by Peter Rawlik
Slightly stunned, I had to admit that Peaslee’s proposal was intriguing, but frankly I was already serving a client base that was nearing my capacity; to take on another hundred or so patients would strain both my own sensibilities and the quality of care I could maintain. Peaslee took this in stride, and suggested that with minor changes, the addition of a second but not yet established physician, as well as a full-time nurse receptionist, for example, would result in a practice that could increase its client load, while maintaining quality. I agreed that such an arrangement could work, but that I knew of no such prospective candidates. Peaslee nodded politely, and inquired if I was free the next evening. As I was, he quickly invited me back for dinner the next night.
That next evening, after an excellently prepared ham, Nathaniel and Alice Peaslee formally introduced me to their other dinner guests, Francis Paul Wilson and his new bride Mary, Alice’s younger sister. Francis had just finished his residency at St. Mary’s Hospital where he had met Mary, a junior ward nurse. Nathaniel proposed a trial partnership. Wilson and I would work together for the next month; if we were compatible, I would give my existing part-time assistant notice and Mary would become our receptionist and assistant. During the trial period, the two would live in the Peaslees’ carriage house apartment so both would be readily available.
I gladly agreed to the arrangement, with but one reservation. I have always had a keen memory, and as a student in Peaslee’s class I had learned that it is a rare person indeed who does something for nothing. What, I asked, was Pr. Peaslee getting out of this arrangement? Peaslee congratulated me on my astuteness and confirmed that there was a charge for his services. In return for directing patients towards our practice, Pr. Peaslee and his wife would never be charged for any services provided by either Wilson or myself. This arrangement would extend to the three children as well, but only to the age of their majority. I quickly weighed the financial factors and, finding the arrangement mutually beneficial, I agreed to Peaslee’s terms.
Over the next two weeks it became apparent that Wilson and I were a good combination, both in work ethic and style. He was punctual and diligent, clean and careful, thorough, efficient and conscientious. Had it not been for the secret laboratory hidden in the basement beneath my offices I would have had no concerns about Dr. Wilson whatsoever. When, after ten days, it became obvious that the practice of Hartwell and Wilson was inevitable, I knew precautions had to be taken. Once again I used my carpentry skills to full advantage, making sure that the basement itself appeared completely normal, and that the entrance to the sub-basement was completely hidden.
The practice of Doctors Hartwell and Wilson officially began in June of 1906 with a client list that consisted of the cream of the academic community, including Henry Armitage, Laban Shrewsbury, and a score of others. By the spring of 1907 it became clear that we had taken all the patients that we could handle and resigned ourselves to success. Wilson and his young wife moved out of the carriage house and into a small cottage just down the street. In time we became so busy that even Mary could no longer find the time to prepare meals and we had no choice but to take our evening meals with the Peaslees and then finally even had to have our lunches walked over as well. Suddenly, in the course of two years I went from being a man consumed by revenge and doubt, to a happy and successful physician surrounded by an improvised family. Were it not for my secret laboratory, my life would have achieved a complete state of normalcy.
My time in the lab working with my rats had dwindled to a few hours each night, consisting primarily of their feeding and upkeep, with very little time for experimentation. My efforts were not completely abandoned, but they were severely curtailed. This slow cessation of my research into reanimation was the result of a combination of factors, not the least of which was the overwhelming success of my practice. I had made astounding progress in the reanimation of rats, but I had failed miserably in translating that success to humans. This failure had seriously impacted my desire to continue any experiments, whether human or rat. Still, this failure-driven frustration was overshadowed by the results of my two human experiments, which had both ended in the tragic death of an innocent child. Given all of these factors, it was not surprising that my drive to understand the reanimation process had waned. The fires of revenge that had fueled my experiments in reanimation had been doused by failure and disaster, while at the same time my career as a physician was fueling feelings of wondrous accomplishment. This new direction slowly stultified my need to keep my secret laboratory and associated activities, and by the spring of 1908 I resigned myself to the destruction of my reagent, the termination of my rats, and the wholesale dismantling of my secret laboratory. Sadly, or serendipitously depending on your point of view, the dismantling of my laboratory and my research was derailed by events beyond my immediate understanding, but events that would nevertheless cascade through the next two decades of my life.
