Yuri Trishin didn’t respond to Filitov’s inviting look. It was the chief of staff who said, “Yes.”
“Were either of you better satisfied with Chairman Karelin today than on previous occasions?”
“I was not impressed at all,” said Trishin.
Natalia felt the slightest lift of satisfaction at what, small though it might be, was the first positive opinion Trishin had volunteered since the commission had opened. Which he wouldn’t have offered if there hadn’t already been some discussion between the man and the acting president whom he represented. “Pavl Yakovlevich?”
“I believe there has been serious infiltration-sabotage-of which the disappearance of any details of Boris Davidov having once been an officer in the KGB or the FSB is a part,” said the Federal Prosecutor, stating the obvious-but avoiding a commitment-with a lawyer’s pedantry.
“That wasn’t the question, but let’s explore your answer,” said Natalia. “It isn’t simply records of Boris Davidov that disappeared from the federal intelligence archives! The man got into court using official identification from the Federalnaia Sluzhba Besopasnosti and shot dead with an officially issued weapon a man accused of murder. Wouldn’t you agree that’s an appalling lack-and breach-of internal security?”
Filitov stirred uncomfortably at the pressure. Before the lawyer could speak, Trishin said, “That’s very definitely my assessment.”
Further guidance from another Kremlin suite, Natalia recognized. From the quick look he gave the other man, she suspected Filitov at last realized it too. The lawyer said, “There are unquestionably grounds for criticism.”
“Not censure, for maladministration?”
Filitov waited for the chief of staffs lead but Trishin remained silent. Finally Filitov said, “That might be an extreme judgment.”
“We’ve been made to look internationally ridiculous,” said Trishin. “And throughout these hearings we-and the acting president-have been treated with contempt by everyone we have summoned from the intelligence community.”
Now it was Natalia who hesitated, surprised at the virtual confirmation of pressure from Aleksandr Okulov. But it was more than that. They were being told which way to go but the responsibilitywould be theirs, not Okulov’s. “What about an external investigation?”
“I do not believe the situation can be left to an internal FSB enquiry, which is very obviously and clearly Chairman Karelin’s intention,” declared Trishin.
“What recommendations do you propose?” invited Natalia, intent on the answer. She’d never expected to get this strength of argument, from Trishin’s earlier prevarication: wasn’t sure she wanted it after her earlier doubts about her and Charlie.
“What are your suggestions, Pavl Yakovlevich?” retreated the chief of staff, at the moment of commitment.
The Federal Prosecutor looked across the room at the note-taking secretariat.
“There should be criticism, for the lapses. And a request to Chairman Karelin to publish the result of the internal enquiries.”
“And yours, Yuri Fedorovich?” said Natalia, quickly, before the chief of staff could identify her as the proposer.
“There should be a totally independent, external investigation, with its result published,” set out the portly chief of staff. “It should be made clear to Chairman Karelin that he and his officers are legally required to respond to every enquiry, a requirement that has been blatantly ignored here. And our findings should also be that the existing senior command structure of the Federalnaia Sluzhba Besopasnosti is guilty of serious failings in its administration and that steps necessary to correct it should be made public.”
Was it conceivable that his political ambitions had turned Aleksandr Mikhailevich Okulov so totally against his former colleagues? Or was the determination to reject the speculation that the same ambition implicated him in some way with the attack upon the two presidents? Or something altogether different, an agenda she couldn’t guess at? She said, “What’s your feeling upon those proposals, Pavl Yakovlevich?”
The Federal Prosecutor stared for several moments at Trishin. “I believe they are too draconian. And you haven’t responded yourself yet?”
“I believe the attitudes and the events justify them.”
“Which gives you a two to one majority in favor,” acknowledged Filitov.
“Unless you care to make it unanimous?”
“I don’t,” said the lawyer. “I also wish to register a minority disagreement.”
“That’s your right,” recognized Natalia.
“I know it is.”
Charlie reached his decision-the only one there realistically could have been-long before he got to the American embassy. It was going to be the first time in his never-lose, never-be-beaten life that he’d turned his back on a half-finished operation. And he didn’t give a shit. Integrity was Natalia’s problem, not his. He didn’t care if she was even peripherally, unwittingly, involved: the suspicion was probably an aberration, like so many other bloody stupid things he’d done in the last few days. But he couldn’t take the chance. The only consideration was bridge building: keeping himself and Natalia and Sasha together. And to do that he was prepared to make any compromise and every concession.
Anne Abbott would expect an explanation. Which would be easy. He’d simply lie and insist that Bendall didn’t have a tattoo. Not tell her about Davidov or Agayan at all. Which only left Vladimir Sakov, whom she did know about. Easy again. She was more aware than he was that he had no legal authority to arrest or interrogate the cameraman. He’d tell Anne he’d done the only thing possible, alerting the Russians, and leave it at that. It wasn’t important anymore to impress Anne. Madness to have tried-wanted to-in the first place, to have been flattered by the adventure.
