A rush of exuberance erupted inside Stilo, but doubts bridled his euphoria. It couldn't be Fianna, just couldn't be. Yet if it was, here was his chance to get even with her, and yes, with Wade, too. Goddess damn them both. Granno's balls, how he'd love to see her dragged back to Ros Creda. And force Wade to witness her humiliation. A sexual hunger burgeoned inside him.
He gave Kendall a wary look. "How about describing her?"
Kendall rolled his eyes. "Ah, you'd know her if you saw her. Fianna–"
"Fianna!"
Kendall looked at him sharply. "You know something." A statement, not a question.
"We'll see." He set his face in nonchalance, reluctant to reveal his emotions. "Describe her," he repeated.
"Easy to describe. Chestnut hair, beautiful face and body." Kendall grinned. "Gives a man ideas, if you know what I mean. Last name is Murtaugh." He narrowed his eyes. "You do know her."
Stilo grinned slyly. "Odd how coincidences occur. She works right here, in this tavern."
"What!" Kendall slammed his hand down and looked around frantically. The other patrons had left, the barmaid, too. The night barkeeper, Noel, walked around the room, dousing the oil lamps, giving them meaningful looks. "Where is she?" Kendall asked. "Is she one of the waitresses who works here earlier in the day?"
Stilo shook his head, trying his best not to gloat, ignoring the barkeeper's hint. "She is a scryer." But where is she now? Gone to bed?
"A–what?"
"Scryer, looks in a mirror to tell your fortune, for a fee, of course. Goes by the name of Angharad Cullain. If you ask anyone else about her, I'd advise you to use that name."
The man's face fell. "Then it's not the same woman. Never heard of Fianna scrying, and Murtaugh is a common name." He looked around again, as if expecting her to suddenly materialize. "Where is she, do you know? Once I see her–"
"That's the strange thing. She lives here, has a room in back." He jerked his head in that direction and tried to hide his own keen disappointment. Kendall would wonder why Fianna mattered to him. "But I haven't seen her this night. Been away myself for a few days, so I don't know where she went, or if she went anywhere." He scratched his chin, then quickly lowered his hand, fearing the tuft of hair remained. He glanced at his hand, relieved the hair had disappeared. "Can't imagine where she went. Not like her to just go off."
Kendall gave him a suspicious look. "Sounds as if you know her very well."
Stilo laughed with false cheerfulness. "Well, there was a time when I fancied her myself. Changed my mind, decided she was too flighty." His gaze covered the room, his mind playing for time. "Tell you what. Let me know where you're staying. I'll get word to you as soon as she returns."
"As good a plan as any." Kendall gave him the information, and after draining his mug, departed the tavern.
Vindictive delight grappled with puzzlement. Stilo asked himself yet again, where had Fianna gone? Now that he thought about it, he hadn't seen Wade, either, not for days. His heart lurched. Was their a connection between Fianna's absence and Wade's?
* * *
Within the dim recesses of the cave, Moreen led Fianna by the hand, making their tortuous way to the place where Gaderian rested. In her other hand, Fianna carried the linen cloth with her snack, making movement difficult. Either Moreen has excellent night vision, she mused, or she knows the cave by heart. Probably both, she decided as they veered to the right, entering another chamber. Outside, Moreen had tied the horses and left them munching on the grass. She had created a magic spell around the mares, protecting them from harm or thievery.
Shortly before reaching the cave, Moreen had apprized her of the sacred well the bandregas drank from and how they renewed their vigor at the beginning of every moonphase, enabling them to appear human, giving them magical powers.
"You must believe me when I tell you this," the vampiress added. "It is the bandregas who are killing the mortals and making it look as if the vampires are doing the killing. Gaderian has been aware of this problem for a long time, but so far a solution has eluded us."
What could they do about this situation? Fianna agonized. How must the vampires
defeat the bandregas? What a turnaround she'd made in her mind, for now she was on the side of the vampires. The damned bandregas were the threat.
