by Linda Howard
She had started to change into one of her shapeless housedresses when she caught sight of herself in the mirror and paused. In her mind she relived that moment the day she’d first met Wolf, when he’d seen her in Joe’s old jeans and his eyes had momentarily widened with a look so hot and male it had the power, even now, to make her shake. She wanted him to look at her like that again, but he wasn’t likely to as long as she kept wearing these—these feed sacks!
Suddenly she was dissatisfied with all her clothing. Her dresses were, without exception, sturdy and modest, but they were also too drab and loose-fitting. Her slight build would be better displayed in delicate cottons and light, cheerful colors, or even hip-hugging jeans. She turned and looked at her bottom in the mirror; it was slim and curvy. She could see no reason why she should be ashamed of it. It was a very nice bottom, as bottoms went.
Muttering to herself, she zipped herself back into her serviceable “good” dress and grabbed her purse. Ruth wouldn’t offer much in the way of new clothes, but she could certainly buy some jeans and sassy little tops, as well as some neat skirts and blouses that, above all, actually fit her.
And she never wanted to see another “sensible” shoe in her life.
The gray clouds lived up to their promise, and it began to rain as she made the drive into town. It was a steady rain, just the sort ranchers and farmers everywhere loved, rather than a downpour that simply ran off instead of soaking into the ground. Aunt Ardith wouldn’t have set foot out of the house during a rain, but Mary ignored it. She stopped first at the one store in Ruth that dealt exclusively in women’s clothing, though by necessity the clothes weren’t hot from a fashion show in Paris. She bought three pairs of jeans, size six, two lightweight cotton sweaters, and a blue chambray shirt that made her feel like a pioneer. A snazzy denim skirt, paired with a ruby-red sweater, flattered her so much she spun on her heel in delight, just like a child. She also chose a brown skirt, which fit so well she couldn’t turn it down despite the color, and teamed a crisp pink blouse with it. Her final choice was a pale lavender cotton skirt and matching top, which sported a delicate lace collar. Still in a fit of defiance and delight, she picked out a pair of dressy white sandals as well as a pair of track shoes. When the saleswoman rang them up and called out the total, Mary didn’t even blink an eye. This had been too long in coming.
Nor was she finished. She locked her packages in the car and dashed through the rain to Hearst’s general store, where everyone bought boots. Since Mary planned to be spending most of her time on Wolf’s mountain, she figured she’d need a pair.
Mr. Hearst was almost rude to her, but she stared him down and briefly thought of shaking her schoolteacher’s finger at him. She discarded the idea because the finger lost its power if used too often, and she might really need it sometime in the future. So she ignored him and tried on boots until she finally found a pair that felt comfortable on her feet.
She couldn’t wait to get home and put on her jeans and chambray shirt; she might even wear her boots around the house to get them broken in, she thought. Woodrow wouldn’t know her. She thought of that look in Wolf’s eyes and began to shiver.
Her car was parked up the street, a block away, and it was raining hard enough now that she made a disgusted noise at herself for not driving from the clothing store to Hearst’s. Ruth didn’t have sidewalks, and already huge puddles were standing on the pavement. Well, she had on her sensible shoes; let them earn their keep!
Putting her head down and holding the box containing her boots up in an effort to ward off part of the rain, she darted from the sheltering overhang of the roof and immediately got wet to the ankles when she stepped into a puddle. She was still grumbling to herself about that when she passed the small alley that ran between the general store and the next building, which had formerly been a barbershop but now stood empty.
She didn’t hear anything or see a flurry of movement; she had no warning at all. A big hand, wet with rain, clamped over her mouth, and an arm wrapped around the front of her body, effectively holding her arms down as her attacker began hauling her down the alley, away from the street. Mary fought instinctively, wriggling and kicking while she made muffled sounds behind the man’s palm. His hand was so tight on her face that his fingers dug painfully into her cheek.
The tall, wet weeds in the alley stung her legs, and the pounding rain stung her eyes. Terrified, she kicked harder. This couldn’t be happening! He couldn’t just carry her off in broad daylight! But he could; he had done it to Cathy Teele.
