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Stopped Cold
Gail Pallotta
This is a work of fiction. Names, characters, places, and incidents either are the product of the author’s imagination or are used fictitiously, and any resemblance to actual persons living or dead, business establishments, events, or locales, is entirely coincidental.
Gail Pallotta
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Publishing History
Front Porch Romance 2013
Rebecca J. Vickery Publishing, 2014
Prism Edition, 2019
Electronic Edition ISBN 978-1-5223-9857-8
Published in the United States of America
Dedication
Dedicated to Patti Wilder, who worked tirelessly for twenty-plus years to build and uphold a nurturing summer-league swim program, which led to explosive growth in high school and U.S. Swimming in Cobb County, Georgia.
Acknowledgements
Many thanks to those who helped make this book possible.
Lisa Lickel for her encouragement.
Lt. Colonel Robert Quigley, Cobb County, Georgia, Sheriff’s Office, for answering questions about
police procedures and the law.
Yit Aun Lim, Head Coach / Owner of the Marietta Marlins, Marietta, Georgia, for competitive swimming information, and Peter Conrady, Head of the Cobb County Parks, Recreation and Cultural Affairs Department for clarifying rules for swimming competitions.
Rick and Laurie Pallotta for their love, support and encouragement.
To God for His many blessings.
1
My first day as a Freshman at Meriwether Christian High School in Mistville, North Carolina, the sun shone on a small plant with pink blossoms on the window sill and gave Mrs. Hornsby’s English class a cheerful look. She stood in front of pine straight back chairs scrunched together in the middle of the room, the tables shoved up against the wall at the end of it.
“Today we’ll form a circle and get acquainted.”
Her voice sounded bubbly and kind, but I wanted to escape to the pool or a beach. She directed us with her hands as we scraped chairs across the laminated floor and took our seats. That’s when I noticed Jimmy Willmore staring at me. As self-conscious as a possum in a dog show, I peered at my lap. Was he checking me out? I raised my head and glanced at him.
He shifted his gaze to the blackboard.
Mrs. Hornsby ran her hand through her short, salt-and-pepper-colored hair then twirled around. “Let’s start with you.” She gestured toward a pretty girl with dainty features and long, blonde hair.
“I’m Sally Dumont, a transfer student from North Wilkes.”
The other kids gave their names, but I let them fade into the background while I thought about Jimmy Willmore. Then it was my turn. “I’m Margaret McWhorter, and I entered Meriwether in middle school.”
Four students later we finished introducing ourselves.
Mrs. Hornsby said, “We’ll study some of America’s great poets and authors this year.”
Book covers blown up as posters filled the wall behind her desk. I squinted and scanned them for authors’ names as she picked up two books and held them high. “I ordered these with the others, but for some reason they arrived late. They’re at the campus bookstore now. I’ll let you leave early, so you can swing by and pick them up.” She started handing out the syllabus. “Be sure to have your books by tomorrow. I have an assignment to give you based on one of them.”
Jimmy grasped the papers when Mrs. Hornsby walked by him. Then he stood and trekked across the floor, but he lingered at the front of the room.
Moments later I headed out.
Jimmy opened the door for me then fell into step beside me. “How’s it goin’?”
My heart thumped against my chest. “Good.” I tried to think of something else to say, but my brain locked. We walked stride for stride in silence on the sidewalk lined with bright green foliage. We passed underneath the branches of the huge, old oak tree and strolled beside the yellow ironweed on the way to the science building.
Then Jimmy turned to the left. “See ya’,” he said.
Being so close to him took away my breath. All I could do was wave.
~*~
Six weeks later Jimmy still stared at me in English class, but he didn’t hold the door for me.
I was deep into my third novel, and Dad was deep into my brother, Sean’s, football games. This Saturday Dad perched in the rust and green-checked easy chair with his feet propped on the matching footstool. Wrinkles creased his forehead like rivers on a map, his grayish blue eyes cold. He glared at Sean who stood in front of him like a page having an audience with the king.
The urge to rush in the den and tell Dad to stop upsetting Sean filled every fiber of my being, but I dared not interfere. I stood outside the door and waited in the lonely hall with its cold parquet floor and empty beige wall.
Sean shook his head. “Coach is taking me out, sir. I’m not winning enough games.”
Sunshine seeped through the mini blinds creating a peaceful glow that seemed out of place.
“Son, you’ll have to reclaim that position. To clench your college football career, you need to be the number one quarterback for Meriwether Christian High.”
Sean sidled around, probably to move out of Dad’s line of view. “I had a meeting with Coach Rogers.”
Dad turned up his large palm and gestured. “Good. That’s a start.”
Sean ranked at the top of his class, but he struggled with sports. He may have looked like Dad, but he inherited our mom, Kelly’s, mediocre athletic ability.
