by Diana Palmer
“That would be nice.”
“I’ll see you soon, Nicky.”
“Yes, sir.” She smiled, and waved goodbye to him.
She wanted to go to the wedding. It would have been heaven to stand and look at Winthrop just once more. But she’d do better to get him out of her mind, and going back to the ranch would only open old wounds. She’d had enough torment. And he’d never led her on. He’d told her exactly how he felt, so if her heart was broken she could only blame herself.
She settled back into the office routine the next day, fielding questions and phone calls and correspondence with a flair that would have pleased her absent boss.
She wasn’t prepared for the phone to ring and an angry, irritated Winthrop to be on the other end of the line.
“Where in hell are you?” he demanded coldly.
She stared at the phone as if it had grown teeth. “I’m … here. Working.” She faltered.
“You were invited to the wedding,” he reminded her.
“Yes, I know.”
“Then why aren’t you here?”
She stared at her feet. “I didn’t want to come,” she said in a ghostly tone.
“I don’t bite,” he grumbled. “And I hadn’t intended to drag you off into the underbrush.”
“I know that,” she moaned. She bit her lower lip. “I made a fool of myself,” she said after a minute, almost choking on the words. “I … couldn’t face you.”
There was a pregnant pause. “Made a fool of yourself? How?”
She twisted the cord around her fingers. “I threw myself at you like a lovesick teenager.”
“Was I complaining?” he asked unexpectedly.
“I know how you feel about women.”
“Do you?” he asked in bemusement. “I’d planned to take you hunting with me.”
Her heart leaped. “Had you?”
“Your father tells me you can handle a .30-.30 with the best of them,” he added. “I thought we’d hunt deer.”
“I would have liked that.”
“It’s not too late,” he reminded her. “Gerald could send the plane for you.”
She closed her eyes and prayed for strength. “I don’t think it’s a good idea, Winthrop.”
“Why not, for God’s sake?”
“Because I can’t live on dreams,” she burst out. “And the sooner I face it, the better off I’ll be. I know you mean well, but it … it tears the heart out of me, that’s all. I won’t come.”
She hung up quickly, before he could talk her into going to Montana. He was offering her comfort, but he didn’t realize the torment it would cause her. Loving him, being near him, and knowing he didn’t care for her would have been the last straw.
All the rest of the day she expected him to call back. But he didn’t. And she went to Kentucky and spent the weekend with a surprised and very different father. They talked, she and Carol went shopping, and when the time came to go back to Chicago, she was frankly reluctant to go.
“This has been fun,” her father remarked, grinning. “We’ll have to have a big Christmas this year. I’ll get a tree and everything.”
“And we’ll have a party,” Carol added, clinging to his arm with real affection. “Nicky needs to meet some men her own age. I know at least one with a good character I could invite.” She glanced at Nicky ruefully. “Notice I didn’t say with money—just with character.”
“Yes, and I appreciate that.” Nicky grinned back. She liked Carol. The more she saw of the redhead, the more depth she found in the other woman.
“Come home for Christmas,” her father coaxed. “We’ll have a big time.”
It would at least keep her mind off Winthrop. “All right,” she agreed, smiling. “I’ll plan on it. See you in a couple of weeks, then.”
“I’ll send a plane up to get you.” He grinned.
She went back to her apartment feeling vaguely happy. But the bubble burst at work the next morning. Becky was waiting in her office with a cold message from Winthrop.
“The iceman calleth,” Becky said, whistling through her teeth. “And was he in a snit! He said to tell you that you can—” She cleared her throat. “Well, that you can sit up here in the city and freeze for all he cares, and that if he never sees you again, it will be too soon.” She cocked her head at Nicky. “Does he drink? Because he sounded as if he had a snootful!”
That didn’t sound like Winthrop. “Are you sure it was Winthrop?” she asked.
“Boy, am I sure.” Becky shook her head. “He even spelled it for me.” She smiled with mischief in her eyes. “He got it right on the third try, anyway.”
“Oh, my.”
“Oh, my, isn’t what the switchboard operator had to say. She’s thinking of filing charges against him for his use of language.” She turned to go back to her own office, still shaking her head. “Poor old guy. What did you do to him, Nicky?”
Nicky wasn’t sure. But if he was that angry, she must have gotten under his skin a little. She sat back and waited for new developments.
But when a week went by with no more word from him, she fell into a black depression. Gerald came back to work a new man. The honeymoon in the Bahamas had been ecstatic, and he could hardly keep his feet on the floor while Nicky brought him up to date on what was happening in the office.
“Yes, I can handle all that.” He sighed. He watched her closely. “I hear Winthrop called you.”
She flushed. “Sort of.”
“I hear he was drunk at the time,” he added.
“How did you hear that?”
“Mary,” he said. “She was snickering so hard that I could barely understand her. She said he went off into the mountains and dared anybody to bother him.”
