“Ah, one’s been lyin’ here; the other must ha’ come yesterday, by the same mail as brought the news.” He took the two letters again, turned them over and over, and shook his head. Then he replaced them on his knees and rested his fists on his thighs, just above where they lay.
“I don’t know as we ought to open ’em, Stevy,” he said wearily. “I dunno, Stevy, I dunno.”
He turned each over once more, and shut his fists again. “I dunno, I dunno.… Man an’ wife, between ’emselves.… Wouldn’t do it, living.… Stevy boy, we’ll take ’em home an’ burn ’em.”
But to me the suggestion seemed incomprehensible—even shocking. I could see no reason for burning my father’s last message home. “Perhaps there’s a little letter for me, Gran’father Nat,” I said. “He used to put one in sometimes. Can’t we look? And mother used to read me her letters too.”
My grandfather sat back and rubbed his hand up through his hair behind, as he would often do when in perplexity. At last he said, “Well, well, it’s hard to tell. We should never know what we’d burnt, if we did.… We’ll look, Stevy.… An’ I’ll read no further than I need. Come, the Belize letter’s first.… Send I ain’t doin’ wrong, that’s all.”
He tore open the cover and pulled out the sheets of flimsy foreign note-paper, holding them to the light almost at arm’s length, as long-sighted men do. And as he read, slowly as always, with a leathery forefinger following the line, the grey under the old man’s eyes grew wet at last, and wetter. What the letter said is no matter here. There was talk of me in it, and talk of my little brother—or sister, as it might have been for all my father could know. And again there was the same talk in the second letter—the one from La Guaira. But in this latter another letter was enclosed, larger than that for my mother, which was in fact uncommonly short. And here, where the dead spoke to the dead no more, but to the living, was matter that disturbed my grandfather more than all the rest.
The enclosure was not for me, as I had hoped, but for Grandfather Nat himself; and it was not a simple loose sheet folded in with the rest, but a letter in its own smaller envelope, close shut down, with the words “Capn. Kemp” on the face. My grandfather read the first few lines with increasing agitation, and then called me to the window.
“See here, Stevy,” he said, “it’s wrote small, to get it in, an’ I’m slow with it. Read it out quick as you can.”
And so I read the letter, which I keep still, worn at the folds and corners by the old man’s pocket, where he carried it afterward.
DEAR FATHER—
Just a few lines private hoping they find you well. This is my hardest trip yet, and the queerest, and I write in case anything happens and I don’t see you again. This is for yourself, you understand, and I have made it all cheerful to the Mrs., specially as she is still off her health, no doubt. Father, the Juno was not meant to come home this trip, and if ever she rounds Blackwall Point again it will be in spite of the skipper. He had his first try long enough back, on the voyage out, and it was then she was meant to go; for she was worse found than ever I saw a ship—even a ship of Viney’s; and not provisioned for more than half the run out, proper rations. And I say it plain, and will say it as plain to anybody, that the vessel would have been piled up or dropped under and the insurance paid months before you get this if I had not pretty nigh mutinied more than once. He said he would have me in irons, but he shan’t have the chance if I can help it.
You know Beecher. Four times I reckon he has tried to pile her up, every time in the best weather and near a safe port—foreign. The men would have backed me right through—some of them did—but they deserted one after another all round the coast, Monte Video, Rio and Bahia, and small blame to them, and we filled up with half-breeds and such. The last of the ten and the boy went at Bahia, so that now I have no witness but the second mate, and he is either in it or a fool—I think a fool: but perhaps both. Not a man to back me. Else I might have tried to report or something, at Belize, though that is a thing best avoided of course. No doubt he has got his orders, so I am not to blame him, perhaps. But I have got no orders—not to lose the ship, I mean—and so I am doing my duty.
Twice I have come up and took the helm from him, but that was with the English crew aboard. He has been quiet lately, and perhaps he has given the job up; at any rate I expect he won’t try to pile her up again—more likely a quiet turn below with a big auger. He is still mighty particular about the long-boat being all right, and the falls clear, etc. If he does it I have a notion it may be some time when I have turned in; I can’t keep awake all watches. And he knows I am about the only man aboard who won’t sign whatever he likes before a consul. You know what I mean; and you know Beecher too. Don’t tell the Mrs. of course. Say this letter is about a new berth or what not. No doubt it is all right, but it came in my head to drop you a line, on the off chance, and a precious long line I have made of it. So no more at present from—
Your Affectionate Son,
NATHANIEL.