She got one arm free and reached back, clawing for his face. Her desperate fingers found only wet, woolly cloth. He cursed, his voice low and raspy, and hit her on the side of the head with his fist.
Her senses blurred as her head was rocked with pain, and her struggles grew aimless. Vaguely she was aware when they reached the end of the alley and he dragged her behind the abandoned building.
His breathing was fast and harsh in her ear as he forced her down on her stomach in the gravel and mud. She managed to get her arm free again and put her hand out to break her fall; the gravel scraped her palm, but she barely felt it. His hand was still over her mouth, suffocating her; he ground her face into the wet dirt and held her down with his heavy weight on her back.
He scrabbled with his other hand for her skirt, pulling it up. Wildly she clawed at his hand, trying to pull it free so she could scream, and he hit her again. She was terrified and kept clawing. Cursing, he forced her legs apart and thrust himself against her. She could feel him through his pants and her undergarments, pushing at her, and began gagging. God, no!
She heard her clothing tear, and overpowering revulsion gave her strength. She bit savagely at his hand and reached back for his eyes, her nails digging for flesh.
There was a roaring in her ears, but she heard a shout. The man on top of her stiffened, then braced his hand beside her head and used it to balance himself as he leaped to his feet. Her vision blurred by rain and mud, she saw only a blue sleeve and a pale, freckled hand before he was gone. From above and behind her came a loud boom, and vaguely she wondered if now she would be struck by lightning. No, lightning came before the thunder.
Running footsteps pounded the ground, going past her. Mary lay still, her body limp and her eyes closed.
She heard low cursing, and the footsteps returned. “Mary,” a commanding voice said. “Are you all right?”
She managed to open her eyes and looked up at Clay Armstrong. He was soaked to the skin, his blue eyes furious, but his hands were gentle as he turned her onto her back and lifted her in his arms.
“Are you all right?” The words were sharper now.
The rain stung her face. “Yes,” she managed, and turned her head into his shoulder.
“I’ll get him,” Clay promised. “I swear to you, I’ll get the bastard.”
There was no doctor in town, but Bessie Pylant was a registered nurse, and Clay carried Mary to Bessie’s house. Bessie called the private practitioner for whom she worked and got him to drive over from the next town. In the meantime she carefully cleaned Mary’s scrapes and put ice on the bruises, and began pouring hot, too-sweet tea down her.
Clay had disappeared. Bessie’s house was suddenly full of women; Sharon Wycliffe came and assured Mary that she and Dottie could handle things on Monday if Mary didn’t feel like working; Francie Beecham told tales of her own teaching days, her purpose obvious, and the other women took their cues from her. Mary sat quietly, clutching so tightly at the blanket Bessie had wrapped around her that her knuckles were white. She knew the women were trying to divert her, and was grateful to them; with rigid control she concentrated on their commonplace chatter. Even Cicely Karr came and patted Mary’s hand, despite the argument they’d had only a few hours before.
Then the doctor arrived, and Bessie led Mary into a bedroom for privacy while the doctor examined her. She answered his questions in a subdued voice, though she winced when he probed the sore place on the si
de of her head where the man had struck her with his fist. He checked her pupil response and her blood pressure, and gave her a mild sedative.
“You’ll be all right,” he finally said, patting her knee. “There’s no concussion, so your headache should go away soon. A good night’s sleep will do more for you than anything I can prescribe.”
“Thank you for driving out here,” Mary said politely.
Desperation was growing in her. Everyone had been wonderful, but she could feel a fine wire inside her being coiled tighter and tighter. She felt dirty and exposed. She needed privacy and a shower, and more than anything she needed Wolf.
She left the bedroom and found that Clay had returned. He came to her immediately and took her hand. “How are you feeling?”
“I’m all right.” If she had to say that one more time, she thought she would scream.
“I need a statement from you, if you think you can do it now.”
