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by Robert Reed


  cradled my senses in one delightful dream .

  And is not this in its kind happiness? I appeal to moralists and

  sages . I ask if in the calm of their measured reveries, if in the deep

  meditations which fill their hours, they feel the extasy of a youthful

  tyro in the school of pleasure? Can the calm beams of their heaven-

  seeking eyes equal the flashes of mingling passion which blind his,

  or does the influence of cold philosophy steep their soul in a joy

  equal to his, engaged

  In this dear work of youthful revelry .

  But in truth, neither the lonely meditations of the hermit, nor the

  tumultuous raptures of the reveller, are capable of satisfying man’s

  heart . From the one we gather unquiet speculation, from the other

  satiety. The mind flags beneath the weight of thought, and droops

  in the heartless intercourse of those whose sole aim is amusement .

  There is no fruition in their vacant kindness, and sharp rocks lurk

  beneath the smiling ripples of these shallow waters .

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  Thus I felt, when disappointment, weariness, and solitude drove

  me back upon my heart, to gather thence the joy of which it had

  become barren. My flagging spirits asked for something to speak to

  the affections; and not finding it, I drooped. Thus, notwithstanding

  the thoughtless delight that waited on its commencement, the im-

  pression I have of my life at Vienna is melancholy . Goethe has said,

  that in youth we cannot be happy unless we love . I did not love; but I

  was devoured by a restless wish to be something to others . I became

  the victim of ingratitude and cold coquetry—then I desponded, and

  imagined that my discontent gave me a right to hate the world . I

  receded to solitude; I had recourse to my books, and my desire again

  to enjoy the society of Adrian became a burning thirst .

  Emulation, that in its excess almost assumed the venomous

  properties of envy, gave a sting to these feelings . At this period the

  name and exploits of one of my countrymen filled the world with

  admiration . Relations of what he had done, conjectures concerning

  his future actions, were the never-failing topics of the hour . I was not

  angry on my own account, but I felt as if the praises which this idol

  received were leaves torn from laurels destined for Adrian . But I

  must enter into some account of this darling of fame—this favourite

  of the wonder-loving world .

  Lord Raymond was the sole remnant of a noble but impoverished

  family . From early youth he had considered his pedigree with com-

  placency, and bitterly lamented his want of wealth. His first wish

  was aggrandisement; and the means that led towards this end were

  secondary considerations . Haughty, yet trembling to every demon-

  stration of respect; ambitious, but too proud to shew his ambition;

  willing to achieve honour, yet a votary of pleasure,— he entered

  upon life . He was met on the threshold by some insult, real or imagi-

  nary; some repulse, where he least expected it; some disappoint-

  ment, hard for his pride to bear . He writhed beneath an injury he was

  unable to revenge; and he quitted England with a vow not to return,

  till the good time should arrive, when she might feel the power of

  him she now despised .

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  He became an adventurer in the Greek wars . His reckless courage

  and comprehensive genius brought him into notice . He became the

  darling hero of this rising people . His foreign birth, and he refused

  to throw off his allegiance to his native country, alone prevented him

  from filling the first offices in the state. But, though others might

  rank higher in title and ceremony, Lord Raymond held a station

  above and beyond all this . He led the Greek armies to victory; their

  triumphs were all his own . When he appeared, whole towns poured

  forth their population to meet him; new songs were adapted to their

  national airs, whose themes were his glory, valour, and munificence.

  A truce was concluded between the Greeks and Turks . At the same

  time, Lord Raymond, by some unlooked-for chance, became the

  possessor of an immense fortune in England, whither he returned,

  crowned with glory, to receive the meed of honour and distinction

  before denied to his pretensions . His proud heart rebelled against

  this change . In what was the despised Raymond not the same? If the

  acquisition of power in the shape of wealth caused this alteration,

  that power should they feel as an iron yoke . Power therefore was

  the aim of all his endeavours; aggrandizement the mark at which

  he for ever shot . In open ambition or close intrigue, his end was the

  same—to attain the first station in his own country.

  This account filled me with curiosity. The events that in suc-

  cession followed his return to England, gave me keener feelings .

  Among his other advantages, Lord Raymond was supremely hand-

  some; every one admired him; of women he was the idol . He was

  courteous, honey-tongued—an adept in fascinating arts . What could

  not this man achieve in the busy English world? Change succeeded

  to change; the entire history did not reach me; for Adrian had ceased

  to write, and Perdita was a laconic correspondent . The rumour went

  that Adrian had become—how write the fatal word—mad: that Lord

  Raymond was the favourite of the ex-queen, her daughter’s destined

  husband . Nay, more, that this aspiring noble revived the claim of the

  house of Windsor to the crown, and that, on the event of Adrian’s in-

  curable disorder and his marriage with the sister, the brow of the am-

  bitious Raymond might be encircled with the magic ring of regality .