On the morning of May 14th Pr. Nathaniel Peaslee, my neighbor and the principal architect of my financial success, appeared on my doorstep. He was suffering from a massive headache, which I diagnosed as a migraine and administered an appropriate analgesic. Peaslee also complained of disturbing mental images that had seemed to haunt his dreams of the previous night, but had not dissipated with his waking. These chaotic vistas were coupled with a gnawing sense of alienation or displacement, which he had difficulty expressing. He was, he related, reminded of his childhood when the family dog would gently whine and scratch at the kitchen door, before eventually jumping up and with full force pop the lock on the door and barrel into the house in a clumsy and uncontrolled chaos of paws and fur. While such feelings were unusual for Peaslee, they were not inconsistent with the symptoms of a migraine, the victims of which often suffer delusional feelings of persecution, alienation, paranoia or emotional sensitivity. I made sure that Peaslee had a sufficient supply of painkillers and suggested that if the pain continued that he curtail his daily schedule, and regardless of his condition, visit me in the early evening. When Peaslee left my care, he was feeling somewhat better and appeared fully cognizant of his own condition and whereabouts. Consequently, it came as a great surprise to me when at approximately 11:00, I and Dr. Wilson were summoned to the Peaslee home to attend to the head of the house, who had summarily collapsed while giving a lecture.
Professor Nathaniel Wingate Peaslee was unresponsive to a variety of stimuli, and Wilson and I quickly realized that our friend had somehow slipped into a profound state of unconsciousness. I feared at first that Peaslee’s condition had been initiated by an overdose of the analgesic I had given him. Fortunately, I found the bottle unopened. Wilson quickly ran through the other possible causes of coma including diabetic response, stroke or physical trauma, all of which were quickly rejected. Peaslee’s condition was consistent with exposure to a high level of carbon dioxide, but the inability to locate a source, and the lack of similar symptoms in his students, made this an unlikely causative agent. In the end we physicians were left with little to do but collect blood and tissue samples and make the professor comfortable.
Mary cleared our appointments for the rest of the day and the next as well. Early in the evening, when it became apparent that there was to be no improvement in our patient’s condition, we moved Nathaniel from the master bedroom to a smaller guest room. This allowed Alice some measure of privacy while still permitting Wilson, Mary and I to keep watch on Nathaniel. Mary took the first shift, Wilson the second and me the third, which started at three in the morning. Thus it was that I found myself stumbling through the Peaslee house with a lamp in one hand and a thermos of coffee in the other. I consulted Wilson in the hallway who reported no change in our patient’s condition.
As I came into the room I made myself comfortable in the overstuffed chair beside the bed. Setting my thermos down on the nightstand, I adjusted the wick on the lamp so that I could take in the entirety of my comatose patient. His condition had not improved and I saw no course of treatment t
hat could be a benefit to him. In a state of despair I turned to the only thing that came to mind. Perhaps the reagent, not a full dose but a diluted one, would have an effect. I prepared a 10% solution and with care injected Peaslee in his left arm. I laid him back down and watched for a response.
It wasn’t long before I saw the eyelids of my patient flutter and then open wide. Almost immediately Peaslee began to speak, and though I was keen to hear his words, I quickly leapt to the door and called for the family. Within moments Alice and the children were gathered around their father and watching with hopeful eyes. Sadly, those hopes were quickly dashed.
As Peaslee spoke it became apparent that he had suffered a significant change in his psychological makeup. He did not recognize, nor could he name, his wife or any of his children. He did not even know his own name. Even his speech patterns were altered; once an elegant speaker, Peaslee’s speech was now slow and stunted, reminding me of the cadence of brain-damaged patients I had studied in medical school. Even the way he unconsciously held his face had changed, revealing a psyche that seemed to hold no trace of compassion or empathy for his wife and family. Thoroughly frightened, Alice gathered her children and ushered them out of the room and back to their own beds.