“No, I mean I met with him when he told me he was replacing me as first-string quarterback.” Sean glanced at me.
I nodded to give him support.
Sean shifted his weight. “A new guy, Harold Gravitts, will start. He moved here two weeks ago from Greenstown, North Carolina. You were there the last two games. You know we lost because I threw bad passes in the end zone.”
Dad bounded out of the chair as though he’d been shot from a cannon and knocked the coffee cup off the walnut occasional table. “What can this guy do that you can’t?”
“He’s no better than I am in scrimmages.”
“I don’t know what it is, but—”
“Of course, you don’t. You’re not a coach.”
Sean wrung his hands. “He wouldn’t have to be Super Bowl quality to have something on me.”
Sean’s quivering voice pierced my heart.
“I’m not a great quarterback like you were.”
Six-foot-three, Dad earned the nickname Bullet when he broke the passing records at the university in the 1980s. Often when he introduced himself as Randolph Sean McWhorter, he’d grin and add, “AKA Bullet. I played quarterback in college.”
“Maybe you need more strength in your throwing arm. Lift more weights. Do whatever it takes to get back that position.”
Dad’s humiliating words had to hurt Sean. Was Sean’s heart falling to his toes like mine did when I confessed something less than perfect? Seeing that disappointed look on Dad’s face always hit me in the gut. Sometimes, Dad teased me and cheered me up if I was sad. Mom said he worked hard to give us a good home, but he could make me feel as little as a worm. Did Sean feel that way now? Fury raged inside me and fists formed involuntarily at my sides.
Dad picked up the coffee cup and peered at the spot on the rust-colored carpet. “Just look at that mess.” He rubbed his shoe across it.
What about the stain Dad put on Sean’s heart?
With the vocal explosion in the den over, the house grew as quiet as a cave. The sadness in Sean’s eyes when he walked toward me could have made a stone cry.
“Thanks for being there for me, Margaret. At least my failure to qualify for first string quarterback isn’t a stinger.”
“What’s a stinger? That feeling you sometimes get when you pull a muscle overdoing in sports?”
“That too, but I meant a bad personality trait like a temper or a big ego. Something that can upset other people. For instance, I can’t throw great passes, but that doesn’t degrade anyone else. It’s a shortcoming, not a stinger.”
I hugged him around the neck. “You make people happy. You’re the best whether you ever play first string quarterback again or not.” We had each other.
“I’ll deal with it.” Sean lifted his chin and marched up the oak staircase.
He seemed upset, and all the talk about stingers wasn’t like him, but he’d take Dad’s outburst with a stiff upper lip. He always did. After all, both of us knew excellence brought praise from Dad. Failure or mediocrity brought about one of Dad’s stingers, his wrath.
Sean would be fine by the time he changed clothes, left the house, and saw his friends at practice. If I bummed a ride with him, he might rush to bring me home. He needed to hang out with the guys after the scrimmage, not chauffer around a tag-along. The best thing I could do for him was take myself to swim practice.
The scene lingered in my mind as I proceeded to the garage. I took hold of my shiny blue bicycle, hopped on, and rode away. At least Dad let me choose my sport. He bought the bike for me when I qualified for the state swimming championship this past summer. Swimming refreshed me, relieved stress, and lifted my spirits, but would I even have a bike if I didn’t compete in the sport? That thought made me nauseous as I rode down the winding, mountain road.
Bright orange, red, and yellow leaves blended over the hills like splotches on an artist’s canvas. Tourists who flocked here in October said Mistville, North Carolina, was such a peaceful place with breath-taking sights. For me, the landscape was a mirage. A voice constantly screamed inside my head, you have to be the best.
A granite entryway with a bronze nameplate marked Meriwether. I whizzed past it onto a street lined with oak and maple trees, whipped around the curve that led to a steep incline and pedaled up it. The brick gym sat at the top amid a huge grassy lawn with a circular drive. I parked my bike in the remaining spot in the bike stand then scanned the football players on the practice field across the street.
I’d told myself Sean was fine, but doubt nagged me. If I saw him having fun with the guys, I’d breathe easier. He wasn’t there. A few steps took me closer. I shielded my eyes and squinted, surveying the numbers on the players’ jerseys. Nope. A sinking sensation hit me. It wasn’t like Sean to run late, but maybe he had today. No wonder, after all that had happened at the house.
Dad’s muscled arm knocking over his coffee was all I could think about as I opened the glass doors to the lobby filled with trophy cases. How could I practice with my insides coiled as tight as a spring? I slung open the locker room door and strolled in. The clock on the wall stared me in the face—five after nine. No wonder no one else was in here. I was late.
My chest tightened as I pulled off my blouse and yanked on my black practice suit. I hurried out.
My teammates who already swam splashed water all over the deck. Would Coach Lohrens make me do push-ups for not being on time? I stiffened in dread. Thank goodness, he talked to one of the parents and had his back to me.
