“Th-thirteen.”
He pulled her close again, held her tighter.
She rested her cheek on his chest and inhaled his scent and the protection his arms created around her. “So you see…I can’t walk away. I can’t.”
“We won’t. We’ll figure this out.”
When he looked her in the eye again, he lowered his lips to hers. The kiss was caring, soft, and brought on a different kind of want inside of her. Sharing herself with someone intimately had always been separate from sharing herself with someone emotionally. Never did the two actually happen with the same man.
Until now.
For a brief moment, Karen didn’t think about Michael or about the fact they were married or that Zach was Michael’s brother. She simply fell into Zach’s touch, his kiss and let herself enjoy the tender moment.
Zach nibbled on her lower lip before ending their kiss. “I’ll be back in the morning.”
“I’ll call if something changes.”
He kissed her once more before pulling way.
Chapter Twenty-One
Karen ended her night texting Michael.
We found them.
Is everything OK?
No. Everything sucks. But I have it handled. Let me know when you’re in Canada.
I will.
She thought about Zach…the kissing.
We really need to talk.
I know. Maybe you can meet me up north?
Maybe.
Be safe.
Michael’s last message as it always was. Thoughtful, friendly…Michael.
Karen glanced at the young couple as they settled beside each other in the bed next to hers and listened as the night sounds invaded the room. Sometime around one, she felt her eyes drift asleep.
The first door that slammed outside the motel at five woke her.
Nolan and Becky still slept soundly.
Karen twisted around, found the cool spot on her pillow, and drifted off again.
Then a knock sounded on the door. “Karen?”
Zach!
“Yeah. Hold on.”
Becky was stirring next to Nolan as Karen opened the motel door.
Zach lifted a small tray with steaming cups of what smelled like coffee.
“Oh, God…thank you!”
Zach smiled. The stubble of his chin lifted with his lips and gave him the sexy edge she couldn’t help but love.
He stepped in the room and noted the sleeping lot of them. “Taking the day off, Nolan?”
“Sorry.” Nolan swiped a hand over his eyes and slid from beneath the covers. “Just need a quick shower.”
The teen walked to the shower in a pair of sweatpants, and before anyone could grab a cup of java, the sound of the pipes rattling filled the room of the cheap motel.
Karen held the door open as Zach moved inside. “I wasn’t sure what to get. I managed doughnuts and bagels, figured that would please someone.”
Becky scooted up in her bed, a timid smile on her lips.
“And milk for you.”
When he handed Becky a paper container with milk Karen felt tears in her eyes.
Her eyes weren’t even open and Zach was already working the room.
“Thanks, Mr. Gardner.”
Zach winked at the teen and focused his attention on Karen. “How did you sleep?”
Karen shrugged. She could only guess how she looked. Like a woman who’d managed only a few hours of sleep, much of it filled with unwanted memories and dreams. “I’m OK.”
He didn’t buy it, she could see by the worry etching his face.
She accepted his offering of coffee and adorned it with cream and sugar before sampling its flavor. Perfect.
She sighed and opened her eyes to find Zach watching her with a smile.
“What?”
“It’s that good?”
“Long night.”
Zach handed her a paper from his back pocket. “Here’s the only rental car company in town. If you run into a problem, call me.”
She accepted the paper and thanked him.
The water from the pipes in the walls made a squeaking noise before turning off.
When Nolan stepped from the bathroom he strode to the side of his bed, sniffed a shirt he’d tossed there the night before, and then pulled it over his head.
Karen laughed, but tried to do so quietly.
Becky sat in the center of her bed sipping her milk and nibbling on a doughnut.
“Did you call your parents?” Karen asked Zach.
Zach nodded. “Told them I had some issues I needed to deal with on site. That I’d try and get back to them later today.”
Karen gave a sad smile. “Guess your vacation is over.”
He looked through her. “Some people make it better. Without them, it’s just idle time.”
Like the last year of her life. Idle time spent pretending to be something she wasn’t. Not that it was terribly difficult living with a great friend in a fabulous home. Only in the past month did her decision to put much of her life on hold cause any real emotional turmoil. In the end, it would be worth it to help people like Becky and Nolan, or so she told herself.
“Is one of those for me?” Nolan asked when he eyed the cups of coffee.
“Yeah.” Zach pulled one from the tray and handed it to him.
Nolan mumbled thanks and took a big drink from the black coffee. He sighed with satisfaction. “That’s good.”
“We should get out of here. Before anyone sees us.”
Zach was right.
Karen sat on the end of her bed and watched as Nolan packed his small bag. Then he hesitated before he leaned over and kissed Becky’s cheek. The motion was sweet, and so full of innocent love that Karen had to look away. “You need anything…call me.”
Becky nodded with a smile. “I’m OK.”
Then when she didn’t think anyone watched, Karen noticed Becky mouth the words I love you to Nolan.
Nolan kissed her again, then took a bite of Becky’s pastry and strode past Zach and out the door.
“Coming?”
Zach lifted an eyebrow and then glanced at Karen with a smile. “Call me.”
Karen saluted him with her coffee cup as he closed the door behind him.