I spent the next several hours alone with my patient, and it was only after the children had left for school that I was joined by Wilson and three other doctors. Over the course of the morning it became apparent that Peaslee was trying desperately to convince us that he was not suffering from any mental lapse whatsoever. Yet with nearly every sentence the man that once was Professor Peaslee provided clear evidence that he was no longer the man I knew. What was particularly upsetting was the curious usage of idioms that were long outdated or lacked clear meaning. At one point he called Mary a “flapper” and during a light-hearted moment suggested that three of us could have some fun during the weekend by “putting on the Ritz”. These were terms that held no meaning to us, but would decades later be recalled with terror as they gained actual currency in both England and the United States.
Eventually, Peaslee admitted that he had suffered a complete lapse of his former self and was suffering from a profound case of amnesia. Such a state was readily accepted by his doctors, but Alice and the children expressed extreme discomfort with the situation, generally fearful of the man they once called Father. Recognizing that Peaslee was in need of strict medical care, but also needed to be in familiar surroundings, I moved him and some of his clothes to a spare bedroom in my own house. I had no reservations about taking Peaslee into my own home, for I had known him for many years, and strongly believed that despite his sudden transformation the core of the man, his morals and values, must still be intact. After making my housemate comfortable I retired to my bedroom and, exhausted by the events of the day, quickly fell asleep.
My slumber was disturbed just after midnight by the sound of someone moving about on the first floor of the house. Grabbing my dressing gown, I made my way down the hall and carefully poked my head into the guest bedroom. I was not surprised when I found the room and the bed vacant. I traveled down the stairs and into the kitchen, expecting to find my friend sitting at the table with either a drink or a late night snack. This time I was surprised, for the kitchen was empty, but the door that led to my offices was ajar. Quickening my pace, I found the office lights on, but the doors all securely shut and no trace of Peaslee.
Suddenly a most dreadful thought occurred to me. Cautiously I opened the concealed door to the basement, and to my horror the single bulb that lit the stairwell was on. I dashed down the stairs, only to discover that the secret door to my sub-basement laboratory was wide open. At a full run I took the stairs two at a time and reached the lab in mere seconds. In the full light of my laboratory I found Peaslee standing over my cages peering at my rats, swaying back and forth like a tree in the wind. I took a moment to catch my breath and then, still gasping, inquired firmly what he was doing.
That he had been caught in what was an obviously a private, and even secret, portion of the house seemed to have no impact on Peaslee. With an obvious conceit he responded that he had wanted to see how my work on human longevity and reanimation was proceeding. I laughed and informed him that I had never carried out any experiments on longevity and that my work on reanimation was all but over. The fact that Peaslee had accessed my secret facility and apparently knew about my experiments was puzzling, but frankly of secondary concern.
As I spoke Peaslee shook his head and seemed highly disappointed. “I thought you would be further along, but it seems you have followed too closely in West’s footprints. You have made a critical experimental error and it has blinded you to any chance for success.”
Insulted and slightly enraged, I professed that I had broken with and even surpassed West’s methods and surely had produced a reagent of superior quality. To this Peaslee nodded, but at the same time expressed disdain. “Your reagent is superior, but you have failed to understand how to use it. Like West you continue to think of death as a condition that must be treated, responded to like any other trauma. You have failed to consider the alternative.”