Relief coursed through my veins as I dove in the water behind Tammy Morris. Whether I practiced freestyle or my favorite stroke, butterfly, an image of Sean’s unhappy face pressed on my mind like a vice. It seemed I pulled through gelatin instead of water. Was Sean all right? Why wasn’t he at the football field? Needing a breather, I stopped at the wall. Churned up water sloshed around me as the swimmers flew past.
Tammy came in right behind me. “What’s happening? How are ya?”
Great teammates, Tammy and I weren’t close enough for me to discuss Sean and Dad. “I’m good.” I pushed off the wall and swam away.
Thinking of nothing but Sean as I pulled and kicked through the endless water, I lost all sense of time. Finally, I paused again at the wall.
Tammy touched my shoulder. “Maggie Butterfly, it’s over. We can leave.” Her black cap squeaked as she rubbed it together when she yanked it off. Tiny rivulets of water dripped from her long brown hair as she ran her hands through it. She was my only friend who called me Maggie and then added the name of the stroke I was known for.
“I couldn’t concentrate.” I pulled up on the bars on the starting block and hoisted out of the pool.
She gently flipped her towel across my shoulder. “I have days like that too. Forget it.”
She may have had a day when she couldn’t concentrate, but I doubted she’d had a day start off like mine.
Chatter from the rest of the team faded into the background as Tammy opened the door to the lobby. A cool draft blew in as someone entered from outside, and we scurried to the locker room.
Tammy picked up her swim bag. “Some of us are going to lunch at the Steak House. Wanna come?”
Getting attention from a junior made me feel grown-up and sophisticated. At meets we swam with our own age groups, but we worked out according to our skill levels. Thanks to Sean, who insisted I learn to swim at age three, I practiced with the upperclassmen. I hardly felt like talking to a bunch of people after the events at the house, and I’d already planned to meet Emily Daven, my best friend.
“Thanks. I wish I could, but I can’t.” Tammy’s invitation meant a lot. I hoped she wouldn’t be offended.
Tammy smiled, and her eyes looked kind. “OK, see you later.”
I pulled on my blue jeans and put on the green blouse Mom liked for me to wear. She said it matched my eyes and made them sparkle. I closed the door to the locker room, shut my mind to swimming times and competitions, and left the chlorinated world behind. Only Sean remained in my thoughts as I walked outdoors.
I scanned the football field. It was empty. I hopped on my bike and pedaled up the tree-lined road toward The Grill. Why did Coach Rogers have to replace Sean with Harold Gravitts? Why couldn’t Sean still be the starting quarterback?
Plenty of vacant spaces waited for me at the restaurant bicycle stand. I parked in front of the brick building then went inside. The football players seated at a round table close to the
door talked about missed tackles, end-arounds, and flea flickers. Sean wasn’t with them. Where was he?
The smell of cheeseburgers wafting from the kitchen made my stomach growl as I meandered by the swimmers who hadn’t gone to the Steak House.
Jay Arnold, the captain of the boys’ team, pulled a chair up to their table. “Hi, Margaret, have a seat.”
“Thanks, but I promised Emily I’d meet her.” Emily played no sports.
He winked. “Gotcha. Catch you later.”
The noise from the front of the room turned to meaningless chatter as I walked to the back where Emily waited. I dropped down into a chair across from her.
“Hi, when did you get here?”
She brushed her long black hair behind her ears. “I just sat down, but I can’t wait to tell you about Owen!” Her dark eyes twinkled.
Ray Jones, a tall lanky redhead on a work scholarship at Meriwether, arrived to take our orders.
“I’d like fruit salad and a grilled cheese sandwich.” Emily gazed up at him.
Ray wrote on his pad then glanced at me.
“A chili cheeseburger.”
“You got it.” Ray put his pencil behind his ear.
I halfway followed the conversation with an image of the players on the football field without Sean flashing in my head. Had he gone to football practice? It wasn’t like him not to. I’d eat as fast as I could and go see if he was home. I leaned across the table. “So, Owen’s cool?”
Emily’s eyes lit up. “Oh, yeah.”
Emily was pretty hot too. A sophomore, she was five-feet-three inches and must’ve weighed only ninety-eight pounds. She had her mother’s long eyelashes and her father’s small nose.
“Owen’s so cute. Last night after the movie, we went to the Steak House. I was so hungry. I offered to pay my part. You know what he said?”
“No, what?”
“He said, ‘I asked because I wanted to see you. It’s my treat.’” Emily’s voice rose as she bounced in her seat. “Sincere, or fake?”
I sat back and smiled. “Sounds sincere.”
Emily and I met when she first moved to Mistville. As her new student buddies, Sean and I showed her around the Meriwether campus. She and I started hanging out then and never stopped.
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