by K E Osborn
“Mmm Caleb,” she murmurs breaking her lips from mine. “Do you have a condom?” she asks and I take in a sudden breath and tense up.
“Fuck, no. I wasn’t expecting to need one.”
She looks into my eyes as my heart pounds faster knowing this isn’t going to happen now.
“It’s okay, I’m on the pill and I’ll take the morning after pill. Plus, I trust you. We’ve been together for a year, and we’re going to move in together. I want to feel you inside of me completely,” she says and my chest tightens and my cock twitches in my pants. That’s the sexiest thing I think she’s ever said to me.
“Really? ‘Cause, I don’t want you to feel pressured?” I say and she exhales and moves off me.
I swallow hard and all my hopes and excitement flood out of me as she gets off my lap. My raging hard on is aching through my pants and the tension is killing me, but I don’t want to make Indi go bareback with me if she doesn’t want to. She sits back on the seat and leans back against the door and brings her hands to her panties and starts to shuffle them down her legs. I open my eyes wide because I thought she was getting off me to stop this, not to take her panties off. I smile widely and she smirks at me.
“What you thought I’d changed my mind?” she says pulling her panties off entirely and throwing them in my face. I catch them and chuckle as I bring them down and slide them into my side pocket. If Indi wants to be naughty, then she can go back to work without her panties. I’m keeping these as a reminder of this moment for the next six months. She slides back across to me and moves her hands over to my button and zipper and undoes them, letting my throbbing cock out. She smiles and throws her leg over me and moves in to straddle me again as I shuffle my pants down so I can get my cock out.
“Do you need me to work you up first?” I ask and she looks into my eyes and I swear the looks she gives me almost makes me come on the spot. Her eyes are sparkling and are so filled with lust that I can hardly speak.
“No, just looking at you turns me on. I need to feel you now, Caleb,” she says and then moves her hand to my cock and positions it at her entrance. I move my hands to her waist and hold her steady as she slowly lowers herself onto me. Her warmth engulfs me as she slides onto me effortlessly, it’s like she’s the perfect fit and it feels so utterly incredible that it sends a shot of pleasure right through my very soul. I moan as she brings her lips to mine and she caresses my lips with hers softly and slowly as she lowers herself onto me the entire way. I groan as I push up inside of her filling her to the hilt and she moans softly. Feeling her bare skin against mine for the first time is something I’ve dreamt about. Yes, we came close to this once before, but this is all the way and as she rocks her hips on mine and we move together working in perfect unison it doesn’t get any better than this. She’s working me up quickly and as much as I would love for this to last as long as possible we don’t have hours to make love. Instead, we have just one, and I’d like to cuddle for some of that time as well and just be with her. I’d hate to fuck and run. So I’m not going to try and drag this out, I’m just going to let us enjoy the pleasure as it comes and it is coming quickly.
She kisses me passionately as I grip onto her hips with my strong hands and move her just the way I want her. Our breathing is fast and we’re both panting through our kissing, but we’re keeping up with each other as she starts to moan a little more. I want to make her feel good, so I move my right hand from her waist and in between her legs, pressing my thumb against her clit. She moans into my mouth as she continues to rock against me. The pressure is building up for both of us. My spine starts to tingle and her back begins to arch. I move my other hand to her arse and grip onto her arse cheek as she rides me in the back of the car. This is sweet and romantic, but also hot and sexy at the same time. She moans as I press harder on her clit and start to circle around it. Her body begins to shake and she’s panting into my mouth. Grinding on me, I feel the pressure building and I’m finding it difficult to concentrate.
She pushes down on me hard and I moan into her mouth as the tingle in my back builds into a pressure running straight to my balls. They tighten and pull up so I press harder on her clit because I don’t know how much longer I can hold out.
“Come with me, baby,” I murmur against her swollen lips then bite her bottom one.
