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by Elizabeth Bishop


  graylightstreakingeachbarebranch,

  eachsingletwig,alongoneside,

  makinganothertree,ofglassyveins…

  Thebirdstillsitsthere.Nowheseemstoyawn.

  Thelittleblackdogrunsinhisyard.

  Hisowner’svoicearises,stern,

  “Yououghttobeashamed!”

  Whathashedone?

  Hebouncescheerfullyupanddown;

  herushesincirclesinthefallenleaves.

  Obviously,hehasnosenseofshame.

  Heandthebirdknoweverythingisanswered,

  alltakencareof,

  noneedtoaskagain.

  —Yesterdaybroughttotodaysolightly!

  (AyesterdayIfindalmostimpossibletolift.)

  NEWANDUNCOLLECTED

  POEMS(1978–1979)

  Santarém

  OfcourseImayberememberingitallwrong

  after,after—howmanyyears?

  ThatgoldeneveningIreallywantedtogonofarther;

  morethananythingelseIwantedtostayawhile

  inthatconfluxoftwogreatrivers,Tapajós,Amazon,

  grandly,silentlyflowing,flowingeast.

  Suddenlythere’dbeenhouses,people,andlotsofmongrel

  riverboatsskitteringbackandforth

  underaskyofgorgeous,under-litclouds,

  witheverythinggilded,burnishedalongoneside,

  andeverythingbright,cheerful,casual—orsoitlooked.

  Ilikedtheplace;Ilikedtheideaoftheplace.

  Tworivers.Hadn’ttworiverssprung

  fromtheGardenofEden?No,thatwasfour

  andthey’ddiverged.Hereonlytwo

  andcomingtogether.Evenifoneweretempted

  toliteraryinterpretations

  suchas:life/death,right/wrong,male/female

  —suchnotionswouldhaveresolved,dissolved,straightoff

  inthatwatery,dazzlingdialectic.

  Infrontofthechurch,theCathedral,rather,

  therewasamodestpromenadeandabelvedere

  abouttofallintotheriver,

  stubbypalms,flamboyantslikepansofembers,

  buildingsonestoryhigh,stucco,blueoryellow,

  andonehousefacedwith azulejos, buttercupyellow.

  Thestreetwasdeepindark-goldriversand

  dampfromtheritualafternoonrain,

  andteamsofzebusplodded,gentle,proud,

  and blue, withdown-curvedhornsandhangingears,

  pullingcartswithsolidwheels.

  Thezebus’hooves,thepeople’sfeet

  wadedingoldensand,

  damperedbygoldensand,

  sothatalmosttheonlysounds

  werecreaksand shush,shush,shush.

  Tworiversfullofcrazyshipping—people

  allapparentlychangingtheirminds,embarking,

  disembarking,rowingclumsydories.

  (AftertheCivilWarsomeSouthernfamilies

  camehere;heretheycouldstillownslaves.

  Theyleftoccasionalblueeyes,Englishnames,

  and oars. Nootherplace,noone

  onalltheAmazon’sfourthousandmiles

  doesanythingbutpaddle.)

  Adozenorsoyoungnuns,white-habited,

  wavedgailyfromanoldstern-wheeler

  gettingupsteam,alreadyhungwithhammocks

  —offtotheirmission,daysanddaysaway

  upGodknowswhatlosttributary.

  Side-wheelers,countlesswobblingdugouts…

  Acowstoodupinone,quitecalm,

  chewinghercudwhilebeingferried,

  tipping,wobbling,somewhere,tobemarried.

  Ariverschoonerwithrakedmasts

  andviolet-coloredsailstackedinsoclose

  herbowspritseemedtotouchthechurch

  (Cathedral,rather!).Aweekorsobefore

  there’dbeenathunderstormandtheCathedral’d

  beenstruckbylightning.Onetowerhad

  awideningzigzagcrackallthewaydown.

  Itwasamiracle.Thepriest’shouserightnextdoor

  hadbeenstruck,too,andhisbrassbed

  (theonlyoneintown)galvanizedblack.

  Graçasadeus—he’dbeeninBelém.

  Inthebluepharmacythepharmacist

  hadhunganemptywasps’nestfromashelf:

  small,exquisite,cleanmattewhite,

  andhardasstucco.Iadmiredit

  somuchhegaveittome.

  Then—myship’swhistleblew.Icouldn’tstay.

