so her supple round arse is facing me.
“Spread your legs,” I demand. She widens her stance as she leans over the top of the lounge suite. “Good girl,” I say and then move in behind her.
I grind my cock into her arse and she pushes back against me causing just the right amount of friction. I groan and take a step back moving my hand to the top of her back. She’s breathing fast and I know she’s waiting for me, so I run my hand down her spine and over her arse. I gently rub her cheek where I squeezed seeing the slight red mark of my hand and then move my fingers down to her pussy. She opens her legs further. I move my finger in line with her clit and press down on it hard. She exhales forcefully and moves slightly on my finger. I begin to move it in circular motions and her head falls down onto the lounge suite. She starts to moan as her hips move in time with my finger. I take my other hand and gently caress her arse cheek. She begins to pant as I rotate my finger faster on her clit. Taking my finger away from her clit, I move three fingers inside her soaking wet pussy stroking her quickly. I want her to come fast, so then it can be my turn. I push inside her working her up. She’s moaning and panting while she moves her hips along with my thrusting fingers. Her back starts to arch and I know she’s close, so I move my free hand from her arse cheek and run my finger down the middle of her arse. Most women hate anal play, but I think Angel seems like the type to be into it. I move my finger over her hole and slowly insert it. She moans so loudly as I stroke inside of her forcefully. She’s writhing on my fingertips and my cock is aching so much that if I don’t get my release soon I’m sure it’s going to explode.
I move deeper and faster inside her and grind my cock into her side. She calls out my name as her pussy tightens around my fingers and I feel her body quivering against me as she comes hard. I pull my fingers from her and let her sag against the lounge suite as I walk over to the buffet and pull out a condom. I rip it open and roll it on making sure to press the tip. No accidents happening here. I walk back over to Angel, her arse is still in the air while she recovers from her orgasm.
“Ready for the fuck of a lifetime, Angel?” I ask and she looks back at me lazily and smiles.
“Fuck yeah!”
I walk up to her grabbing her hips and placing her in just the right spot.
“Eyes front,” I demand.
I run my hand down her spine again and bring it back to her arse cheek. The red mark from earlier has gone, so I need to replace it. I pull my hand back and bring it down smacking her hard. She jolts forward and spins her head back to look at me.
“I’m all in for kink, Caleb, but not punishment,” she says and I smack her again.
“Ouch!” she says and I furrow my brows.
“Eyes front, Angel,” I demand.
She shakes her head and looks forward again. Grabbing her hips tightly, I line my throbbing cock at her entrance.
“Hold on, Angel,” I say and then slam inside her making her yelp. I moan at her tightness and she grinds up against me.
“Fuck Caleb.”
“I know.” I start to move inside her, she moans and the friction surrounding my cock is just the thing I’ve been needing, no, craving. I rest my head back as I pound into her gripping onto her hips and moving her on and off me quickly. My balls are slapping against her skin and the sound is like heaven to my ears.
I need this.
This tension release.
The feel of her tight all around me is like pure heaven, a silky heaven where I always like to escape to. I thrust inside of her strong and fast. She’s having trouble keeping on her legs so I slow down and pull out of her.
“What the—”
“Trust me.” I lean down and grab both of her legs by her thighs and lift them up either side of me. She chuckles, and grabs hold of the lounge suite to steady herself as I line up with her again. I push in hard and grip tightly onto her thighs as I push into her so fast it’s making me pant heavily. Her tightness is engulfing me again and somehow she feels very snug like this. It’s pure bliss, and right now all I can think about is getting my release. That familiar tingle shoots down my spine and I know I’m on my way. I’m coated with a fine mist of sweat as Angel starts to breathe quickly and moan with each of my thrusts inside her.
“Oh God…Caleb…I’m close,” she says through staggered breaths. I pull her on and off me faster working us both up to the climax we’ve both been wanting since we met at the party last night. Her pussy starts to tighten around my cock and her body is shaking as she moans loudly. Her back arches and her whole body tenses and then she groans loudly as she relaxes. I know my job is done, so now I can achieve what I’ve been needing. I move in her deeper and she cries out with pleasure as I thrust inside her hard and fast. My balls tighten as the tingle in my spine becomes
more prominent. My body tenses and I feel the impending explosion working its way through my system. I jolt inside her once more and moan loudly as the explosion finally hits and I empty my load inside the condom, letting out all my pent up tension with it. Panting as I slow down, Angel grinds into me pumping me of any remaining come. My breathing is fast as I try to catch my breath and I slowly put her legs back down to the ground. I pull out and slap her on the arse once more for good luck and she turns and faces me with that hooded lust-filled look in her eyes. The same look I see after every girl I fuck.
“Caleb that was…”
“I know,” I reply cockily and she turns around to face me and wraps her arms around my neck pulling our bodies close.
I tense up. I don’t do the after sex cuddling shit. She leans in and kisses me and I kiss her back briefly and then peel her arms from around my neck and take a step back. She looks at me and furrows her brows as I look away from her and pull the dirty condom off throwing it over to the buffet.
“That was amazing, Caleb,” she says and I nod knowing that it was.
“Yep.” I walk over to her coat and pick it up holding it out for her.
She looks at me and furrows her brows. “You want me to get dressed already?” she asks trying to sound sexy like she wants to go another round. But this was always only going to be a one-time thing for me.
“Yeah, thanks that was great.”
She huffs and crosses her arms over her chest like she’s trying to protect herself. “Are you kicking me out?” she asks with an offended overtone.
“Yeah, I’m heaps tired, hey.”
She scoffs, moves across and pulls her coat on and does it up. “Well, when can I see you again?”
“Look this was great and all, but I’m going to be really busy with my band. We’re kicking things up a notch, so I don’t have time for anything serious at the moment,” I say and turn around and start the walk to the front door then open it, even though I’m still naked.