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  Such a tale filled the trumpet of many voiced fame; such a tale

  rendered my longer stay at Vienna, away from the friend of my

  youth, intolerable. Now I must fulfil my vow; now range myself at

  his side, and be his ally and support till death . Farewell to courtly

  pleasure; to politic intrigue; to the maze of passion and folly! All

  hail, England! Native England, receive thy child! thou art the scene

  of all my hopes, the mighty theatre on which is acted the only drama

  that can, heart and soul, bear me along with it in its development . A

  voice most irresistible, a power omnipotent, drew me thither . After

  an absence of two years I landed on its shores, not daring to make

  any inquiries, fearful of every remark. My first visit would be to my

  sister, who inhabited a little cottage, a part of Adrian’s gift, on the

  borders of Windsor Forest . From her I should learn the truth con-

  cerning our protector; I should hear why she had withdrawn from

  the protection of the Princess Evadne, and be instructed as to the

  influence which this overtopping and towering Raymond exercised

  over the fortunes of my friend .

  I had never before been in the neighbourhood of Windsor; the

  fertility and beauty of the country around now struck me with admi-

  ration, which encreased as I approached the antique wood . The ruins


  of majestic oaks which had grown, flourished, and decayed during

  the progress of centuries, marked where the limits of the forest

  once reached, while the shattered palings and neglected underwood

  shewed that this part was deserted for the younger plantations, which

  owed their birth to the beginning of the nineteenth century, and now

  stood in the pride of maturity . Perdita’s humble dwelling was situ-

  ated on the skirts of the most ancient portion; before it was stretched

  Bishopgate Heath, which towards the east appeared interminable,

  and was bounded to the west by Chapel Wood and the grove of

  Virginia Water . Behind, the cottage was shadowed by the venerable

  fathers of the forest, under which the deer came to graze, and which

  for the most part hollow and decayed, formed fantastic groups that

  contrasted with the regular beauty of the younger trees . These, the

  offspring of a later period, stood erect and seemed ready to advance

  fearlessly into coming time; while those out worn stragglers, blasted

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  and broke, clung to each other, their weak boughs sighing as the

  wind buffetted them—a weather-beaten crew .

  A light railing surrounded the garden of the cottage, which, low-

  roofed, seemed to submit to the majesty of nature, and cower amidst

  the venerable remains of forgotten time . Flowers, the children of the

  spring, adorned her garden and casements; in the midst of lowliness

  there was an air of elegance which spoke the graceful taste of the

  inmate . With a beating heart I entered the enclosure; as I stood at the

  entrance, I heard her voice, melodious as it had ever been, which

  before I saw her assured me of her welfare .

  A moment more and Perdita appeared; she stood before me in

  the fresh bloom of youthful womanhood, different from and yet the

  same as the mountain girl I had left . Her eyes could not be deeper

  than they were in childhood, nor her countenance more expressive;

  but the expression was changed and improved; intelligence sat on

  her brow; when she smiled her face was embellished by the softest

  sensibility, and her low, modulated voice seemed tuned by love . Her

  person was formed in the most feminine proportions; she was not

  tall, but her mountain life had given freedom to her motions, so

  that her light step scarce made her foot-fall heard as she tript across

  the hall to meet me . When we had parted, I had clasped her to my

  bosom with unrestrained warmth; we met again, and new feelings

  were awakened; when each beheld the other, childhood passed, as

  full grown actors on this changeful scene . The pause was but for a

  moment; the flood of association and natural feeling which had been

  checked, again rushed in full tide upon our hearts, and with tender-

  est emotion we were swiftly locked in each other’s embrace .

  This burst of passionate feeling over, with calmed thoughts we

  sat together, talking of the past and present . I alluded to the cold-

  ness of her letters; but the few minutes we had spent together suf-

  ficiently explained the origin of this. New feelings had arisen within

  her, which she was unable to express in writing to one whom she

  had only known in childhood; but we saw each other again, and

  our intimacy was renewed as if nothing had intervened to check it .

  I detailed the incidents of my sojourn abroad, and then questioned

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  her as to the changes that had taken place at home, the causes of

  Adrian’s absence, and her secluded life .