"Something tells me I can trust you not to speak to anyone about this, except Gaderian and me, of course. I've already told Gaderian about the well," Moreen had said, almost as an afterthought. Shuddering with cold and worry, Fianna tried to tighten her cloak around her shoulders but her grip on Moreen's hand made movement difficult.
After an eternity, they reached Gaderian. By the torchlight that flickered from the cave wall, Fianna saw with a sinking heart that he looked so much worse than on her last visit. He'd lost much weight, his tunic way too large for his emaciated frame. A wave of sorrow and regret clutched her heart.. Goddess, please don't let him die. Please make him well again.
Feeling around in the dim light, she settled herself on the cold floor and set the linen cloth with her food beside her. She forced a cheerful smile as her eyes rested on his haggard face, his emaciated body. Despair knifed through her, an unrelenting torment.
Moreen tapped her on the shoulder. "I'll leave the two of you alone while I tend to the horses, take them down to the stream."
Gaderian held up a scrawny hand. "No, stay here for a few minutes." He spoke in a rasping voice, scarcely above a whisper. "I have much to discuss and not much time."
Not much time? Fianna's heart was breaking. What did he mean? She bit her lower lip, trying not to cry. She wanted to lie down next to him, cradle his head on her shoulder and tell him she couldn't live without him. Now, when it was too late, she realized how much she loved him. Too late? Oh, please don't let it be so.
He held Fianna's gaze, then switched his attention to Moreen. "About the well at Magh Eamhainn and how the bandregas journey there for sustenance every moonphase-- I don't need to tell you what this means to me–to all of the undead."
"Yes, but what are we going to do?" Moreen sank down beside Fianna, her silvery hair falling to her shoulders. She frowned. The torchlight cast shadows on the wall, creating an eerie ambience. "We must poison the water, but how?"
Fianna caught the desperation in Moreen's voice, a distress that found response inside her. She twisted her fingers in her lap, her mind working while she prayed frantically for Gaderian's recovery and a solution to their problem.
Gaderian spoke so faintly, Fianna and Moreen had to lean closer to hear him. "I've given the matter much thought while I've been lying here." He laughed without humor. "Not much else to do but think. Now, the well . . ." He shifted his position, wincing with pain. "Since I was an apothecary in my mortal life, I know more than a little about poisons. So here's what we must do. We will poison the well. Let's start with foxglove, but since it has a bitter taste. . . "
Fianna watched his face while he spoke, every line, every muscle, as she listened to his muted voice, a voice that sounded as if it would give out any minute. The torchlight cast shadows on his face, at times darkening it, at others making it light. Goddess, how she loved him, but she agonized that it was too late for them. Afraid she'd made her worry too evident, she sat back and tried to impart the impression of merely concerned interest. His voice faded away, forcing her to lean forward again. She was crying inside; this might be the last she'd see him. She ran her fingers through her hair, then stopped when she caught his gaze on her.
"...and so," Gaderian finished, "a mixture of these ingredients should kill the bandregas within hours after drinking from the well. Silver nitrate, too." He sighed and closed his eyes, as if speaking was too much of an effort. He looked at Moreen closely. "You can obtain these poisons from a local apothecary. There is one on Medros Lane." He shot her a glance. "Are you familiar with this apothecary?" At her nod, he went on. "Go there in the middle of the night, tomorrow, to get this mixture and leave ample payment. Don't forget a
flask and a funnel. The poisons should be clearly marked."
"That should not present a problem." Moreen paused, as though she had more to say.
Gaderian shot her a troubled look. "What?" His hands moved restlessly across his chest.
"Orrick has called a meeting of the undead representatives from around the country. The meeting has been forced upon him. You know how irresponsible he is, can't do anything on his own. But there have been too many complaints about the bandregas, too many for him to ignore." She hesitated. "If I am to procure the poisons and ride for the well at Magh Eamhainn, who is to attend the meeting? Since you're one of the representatives, he'd surely notice your absence." In a fit of frustration, she slapped her hand on her thigh. "That these two events should come so close together."