  Backonboard,afellow-passenger,Mr.Swan,

  Dutch,theretiringheadofPhilipsElectric,

  reallyaveryniceoldman,

  whowantedtoseetheAmazonbeforehedied,

  asked,“What’sthatuglything?”

  1978

  NorthHaven

  inmemoriam:RobertLowell

  Icanmakeouttheriggingofaschooner

  amileoff;Icancount

  thenewconesonthespruce.Itissostill

  thepalebaywearsamilkyskin,thesky

  noclouds,exceptforonelong,cardedhorse’s-tail.

  Theislandshaven’tshiftedsincelastsummer,

  evenifIliketopretendtheyhave

  —drifting,inadreamysortofway,

  alittlenorth,alittlesouthorsidewise,

  andthatthey’refreewithinthebluefrontiersofbay.

  Thismonth,ourfavoriteoneisfullofflowers:

  Buttercups,RedClover,PurpleVetch,

  Hawkweedstillburning,Daisiespied,Eyebright,

  theFragrantBedstraw’sincandescentstars,

  andmore,returned,topaintthemeadowswithdelight.

  TheGoldfinchesareback,orotherslikethem,

  andtheWhite-throatedSparrow’sfive-notesong,

  pleadingandpleading,bringstearstotheeyes.

  Naturerepeatsherself,oralmostdoes:

  repeat,repeat,repeat;revise,revise,revise.

  Yearsago,youtoldmeitwashere

  (in1932?)youfirst“discovered girls”

  andlearnedtosail,andlearnedtokiss.

  Youhad“suchfun,”yousaid,thatclassicsummer.

  (“Fun”—italwaysseemedtoleaveyouataloss…)

  YouleftNorthHaven,anchoredinitsrock,

  afloatinmysticblue…Andnow—you’veleft

  forgood.Youcan’tderange,orre-arrange,

  yourpoemsagain.(ButtheSparrowscantheirsong.)

  Thewordswon’tchangeagain.Sadfriend,youcannotchange.

  1978

  PinkDog

  [RiodeJaneiro]

  Thesunisblazingandtheskyisblue.

  Umbrellasclothethebeachineveryhue.

  Naked,youtrotacrosstheavenue.

  Oh,neverhaveIseenadogsobare!

  Nakedandpink,withoutasinglehair…

  Startled,thepassersbydrawbackandstare.

  Ofcoursethey’remortallyafraidofrabies.

  Youarenotmad;youhaveacaseofscabies

  butlookintelligent.Whereareyourbabies?

  (Anursingmother,bythosehangingteats.)

  Inwhatslumhaveyouhiddenthem,poorbitch,

  whileyougobegging,livingbyyourwits?

  Didn’tyouknow?It’sbeeninallthepapers,

  tosolvethisproblem,howtheydealwithbeggars?

  Theytakeandthrowtheminthetidalrivers.

  Yes,idiots,paralytics,parasites

  gobobbingintheebbingsewage,nights

  outinthesuburbs,wheretherearenolights.

  Iftheydothistoanyonewhobegs,

  drugged,drunk,orsober,withorwi
thoutlegs,

  whatwouldtheydotosick,four-leggèddogs?

  Inthecafésandonthesidewalkcorners

  thejokeisgoingroundthatallthebeggars

  whocanaffordthemnowwearlifepreservers.

  Inyourconditionyouwouldnotbeable

  eventofloat,muchlesstodog-paddle.

  Nowlook,thepractical,thesensible

  solutionistoweara fantasía.*

  Tonightyousimplycan’taffordtobea-

  neyesore.Butnoonewilleverseea

  dogin máscarathistimeofyear.

  AshWednesday’llcomebutCarnivalishere.

  Whatsambascanyoudance?Whatwillyouwear?

  TheysaythatCarnival’sdegenerating

  —radios,Americans,orsomething,

  haveruineditcompletely.They’rejusttalking.

  Carnivalisalwayswonderful!

  Adepilateddogwouldnotlookwell.

  Dressup!DressupanddanceatCarnival!

  1979

  Sonnet

  Caught—thebubble

  inthespirit-level,

  acreaturedivided;

  andthecompassneedle

  wobblingandwavering,

  undecided.

  Freed—thebroken

  thermometer’smercury

  runningaway;

  andtherainbow-bird

  fromthenarrowbevel

  oftheemptymirror,

  flyingwherever

  itfeelslike,gay!