Alone with Becky, they both smiled at the closed door.
“Nolan is a good guy,” Karen told her.
When her comment was met with silence, she turned to see Becky’s blank stare. “He’s the best.”
Her lower lip trembled.
Karen set her coffee on the table between the beds and moved next to Becky. With her closeness, the girl started to cry.
Karen enveloped her in her arms and Becky clasped on. “I’m so scared.”
“I know, baby. I know. It’s OK.” Karen stared at the stained ceiling of the tacky motel and thanked God she had been in Hilton when this girl needed her most.
Becky’s hand clutched Karen’s shirt. Her sobs filled the room.
“It’s OK. You’re going to be OK. You’re not alone.”
Zach pulled Nolan aside and shoved a bag with a double cheeseburger, fries, and a Coke at him for lunch. They both sat on the tailgate of his truck and bit into their burgers in relative silence.
“How do you like construction?” Zach asked him between bites.
“I like it. Much better than filling orders and inventorying your dad’s shop.”
Zach understood that. “Do you think you and Becky will stay here in Hilton?”
“I need to work.”
That wasn’t the answer Zach was looking for.
“But I don’t think Becky’s parents are going to walk away. And people will talk.”
“People are going to talk anywhere.”
Nolan shoved several fries in his mouth and talked around them. “But less people know us in Bell…or even St. George.”
“That’s a long commute.”
“Whatever. I have to think about Becky. I don’t think she’s safe here…y
a know? And if I run into her dad, I’m bound to rearrange the man’s face. Bastard.”
Zach was half-ready to do that himself and he didn’t even know what the man looked like.
“You have a lot to think about.” Zach sipped some more of his soda. “And you’re thinking. That’s good. Best for both of you.”
“I love her. Not just because of the baby either.”
“Are you saying that for my benefit or yours?” Zach watched him now, searching for doubt.
“Yours. I already know how I feel. Yeah, I would have waited until she was out of school…until I’d saved some money and we could find a place of our own. But shit happens. Go with the flow and all that. Life happens whether you want it to or not.”
Zach’s thoughts shifted to Karen and her honey blonde hair and pink lips she licked right before he kissed her. The way she made him feel alive. Hell, he hadn’t realized how dead he felt inside until she walked into his life.
He shook thoughts of Michael from his head. Life happens, whether you want it to or not.
The clinic provided an anonymous setting for Becky and Karen. Karen had called ahead and arranged for them to be taken into a room quickly. Becky gave them the name Rebecca Parker and answered all her medical questions on the history form while Karen sat beside her in support. They’d covered up the bruise on her face with some makeup, but only a blind person wouldn’t notice the marks.
“Do you want me to stay in here when the doctor comes in?” Karen asked.
When Becky didn’t immediately say no, Karen took the decision away. “I’ll stay. If you want me out, just nod.”
“OK.”
One of the nurses stepped in the room and retrieved the form. She scanned it with a smile and then handed Becky a plastic cup. “We need a urine sample. And you can put this on, open in the back.” Becky took the blue and white hospital gown and crumpled it to her chest.
The nurse directed her to the restroom and then moved back into the exam room and waited.
“Is she your sister?”
Karen smiled. “No. I’m a friend.”
“Poor kid. She’s scared.”
“Aren’t they all?”
The nurse nodded. “At least she’s not fourteen.”
Karen didn’t even want to think about those kids. At least at seventeen, Becky was close to adult age. Fourteen-year-olds shouldn’t be having sex. Even Karen had her limits. She thought of her own father and closed the image from her mind. Some kids didn’t have a choice about sex.
Becky slipped back in the room holding her gown closed with one hand, her clothes and the plastic urine-filled cup with the other.
Karen helped her with her clothes, while the nurse took the sample away. “The doctor will be here in a minute.”
Becky wiggled up on the small exam table, her legs dangling.
On the walls were posters showing the different stages of pregnancy. There were hotline numbers to help lines, runaway shelters, and adoption agencies.
“Have you been to a gynecologist before?”
Becky shook her head. “No.”
Her parents really hadn’t done their job in preparing this girl for life. “Well, it’s not that bad. And remember, the doctors do this all day.”
They stopped talking when the door opened and a petite brunette stepped in wearing a lab coat.
“Hello, Rebecca,” the woman said with a smile. “I’m Dr. Grayem.” The doctor held out her hand for Rebecca to shake.
“Hi.”
Karen waited for the doctor to turn her way. “And you are?”
“A friend.”
“Not her mother?”
Karen shook her head and noticed Becky stiffen.
“No.”
Dr. Grayem sat on a rolling stool and dropped the questions about who Karen was.
She looked at the chart and asked questions. “Your last period was twelve weeks ago?”
“Yes, ma’am.”
“You have normal periods?”
“Yes.”
Dr. Grayem made a few notes on her paper. “Any morning sickness?”
“A little.”
“How much did you weigh before you realized you were pregnant?”
Becky told her and the doctor nodded. “Do you know who the father is?”
Becky sucked in a breath. “Yes. I-I’ve only been with him.”