I was suddenly intrigued, and it was then that my desire to experiment on the reanimation of the dead returned and was directed into a totally new avenue of research. It was Peaslee, or the man who was once Peaslee, that would guide me now, for it was his words on how death should be treated, not as a trauma but as a disease, were a revelation. For like traumas, diseases can be responded to, attacked with antibiotics and other treatments, dealt with after the fact. However, unlike traumas, disease can also be prevented; infectious agents can be avoided or prepared for. My experiments on rats had been limited to those that I had already euthanized. I had never developed a control group, which in this case would have required the application of the reagent not to dead specimens but rather to living ones. It was a direction I had not considered, but a concept with which I and every other doctor in the western world were completely familiar; it only needed to be applied to the problem of reanimation. Could it be that simple? Could I use the reagent to develop a vaccine against death? Peaslee’s strange but strong assurances seemed to imply that such a thing could be. Right then and there, I resigned myself to renewing work on the reagent, and it was then that Professor Nathaniel Wingate Peaslee revealed a syringe full of reagent and, using his right hand, inserted the needle into his arm and injected its contents into his own bloodstream!
I screamed then, for I didn’t know how his body would react to a full dose of the concoction that I had created for, and to date had only used on, the dead. I kept screaming as Peaslee revealed a second syringe and walked slowly but deliberately in my direction. As he grasped me by the arm, I struggled desperate to pull away, but I failed. “What are you doing?” I screamed, but Peaslee never responded. With strength I would have thought inhuman I was flipped around, my shirt collar torn down and my hair shoved up.
There was a sudden, sharp pain at the base of my skull, one I recognized from years of practicing my skills at venipuncture. The needle penetrated my skin, and I gasped as I felt the shaft move through my flesh. Peaslee had plunged the syringe into the base of my own skull, and I could feel the pressure of the reagent spreading through my tissues and into my brain. The pain was excruciating but was accompanied by a strange moment of peace and resignation. Eventually, the pain overwhelmed my senses and I fell into merciful unconsciousness.
Chapter 5.
THE MAN WHO FORGOT HIMSELF
That I and Peaslee both survived the injection is quite obvious, and my fear-driven collapse was only momentary. When I awoke, Peaslee was laughing at my lack of fortitude, which he said the injection would quickly remedy. He had not, as I had thought, injected us with the reanimation reagent, but rather a derivation of the formula of his own devising. According to Peaslee, the formula would greatly increase stamina and disease resistance, while at the same time decreasing the need for sleep and rest. Given regular doses, the new formula woul
d even extend lifespan well beyond the norm. What’s more, Peaslee even offered to supply me with the formula for this concoction, though not without cost.
In the coming years Peaslee planned to travel and study extensively. He would have no time for the routine tasks of maintaining his house and other day-to-day affairs. In exchange for the formula I would serve as his factotum, arranging travel and lodging, and managing certain business affairs. His needs in these areas would be extensive, and he doubted that the funds currently held by the Peaslee family would be sufficient. My first task, therefore, was to make certain investments that would provide both short-term and long-term gains. Enraptured by the lure of the proven reagent, I readily agreed.
The next morning, I mediated a short conversation between Peaslee and his wife in which both agreed that he should move out of the house and take up residence in my home where medical supervision could be constant. In order to lessen the strain on the children, who were all extremely disturbed by their father’s new personality, the family itself would move into her sister’s home. The day was therefore spent moving Peaslee’s clothing and implements from one house to the other. Personal effects such as photos and the like held no meaning to Peaslee, and were unceremoniously left behind.
With Peaslee in residence and seemingly adjusting to his new persona and lifestyle, my house and time were quickly divided amongst competing projects. The medical offices were as busy as ever and I and Wilson spent our business hours tending to the manifold needs of our patients. Peaslee, whose condition had made him almost entirely unaware of current and historical events, spent his day reading national and international newspapers, and whatever nonfiction books, particularly historical reviews, he could acquire. The basement became Peaslee’s refuge and he soon filled it with stacks of periodicals and books from the local library and university. It was from here that he also began a vast campaign of letter writing to addresses both nearby and far across the world. I routinely posted letters to Innsmouth, Kingsport, and Providence, but was just as likely to handle missives being sent to Madrid, London, Hong Kong and Perth. It wasn’t long after such letter writing began that similar packets were received as well.