“Will he be all right?” she asked with concern she couldn’t help.
“Winthrop?” he asked as if she’d taken leave of her senses.
“Well, he isn’t Superman.”
“Don’t tell him that. He’s just taken out another lease on the cape,” he murmured.
“If he wants to go off in the mountains in a snit just because I wouldn’t come to the wedding, that’s his problem,” she said shortly. “Anyway, he didn’t really want me there.”
“That isn’t what Mary said.”
“What do you want to do about this letter?” she asked, attempting to change the subject.
He started to speak, then changed his mind and settled for work. They fell back into a pleasant routine, and Winthrop wasn’t mentioned again. Nicky was sure that he was only angry because she hadn’t fallen all over herself getting back to Montana. She didn’t dare hope it was because he’d started to care for her.
He didn’t call. He didn’t write. Christmas Eve came and Nicky gave up hoping that she’d hear from him. She wished her boss a merry Christmas, sent her love to Sadie and went to Lexington for the holidays.
Her father met her at the airport in his Lincoln, with Carol beside him, and took time to have the driver run them through town so that she could see the beautiful Christmas decorations.
“It’s just like old times,” Nicky sighed. “I always did love the way they decorate the city.”
“Me, too. You ought to see the decorations we have at the house,” her father said with a twinkle in his eyes.
“And your present,” Carol added, also twinkling. “It was really hard to wrap, so I gave up trying and just stuck a bow on it.”
Nicole had presents for both of them in her luggage: a pipe for her father and for Carol a bottle of her favorite perfume. But she frowned, wondering what they could have gotten her that made them both look so smug.
She didn’t have long to wait. They piled out at the steps and she walked toward the enormous brick house with feverish curiosity. It was decorated with boughs of holly and red velvet ribbon, and she took a minute to tell Carol how pretty it looked.
“Thanks,” Carol laughed. “I did it all myself. With a little help from your dad,” she acknowledged with a wink in hi
s direction.
“Your present’s in the living room,” her father added as he helped Carol out of her mink coat. “We’ll go see about some hot cider while you open it.”
“Aren’t you coming?” she asked.
Her father helped her out of her tweed coat, nodding at the pretty green silk dress that matched her eyes. “You look very nice. No, we’re not coming. Not just yet. Go on, now. And merry Christmas, sweetheart.”
He kissed her cheek and then went away, whispering to Carol, who glanced over her shoulder at Nicky and giggled.
Boy, it sure was some strange Christmas, she told herself as she opened the living room door. And then she stopped dead. Because her present wasn’t under the huge lighted Christmas tree. It was sitting on the sofa, looking toward her furiously, with a glass of whiskey in one lean hand.
“Merry Christmas,” Winthrop said curtly.
Her mouth flew open. He had a bow stuck on the pocket of his gray vested suit, and he looked hungover and pale and a little disheveled. But he was so handsome that her heart skipped wildly, and she looked into his dark eyes with soft dreams in her own.
“You’ve got a bow on your pocket,” she said in a voice that sounded too high-pitched to be her own.
“Of course I’ve got a bow on my pocket. I’m your damned Christmas present. Didn’t you listen to your father?” He got up, setting the glass down with enough force to shake the table, and started toward her, limping just a little. He didn’t look like a present, he looked murderous. “I can’t eat,” he said accusingly. “I can’t sleep, I can’t work. I spent a week up in the mountains trying to get you out of my head, and all I got was drunk. I’m hungover, bleary-eyed and half mad with wanting you.”
“Oh, I’m so glad, Winthrop,” she whispered. Her heart went wild. “Because I’m half mad with wanting you, too … Oh!”
The tiny cry was lost under his devouring mouth. He had her up in his arms, barely pausing to kick the door shut before he carried her back to the sofa and stretched her out on its velvety length under the formidable weight of his body.
She protested the intimacy of his hold, but he shook his head and took her mouth under his again, glorying in its breathless response.
“No more fighting,” he breathed into her parting lips. “There’s no need. You’re mine, now. That gives me the right to take any liberties I please with you, and this is only the beginning. You’re going to marry me, lady. I’ve got all the necessary papers. All we need is a blood test, and that’s scheduled an hour from now. We’re going to have a Christmas wedding.”
Tears stung her eyes. She looked up at him through a drowsy haze, her body intimately pressed to his, her eyes wide and soft and loving. “You don’t want to get married,” she whispered.
“Yes, I do,” he corrected her. He looked stern and solemn and very adult. But the look in his eyes was so tender that it knocked the breath out of her. “I just didn’t know it until I let you walk out the door. And then I couldn’t get you to come back. I thought I didn’t care.” He bent, brushing her mouth with exquisite gentleness. “But I can’t quite make it without you, Nicky,” he added huskily. “I’ve never been so alone. Come home where you belong. I’m too old, and too cynical, and not quite the man I used to be, but I …” He took a slow breath. “I love you, little one.”