She grins and I press hard on her clit. Her pussy tightens around my cock making me groan loudly. The pressure in my balls is too much to bear and when her mouth crashes to mine, we both moan out loud in pure ecstasy, as I unload inside her while her pussy constricts so tight around my cock it feels like pure heaven. My body jolts a few times as she convulses. We both come down from our amazing high together. This is something we don’t often do, but when we do it’s mind shatteringly great. She slumps her body onto mine and I wrap my arms around her as she rests her head in the crook of my neck, relaxing from the exertion. I hold her to me tightly and right now I wish like fuck we were naked, but just holding her to me is going to be enough for now. I nuzzle into her and hold her so strongly as the realisation hits me harder than when I left her this morning. I won’t do this for six months with her, and right now that’s killing me.
I kiss her head as she cuddles into me as much as she can while I’m still inside her and she isn’t letting me go for anything. I think she’s coming to the same realisation as me. I feel something warm running down my neck and I pull back as I hear Indi sniff. I pull her face up to look at me and I see she’s crying.
“Hey,” I say, leaning in wiping away her tears.
“I didn’t want to have to say goodbye again.”
“I know, I’m sorry,” I say and she shakes her head straightening up and wiping her cheeks.
“No, I’m glad we had this moment together. This morning wasn’t enough. I’m pleased that we got one more time together. I feel even closer to you now,” she says and I smile and run my hands up to her cheeks and wipe away the falling tears with my thumbs.
“I know what you mean. It’s great that we got some more time together. We still have at least forty minutes left of your break, I want to spend them memorising your lips.”
We spent the remainder of the time kissing and cuddling and Indi cried a little more which broke my heart. It made me want to cry along with her, but I didn’t want to show her how much this was tearing me up as well, so I held it in and was strong for her. Because if I broke down too, I’d never have been able to leave. Even though when our time was up in the car, I still got to spend more time with her in the hospital with Annie, but it wasn’t the same because she was working. I know she wants to be respected at work, so I have to respect her wishes of not making a scene in front of her co-workers. So, I kept my hands to myself. Even though it was the hardest thing to do after making love to her bareback in the back of the car. Having her stripped so bare and give herself to me like that was just what we both needed. I was so honoured, and I felt that she really trusts me now. She was mine completely. I was hers completely, and together we are unstoppable.
When Annie was discharged and we were leaving to go back to the hotel that was the hardest. Indi had to keep it together in front of her co-workers, but I could tell she wanted to break down again. I told her to be strong and that I would call her as soon as I landed in Belfast the next day. She said she would call me as soon as she got home from work, which would make it only a couple of hours before I would hear from her again. I was very happy with that, and even though I’d be in the hotel room in bed, I would wait up just to hear her voice. We stayed up chatting for hours about how the tour was going to go and how we will talk every night. It was going to work. It had to because what we have was something we had to fight for. Something worth waiting for, and we were both willing to wait for each other. At the end of the tour, I would come home to her and we can start our lives together. I asked her to marry me again, and instead of saying no like usual, she said maybe, and that I should ask her again in six months. Hopefully, when I ask her t
o marry me next time she will say yes.
The plane ride to Belfast was intense. I was tired from being on the phone to Indi for most of the night and Annie was a mess from the trauma of the previous evening. I heard through the grapevine that she ended things with Aston officially, and to be honest I have no idea what she’s thinking? They were so happy. I didn’t see this coming at all, and I have no idea how this is going to affect the band let alone Annie’s mental health. If she really is thinking that she isn’t worth loving, then how’s she going to get through life? She needs help, and I just wish she hadn’t come to this realisation right when our first world tour was starting. I just want her to be okay, and Aston too. I’ll have to make some time for him to see if he's all right because the guy is madly in love with her and now she’s shutting him out. I know what that feels like, and it can destroy you. I don’t want Aston to feel like I did when Indi left me, so I need to try and talk with him. It’s a terrible situation and inter-band dating is never a good idea.
