"Come with me," called the person with the light. "We need to move further in before the rest of the passageway collapses."
Ignoring the call, Citrine dug until her nails snapped and broke and her fingers bled. Around her she heard others doing the same. She could hear low weeping across the passageway as Therian found Therian, some alive, others crushed by stone or mauled when the fighting broke out.
Citrine blinked back tears, furious at her lack of results. What had happened to Elbron?
Stronghold trembled, and at last she realized her quest might be in vain. Standing, she wiped her hands on her short shift, pulled the ragged fur around her shoulders, and moved on, following the light deeper into the shadows.
"What happened?” a female's voice called out.
"We've angered the mountain," a voice answered.
"This is a punishment, a curse because of who we are," another Therian wailed.
Citrine set her jaw and shut her mind against them. She had no desire to comfort the grief-stricken Therian, but there had to be a solution to the wildness, and more than anything, she wanted to escape. How foolish she’d been to let Nodin convince her and Tor Lir it was of the utmost importance to save the Therian. If only she had known about his slick words and lying tongue. Nodin. She hoped he lay dead under the rubble. Fury overtook her grief and frustration as she walked.
As they descended into the deep, the whispers of the wild beasts became a shrill scream.
Citrine froze, aware she walked into the unknown and had to be mindful. Her fingers went to her knife, but it was gone. Lost in the rubble. Then shouts broke out.
"Back, get back! One is free!"
"We need to kill it."
"What if it's one of our own who can be cured?"
"We can’t. It will kill us if we don't kill it first."
A howl, deep and wild, filled the air. Citrine shivered, reminded of her visions in Sanga Sang. For a moment, she smelled blood in the air. Vicious emotions swept through her. There was a madness just out of her reach. Then she heard a roar, this time from behind her. Spinning, she saw a horned shadow leap through the air. It moved past her in a blur, and although the passage swam in shadows, she could have sworn it was the shape of a beast. Was Lord Nodin still alive? And was he going to do the right thing this time and save his people?
32
Wild
Energy surged through Citrine as her fighting instincts took over. Without thinking, she snatched up a heavy rock in each hand. She weighed them in her palms. Screams and cries echoed around her, making her hair stand on end. The darkness only heightened her fears, but there was no way out, only through. She dashed toward the madness, heart thudding in her throat.
A flight of stairs almost caught her by surprise, but she stumbled down them until she saw the first beast, its eyes pale lights in the darkness. She threw the rock. It slammed into the side of a beast, who roared with pain before falling to the side. Citrine tossed another one, taking down a second beast just as hot breath touched her shoulder. She lashed out with her fist as sharp teeth scraped across the skin of her knuckle. Citrine dropped to the ground and rolled, hurling her body over stones. Pain rifled through her body, and vaguely she heard someone shouting. "This way, there's an enclosure up ahead."
Something slammed her into the wall, knocking the breath out of her. Citrine wiggled away, an ache from the blow forming in the pit of her stomach. With a gasp, she came to her feet and scrambled blindly. A wet smack filled the air. Bones cracked around her, and screams became muffled in death throes. She smelled blood mingling with dust and stone. A pungent musk hung in the air. Beasts, imprisoned together and forced to feast on each other's flesh. Citrine gagged against the overpowering smell of decay and pulled her fur cloak over her nose. But when she tried to run, her cloak yanked her back. It was stuck. Using both hands, she tried to pull it free. The ground belched, heaving her upward. Citrine's arms and legs wheeled through the air, searching for purchase. The bundle on her back slipped away, and a scream left her lips. The book of spells, the book she'd worked so hard on. She could not lose a year of work, not again. Her fingers shook as they reached out for something solid and met fur.
Dread filled her, and a hush of voices overcame her. Holding onto the fur, Citrine tumbled and her feet met solid stone. With a cry she fled until a hand grabbed hers. Therian. Not beast. Although it was hard to make that distinction anymore. The person dragged her into a narrow passageway just as a beast hurled itself at them. A squeak left her lips, and then a hush came over her as she entered a light-filled room.