Should he admit it to Natalia? Confess to the madness that it had been and plead her forgiveness: flagellate himself, if that’s what it took? What if she couldn’t forgive him? Consider it his final betrayal, to go with all the rest. Too dangerous a strategy. Safer to say nothing, neither deny nor confirm. It was, after all, only intuition, remarkable though that had been. The next few days-he hoped not the next few weeks-weren’t going to be the best fun he’d ever had but he’d brought the ashes on his own head so he’d have to livewith it. Just as long as Natalia was living it with him.
There was an atmosphere of flatness-of everything being on half power-about the American incident room. John Kayley came odorously from his side office and said, “Tell me you’ve come up with something to keep this investigation on the road.”
“Like what?”
Kayley shook his head, in defeat. “We’re stymied. I’ve got everyone carrying out a total review but we’ve done that already, days ago. Now everything’s under Russian control.”
“Where is Olga?” asked Charlie, looking into the empty office.
“Hasn’t shown. I’ve got calls in. What are your people saying in London?”
“I’m to sit and do nothing, until told otherwise. Yours?”
“I’ve still got a murder and the maiming of the president’s wife, by a person or persons unknown. And until I find who those persons are, my ass is being burned every hour on the hour. Scamell’s gone to the Foreign Ministry, to try diplomatic pressure to get us actively involved but all we’ll get is the runaround. I’m fucked, Charlie. For the first time in my life, I don’t have a lead to follow or a path to take. After the fuck up with the director I thought I was fireproof but not any longer. This could be goodbye John Deke Kayley. So all suggestions will be gratefully received.”
The way to take everything forward-probably solved it allburst upon Charlie with complete clarity. He said, “Sorry, mate. I’m as stymied as you are.”
Charlie bypassed both Richard Brooking and Anne Abbott, once more locking himself away in his riverview office and actually standing at the window, running the idea through his mind for problems and finding none. Except one: causing difficulties for Natalia if she was being manipul
ated in some way, which was as high as he was any longer prepared to consider her being an unwitting inside source. And the danger of which was, after all, why he intended lying to Anne Abbott and doing nothing about what he’d discovered that day.
Turning his back, Charlie reminded himself again, for the first time ever. It irked him, like the nagging, persistent pain from anabscess that was going to go on hurting until it was lanced. Whatever compromise or concession, he thought in further reminder. His personal difficulty was that giving up had always been the one compromise he’d never been prepared to make. So now was the time to learn. At least he knew himself he could probably have brought everything to a conclusion although examined as closely as he was examining now it wasn’t one hundred percent certain that he and Kayley could have instilled sufficient fear.
Brooking agreed to see Charlie at once and said again how grateful he was when Charlie delivered the death certificate. A complication had arisen with the Russians arguing the embassy was responsible for Vera Bendall’s burial as well but at least in her case they had a certificate. The housing officer was arranging it all. They were hoping Peter Bendall’s plot would be big enough to accommodate two more coffins. With luck they’d manage the interment without the media learning about it.
Anne said it was bad luck that George Bendall hadn’t been tattooed but that it had been worth checking and agreed that they had no jurisdiction whatsoever to investigate Vladimir Sakov. She wondered what Olga would do with the information about Vladimir Sakov and Charlie said he didn’t know but the militia colonel had promised to keep him informed.
“So what’s that leave you to do?” she asked.
“Wait for London’s instructions,” said Charlie.
They were waiting for him on his personal fax machine when he got back to his office. With Bendall-and his killer-dead the enquiry became entirely one between Russia and the United States of America. He was to take no further active part in the investigation, merely to maintain a liaison role to enable the file to be closed when it was satisfactorily concluded.
Now he’d been officially told to turn his back, Charlie recognized. It still irked him because he’d never done that when officially ordered, either.
25
Charlie called out for Sasha, which he always did if he got home to Lesnaya at a time she would be up, but there was no scurried response. Natalia was sitting in one of the large lounge chairs, facing the door, as if she were waiting.
Charlie said, “I hoped you’d be home.”
“Did you?”
“Where’s Sasha?”
“Sleeping over at Marina’s.”
“She’s only five.” Marina was Sasha’s closest friend at preschool.
“Five and a half. Which is old enough.”
Retreat, Charlie warned himself. “Of course it is. We could go out to dinner if you like.”
“No,”
He’d poured the ashes over his own head, Charlie reminded himself. “I’m getting a drink. Would you like one?”
“No.”
From the drinks tray he said, “London’s told me to stand away from the investigation. Leave everything to the militia and the Americans.”
“Have they?” She shouldn’t have packed the cases waiting in the bedroom because she didn’t want to do it. Now that the moment had come-now that she’d made the plans-Natalia wanted to pull back but knew she couldn’t. Or could she? It was only the cases, really. Couldn’t she hide them in a closet, stay after he’d left the following morning and unpack them?
Charlie sat on the matching couch, close enough to reach out and touch her but not doing so. From the attitude so far it was going to be a long time before he’d be touching her. “How did today go?”
Was it fair to seek his advice? There was no one else-another, finally accepted professional although now cynical reason for changingher mind-and Charlie had a bat-like protective antenna. “Not the way I expected.”