Tears ran down her face. She didn’t imagine he’d ever said that in his life, and she felt the faint shudder that ran through his body when she arched hers to search blindly for his mouth.
“I love you, too,” she breathed. “Deathlessly. Hopelessly. With all my heart!”
“Yes, I know, you say it quite often,” he murmured, nuzzling her nose with his. “After a while, I began to enjoy hearing it. You got under my skin from the very first time I saw you, so busy at your desk. I convinced Gerald that he needed to bring you out with him,” he confessed lazily, shocking her. “I didn’t realize why, of course, until I had you in my arms. Then it all fell into place, and I did my best to run. But I was caught, even then. God, I’ve been miserable without you!”
He kissed her hungrily and she felt his hands at her hips, lifting her up into an embrace that made her shudder and gasp and go scarlet.
“This is part of loving,” he whispered into her mouth. “Part of marriage. It’s beautiful. Don’t be afraid of it.”
“I’m … not.” She looked straight into his dark eyes and imagined how beautiful it would be joining with him in loving union, softness to hardness, tender rhythm on cool sheets in the darkness. And she gasped again. “Oh, my,” she whispered shakily.
“Oh, my, indeed,” he whispered. “Yes, sweet, just that way. Intimate and ardent … your body and mine. For all the long, achingly sweet nights of our lives. I’ll be your fulfillment, and you’ll be mine. And there’ll never be another secret between us.”
She cradled his head in her hands and pulled it gently toward her. “I’ll give you children.”
He smiled softly. “Yes.” His head bent. “Merry Christmas, sugarplum.”
She smiled back as she gave him her mouth. “You delicious Christmas present, you …”
Outside the door, two people with a bottle of champagne and four glasses were congratulating themselves on their little surprise.
“Should we knock?” Carol asked.
Dominic White pursed his lips. “Sounds a little premature.” He grinned at the muffled laughter behind the door. He lifted an eyebrow. “Suppose we sample the champagne? Just to make sure it’s not corked?”
“A brilliant idea,” Carol agreed, linking her hand through his arm.
“I have another. How do you feel about a double wedding?”
Carol reached up and kissed his cheek. “Ecstatic,” she sighed. “Can we get a blood test and a license in time?”
“Honey, I ain’t a millionaire for nothin’,” he drawled.
“As long as you know I’m only marrying you for your money,” she reminded him with a mischievous smile.
“Mercenary hussy,” he accused. And he grinned. They went into the office and closed the door. And after a minute, laughter was coming from that room, as well. Outside, the first flakes of snow began to fall. A white Christmas was well under way.
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SHE’D BOUGHT PRESENTS online for her father and Edna and Blair. She was careful to get Blair something impersonal. She didn’t want his wife to think she was chasing him or anything. She picked out a tie tac, a fleur de lis made of solid gold. She couldn�
�t understand why she’d chosen such a thing. He had Greek ancestry, as far as she knew, not French. It had been an impulse.
Her father had gone to answer the phone, a call from a business associate who wanted to wish him happy holidays, leaving Blair and Niki alone in the living room by the tree. She felt like an idiot for making the purchase.
Now Blair was opening the gift, and she ground her teeth together when he took the lid off the box and stared at it with wide, stunned eyes.
“I’m sorry,” she began self-consciously. “The sales slip is in there,” she added. “You can exchange it if…”
He looked at her. His expression stopped her tirade midsentence. “My mother was French,” he said quietly. “How did you know?”
She faltered. She couldn’t manage words. “I didn’t. It was an impulse.”
His big fingers smoothed over the tie tac. “In fact, I had one just like it that she bought me when I graduated from college.” He swallowed. Hard. “Thanks.”
“You’re very welcome.”
His dark eyes pinned hers. “Open yours now.”
She fumbled with the small box he’d had hidden in his suitcase until this morning. She tore off the ribbons and opened it. Inside was the most beautiful brooch she’d ever seen. It was a golden orchid on an ivory background. The orchid was purple with a yellow center, made of delicate amethyst and topaz and gold.
She looked at him with wide, soft eyes. “It’s so beautiful…”
He smiled with real affection. “It reminded me of you, when I saw it in the jewelry store,” he lied, because he’d had it commissioned by a noted jewelry craftsman, just for her. “Little hothouse orchid,” he teased.
She flushed. She took the delicate brooch out of its box and pinned it to the bodice of her black velvet dress. “I’ve never had anything so lovely,” she faltered. “Thank you.”
He stood up and drew her close to him. “Thank you, Niki.” He bent and started to brush her mouth with his, but forced himself to deflect the kiss to her soft cheek. “Merry Christmas.”
She felt the embrace to the nails of her toes. He smelled of expensive cologne and soap, and the feel of that powerful body so close to hers made her vibrate inside. She was flustered by the contact, and uneasy because he was married.