  1979

  UNCOLLECTEDPOEMS(1933–

  1969)

  TheFlood

  Itfindstheparkfirst,andthetrees

  turnwaveryandwet;

  butalltheextinguishedtrafficknows

  thatitwilldrownthesteeplesyet.

  Thebatteredhouses,rowsofbrick,

  areclearasquartz;thecolorthins

  toamethyst,—thechimney-pots

  andweather-vanesstickuplikefins.

  Andslowlydownthefluidstreets

  thecarsandtrolleys,goggle-eyed,

  enamelledbrightlikegapingfish,

  drifthomeonthesuburbantide.

  Alongtheairyupperbeach

  totheminutelyglitteringsky

  twosand-pipershavestepped,andleft

  fourstar-printshighanddry.

  Beyondthetown,subaqueous,

  thegreenhillschangetogreen-mossedshells;

  andatthechurch,towarntheshipsabove,

  eighttimestheyringthebells.

  1933

  AWordwithYou

  Lookout!there’sthatdamnedapeagain

  sitsilentlyuntilhegoes,

  orelseforgetsthethingsheknows

  (whatevertheyare)aboutus,then

  wecanbegintotalkagain.

  Haveyoutriedplayingwithyourring?

  Sometimesthatcalmsthemdown,Ifind.

  (Brightobjectshypnotizethemind.)

  Gethisattentiononanything—

  anythingwilldo—there,tryyourring.

  Theglitterpleaseshim.Yousee

  hesquintshiseyes;hisliphangsloose.

  Youweresaying?—OhLord,what’stheuse,

  fornowtheparrot’safterme

  andthemonkeysareawake.Yousee

  howharditis,youunderstand

  thisnervousstraininwhichwelive—

  Whyjustonelusciousadjective

  infuriatesthewholedamnedband

  andthey’resquabblingforit.Iunderstand

  somepeoplemanagebetter.How?

  Theytreatthecreatureswithoutfeeling.

  —Throwbookstostopthemonkeys’squealing,

  slaptheapeandmakehimbow,

  arefirm,keeporder,—butIdon’tknowhow.

  Quick!there’sthecockatoo!heheard!

  (Hecan’tbearanyformofwit.)

  —Pleasewatchoutthatyoudon’tgetbit;

  there’snotathingescapesthatbird.

  Besilent,—nowtheapehasoverheard.

  1933

  HymntotheVirgin

  Pullbackthecurtains,quicknowthatwe’vecaughtthemoodof

  Adoration’sshamefacedexposéandbrazenknee-bending.

  Let’ssee,andquickaboutit,God’s-beard,Christ’scrown,baby-broodof

  Strawberryice-creamcoloredcherubim,tin-winged,ascending

  Chub-toesa’dangleearthwards,fat-fistsa-pat-a-cakeforThee,ohwooedof Erstwhileeye-raisedmortals!Showwhereyou’vebeenspending

  Storageyearsinthatgreatattic,alltheredplushportieresfoodof

  Sacramentingmoths,andallthegildedropesandtasselsspotted

  Bythedoers-of-the-Wordflies,midstmagnificenceandplunderrotted!

  Pullback,pullback

  Andthroughthecrack

  Glimpseofthedustygrandeur,faith’sfall’nparaphernaliarise!

  Ah,onthedaisofthedazzled,dust-becloudedskies

  Come,BlessedMary,standonair,

  Roratecoelidesuper,

  Strikeonoursensesstrongagainwithsmell-staleincense, Avecries Andredsandbluesandgolden-oaks.Weaeroplane-wiseraiseoureyes!

  Weknowathingortwo

  Mary,Mary,

  WhichwewilltelltoYou,

  Mary,Mary.

  AsyouoncehousedtheTruth

  Belly-within,

  Whomelseshouldwetellitto,

  You,without-sin?

  Initsdueseason

  FromThypureportals

  Sansrhymeorreason

  Truthcame.Wemortals

  Intrustnowwistfully

  IntoThytenderside

  OurTruth,tokeep,tillit

  Getsitselfcrucified.

  Glor’ouseffulgence—

  Timecannotdimit,

  AlphaandOmega,

  ThouarttheLimit.

  Ah!wouldstnot,wax-faced,wooden-bodiedone,haveustoworshipus-wise?

