by Diane Carey
   the aft cabin, I happened to glance at the old-style
   ship's clock that lay half-buried in navigational charts
   on the captain's desk. The clock I could read. The
   charts--well, I could read the clock.
   The aft ladder was easier to climb with a tray of
   coffee mugs than the forecabin ladder, so that's the
   way I went. I came up on deck just in front of the
   ship's wooden wheel. Behind it, the captain was grin-
   ning at himself and steering Keeler through waves that
   seemed to grow calmer at his behest. What had been
   eight-footers had smoothed to a light chop as we
   stopped fighting them and continued sailing into the
   middle of the Caribbean,
   I relayed coffee to Mr. Scott and Dr. McCoy as they
   relaxed amidships, then returned with one for the
   captain. He took it with a silent nod, settled back in
   the helm chair, and eyed me with those hazel-browns.
   "Something on your mind, Commander?"
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   "That sounds like something Spock would say."
   "Oh, no, Jim. Spock would comment on the waste.
   You know, exertion and risk with no true gain. Can't
   you just hear him say it, with a 'most illogical' pinned
   on the end of it?"
   Bidden as though by drug, I indeed heard Com-
   mander Spock's rough baritone cadence knitting those
   words into his own kind of commentary on races and
   contests.
   "Now, Captain, there's a proposal I'd like to see
   worked on," Mr. Scott said, as he cocked one leg on
   the cooler and gripped the loops of rope that held the
   mains'l to the big boom. "Mr. Spock on board this
   kind of starship. I wonder ha' he'd look in a slicker."
   "Earth's a water planet, Scotty," Kirk said, be-
   mused. "One of very few. Sailing ships grew with our
   culture. Besides... wouldn't you hate to see Spock
   even greener than usual?"
   The three men laughed, enjoying their moment of
   teasing bigotry at the expense of their absent friend,
   forgetting that although I was human, Earth was not
   my home either. I had no reason to feel envious, yet I
   couldn't laugh along with them.
   "Where are we headed, sir?" I asked.
   "We're supposed to rendezvous with the other flo-
   tilla participants at New Providence."
   I waited for him to finish the sentence. Perhaps it
   was his tone, perhaps the flicker in his eye, or the fact
   that I'd learned to expect more from him than what-
   ever was obvious. After a moment, I assisted.
   "But..."
   McCoy's rooster-tail brows arched up. "Tell her,
   Jim. What are you saving it for? She's been looking at
   you like a suspicious cat for a week now, even if she
   doesn't know it."
   I flushed again, but McCoy's hilarious glare made
   me duck my head and smile in embarrassment. One
   thing was for sure we weren't going to New Provi-
   dence.
   That half-grin stretched one side of Kirk's mouth.
   He gazed at me from the corners of his eyes. "We're
   sailing toward your future, Piper."
   "A banana republic," Kirk explained, putting one
   foot up on the rail, still fingering the ship's wheel
   lightly. "A quaint local epithet used to describe island
   settlements in semitropical areas here on Earth. The
   Virgin Islands .... Greater and Lesser Antilles ....
   Jamaica, the Caymans, the West Indies in general."
   "Because of the banana trees?"
   "Banana trees, banana vendors, a generally banana
   life-style is what you'll find there."
   He gazed at the sea between McCoy and Scott. "I
   guess we taught Ben Shamirian a good lesson today,"
   he said, enjoying the sight of Gavelan plowing along
   several ship-lengths behind Keeler.
   "That you did, sir," Scott said. "And bonnily too.
   'Course, Doc and I'll ne'r be the same for wear..."
   "What, Scotty? Thinning out already, at your age?
   I'm dismayed."
   "And I'm ocean-sick," McCoy drawled.
   Meanwhile, I was itching to find out what he meant
   about sailing toward my future.
   When I spoke, my voice seemed not to fit in among
   theirs. "Are you tampering with my future, sir?"
   He nodded, dawdling through a sip of coffee. "Your
   first command."
   He was teasing me again. Bad enough when I did
   know what he was talking about, much less when 1
   didn't. I sat down on the rail and leaned back against
   the lifeline. "A lobster scow, right?"
   Kirk shook his head, saying, "A space vessel."
   Through my astonished stare he continued, "With
   atmospheric and stellar capabilities."
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   The stare started to hurt. My eyes watered in the
   wind. Mr. Scott was chuckling.
   "Are you . . ." I stammered. "Are you kidding
   me?"
   " Commander, it's a Star Fleet-commissioned space-
   going passenger vessel, and it's waiting at Man-o-War
   Cay for you to take command." When Kirk saw my
   expression--'ff by any reach of terminology I still
   appeared human at all--he buried a flicker of amuse-
   ment in a blink.
   McCoy leaned forward on the rail, supported by
   both hands on either side of his legs. Those demonstra-
   tive eyes widened at me. "How hard did you think it
   would be to wangle a light command for the youngest
   person to receive the Federation Medal of Valor?"
   "But... but... but... but why?"