  The tears that suffused my sister’s eyes when I mentioned our

  friend, and her heightened colour seemed to vouch for the truth of

  the reports that had reached me . But their import was too terrible for

  me to give instant credit to my suspicion . Was there indeed anarchy

  in the sublime universe of Adrian’s thoughts, did madness scatter

  the well-appointed legions, and was he no longer the lord of his own

  soul? Beloved friend, this ill world was no clime for your gentle

  spirit; you delivered up its governance to false humanity, which

  stript it of its leaves ere winter-time, and laid bare its quivering life

  to the evil ministration of roughest winds . Have those gentle eyes,

  those “channels of the soul” lost their meaning, or do they only in

  their glare disclose the horrible tale of its aberrations? Does that

  voice no longer “discourse excellent music?” Horrible, most hor-

  rible! I veil my eyes in terror of the change, and gushing tears bear

  witness to my sympathy for this unimaginable ruin .

  In obedience to my request Perdita detailed the melancholy cir-

  cumstances that led to this event .

  The frank and unsuspicious mind of Adrian, gifted as it was by

  every natural grace, endowed with transcendant powers of intellect,

  unblemished by the shadow of defect (unless his dreadless inde-

  pendence of thought was to be construed into one), was devoted,

  even as a victim to sacrifice, to his love for Evadne. He entrusted

  to her keeping the treasures of his soul, his aspirations after excel-

  lence, and his plans for the improvement of mankind . As manhood

  dawned upon him, his schemes and theories, far from being changed

  by personal and prudential motives, acquired new strength from the

  powers he felt arise within him; and his love for Evadne became

  deep-rooted, as he each day became more certain that the path he

  pursued was full of difficulty, and that he must seek his reward, not

  in the applause or gratitude of his fellow creatures, hardly in the suc-

  cess of his plans, but in the approbation of his own heart, and in her

  love and sympathy, which was to lighten every toil and recompence

  every sacrifice.

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  In solitude, and through many wanderings afar from the haunts

  of men, he matured his views for the reform of the English govern-

  ment, and the improvement of the people . It would have been well if

  he had concealed his sentiments, until he had come into possession

  of the power which would secure their practical development . But

  he was impatient of the years that must intervene, he was frank of

  heart and fearless . He gave not only a brief denial to his mother’s

  schemes, but published his intention of using his influence to dimin-

  ish the power of the aristocracy, to effect a greater equalization of

  wealth and privilege, and to introduce a perfect system of republican

  government into England. At first his mother treated his theories as

  the wild ravings of inexperience . But they were so systematically

  arranged, and his arguments so well supported, that though still in

  appearance incredulous, she began to fear him . She tried to reason

  with him, and finding him inflexible, learned to hate him.

  Strange to say, this feeling was infectious . His enthusiasm for

  good which did not exist; his contempt for the sacredness of author-

  ity; his ardour and imprudence were all at the antipodes of the usual

  routine of life; the worldly feared him; the young and inexperienced

  did not understand
the lofty severity of his moral views, and disliked

  him as a being different from themselves . Evadne entered but coldly

  into his systems . She thought he did well to assert his own will, but

  she wished that will to have been more intelligible to the multitude .

  She had none of the spirit of a martyr, and did not incline to share

  the shame and defeat of a fallen patriot . She was aware of the purity

  of his motives, the generosity of his disposition, his true and ardent

  attachment to her; and she entertained a great affection for him . He

  repaid this spirit of kindness with the fondest gratitude, and made

  her the treasure-house of all his hopes .

  At this time Lord Raymond returned from Greece . No two per-

  sons could be more opposite than Adrian and he . With all the in-

  congruities of his character, Raymond was emphatically a man of

  the world . His passions were violent; as these often obtained the

  mastery over him, he could not always square his conduct to the

  obvious line of self-interest, but self-gratification at least was the

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  paramount object with him . He looked on the structure of society as

  but a part of the machinery which supported the web on which his

  life was traced . The earth was spread out as an highway for him; the

  heavens built up as a canopy for him .

  Adrian felt that he made a part of a great whole. He owned affin-

  ity not only with mankind, but all nature was akin to him; the moun-

  tains and sky were his friends; the winds of heaven and the offspring

  of earth his playmates; while he the focus only of this mighty mir-

  ror, felt his life mingle with the universe of existence . His soul was

  sympathy, and dedicated to the worship of beauty and excellence .

  Adrian and Raymond now came into contact, and a spirit of aver-

  sion rose between them . Adrian despised the narrow views of the

  politician, and Raymond held in supreme contempt the benevolent

  visions of the philanthropist .

  With the coming of Raymond was formed the storm that laid

  waste at one fell blow the gardens of delight and sheltered paths

  which Adrian fancied that he had secured to himself, as a refuge

  from defeat and contumely . Raymond, the deliverer of Greece, the

  graceful soldier, who bore in his mien a tinge of all that, peculiar to

  her native clime, Evadne cherished as most dear— Raymond was

 

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