  TurnnotasideThypretty-paintedface,paradeandmeetouraudience-eyesyou must.

  Long-hardenedcandle-greaseaboutThyfeet,andtarnisheddimesandnickels, thus-wise

  Didpreviouspaltrypenny-clinkerscome,butwebearark-likeourgreattrust.

  What,takeitnot?Ohpetulantandcrankyprincess,shallweforceitonThee lust-wise?

  Wecannotbeartodrawthecurtainsback,leaveTheetobarrennessandrouging rust.

  Come,BlessedMary,hearourprayer!

  Come,BlessedMary,standonair—

  Roratecoelidesuper!

  1933

  ThreeSonnetsfortheEyes

  I/ TidalBasin

  Withdrawingwaterwouldbethusdiscreet

  Soastomakeusthink’twasinourmind

  —Thatsickeningrupturehappeningthere.“Howblind

  Areeyes!”saysit,(draggingitsslipperyfeet)

  “Nowthey’releftvacanttruths,likeangeleyeson

  Theoldgravestones;seeingintothegraves.

  Yourownheartbeatyourowneyes’colortowaves

  Andfillédbluethisfulltothehorizon.”

  Ohwait!offthereitmendsrevengeoncolors,gains

  Brilliantestinterestonitsinterruptedwealth…

  Soonitalltheawfulsocket’llfleshtohealth,

  Overthesunksidesstealitsirissweetblueveins.

  Sightfromthesensesnotthuseasy’ssprung.Andsee

  Thineeyesnew-spheréd,heldwhole,shinetothee!

  II

  Theyallkeptlookingateachother’seyes,

  Look,hereIam,inhere!you’rewarm—ohlookagain!

  Iknewyouknewallelsetheregapedinvain:

  Staredeyesdull,wide-winked,squintedwrongsurmise
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  Andourssaidnothing,nothing;dumbmediator

  Tothemthatglanceandturnedcheekfromitssweep

  Andsinglesmile:(secondofunbrokennightlongsleep

  Misunderstoodbyday)itsinstantowntranslator.

  Thebirdscriedall,descendingontheelms

  Asift’uprootthem,carrythembystormandsinging.

  Thewinddroppedstiff;anarmoredsunwentringing

  Downground,’sgoldsplintered.Eveningoverwhelms,

  Wethought(Iknew we)’tfortunatelycovers

  Withlashes,lidsofreticence,theseeyesthoselovers.

  III

  Thysensesaretoodifferenttopleaseme—

  TouchImighttouch;wholethesplitdifference

  Ontwentyfingers’tips.Buthearing’sthence

  Longleaguesofthee,wherewildernessesincrease…See

  Flesh-forests,nerve-vined,pain-star-blossomfull,

  Tracklesstowheretremblesth’ears’eremite.

  Andwherefromthereastrangerturnstosight?

  Thineeyesnest,say,softshiningbirdsintheskull?

  Eitherabovetheeorthygravestone’sgravenangel

  EyesI’llstandandstare.Thesecret’sintheforehead

  (Ratherthestructure’sgap)onceyouaredead.

  Theyleavethatwaytogether,nomorestrange.I’ll

  Lookinlostuponthoseneatestnestsofbone

  Wheresteel-coiledspringshavelashedout,fly-wheelsflown.

  1933

  ThreeValentines

  I

  Lovewithhisgildedbowandcrystalarrows

  Hasslainusall,

  HaspiercedtheEnglishsparrows

  Wholanguishforeachotherinthedust,

  Whilefromtheirbosoms,puffedwithhopelesslust,

  Thereddropsfall.

  Therobins’wingsfanfev’risharcsandswirls

  Attemptinghugs,

  WhileVenuspatsherdarling’scurls

  Andjusttopolishoffhisaim,suggests

  Someunrequitedpassionsinthebreasts

  Ofam’rousbugs.

  See,upthere,pinkandplumpandsmuginsashes,

  Thelittlebastardgrin,

  Watchingtheprettyrainbowsonhislashes…

  Ohsweet,sweetLove—gokickthynaughtyself

  Aroundacloud,orprickthynaughtyself

  Uponagildedpin.

  II

  NowaconundrumLovepropounds

  Myheart:

  YouwithhimselfmyLoveconfounds

  Withperfectart,

  UntilIswearIcannottellyoutwoapart.

 

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