“Yes, all right.” The sedative was taking effect; she could feel the spreading sensation of remoteness as the drug numbed her emotions. She let Clay lead her to a chair and pulled the blanket tight around her once more. She felt chilled.
“You don’t have to be afraid,” Clay soothed. “He’s been picked up. He’s in custody now.”
That aroused her interest, and she stared at him. “Picked up? You know who it is?”
“I saw him.” The iron was back in Clay’s voice.
“But he was wearing a ski mask.” She remembered that, remembered feeling the woolly fabric under her fingers.
“Yeah, but his hair was hanging out from under the mask in back.”
Mary stared up at him, the numbness in her changing into a kind of horror. His hair was long enough to hang out from under the mask? Surely Clay didn’t think—surely not! She felt sick. “Wolf?” she whispered.
“Don’t worry. I told you he’s in custody.”
She clenched her fists so tightly that her nails dug crescents in her palms. “Then let him go.”
Clay looked stunned, then angry. “Let him go! Damn, Mary, can’t you get it through your head that he attacked you?”
Slowly she shook her head, her face white. “No, he didn’t.”
“I saw him,” Clay said, spacing out each word. “He was tall and had long black hair. Damn it, who else could it have been?”
“I don’t know, but it wasn’t Wolf.”
The women were silent, sitting frozen as they listened to the argument. Cicely Karr spoke up. “We did try to warn you, Mary.”
“Then you warned me about the wrong man!” Her eyes burning, Mary stared around the room, then turned her gaze back to Clay. “I saw his hands! He was a white man, an Anglo. He had freckled hands. It wasn’t Wolf Mackenzie!”
Clay’s brow creased in a frown. “Are you certain about that?”
“Positive. He put his hand on the ground right in front of my eyes.” She reached out and grabbed his sleeve. “Get Wolf out of jail, right now. Right now, do you hear me! And he’d better not have a bruise on him!”
Clay got up and went to the telephone, and once again Mary looked at the women in the room. They were all pale and worried. Mary could guess why. As long as they had suspected Wolf, they had had a safe target for their fear and anger. Now they had to look at themselves, at someone who was one of them. A lot of men in the area had freckled hands, but Wolf didn’t. His hands were lean and dark, bronzed by the sun, callused from years of hard manual work and riding. She had felt them on her bare skin. She wanted to shout that Wolf had no reason to attack her, because he could have her any time he wanted, but she didn’t. The numbness was returning. She just wanted to wait for Wolf, if he came at all.
An hour later he walked into Bessie’s house as if he owned it, without knocking. An audible gasp rose when he appeared in the doorway, his broad shoulders reaching almost from beam to beam. He didn’t even glance at the other people in the room. His eyes were on Mary, huddled in her blanket, her face colorless.
His boots rang on the floor as he crossed to her and hunkered down. His black eyes raked her from head to toe; then he touched her chin, turning her head toward the light so he could see the scrape on her cheek and the bruises where hard fingers had bitten into her soft flesh. He lifted her hands and examined her raw palms. His jaw was like granite.
Mary wanted to cry, but instead she managed a wobbly smile. “You got a haircut,” she said softly, and linked her fingers together to keep from running them through the thick, silky strands that lay perfectly against his well-shaped head.
“First thing this morning,” he murmured. “Are you all right?”
“Yes. He—he didn’t manage to…you know.”
“I know.” He stood. “I’ll be back later. I’m going to get him. I promise you, I’ll get him.”
Clay said sharply, “That’s a matter for the law.”
Wolf’s eyes were cold black fire. “The law isn’t doing a very good job.” He walked out without another word, and Mary felt chilled again. While he had been there, life had begun tingling in her numb body, but now it was gone. He had said he would be back, but she thought she should go home. Everyone was very kind, too kind; she felt as if she would scream. She couldn’t handle any more.