But tonight we’re performing in Belfast and Annie has decided to swap the stage positions so hopefully everyone can still work well together. I just hope this isn’t over before we’ve even begun.
The tour is going smoothly so far. Well, as smoothly as can be with Annie on a downward spiral, Aston miserable as hell and not talking to anyone, Anna and Lia arguing all the time about how they can sort their kids ‘separation’ out, and me missing Indi so much it hurts.
Annie and Aston being apart like this is causing a divide between us all. As much as I don’t want to pick a side I feel sorry for Aston because although I can see Annie’s warped reasoning it isn’t logical, and I think she’s throwing something away just because she’s scared. And in turn making all of our lives difficult. Don’t get me wrong, I love her, she is my cousin and I support her no matter what, but I think she’s doing the wrong thing and I’m slowly watching Aston giving up on everything. He puts on a brave front when she’s around. I know he doesn’t want to make her feel bad, but honestly he’s dying on the inside. Many times he’s come to me and broken down asking for my help. I’ve tried talking to her, but nothing I say helps or gets through to her, nothing any of us say does anything. She’s drowning in her own agony and she is the root cause. I hate watching it happen and I keep talking to Indi about it. She says the only thing we can do is get Annie some psychological help, but it’s hard to do when you’re travelling the world. Lia is dealing with it and as soon as we land back in London, Annie will be seeing the best Psychiatrist in England. Annie needs help and there’s nothing any of us can do, so all we can do is be there for her when she lets us.
On a happier note, two months into the tour it was Indi’s and my one-year anniversary, and I really wanted to surprise her. Luckily the anniversary fell on a two-day break so I arranged with Kenzi for Indi to be rostered off for those two days. I flew home and surprised her showing up on her doorstep with nothing but a bunch of flowers and a bag of overnight clothes. She opened the door and after two months of endless Skype sex and late night phone calls, she burst into tears. I rushed forward and hugged her tightly. We stood in the doorway for what seemed like an hour with me just holding her crying. The rest of the night though was spent in her bed, naked. She was so happy and surprised that I had made the effort to fly home for our anniversary. I took her out and bought her a love heart encrusted with diamonds and a silver infinity running through the middle of the heart necklace. It suited Indi perfectly, and it matched our love effortlessly. Our love wrapped in infinity.
Sure our time apart was tough, but we’re managing. We talked every day. She was doing well with work, the tour was going well considering and things were looking up. Of course, leaving her again was hard, but knowing I could come and see her again on another break, or she could fly to me anytime she wanted, made it easier knowing how simple it was to do exactly that once I had done it. Skype was our best friend, and most nights I would stay online until she would fall asleep. I would lay there and just listen to her breathing until I was too tired and then end the call. And while being on tour was amazing, and spending so much time with my family and friends was the time of my life, I couldn’t wait to get home to my girl and to start planning our lives together. Even though the fame of Staked was getting to unreal levels now. The hype around us was becoming massive. People were coming to the Slayed shows to see us as well as Slayed, and that in itself was something to be proud of. We were making a name for ourselves, and now with only two weeks of the tour left there’s talk of Staked doing it solo at some stage, and I personally cannot wait. I just want enough time with Indi before I have to leave again. But being a headline act instead of a backing band would certainly be a dream come true for me and the band.
But right now, I’m at an after-party in Germany and we’re so close to being back home I can taste it. I can taste Indi’s lips on mine and I can smell her hair. I can feel her body pressed against mine and…oh crap, now I’m getting a boner. I’m missing her like crazy and for some reason knowing I’ll see her in two weeks is making this stint the longest and hardest of them all. Waiting to hold her again is driving me crazy. I just miss her so much. She’s working tonight and the time zone difference is only one hour which is good, compared to some of the time zone differences we’ve had, this one is by far the best.