P.S. I am in half a mind to go ashore at Barbadoes, and report. But perhaps best not. That sort of thing don’t do.
While I read, my grandfather had been sitting with his head between his hands, and his eyes directed to the floor, so that I could not see his face. So he remained for a little while after I had finished, while I stood in troubled wonder. Then he looked up, his face stern and hard beyond the common: and his was a stern face at best.
“Stevy,” he said, “do you know what that means, that you’ve been a-readin’?”
I looked from his face to the letter, and back again. “It means—means…I think the skipper sank the ship on purpose.”
“It means Murder, my boy, that’s what it means. Murder, by the law of England! ‘Feloniously castin’ away an’ destroyin’;’ that’s what they call the one thing, though I’m no lawyer-man. An’ it means prison; though why, when a man follows orders faithful, I can’t say; but well I know it. An’ if any man loses his life thereby it’s Murder, whether accidental or not; Murder an’ the Rope, by the law of England, an’ bitter well I know that too! O bitter well I know it!”
He passed his palm over his forehead and eyes, and for a moment was silent. Then he struck the palm on his knee and broke forth afresh.
“Murder, by the law of England, even if no more than accident in God’s truth. How much the more then this here, when the one man as won’t stand and see it done goes down in his berth? O, I’ve known that afore, too, with a gimlet through the door-frame; an’ I know Beecher. But orders is orders, an’ it’s them as gives them as is to reckon with. I’ve took orders myself.… Lord! Lord! an’ I’ve none but a child to talk to! A little child!…But you’re no fool, Stevy. See here now, an’ remember. You know what’s come to your father? He’s killed, wilful; murdered, like what they hang people for, at Newgate, Stevy, by the law. An’ do you know who’s done it?”
I was distressed and bewildered, as well as alarmed by the old man’s vehemence. “The captain,” I said, whimpering again.
“Viney!” my grandfather shouted. “Henry Viney, as I might ha’ served the same way, an’ I wish I had! Viney and Marr’s done it; an’ Marr’s paid for it already. Lord, Lord!” he went on, with his face down in his hands and his elbows on his knees. “Lord! I see a lot of it now! It was what they made out o’ the insurance that was to save the firm; an’ when my boy put in an’ stopped it all the voyage out, an’ more, they could hold on no longer, but plotted to get out with what they could lay hold of. Lord! it’s plain as print, plain as print! Stevy!” He lowered his hands and looked up. “Stevy! that money’s more yours now than ever. If I ever had a doubt—if it don’t belong to the orphan they’ve made—but there, it’s sent you, boy, sent you, an’ any one ’ud believe in Providence after that.”
In a moment more he was back at his earlier excitement. “But it’s Viney’s done it,” he said, with his fist extended before
him. “Remember, Stevy, when you grow up, it’s Viney’s done it, an’ it’s Murder, by the law of England. Viney has killed your father, an’ if it was brought against him it ’ud be Murder!”
“Then,” I said, “we’ll go to the police station and they will catch him.”
My grandfather’s hand dropped. “Ah, Stevy, Stevy,” he groaned, “you don’t know, you don’t know. It ain’t enough for that, an’ if it was—if it was, I can’t; I can’t—not with you to look after. I might do it, an’ risk all, if it wasn’t for that.… My God, it’s a judgment on me—a cruel judgment! My own son—an’ just the same way—just the same way!…I can’t, Stevy, not with you to take care of. Stevy, I must keep myself safe for your sake, an’ I can’t raise a hand to punish Viney. I can’t, Stevy, I can’t; for I’m a guilty man myself, by the law of England—an’ Viney knows it! Viney knows it! Though it wasn’t wilful, as God’s my judge!”
Grandfather Nat ended with a groan, and sat still, with his head bowed in his hands. Again I remembered, and now with something of awe, my innocent question: “Did you ever kill a man, Grandfather Nat?”