Better! seized Charlie. “Let’s go through it.”
Natalia did, hesitantly to begin with, and Charlie didn’t once interrupt hoping he’d found the first bridge. When she finally finished he said, “I think you’re right about pressure from Okulov: he’s got to do something to impress Washington to get the treaty he needs for the election. And purging the FSB-which needs purging from what you’ve told me-would be a hell of a way publicly to do it.”
“With the commission, which recommends the purge, the casualty of any battle between the communist-leaning FSB and the existing group in the Kremlin.”
Natalia was right, Charlie accepted. And at risk if the presidential shooting was left to run inconclusively into the ground. So what about his own rock and a hard place, trying to protect Natalia by not using what he knew against endangering her if he did? According to everything she’d told him it had been Natalia-provably, on secretariat tapes and in secretariat notebooks-who had been consistently critical of the FSB from the outset of the official enquiry. With Yuri Trishin, the president’s chief of staff, unpersuaded until today. Which showed Natalia-arguably (although she wasn’t) a disenchanted former KGB officer-the prime instigator of any FSB overhaul. An obvious and unavoidable target. It could also be the unproven, unproveable evidence of Yuri Trishin-never Natalia, even unwittingly-being the internal source to the conspiracy. A new mantra echoed in Charlie’s mind: unproven, unproveable. “I want to talk something through with you again.”
“I want to go on talking about this,” misunderstood Natalia, deciding at the same time that there were several closets in the unused bedrooms in which she could hide the cases until the following day.
“That’s what I am thinking about.”
“I’m sorry … I thought …” she stumbled. Shit, shit and double shit! Even Charlie’s frustration cursing was automatic for her.
Good, thought Charlie. She was on the defensive: a footplank if not a bridge. Every little helped so he’d push it as far across the gulf as he could. “Don’t try to think ahead of me. Talk with me. What reason was there for Trishin’s u-turn today?”
“Karelin stonewalling, as always.”
“As always,” echoed Charlie, snatching at the response. “He’s stonewalled at every encounter, even sent sacrifices at the beginning.”
“Yes?” Natalia accepted, questioningly.
“Do you remember our conversation about there being an inside source-a leak-for every move in the investigation to be sidetracked or misdirected?”
“Yes?” she questioned again. She couldn’t follow him, see the point towards which he was going.
“Could it have been Trishin: be Trishin?”
Natalia’s mind was in a turmoil, too many unconnected thoughts fluttering in a wind-blown paperchase. “Doing what?”
“Using you … manipulating …?”
“No!” Natalia’s mind cleared, the paperchase wind abruptly blowing away the uncertainty. “You didn’t mean using me … manipulating me. You thought it was me! Suspected me! Imagined I was part of something …!” She was forward in the chair, eyes bulged in outrage.
“No!” frantically denied Charlie, despairing of her psychologytuned intuition. “I’m frightened you’ve been used …”
“I have, haven’t I Charlie? Used for such a very long time!”
“Stop it, Natalia!” he shouted. “Stop this going wrong … getting any worse. I can help … there’s a way …”
She jerked up but having done so didn’t know what to do, thrusting forward but then coming back, to stand over him to stare down contemptuously. “Sasha is staying with Marina’s family because I asked if she could. I didn’t want her to be here tonight. To see. I’d even changed my mind. Was going to try to forget whatever you did with that woman because it could have been a mistake … something you didn’t think about. But you don’t do anything without thinking about it, do you, you bastard! You’re even ready to think I’d cheat on you: be prepared to mislead your fucking precious professionalism …”
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p; “Stop it!” Charlie shouted again. “This is stupid … shouldn’t be happening …”
“I’m not part of anything … a conspiracy or a cover up or whateverelse it is your contorted, convoluted mind imagines. You want to know what I’m guilty of! I’m guilty of believing that you could change and love me and trust me and dear God, wasn’t that a mistake! You did it very well, Charlie. You got a posting here and you realized how useful I’d be and you managed to make it work for all this time …”
She was hysterical, beyond immediate reason. “Sit down. Please sit down and listen to me, Natalia. You’re wrong. All the way wrong. Sit down and listen to me: listen to what I have to say. What has to be said.”
“I’m leaving, Charlie,” announced Natalia, shaking her head as she walked away. “It’s over. Should never have begun.” She emerged at once from the bedroom with a case in either hand.
“I’m asking you not to leave.” Charlie was standing, his hands out.
“You should learn to trust someone sometime, Charlie. But you never will.”
“Where are you going?”
“An hotel, initially.”
“Which one?”
“Don’t become a nuisance.”
“What about Sasha?”
“What about her?”
“What are you going to tell her?”
“How about the father who didn’t want to see her for the first three years she was born had to go away again?”
“That’s not fair. Or true.”
“Let’s not get into a discussion about fairness or truth.”
“I love you!” Charlie called after her.
Natalia quietly closed the door behind herself.
Charlie waited at the British embassy entrance to authorize John Kayley’s admission. The American said: “You look rough. Bad night?”
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