   My question started in McCoy's direction, shifted to
   Scott, and ultimately landed on Captain Kirk. After a
   moment, he said, "Oh, I've got a little mission for you.
   Call it a... mail run."
   "Space... a space... a mission out in space?"
   "That's right."
   I took a deep breath, and shook the seaweed out of
   my head.
   "Think you're up to it?" he asked.
   "No!"
   Captain Kirk chuckled openly. "That alone tells me
   you are," he said. "We'll be there by tomorrow after-
   noon. Start getting used to the idea, Commander. As
   of tomorrow, you've got a ship of your own."
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   Chapter Two
   "Anything you might say has already been taken down in
   evidence against you."
   --The Squire of Gothos
   MY OWN COMMAND.
   Gladiator. Excalibur. Odyssey. Mountaineer. Trou-
   badour.
   Since she would be acquired during my stay here on
   Earth, shouldn't my ship have a Terran name? This
   planet might be just a little squeak that started a big
   rumble, but Earth's history had plenty to offer. More
   so in plain gallantry and intrepidness than in many
   more, dare I say, civilized cultures. I was just begin-
   ning to appreciate that. Earth, planet of my ancestry,
   had been the subject of my fascination, my study, even
   my curiosity, but never my respect.
   As Star Fleet hung in political suspension a few
   thousand kilometers behind us, subject to tense
   purges, and courts-martial, I contemplated the name
   of my ship. Had I earned this? I
 had fallen into a bad
   situation and forded it. That was Star Fleet's hope
   when they created the Academy to mine the crude ore
   of future command, wasn't it? The cost had been long
   and wide--the lives of a Star Fleet destroyer's entire
   crew; no, not my fault, but inevitable because I
   refused to give in. I felt victorious about the failure of
   Vice Admiral Rittenhouse's clandestine attempt to
   trigger the collapse of Star Fleet and set up his own
   intersystem'republic, but I still didn't feel good about
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   it. Victorious... good... too different for peace of
   mind. And now Star Fleet trembled in the wake.
   I stood in Keeler's galley, heating coffee on what
   seemed an archaic gas stove. Though I'd grown used
   to it, I still marveled at Kirk's purity of cause. Dr.
   McCoy had told me that when Kirk had purchased this
   ship, she'd been half-restored and in bankruptcy. He'd
   completed the restoration, rope for rope, halyard for
   halyard, binnacle for binnacle, keeping true to the old
   style. Hence, gas stove.
   Maybe a feminine name, so everyone would know
   the captain was female. Edna St. Vincent Millay. Too
   long. Summer Rain. Myth. Siren. Or a famous name
   Zuriak. Boone. Philip of Macedon. James T. . . .
   He didn't seem worried about the tumult at Star
   Fleet Command. After all, here he was, one of only a
   handful of starship commanders, cruising his home
   planet in the slowest possible fashion. Shouldn't he be
   back there... helping? Weren't there decisions to be
   made? I'd bet that somebody, somewhere, was turning
   to his second and grumbling, "Damn, I wish Jim Kirk
   was here."
   Thunderbird. Chimera. Cumulus. Egyptian.
   The coffee wasn't even hot enough to send up an
   aroma when an unexpected whine shook me from my
   plans. The whine turned to a hum, then caused a faint
   but recognizable oscillation of air particles around my
   face and arms, where the skin was bare. My ivory
   cotton flight suit shielded the rest of my skin from the
   particle jump, but the cause remained perfectly identi-
   fiable, even if it was totally out of place. I must be
   delirious, imagining things. A transporter beam?
   The hum grew deeper. I dashed to the forecabin
   ladder and climbed up enough to get my elbows onto
   the deck, and froze in place, astonished. Three forms
   were indeed materializing onto the aft deck. The syn-
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   thesis of old and new hit me like the smell of bad
   weather. Invasion.
   "How rude!" I exclaimed. My breath was stolen by
   the wind flushing into the fores'l. Beaming down!
   What raw nerve!
   Still hardly more than bands of shimmering light, the
   forms were steps away from where I'd left Captain
   Kirk and the others on the aft deck when I escaped to
   collect my thoughts. Kirk obviously wasn't going to
   divulge any more information about this so-called mail
   run he'd slotted me for and I'd seen no reason to gawk
   at him. So I came down to the galley, to gawk into the
   coffee.
   But with people beaming onto the ship without the
   slightest announcement, I had another direction to
   gawk in. The affrontery of it held me to my place half
   out of the hatch, peering around the main mast.
   Three Star Fleet Security Division uniforms distilled
   into being and stopped shimmering. Two men, large.
   And a woman, compactly built but still somehow
   imposing in her own subdued way.
   Kirk got up from the helm chair, moving to them like
   a prowling ghar-tiger. Sharply he demanded, "Just
   what is the meaning of this intrusion?"
   "Captain James Kirk?" a big goon of a lieutenant
   began. It was a formality only, the beginning of a
   recitation. "Yes."