Still he sat motionless and silent, till I could endure it no longer: for in some way I felt frightened. So I went timidly and put my arm about his neck. I fancied, though I was not sure, that I could feel a tremble from his shoulders; but he was silent still. Nevertheless I was oddly comforted by the contact, and presently, like a dog anxious for notice, ventured to stroke the grey hair.
Soon then he dropped his hands and spoke. “I shouldn’t ha’ said it, Stevy; but I’m all shook an’ worried, an’ I talked wild. It was no need to say it, but there ain’t a soul alive to speak to else, an’ somehow I talk as it might be half to myself. But you know what about things I say—private things—don’t you? Remember?” He sat erect again, and raised a forefinger warningly, even sternly. “Remember, Stevy!…But come—there’s things to do. Give me the letter. We’ll get together any little things to be kep’, papers an’ what not, an’ take ’em home. An’ I’ll have to think about the rest, what’s best to be done; sell ’em, or what. But I dunno, I dunno!”
Chapter 17
In Blue Gate
In her den at the black stair-top in Blue Gate, Musky Mag lurked, furtive and trembling, after the inquests at the Hole in the Wall. Where Dan Ogle might be hiding she could not guess, and she was torn between a hundred fears and perplexities. Dan had been seen, and could be identified; of that she was convinced, and more than convinced, since she had heard Mr. Cripps’s testimony. Moreover she well remembered at what point in her own evidence the police-inspector had handed the note to the coroner, and she was not too stupid to guess the meaning of that. How could she warn Dan, how help or screen him, how put to act that simple fidelity that was the sole virtue remaining in her, all the greater for the loss of the rest? She had no money; on the other hand she was confident that Dan must have with him the whole pocket-book full of notes which had cost two lives already, and now seemed like to cost the life she would so gladly buy with her own; for they had not been found on Kipps’s body, nor in any way spoken of at the inquest. But then he might fear to change them. He could scarcely carry a single one to the receivers who knew him, for his haunts would be watched; more, a reward was offered, and no receiver would be above making an extra fifty pounds on the transaction. For to her tortured mind it seemed every moment more certain that the cry was up, and not the police alone, but everybody else was on the watch to give the gallows its due. She was uneasy at having no message. Doubtless he needed her help, as he had needed it so often before; doubtless he would come for it if he could, but that would be to put his head in the noose. How could she reach him, and give it? Even if she had known where he lay, to go to him would be to lead the police after her, for she had no doubt that her own movements would be watched. She knew that the boat wherein he had escaped had been found on the opposite side of the river, and she, like others, judged from that that he might be lurking in some of the waterside rookeries of the south bank; the more as it was the commonest device of those “wanted” in Ratcliff or Wapping to “go for a change” to Rotherhithe or Bankside, and for those in a like predicament on the southern shores to come north in the same way. But again, to go in search of him were but to share with the police whatever luck might attend the quest. So that Musky Mag feared alike to stay at home and to go abroad; longed to find Dan, and feared it as much; wished to aid him, yet equally dreaded that he should come to her or that she should go to him. And there was nothing to do, therefore, but to wait and listen anxiously; to listen for voices, or footsteps, even for creaks on the stairs; for a whistle without that might be a signal; for an uproar or a sudden hush that might announce the coming of the police into Blue Gate; even for a whisper or a scratching at door or window wherewith the fugitive might approach, fearful lest the police were there before him. But at evening, when the place grew dark, and the thickest of the gloom drew together, to make a monstrous shadow on the floor, where once she had fallen over something in the dark—then she went and sat on the stair-head, watching and dozing and waking in terror.
So went a day and a night, and another day. The corners of the room grew dusk again, and with the afternoon’s late light the table flung its shadow on that same place on the floor; so that she went and moved it toward the wall.
As she set it down she started and crouched, for now at last there was a step on the stair—an unfamiliar step. A woman’s, it would seem, and stealthy. Musky Mag held by the table, and waited.
The steps ceased at the landing, and there was a pause. Then, with no warning knock, the door was pushed open, and a head was thrust in, covered by an old plaid shawl; a glance about the room, and the rest of the figure followed, closing the door behind it; and, the shawl being flung back from over the bonnet, there stood Mrs. Grimes, rusty and bony, slack-faced and sour.