The entrance was just wide enough for a person to squeeze through, but too narrow for a beast. Torch light flicked across the room, and a handful of people stood or sat, some holding their heads, others caring for various wounds. The last of the Therian. Citrine glanced at the person who had led her there. A stranger. Her eyes scanned the room, and she took a deep breath, keeping the panic down. They were all strangers, those she'd seen when she first entered Stronghold, people she had not yet had the chance to meet.
The male who had led her there raised his hands as though quieting everyone down, although they were already silent. Citrine froze where she stood beside him, taking in the somber faces of old and young alike.
"I am Colden; many of you know me as one of the Lords of the Therian, but the time for titles is over. You saw what happened out there. Despite our differences, we know it was not because of our enemies nor because of what Lord Nodin did. Nay, that was an act of nature, of the mountain coming down around our ears. We always knew there was a possibility this could happen, and now that it has, we have to decide what to do. We are safe, for now, but lack food and water. We will not last long down here, for our exit is trapped not only by rock but also by our own who have turned into wild beasts. I would ask that we not give in to panic and devastation yet. We must act together if we are to get through this together. First, I would ask that we section off into groups to talk through a plan of action and discuss together in a cohesive voice. We need volunteers to look for exits, we need weapons to fight the beasts that were once our own, and more than anything, we need food and water to sustain us."
"What about Nodin and Elbron? Are they dead?" someone asked.
Colden shrugged his broad shoulders. "We don't know. When the passageway collapsed it was difficult to see in the dark. If they survived, they will join us here. They know the way. For now, all we can do is wait for more survivors to come until we have volunteers who will seek them out."
Citrine noticed a few of the Therian looking at her. Their faces were dark, unfriendly, and suddenly she wanted to leave. A feeling of being trapped came over her, and her stomach hurt.
"What about her?" someone asked. "Nodin brought her here to help us!"
Colden turned toward Citrine. His face was large, flat, and a beard covered his jaw. He wore a gray fur loosely around his shoulders, and his chest was bare. He folded his meaty hands. "What do they call you?"
Citrine frowned. "My name is Citrine."
"Citrine. Brought here by Lord Nodin. Do you have the power to help us?"
That was the question she'd asked herself all along. But her bag of herbs was gone along with her precious book of spells. Citrine patted herself through her furs and felt the pieces of the Clyear of Revelation. She wondered, briefly, if it would come back together if she pulled it out, and give her a vision of how to help the Therian. And help herself escape. She could not die trapped in a cave full of strangers. She'd be damned if she let that happen. Even with the help of her beasts, there was no way they could move the stones to set her free. A vacant expression came over her face, and she recalled the hall of the Frost Queen and the constant sound of digging. She closed her eyes, closed her mind, and listened.
There. Far in the deep. Beyond the frustrated whispers of the wild beasts and the moans of the dying, she heard something else. It was faint, but it rang out against the stone, like something hard striking something just
as hard, again and again. Digging. Could the mountain folk be digging toward them? Was it possible?
"Can you help? Or are you mute?" Colden's irritated voice demanded.
Citrine snapped back to the present and opened her eyes. Her lips curled up, and she raised her chin. "Give me some time. I might have a way to help us escape."
33
Storm
The beast roared and the mountain trembled in response. An appropriate response, Tor Lir thought as he crossed his arms. Ice surrounded him, fissuring as the quake continued. Tor Lir waited for the dizzying sensation of fear to push all logic out of his mind. It never came. Nothing but smoldering discomfort perched on his shoulders. He eyed the Frost Queen, who stared, intoxicated, at the creature, basking in its beastly fury. He understood that lust for power, the pull of chaos, the destruction of her enemies. The beast was awake, the mountainside ripe for destruction. He was part of this.
"You can speak plainly now," he told her, his voice as cold as the frost that covered the ledge they stood on. "Why did you wake this beast? What is your plan?"
