The trip to the police station and back to Darius was uneventful, thankfully, but I put on the extra vest as soon as my dad handed it to me. Liam let out a breath that neither of us knew he was holding as soon as I did.
Once we arrived back at Darius' house we decided that we should try to get some sleep. Dad still had a patrol car sitting out front to keep an eye on things and Darius was still up with his husband along with my mom.
When she saw me decked out in my bulletproof vest carrying a holstered gun along with a duffle and a rifle over my shoulder she ran over to me crying and said, “I knew it. I knew you did something else on your travels. Those blogs sound nothing like you.”
I sighed into her hug, “I can't talk about it mom, but I promise you I'm okay and I don't go half-cocked blowing up shit.”
She pulled back and looked at me with both hands on my cheeks, I felt like a little kid again. Thankfully she had stopped crying, “I'm so proud of you honey. It scares me what you and your father do but I love and support you anyways. Be safe okay.”
Well, I wasn't expecting that from my mom. I was expecting her to be pissed, but then again she was the wife of a police captain and dad hadn't always been in a tiny town with a non-existent crime rate either.
“I'll take the first shift,” Darius said, “you guys get to bed, I'll wake Andre up in a few hours.
“I'll stay up with you,” Rebecca said.
Chapter 8
Liam
I followed Danny into one of the guest rooms, there was no way I was going to leave him alone after the day we had. I was still reveling in the fact he was CIA and more important that he was the frickin person that's been tracking Eclipse to begin with. It made me scared and turned on at the same damn time. I shut the door quietly behind me as soon as I turned Danny's lips were on mine. His hands along my waste.
I was so hungry for him I kissed him back guiding us slowly to the queen bed in the room, “god I love kissing you, babe.” I whispered against his lips. We both shed our bulletproof vests and guns as quickly as possible so we could get our hands back on each other. I slid my hands underneath his shirt and let them explore his chest reacquainting myself with his body. It was definitely different from the last time I touched him.
“You have too many clothes on,” he said tugging my shirt up. As soon as he pulled my shirt off I did the same to him and then slammed my mouth back down on his. I rocked my hard length against him and moaned when I felt his rub against mine. We both reached for each other’s pants at the same time barely coming up long enough for air.
As soon as I had him naked I pushed him down on the bed, “god look at you,” I said roaming my eyes over his body. “So different, yet still the same.” I ran my hand along his stomach and down his happy trail. He shivered at my touch. I looked up into his eyes and they were hooded and he kept his hands behind his head so I could take him in. His dick was pulsing over his stomach.
I couldn't wait to taste him, to have him in my mouth. I crawled on top of him rubbing against his body and I kissed him again, “so good,” he said. I made my way down his neck sucking and licking every part of him until I got to his chest. I circled his nipple slowly with my tongue before I pulled it into my mouth nibbling on it. He let out a moan as I continued to assault his chest and body with kisses, licks, and sucks until I felt his cock poking me in the chin.
I smiled up at him while I teased his balls with my fingers. Slowly caressing him as I licked all around him but didn't touch his cock head. By the time I decided I tormented him enough his cock was angry purple and pulsing hard. “Liam, please.” He begged over and over.
“Please what?” I asked looking at his face to see his reaction.
“I need to be in your mouth. I need you to fuck me.”
I smiled and then sucked him all the way to the hilt, relaxing my throat so I wouldn't choke. Although my eyes watered I was able to take him all the way. “Oh my god,” he yelled. “Never,” he said as I bobbed up and down his length.
“Never? What?” I asked when I pulled off.
He didn't respond so I started kissing the inside of his leg and slowly teasing him again. “Never had anyone...” he stopped as I sucked him in again. “God! I'm gonna, god stop!” he yelled trying to pull my head off before he had his orgasm. However, I didn't stop. I just slowed my pursuits enough that he wouldn't blow his load. I could feel his body winding up in tension as he started muttering incoherently.
As I continued to tease, I slid my hand down his taint to find his hole. It was pert and ready to be played with. As soon as I touched it I heard him take a deep breath. “Liam,” he whispered.
I looked up while his eyes were still hooded but he looked at me in confusion. We had sex back in high school and I fucked him then so I wasn't sure what he was feeling confused about, but I definitely did not want to do something that he would regret in the morning. So, I continued to tease his hole with my finger but I didn't penetrate. “Baby, talk to me,” I said trying to understand whatever he was trying to say without words.
“I...” he started but then looked away. I left one hand teasing his entrance, with my other hand I reached up and squeezed his hand letting him know I was there without saying any words. He sighed and took a deep breath, “you were the last.”
My eyes popped open, but I didn't stop. If he thought I was going to be scared or not want him anymore he had another thing coming. If it wasn't for my demanding job and need to relieve myself from time to time with something better than my own hand, he probably would have been my last too.
“Well then, we'll take it slow.” I lifted his legs so I could get a better angle at his tight pucker. I bent in and slowly licked his hole over and over. His breath started getting shorter and he was pulled hard on my hair.