Mrs. Grimes screwed her red nose at the woman before her, jerked up her crushed bonnet, and plucked her rusty skirt across her knees with the proper virtuous twitch. Then said Mrs. Grimes: “Where’s my brother Dan?”
For a moment Musky Mag disbelieved eyes and ears together. The visit itself, even more than the question, amazed and bewildered her. She had been prepared for any visitor but this. For Mrs. Grimes’s relationship to Dan Ogle was a thing that exemplary lady made as close a secret as she could, as in truth was very natural. She valued herself on her respectability; she was the widow of a decent lighterman, of a decent lightering and wharf-working family, and she called herself “house-keeper” (though she might be scarce more than charwoman) at the Hole in the Wall. She had never acknowledged her lawless brother when she could in any way avoid it, and she had, indeed, bargained that he should not come near her place of employment, lest he compromise her; and so far from seeking him out in his lodgings, she even had a way of failing to see him in the street. What should she want in Blue Gate at such a time as this, asking thus urgently for her brother Dan? What but the reward? For an instant Mag’s fears revived with a jump, though even as it came she put away the fancy that such might be the design of any sister, however respectable.
“Where’s my brother Dan?” repeated Mrs. Grimes, abruptly.
“I—I don’t know, mum,” faltered Mag, husky and dull. “I ain’t seen ’im for—for—some time.”
“O, nonsense. I want ’im particular. I got somethink to tell ’im important. If you won’t say where ’e is, go an’ find ’im.”
“I wish I could, mum, truly. But I can’t.”
“Do you mean ’e’s left you?” Mrs. Grimes bridled high, and helped it with a haughty sniff.
“No, mum, not quite, in your way of speakin’, I think, mum. But ’e’s—’e’s just gone away for a bit.”
“Ho. In trouble again, you mean, eh?”
“O, no, mum, not there,” Mag answered readily; for, with her, “trouble” was merely a genteel name for gaol. “Not there—not fo
r a long while.”
“Where then?”
“That’s what I dunno, mum; not at all.”
Mrs. Grimes tightened her lips and glared; plainly she believed none of these denials. “P’raps ’e’s wanted,” she snapped, “an’ keepin’ out o’ the way just now. Is that it?”
This was what no torture would have made Mag acknowledge; but, with all her vehemence of denial, her discomposure was plain to see. “No, mum, not that,” she declared, pleadingly. “Reely ’e ain’t, mum—reely ’e ain’t; not that!”
“Pooh!” exclaimed Mrs. Grimes, seating herself with a flop. “That’s a lie, plain enough. ’E’s layin’ up somewhere, an’ you know it. What harm d’ye suppose I’m goin’ to do ’im? ’E ain’t robbed me—leastways not lately. I got a job for ’im, I tell you—money in ’is pocket. If you won’t tell me, go an’ tell ’im; go on. An’ I’ll wait.”
“It’s Gawd’s truth, mum, I don’t know where ’e is,” Mag protested earnestly. “‘Ark! there’s someone on the stairs! They’ll ’ear. Go away, mum, do. I’ll try an’ find ’im an’ tell ’im—s’elp me I will! Go away—they’re comin’!”
In truth the footsteps had reached the stair-top, and now, with a thump, the door was thrust open, and Blind George appeared, his fiddle under his arm, his stick sweeping before him, and his white eye rolling at the ceiling.
“Hullo!” he sung out. “Lady visitors! Or is it on’y one? ’Tain’t polite to tell the lady to go away, Mag! Good afternoon, mum, good afternoon!” He nodded and grinned at upper vacancy, as one might at a descending angel; Mrs. Grimes, meanwhile, close at his elbow, preparing to get away as soon as he was clear past her. For Blind George’s keenness of hearing was well known, and she had no mind he should guess her identity.
“Good afternoon, mum!” the blind man repeated. “Havin’ tea?” He advanced another step, and extended his stick. “What!” he added, suddenly turning. “What! Table gone? What’s this? Doin’ a guy? Clearin’ out?”
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