The Frost Queen turned lidded eyes on him. "They made me suffer," she whispered, her fingers clenched into fists. "Now it's their turn to suffer for their misdeeds."
Tor Lir pointed to the massive bear. "You are aware this beast will take down the mountain, and if Citrine is buried with the Therian, how can she tame it?”
A hollow sensation passed through him, an emotion he could not name.
"She is resourceful. She will find a way," the Frost Queen declared. "But you are right, the Kodiak will bring down the mountain; we must return below."
"Kodiak?" Tor glanced at her as he backed away.
The bear reared up on its hind legs, bellowing in confusion and anger. The air turned stale, and a sharp wind blew Tor Lir's hair flat on his head. He shielded his eyes with his hand as snow whipped up. The bear bounded off in the direction of Stronghold.
"Kodiak. It's the name of that creature, an unusually large beast that rules the mountains. He will destroy everything in his wake until she stops him, but we called him forth using Orenda. When the pool of power is drained, he will die."
Tor Lir's brow furrowed. "A pool of power?"
"Aye." The Frost Queen beckoned to him. "When I looked into the Clyear of Revelation, I saw what caused the Therian to turn wild. Orenda seeped into their water supply, likely encouraged by the Therian they call Lord Nodin. They began to turn wild, one after the other, and nothing can bring them back. It will cease when the line of Therian are destroyed or the pool of Orenda is empty."
"I don't understand, how can power empty or run out?"
The Frost Queen laughed. "It is how power goes. Surely you know? Power is given to a few and for some once they use up all of their power, it fades and never returns. Others have an endless supply. Orenda is meant to be infused or taken in. Once it is within you, it is yours to keep. Forever. As far as I know. If it is outside of you, and not awakened, it will fade into the ether, the In-Between as some call it. You have used the power of Orenda to awaken Kodiak; it is within you. In the same way, Citrine will use the knowledge the Clyear grants her to awaken the power of Orenda within her. It will give her the strength she needs to tame Kodiak."
"What if she did not look into it?" Tor Lir demanded. "You base your plan on mindless assumptions."
The Frost Queen shrugged. “Come." She moved farther into the passage. "We should hurry before this ledge collapses. There's a reason I changed my mind about killing you. If Citrine does not tame the beast, you will have to."
Tor Lir stared, and a sudden fury rose so strong he thought he’d choke on it. He wanted to reach out with his bare hands and rip something, anything, apart, but he did not understand the emotion. Why was he stirred to violence when he usually used his words to resolve situations? What was it about the Cascade Mountains and the Therian that brought out the darker side of him?
"Then you have sent her to her death," he stated.
The Frost Queen shrugged. "I tried to kill you; I do not see why it matters."
His jaw clenched. "Because you are soulless," he growled.
A flush came over her white face. "I am doing something about the things that happened to me. Most people sit and wait for something to happen to them in their lives, but I refuse to be that way. I take matters into my own hands, I take action and, yes, those actions have consequences. I am aware, but I have accepted my fate. Now come and stop asking questions."
A lump stuck in his throat, and he thought of what he’d seen in the Clyear. His shadow offered to help, to reveal a slice of power that could assist him. Was he willing to dig into a dark knowledge, something that might be evil in exchange for salvation? But who was he saving and why? Would stopping the beast be enough? His heart pounded, and he tasted blood in his throat as he considered. When he looked down, he saw a green shimmer around his hands.
Another roar smote the air, shattering icicles. Cracks splintered up the ledge, and the once-firm ground beneath Tor Lir’s feet trembled. Regardless of the danger, he moved closer to the ledge, ignoring the Frost Queen’s shouts.
White fury surrounded him. Screams and cries echoed in the wind as it whipped up, hurling snow across the peaks. There was the mineral smell of blood in the air. Snow fringed his eyelids, and a deep abiding cold made his teeth chatter. He glanced back to look at the Frost Queen, but the ferocity of the storm hid her from view.