“Oh god. Liam. God,” he said over and over before he started becoming incoherent. I licked, sucked, and tongue fucked him until he screamed through his orgasm. I kissed and smiled against his leg and slid a finger into his entrance. I slowly made my way up his body kissing and licking all the way until I took over his mouth again.
I plunged my tongue into his mouth, licking every corner. He whimpered when I removed my finger but then gasped as soon as I shoved 2 fingers inside of him. I stretched him slowly until he was fucking 3 of my fingers.
“Please Liam,” he begged again. “Please fuck me.”
“Condoms? Lube?”
“My wallet.”
I scrambled off the bed and found his pants pulling out the lube and condoms. I ripped the condom open and slide it over my pulsing length before I opened the lube and slicked myself up.
Climbing back on the bed I hovered over him. I leaned down and kissed him as I lined up to his sweet little hole. Danny sucked in a breath as my dick pushed against his hole. “It's alright baby, relax, and let me in.”
I brought my hand up and stroked his length while I kissed him. Slowly he started to relax. I pushed in slowly until I felt myself finally breach the first ring of muscle. I paused for a minute before I slowly pushed in some more.
“You okay,” I whispered again his lips as I continued to breach him.
“Yeah, just go slow okay?”
I smiled, “I will always give you what you need baby.” I was finally fully seated inside of him so I kissed him and ran my hands up and down his chest tweaking his nipples in the process.
“Okay, move.” He breathed breathlessly. I adjusted my hips and slowly started to move in and out of him until he started thrusting back against me.
“So fucking good, so tight Danny.”
I tilted my hips on the next thrust causing Danny to scream out in pleasure. “Do that again,” he said. So I did, over and over until we were both covered in a thin sheen of sweat. I could feel my balls tightened so I reached between us and grabbed his dick. I jacked him in time with my thrusts.
“Going to come, baby,” I said gritting my teeth to hold it for a few more thrusts.
“I'm there to bab
e,” he said with a smile. With that, I exploded inside the condom wishing the stupid thing wasn't there. I wanted to mark him in every way. I rode out my orgasm with a few more lazy thrusts before I collapsed on his chest.
Chapter 9
Danny
I laid there breathing hard reveling in the wake of the best sex I have ever had. It was the best orgasm too. Sure Liam and I had sex before when we were teenagers but that had been different. “Shower?” Liam asked as he ran his hand threw my hair.
“Yes please.”
We showered and sucked each other off before returning to bed. Liam pulled me into his arms, “I love you, Danny. I never stopped, not once.”
I lazily traced circles with my fingers in the hair on Liam's chest. “I love you too, Liam. I never stopped loving you either.” I knew it was probably too soon to say that again but I didn't care. I could have lost him tonight. It's bad enough that I knew of the last time that Eclipse shot him. At least this time I got to be here. Last time it happened, he didn't know I was who I was or know I even knew about his secret missions. I couldn't just show up at the hospital.
We sat for a few minutes in silence. “What happened at prom?”
I sighed, I knew it was coming but I was hoping he would give me more time, but I wasn't going to keep putting him off either. I wasn't going to chicken out this time no matter what. So I sat up and crossed my legs. He sat up to and mirrored me. He squeezed my hand and gave me a light kiss but never took his eyes off mine.
“Nothing you say will change my mind, you know that right?” Liam said to me without blinking. “I'm all in, I've always been all in.”
I looked down at our joined hands wishing I could take back my stupidity from 8 years ago, but I couldn't. I squeezed his hand and then looked up.
“You left me with a kiss, to go get a drink. Veronica cornered you at the table and I saw you push her away. Then I saw her try to touch you again. I knew you could handle yourself but all I wanted to do was to go yell at her to get her filthy paws off my man. I knew if I didn't get out of there, I was going to do something to cause a scene. So I went to the bathroom. When I came out of the stalls, they were there. Cal and his crew,” I paused and wiped the tears that had started falling from my eyes.
Liam pulled me into his lap. “Baby, never mind you don't have to tell me,” he whispered against my forehead before kissing me gently.
“No, I should have told you what happened that night. But I was ashamed and stupid. So anyway, I came out of the stall and Cal and his crew were there. They started making fun of me, telling me I shouldn't be in the men's room and that you really weren't gay that the only reason you were with me was that I had the parts you wanted.”
“They told me that they saw you kissing Veronica before they came in and that's what you really wanted was a girl. Then...” I stood up and pulled my hand away from Liam's I couldn't be holding his hand for the next part, I just couldn't.
I started to pace back and forth while I thought about how I would tell Liam about the worst night of my life. He said that nothing would change but he didn't know the truth. As I spun on my heel Liam's arms came around me to stop me. He pulled me in his arms. “Baby, I've always only ever wanted you. From the first day, we met it's always been you.” He leaned over and picked up his t-shirt and wiped my eyes with the shirt.
He leaned in and kissed me, “I only care about what's in here,” he kissed my forehead, “and what's in here,” he leaned down and kissed my chest over my heart. “Anything else is just extra.”