   "Lieutenant Alexander, sir. Sir, I am instructed to
   escort you to Star Fleet headquarters regarding an
   inquiry issued by Star Fleet Command and the Federa-
   tion Military, Advisory Committee---"
   "Why?" Kirk asked with typical bluntness.
   "For questioning regarding the theft of special tech-
   nology by a member of your crew."
   Kirk's voice changed. "Which member?"
   "Lieutenant Sarda."
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   I bumped my head on the hatchway in a bolt of
   shock. Sarda... only weeks ago my biggest concern
   about Sarda was helping him find a channel back into
   the Vulcan disciplines he'd been denied by his race's
   pacifist prejudices. Only weeks ago we were fighting
   side by side. How did he get himself embroiled in
   espionage while on shore leave? I gripped the hatch
   rim and dug my fingernails in, seized with a sudden
   need to talk to him, to find out why--
   "What in the devil!" McCoy blurted.
   Scott moved to stand beside Kirk, a united front. He
   glared at Lieutenant Alexander. "You'd better have
   your chevrons on straight for this one, lad," he
   warned. "Lieutenant Sarda is a recipient of the Silver
   Palm."
   The lieutenant shrugged. "Anyway."
   Mr. Scott bristled. "You don't just go about tossing
   accusations at Federation honorees."
   Alexander took a breath, ignored him, and ad-
   dressed the captain again. "I am authorized to escort
   you to Star Fleet Command Headquarters for ques-
   tioning regarding this theft. If you do not choose to
   cooperate, I am authorized to place you under special
   arrest---"
   "In other words, I go with you either way," Kirk
   finished, his eyes narrowing.
   "Correct, sir." Alexander pivoted on one foot and
   faced Mr. Scott. "Chief Engineer Montgomery
   Scott?"
   "Aye..."
   "Sir, I am instructed to escort you to Star Fleet
   headquarters regarding an inquiry issued by Star Fleet
   Command and the Federation Military--" "A' right, mister, I've heard it."
   "I'm authorized to escort you to Star Fleet Com-
   mand Headquarters for questioning. If you choose not
   to cooperate, I am authorized to place you under
   special arrest."
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   I ducked back into the forecabin. Even beyond the
   complete surprise and unlikelihood of this turnabout, I
   sensed a deeper wrongness. Slipping aft through the
   cabins, I hid at the bottom of the aft hatch and lis-
   tened. Half expecting Alexander to have turned to
   McCoy with his recitation, I had to recalibrate when
   he turned instead to Kirk and said, "Sir, I must
   request that you inform me as to the whereabouts of
   Commander Spock, who has also been named in the
   inquiry."
   There was a pause.
   Kirk's voice was low-toned. "Mr. Spock is not
   aboard."
   "Where is he, sir?"
   '"On leave. I don't know specifically where." His'
   vocal timbre stiflened then. "Lieutenant, this is a
   gross breach of protocol as well as a serious accusa-
   tion. I demand to know who's responsible for levying
   these 
charges."
   "Sir, there are no charges. This is only an emer-
   gency inquiry. I must also request that you inform me
   as to the whereabouts of the following Fleet personnel,
   who have also been called in for questioning Lieuten-
   ant Commander Hikaru Sulu, Lieutenant Nyota
   Uhura, Lieutenant Commander Piper."
   While I crouched in the forward hatch, my heart
   shriveled up and ran into the fo'c'sle. I couldn't swal-
   low anymore.
   "I'm not in the habit," Kirk went on, very steadily
   measuring his hidden message, "of monitoring my
   crew's shore leaves. None of those people are here."
   "Then if you and Mr. Scott will please gather your
   things, I'!1 signal the cruiser to beam us up."
   The lack of immediate alternatives showed in Kirk's
   voice; though I couldn't see his face, I knew exactly
   what his eyes were doing. "Dr. McCoy isn't able to
   pilot this schooner alone, Lieutenant. You'll have to
   wait until we make port."
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   I ducked back another step into the aft cabin. His
   message was gaining poignant clarity, if not explana-
   tion.
   "Yes, sir," Alexander said. "A Star Fleet low-
   atmosphere tug is on the way to take control of this
   vessel. The sailing plan you filed with the San Fran-
   cisco Maritime Authority specified New Providence as
   your next port of call. The boat will be taken there,
   unless you specify somewhere else. We could have the
   boat beamed somewhere, if necessary, but it's offi-
   cially impounded until further notice." I caught a
   glimpse of Alexander's gesture toward the sober fe-
   male guard. "Yeoman Philotoff will remain on board
   until the tug arrives. She knows how to steer it."
   Beam the whole ship? Wow...
   "Now just a minute," McCoy interfered, blustering
   "How can we be expected to supply any useful infor-
   mation, considering we've been sitting on this ocean,
   out of touch with everybody and everything? How do
   you explain that?"
   "I don't, sir."
   The sound of shuffling feet replaced the voices for a
   moment, then relented again.
   "Captain," Alexander said. "I have here a warrant
   of permission to search this boat, the North American