Chapter Seven
Though he was stunned by Wolf’s changed appearance, it took Clay only a moment to follow him. As he had suspected, Wolf stopped his truck at the alley where Mary had been attacked. By the time Clay parked the county car and entered the alley, Wolf was down on one knee, examining the muddy ground. He didn’t even glance up when Clay approached. Instead he continued his concentrated examination of every weed and bit of gravel, every scuff mark, every indentation.
Clay said, “When did you get a haircut?”
“This morning. At the barbershop in Harpston.”
“Why?”
“Because Mary asked me to,” Wolf said flatly, and returned his attention to the ground.
Slowly he moved down the alley and to the back of the buildings, pausing at the spot where Mary’s attacker had thrust her to the ground. Then he moved on, following exactly the path the attacker had taken, and it was in the next alley that he gave a grunt of satisfaction and knelt beside a blurred footprint.
Clay had been over the ground himself, and so had many other people. He said as much to Wolf. “That print could belong to anyone.”
“No. It’s made by a soft-soled shoe, not a boot.” After examining the print awhile longer, he said, “He toes in slightly when he walks. I’d guess he weighs about one seventy-five, maybe one eighty. He isn’t in very good shape. He was already tired when he got this far.”
Clay felt uneasy. Some people would have simply passed off that kind of tracking ability as part of Wolf’s Indian heritage, but they would have been wrong. There were excellent trackers of wildlife who could follow a man’s footsteps in the wilderness as easily as if he had wet paint on the bottoms of his boots, but the details Wolf had discerned would have been noted only by someone who had been trained to hunt other men. Nor did he doubt what Wolf had told him, because he had seen other men, though not many, who could track like that.
“You were in Nam.” He already knew that, but suddenly it seemed far more significant.
Wolf was still examining the footprint. “Yes. You?”
“Twenty-first Infantry. What outfit were you with?”
Wolf looked up, and a very slight, unholy smile touched his lips. “I was a LRRP.”
Clay’s uneasy feeling became a chill. The LRRPs, pronounced “lurp,” were men on long-range reconnaissance patrol. Unlike the regular grunts, the LRRPs spent weeks in the jungles and hill country, living off the land, hunting and being hunted. They survived only by their wits and ability to fight, or to fade away into the shadows, whichever the situation demanded. Clay had seen them come in from the bush, lean and filthy, smelling like the wild animals they essentially were, with death in their eyes and their nerves so raw, so wary, that it was dangerous to to
uch them unexpectedly, or walk up to their backs. Sometimes they hadn’t been able to bear the touch of another human being until their nerves settled down. A smart man walked lightly around a LRRP fresh in from the field.
What was in Wolf’s eyes now was cold and deadly, an anger so great Clay could only guess at its force, though he understood it. Wolf smiled again, and in the calmest tone imaginable, one almost gentle, he said, “He made a mistake.”
“What was that?”
“He hurt my woman.”
“It’s not your place to hunt him. It’s a matter for the law.”
“Then the law had better stay close to my heels,” Wolf said, and walked away.
Clay stared after him, not even surprised by the blunt words claiming Mary as his woman. The chill ran down his back again and he shivered. The town of Ruth had made a mistake in judging this man, but the rapist had made an even bigger one, one that might prove fatal.
Mary stoically ignored all the protests and pleas when she announced her intention of driving home. They meant well, and she appreciated their concern, but she couldn’t stay another moment. She was physically unharmed, and the doctor had said her headache would fade in the next few hours. She simply had to go home.
So she drove alone in the misting rain, her movements automatic. Afterward, she could never recall a moment of the drive. All she was aware of when she let herself into the creaky old house was a feeling of intense relief, and it so frightened her that she pushed it away. She couldn’t afford to let herself relax, not now. Maybe later. Right now she had to hold herself together very tightly.
Woodrow looped around her ankles several times, meowing plaintively. Mary stirred herself to feed him, though he was as fat as a butterball already, then found herself exhausted by that brief effort. She sat down at the table and folded her hands in her lap, holding herself motionless.
That was how Wolf found her half an hour later, just as the gray daylight began to fade. “Why didn’t you wait for me?” he asked from the doorway, his tone a low, gentle growl.