His reassurances made me strong enough to tell him what had happened. “They raped me,” I whispered. Liam pulled me in his arms and placed soft kisses on my forehead, neck, chin, everywhere. But he didn't talk. Tears were falling freely for the first time in a long time from my eyes and I could see them in his eyes too, but I went on anyway. “For 20 minutes they raped me until I bled they didn't care that that part of me was untouched before and it hurt.
“They told me that men didn't cry only girls did. After all of them came either in me or down my throat they left me in a heap on the floor. I laid there for what seemed like forever before I stood up and started cleaning myself up.
“When I finally left the bathroom and found you, you were still with her and I watched her kiss you again. I saw the disgust in your eyes when she did but I was upset and blind from what they did to me. I had to get out of there. I cried in my room for days. You came knocking on my door. I wanted to open it but I was ashamed. Everything my birth parents did to me came rushing back. The horrible summer camps. All my self-doubt.”
“Why didn't you tell your dad? Or Darius? They would have taken care of it.”
I looked up at him. Logically I knew that should have been what I had done at the time but my mental health wouldn't allow it. “I couldn't. I did everything I could to forget that it happened it was the only way that I was able to keep my dysphoria in check. It worked but I lost so much more. Looking back I probably would have been better to start seeing Ronnie again.”
Ronnie was my therapist my parents had gotten me when they adopted me to help me with everything that happened with my birth parents and the year I was on the streets.
“About a year later, Veronica told me that she was wrong for what she did and she was sorry for her part. I don't think she knew what the guys did though. I had known since the minute I walked away from you that it was a mistake, but I couldn't bring myself to fix it. When she told me she was sorry I felt like even more of an ass. At that point, I never thought I could face you again.
“Then when I found out you were leaving, I couldn't bear the thought of you walking away forever without even trying.”
Liam didn't say anything he just kept caressing me with soft kisses anywhere and everywhere letting them reassure me that he was still here after he heard everything. I could feel the anger vibrating off of him in waves but I knew without a doubt the anger was directed at Cal and his friends.
I sighed against him, relaxing into his arms. It felt so good I was finally whole again. He pulled me back to the bed and laid us down he curled his thick arms around me I could feel his soft cock pressing up against my ass cheeks and it felt good to be held like that again.
After a long time of just pressing butterfly kisses across my upper back, he whispered, “Why’d you join the CIA? You never talked about doing anything like that before.”
I turned my head and kissed him. “After I had completely healed from my surgery, you had started SEAL training and I needed something to do to get out of town sometimes. I kinda stumbled across the idea when I was traveling in Virginia. The next thing I knew I was signing up.”
“You know I was there for every one of your surgeries.”
“You were?”
“Yes, your mom would let me back in the recovery room before you woke up, I would sit there and tell you how proud I was of you taking your life in your hands, then I would kiss your forehead. Obviously, I left before you woke.”
God, I wasn't even talking to him and yet he knew, he knew I needed him. I twisted my head and took his mouth in mine.
“Thank you. I think I subconsciously knew you would be there for me even though I never saw you.”
“Always,” he said with a smile, “even if you hate me I will always be there.”
“I could never hate you.”
“Anyway, did you know that we were chasing the same man?”
“Not at first no. When I first tracked him down I stayed to get other intel. So when your first attempt failed I was back to tracking him down again. The second time I stayed to make sure you got him. But he slipped through our fingers at the last second. I was calling Langley to call off the mission but it was too late, your choppers were already dropping down.
“They brought me home when he disappeared that time said I needed R&R, at that point I had been in the field overseas for more than a year. He was my only open case at the time. Since I didn't know where he went I figured I
could keep investigating from home, so I did. I got the reports from your ops and that's when I knew it was your team.
“After that, I kept tabs on the outcome of all your missions because I knew how dangerous Eclipse is. Each time I tracked him down I prayed that it would be the last time. When you got shot I wanted nothing more than to run to your bedside. It killed me not to. Knowing that your family didn't even know you were shot...”
Liam rolled me over to face him and wiped the tears from my eyes. Damn, I hadn't even known I was crying. “Ssh babe, I'm here. We aren't going to let him take anyone else, he's on our turf now we have the advantage.”
Chapter 10
Liam
I woke with Danny's morning wood jabbing me in the ass and it felt so so good so I pushed back against it. I wasn't sure if he was awake yet so I just laid there silently. “Mmm,” kiss, “so good,” kiss. Well, I guess that answered that question. “Want you,” kiss, kiss, kiss, “need you.”
“God babe, I want to feel you inside me, I need it,” I whispered.
“Yes,” he hissed. He pulled away and I immediately missed his body heat. “You clean?” he asked when he returned.
“Yes,” I responded by pushing my ass against his erection.
“Good, because I don't have any more condoms,” he said as he started to flutter his fingers across my hole. I could feel the slickness of them as he slowly prepped me. I winced when his first finger breached my entrance. “Have you been penetrated before babe?”
“No,” I answered. “I only ever wanted that with you.”
I heard him groan as he continued to press kisses along my neckline his second hand came around my front and started tweaking my left nipple.
“You were saving this ass for me?” he asked.
It was rhetorical since he already knew the answer but I answered anyway, “Only you, baby, I'm yours.”
My breath hitched when he slid another finger inside of me.
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