He took another step toward the void, sucking in air so cold it felt like it would freeze his lungs. Was he mad? Had he lost his mind? But there was nothing left to lose and so he took another step until he teetered on the edge of the ledge.
A chunk fell away, lost in the moaning wind. Stones rolled down all around him, crashing and banging against ice and rock. Roars and howls filled the air and then a flash of lightning, bright, intense, cut through the storm. Or was it fire? For the faint smell of roasting meat came and faded in the wind.
Tor Lir crossed his arms over his chest and closed his eyes. In his mind he pictured his shadow, a green flame, white tentacles, and words. Words he did not want to hear gusted around him.
Ever since he'd left Sanga Sang, he'd made mistake after mistake. He'd resorted to violence and selfishness, let his friends down to die in an attack, awoken a beast who would destroy the mountain folk. He did not know why, but he wanted to save them; he wanted to stop the madness. And so, he took one final step. His foot touched nothing but air as he stepped off the ledge and dropped into the storm.
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Power
Citrine sat stiffly against the solid wall, blocking out the voices around her. Occasionally a wild beast would hurl itself at the narrow opening and shake the room. Soft murmurs rang out as worries were vocalized, but Citrine ignored them. She was lost in her own thoughts. When she closed her eyes, she saw a white mist, a ball of Silver-White Light. It bloomed, sending out fingers of energy like flower petals. If Citrine reached out, she could have it to herself, have it as her own. When she breathed in, the light floated nearer until the haze glowed about her. She stared at it and remembered. Words spoken in the land of Novor Tur-Woodberry came floating back.
A future will come when the mortals must flee and run to the caves and canyons to hide from the domain of the immortals. For those without death will rise, and the Creators will have free will to enact their reign of chaos. . . The release of uncanny power will be the ultimate downfall of the mortals.
When it ceased speaking, the light invaded her. It rushed forward in a halo of glory, smashed into her chest, descended into her throat, and sent a tingling sensation from the tips of her toes to the bottom of her belly and the pads of her fingers. A heady elation filled her, almost like the euphoric sensation of pleasure. She took another breath, and it centered in her core, twirled around her, and squeezed.
Suddenly, she saw in color. Golden light wafted from her fingertips while an eerie glow centered on her. It was like she was a spirit looking down on a va
cant body. She closed her hands and opened them again, watching the light dance on her palms. The realization thudded through her, and she sat up straight as the vision faded. Eyes closed, she listened, and for the first time understood the wild whispers. They pressed around her in a frenzy of angst, but she held firm and reached out her mind to leash them.
One by one, she found the threads of communication and touched them with her mind.
The memory of a slap almost made her grab her cheeks. Mother always said she should listen, but never control the beasts. But these were wild, too far gone, and if she did not exert control, they would break the sacred vow she held her beasts to and harm the mortals. It did not matter if they had brought this upon themselves; more than anything she needed to get out of there.
Her thoughts flickered back to Elbron and Nodin, and with a pang she wondered if they were still alive. And what about Zilpha? Conflicting emotions rose. What happened to her? Had she fled only to be buried under rubble? Nodin had hoodwinked Zilpha, and because no one spoke up to stop her, the mistakes and mistrust had led to her demise. Citrine chewed on her lower lip and then pushed the thought away. She would not take on Zilpha's plight; she had enough to worry about. Once she got out of this mess and found Tor Lir, they could grieve properly for the people they'd lost in the cursed Cascade Mountains.
Threads of communication wrapped around Citrine like vines, and she knitted them together, creating one point to communicate with the creatures. As their frantic whispers cascaded, she pushed white light through the thread, basking in the ambience of her newfound power. It flowed toward the beasts with the single command Citrine ordered:
Hush your cries. I am here. Mother of all beasts. I will protect you, but you have broken the oath, the vow. You shall not harm another. Around us the walls and stones fall, but your cries make it worse. If you want me a find a way for you to live, hush, listen.
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