I’m sitting in the VIP section of some bar with Danger and Ella dancing all over each other. Aston is talking to Chad. Annie isn’t even here, she’s probably in her room at the hotel. She doesn’t tend to come to the after parties, rather, tends to lock herself away which is a pity. I’m sitting at the bar drinking orange juice and watching Danger make the moves on Ella. They’ve been getting closer and closer this whole tour and right now Colt is in the bathroom so Danger is taking full advantage. I place my phone on the bar and take a sip of my juice. Chad walks over to me and sits down wrapping his arm around my shoulder.
“Do you think she knows?” he asks.
I raise my eyebrow at him and shake my head wondering what the hell he’s on about.
“Knows what?”
“That he has a tiny cock?” Chad asks. I laugh and look over at Danger, who’s grinding into Ella as they dance.
“Mate, if you’re into her, why not tell her?”
He scoffs and screws up his face. “What good would it do?”
“Well, just tell her your cock is way bigger than his. You can both flop them out and compare in front of her and whoever has the biggest can win her heart,” I say and he chuckles.
“My cock would defeat his tiny dick every time.”
“Yeah ‘cause you have a super cock.”
“Yep, wears a cape and everything,” he says and I slap his shoulder.
“Seriously though, you should tell her.”
“No, she seems happy. That’s all I want for her,” he says.
I raise an eyebrow and smile because that’s probably the most sensible thing I think I’ve ever heard him say.
“Danger won’t be around in a couple of weeks and you can beat his cock off. Oh, wait, that just sounded all kinds of wrong,” I say and Chad burst out laughing.
“Mate, I’m not beating off anyone’s cock,” he says.
Ryan from Recoil, Danger’s best friend walks over.
“What’s so funny?” he asks. I smirk and tilt my head toward Chad.
“Chad wants to beat off Danger,” I say.
Chad rolls his eyes as Ryan smirks and nods. All of a sudden I have a chill run up my spine, and not the nice kind.
“Right, I came in at the wrong time obviously. I’m going to go chat to that new bird, she’s been following Recoil around the last couple of nights and keeps looking in this direction. She wants one of us, so I’m gonna take the lead,” he says.
“Go ahead,” I say and Chad frowns and looks over to Ella and nods.
“Yeah, go ahead,” he says and smirks at him.
I shake my head. Chad’s got it bad. I relax against the bar and watch as
Colt comes back into the room and Danger’s attitude instantly changes toward Ella. Poor girl, she looks like she’s wondering what the hell is going on until she notices her father walking past her. Danger is now dancing a good two feet away from her. She rolls her eyes and moves over to the booth and sits down, she folds her arms over her chest and huffs. I chuckle to myself because she reminds me of how Annie used to act when Colt would come in the room and Aston would give her a wide berth. Now the cycle is being repeated with Ella.
“Here’s your chance man,” I say nudging into Chad and looking over at Ella who’s sitting alone.
He looks over at her and then at Danger, who’s watching her like he wants to go to her but is torn.
“Dude, go, before he gets in there,” I say and push him off his stool. He stumbles and I chuckle as he frowns and rights himself.
“Shit, I don’t know what the fuck I’m doing,” he says and I chuckle.
“Just be a friend.”
He nods and walks over sliding in next to her. I smile and figure I might call it a night. I’m tired and bored, and I want to get some sleep in before Indi calls me when her shift ends. An eerie feeling slides down my spine again, but I ignore it as I go to stand.
“Hey Caleb, can my groupie chick get a picture with you?” Ryan asks.
“Sure,” I reply and smile. As I turn around an arm wraps around my neck and a set of overly wet lips are firmly attached to mine as the camera flash goes off before I have time to register. I’m blinded temporarily as I frantically wipe at my lips.
What the fuck!
“Caleb, it’s so good to see you again. It’s been far too long. I gave you some time, but I couldn’t keep away when I heard how close you were to coming back to London again. Plus, of course, I came to see Ryan,” Sasha says now lunging herself at Ryan. She wraps her arms around his neck smiling brightly at me like we’re long lost friends.