Dr. Grayem stopped writing notes and glanced up at Becky. “I’m not suggesting you sleep around, Rebecca. I want to know what risk factors you might have. Is your boyfriend involved now?”
She nodded.
Karen snuck her hand next to Becky’s and the girl grasped on.
The doctor asked several more questions, mostly confirming what Becky had already indicated on the history form, but in doing so, Becky was growing more anxious.
Dr. Grayem snapped the paper in her hand closed and set it on the table behind her. “I’m going to examine you now and tell you everything I’m doing before I do it, OK, Rebecca?”
“Is it going to hurt?”
The doctor smiled. “No.”
Karen backed away from the table but stood close enough to assure Becky that she was there. Becky closed her eyes during the pelvic exam and winced at the coldness of the doctor’s hands. All the while Dr. Grayem talked about what to expect over the next month, about what to watch for, cramping, bleeding…the usual suspects of complications. The exam was brief, after which the doctor washed her hands and walked toward the door. Instead of leaving, she called for a nurse to bring an ultrasound machine into the room.
“Is everything OK?” Becky asked.
“Everything is fine. You’re already into your second trimester. Do you want to see what your baby looks like?”
Becky blinked, tears started to gather behind her eyes.
“If you think you want to give the baby up for adoption, I can—”
“No! I’m not giving my baby away.”
Karen smiled and stepped aside when the nurse rolled in the ultrasound machine.
“All right then. Let’s take a look.”
Dr. Grayem rolled the chair beside Becky, and the nurse dimmed the light in the room to see the monitor better. Karen stood at Becky’s side and held her hand.
After they applied a thick layer of gel on Becky’s abdomen, the sound of the machine picked up a heart rate.
“That’s you,” Dr. Grayem told them. “Notice the slow pace…well it’s a little fast, but too slow to be your baby.”
Becky was watching the monitor with wide eyes as the black-and-white images swam past.
Then the room filled with a much faster heart rate.
“There we are.”
The doctor kept the wand on Becky’s belly stable and pointed to the monitor with her other hand. “See there. Just a flutter.”
Then the image on the screen twitched.
“Baby’s waving. Saying hi.” Dr. Grayem clicked a few buttons and moved the wand, then clicked a few more.
Becky was squeezing Karen’s hand and smiling like a mother should.
Dr. Grayem pointed out the big head, the heart, and the little legs. So tiny, so precious.
Karen fished her phone out of her pocket. “Want me to take a picture, send it to—”
“Yes,” Becky interrupted her before she mentioned Nolan’s name.
“I’ll print one for you here, too.”
Karen watched the joy on Becky’s face when the doctor told her when she wanted to see her again, and how in a couple of months they could determine the sex of the baby if they wanted.
Karen attached the ultrasound picture to a text to Zach with a message.
Tell Nolan mom and baby are fine.
Karen stepped out of the room with the doctor so Becky could dress.
“She’s lucky to have a good friend,” Dr. Grayem said.
“She’s a good kid. Gonna be a great mom.”
“Where did she get the black eye?”
Karen had no problem relaying w
hat she’d been told. “Her parents weren’t happy with the news of the baby. And they won’t be involved from here on out.”
Dr. Grayem shook her head and cussed under her breath. “If Rebecca needs a statement from me, call.”
Dr. Grayem fished a business card from her pocket and handed it to Karen.
“Thank you.”
Karen paid for their visit in cash, added a donation for those who couldn’t pay along with it, and walked with Becky to the rental car. Once there, her phone buzzed.
Zach’s reply to her text was, Wow. Didn’t think I’d see a grown man cry. Call when you get a minute alone.
I will.
“You made Nolan’s day,” Karen told Becky.
Becky just stared at the picture of her baby. “I’m really having a baby.”
“Yep. You’re really having a baby.”
“I’m going to be a mom.”
Karen laughed at the wonder in her voice. “Well let’s get you and the baby fed. You have to be hungry.”
“Starving. And the doctor wants me to gain weight.”
Karen giggled and drove away from the clinic.
Chapter Twenty-Two
Karen convinced Becky that staying in St. George was safer than driving back to Bell. Not to mention the hotel options were much better.
Karen booked a couple of rooms, knowing that Becky and Nolan would probably like their privacy. She no longer thought Becky wanted to run away…not from Karen and Zach anyway.
With a full stomach and having had a busy emotion-filled day, Becky crawled into bed for a late-afternoon nap.
Karen slipped into her own room to make some much-needed phone calls. She started with Gwen, in hopes of pushing a few mommy buttons to get some help.
“Hey baby mama,” Karen teased when Gwen picked up the phone.
“Well it’s about time you called. We were starting to think you’re never coming back,” Gwen scolded.
“I’d have made it back already but I got hung up.” Karen told her about Becky and the entire messed-up situation.
“Oh, the poor thing.”
“She’s sleeping now. Much happier since she saw the baby.”
“It’s a wonderful moment. Neil cried.”
“No way!” Neil was the poster child for stoic.
“He’d deny it if you called him on it. But he teared up and spent the rest of the night with his head in my lap as if he could hear the baby’s heartbeat through my stomach.”
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