Fianna's heart sank. She'd been listening to their dialogue without interruption, certain they could solve the problems, between the two of them. But now this presented a new aspect, one for which she saw no resolution. With the cold seeping through her, she pulled her cloak closer about her, unobtrusively, so they wouldn't notice. Shadows danced on the wall, and she heard the rush of waters in the distance. The drip, drip, drip of water close by became a constant irritant.
"Not a coincidence," Gaderian said. "Apparently there are many aspects of human life that operate on a moonphase level, such as with women." He threw Fianna a smile. "We normally have a meeting at the beginning of every moonphase because that's when our power is greatest, when we can think our best. Seems to me that the bandregas draw their power at the beginning of every moonphase, too, even if it is with an element outside their body, in this case, the sacred well water." He frowned. "What makes it so upsetting this time is that it took Orrick so long to call a meeting of the Guild of the Undead."
"But what shall we do now?" Moreen asked on a desperate note. "Shall we have another one of the undead ride to Magh Eamhainn?"
Grimacing, Gaderian stretched his right leg out and shifted position. "Not sure how many of them know where Magh Eamhainn is. No reason why they should. Neither mortals nor the undead live there now, from what you've told me." His brows knit. "Besides, the fewer who know about the bandregas' secret, the better. As loyal as the other undead may be, some of them have a tendency to talk too much. Word gets around. The bandregas may catch on that we know their secret."
"Then shall we ask Orrick to change the night of the meeting? Either move it up closer or have it later, after you have recovered."
Gaderian slashed his hand through the air. "No! We should not change the date of the meeting. It will arouse suspicions, and once more, the rest of our kind will wonder why. We know many of the undead frequent the taverns of the mortals." He clenched his hands across his chest. "I just want to get this over with. Poison the well and be done with it!"
"What about your friend Egan?" Moreen asked.
He shook his head. "He's been away for some time, visiting friends in Uisnech, I believe."
Moreen released a frustrated sigh and spoke in quiet, patient tones. "One of us must go to the meeting. That's all there is to it. The other representatives are out for blood, if you'll forgive the expression. We need a good, steady person such as you. Besides, our people have become tired of Orrick, no, disgusted. How many times have you told me that yourself? Also, there are other things our people want to discuss. We need to know the facts, what has been decided."
Gaderian's features tightened. "We have no choice, then. I will go to the meeting. I've lain here too long, anyway. Should get used to standing again." He tried to rise, his face twisted with pain.
Fianna placed a restraining hand on his chest, forcing him to lie back down. "I'll go."
Moreen blinked. "To the meeting? But you're a mor–"
"No, listen! I'll go to the well." Moreen and Gaderian spoke in unison, both of them objecting to her plan. Ignoring their arguments, she turned to Moreen. "Get the poison mixture and bring it to me." She thought for a moment. "I'll stay here with Gaderian. Meet me here early tomorrow morning, long before daylight. Leave one of the horses for me to ride. " Her mind struggled with ambivalent emotions. She wanted to spend as much time as possible with Gaderian, yes, but she was worried out of her mind about his condition. If she rode to Magh Eamhainn, she would be away from him for days. What if something happened to him while she was away? she wondered, not wanting to admit what that something might be.
Moreen nodded. "Yes, but–"
"No 'buts' about it. Meet me here tomorrow morning, say, two hours before daylight. That should give you time . . . ." She pressed her finger to her bottom lip. ". . . to sleep when you need to."
Gaderian clasped her hand. "A big chance you're taking. So many things can go wrong. Not for the world would I have anything happen to you. What if a robber attacks you along the way? What if you get lost?"
"I won't get lost, and I can outride any other rider. As for robbers, did I never tell you I'm very proficient with a dagger?"
At his look of surprise, Fianna spoke with conviction. "Well, I am."
Once more, Gaderian shook his head. "I won't let you do it. I could not bear it if you met misfortune along the way."
"Nothing will happen to me. Besides, I don't see that you have much choice." She nodded in Moreen's direction. "Be sure to get my dagger, sheathed in a leather belt in my drawer. And my long vest to cover it. I know where Magh Eamhainn is, slightly northwest of Sligo. I rode past it years ago with my family. My father scoffed at the idea that the village was cursed." She nodded with assurance, shifting position, her backside numb. "Which leaves Cedric to worry about."
"Cedric?" Moreen asked.
"The owner of the Snow Leopard. Someone will have to explain to him that I won't be there for a few days–"
Moreen spoke again. "Well, I can do that. He already knows about your sick friend, assuming the barkeeper told him."
More problems crowded into Fianna's mind. "Then there's the money he'll lose by my not scrying."
"Don't be concerned about the money." Gaderian's voice evidenced his fatigue, his disability. "I'll reimburse him for any money you might lose." Apparently he realized the futility of further argument, accepting that this was something she alone must do. But he didn't look happy about it.
Fianna leaned over to smooth his hair from his forehead, her fingers lingering on his skin. "So now you agree?"
He sighed. "I still don't like it, but I'm afraid I have no choice, as you say. I couldn't bear it if . . . if you didn't come back," he said, his voice breaking.
She nuzzled her face against his throat. "I will come back," she whispered.
"It's settled then." Moreen's tone of assurance replaced her earlier skepticism. "I'll pack a saddlebag of clothes and such that you'll need and bring it here, let's say three hours before sunrise, which will be better for me. I'll go to the meeting in Gaderian's place and tell him the truth," she said with a look his way. "I'll tell him you're sick, and why. By that time, Fianna will already be on her way to Magh Eamhainn. Or arrived. The poisoning of the well will be an accomplished fact."
Fianna tried to convince herself that she was helping Gaderian and all the vampires by traveling to Magh Eamhainn to poison the well. But oh! How she hated to leave Gaderian, now that they had discovered how much they meant to each other. Would he be alive when she returned? If something happened to him, she didn't want to live.
Chapter Sixteen
Alone with Gaderian, Fianna lay down beside him and clasped his hand, his skin as dry as parchment and cold as ice. She ignored the discomfort of the frigid limestone floor, content to spend this time with the man she loved, but more worried about his illness than she cared to admit. Goddess, she prayed as she had so many times, make him well again. Despite her interrupted sleep last night, she felt wide awake, and all the things she wanted to talk about crowded her brain, until she didn't know where to start. With every breath she took, she feared she had too little time in which to tell him all the matters that pressed heavy on her h
eart.
"I will get better, you know." It seemed he could read her mind. His voice, low and rasping, broke through her thoughts, as welcome as sunshine after a thunderstorm. She ached to kiss him, caress him, make up for the time she'd questioned her love for him. Now, she agonized that it was too late to tell him all she wanted to say, but she wanted to accept his reassuring words.
She squeezed his hand. "Goddess, I pray it will be so." But deep distress still touched her mind, an ever-present fear that he would not recover. He looked and sounded much worse than on her last visit.
He returned the squeeze. "I will get better. Having you with me has made all the difference in the world. And if I could believe that you cared for me–"
"You know I do, although it took me a long time to realize it." While I suffered under Stilo's enchantment, she silently acknowledged. And now? Did any future happiness exist for them? She wanted to live her own life, make her own decisions, stay in one place, once and for all. Could she achieve these desires if she married him? But wait; he hadn't said a word about marriage. Even if they didn't marry, could they achieve happiness together? She didn't see how, unless he let her live her life as she wanted. It gave her a sense of pride to have a job she considered fascinating and useful, to be earning her own money. She was her own woman and wanted–needed– to remain that way.
For now, she would forego these thoughts of the future and live only for the present, take each day as it came, her main wish to see him well again.
"–and when I'm better, I want you to move in with me, where you will be safe." He spoke with more resolution now, his voice stronger. "I don't want to wonder from one night to the next if you'll still be in the tavern, or if your fiancé–"
"Not my fiancé!"
"–the man who wants to marry you. I don't want to even consider that he might come for you. You will be safe at my house," he repeated. "The renovations are complete. I intend to move in as soon as I recover here. Can't move in while I'm sick. My servants will wonder enough about me–why they never see me in the daytime. And although I expect their loyalty, they will wonder more if they don't see me at all. When you move in, I will expect no obligations from you," he said with a slight chuckle. "I told you that once before, remember?"
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