But things aren’t normal, are they?
It became even more claustrophobic when her sister dropped though the air lock to join her. She was already pressed against the doorway to the rest of the station, another air lock door, locked against the vacuum that now filled the pod, facing a downward angle away from their entry point and the door to the ship. She flipped the panel next to it. Not the air lock controls this time, though.
This time she started cycling the docking controls.
The pod was an independent structure, the dodecahedron mating to the causeway the same way it mated with its ship. Within moments she heard a grinding noise through the material of her suit, and the causeway drifted away.
It wouldn’t stop people forever, but it made it a pain in the ass to follow them.
Behind her, the younger Toni dogged shut the way they had entered and hit the controls to repressurize the air lock. She looked at her younger self and felt a near-overwhelming surge of guilt. It was irrational, as Toni had said to her, “I’m you.”
But she wasn’t, and never would be. Her younger self had never defied orders without Toni II’s prompting. And despite the fact that Toni II knew very well what would have happened without her intervention—the fact was, it hadn’t. She bore the bulk of the responsibility.
Pretty condescending thoughts for someone a week or two younger than you. She knows her mind as well as you do.
For some reason, telling herself that didn’t help.
The red lights in the air lock chamber stopped flashing red.
By now it would be clear to the security forces on the station and to whoever was on the Daedalus that something was wrong. They still had some time because confusion would work in their favor. While piracy happened occasionally, it never happened here.
Toni II watched herself open the door that mated with the Daedalus. The two doors, the air lock door and the shipside one, folded in as a unit. She heard a distinct sucking sound, audible even through her helmet, as the remaining pressure differential equalized.
They both ducked into the doorway, one after the other, and Toni closed the door behind them. Even with atmosphere on the other side, the interlocks on a shipboard air lock would never let both sides open at the same time.
This air lock wasn’t as cramped as the one outside. While this wasn’t built for cargo, it was built for EVA use by personnel in full suits. Both walls held racks of three suits, but unlike the utilitarian hardsuits that they were wearing, these had extensive custom paint jobs in bright, garish colors. It made it easy to tell who was where just by looking, who had the blue-on-orange tribal pattern, who had clusters of large purple eyes on a crimson field, who had the lemon yellow and lime green jigsaw puzzle pattern.
If they were lucky, the owners of these suits were on the station.
Once the outer door was sealed, Toni II’s younger self opened the inner door. It opened on a large corridor that fed into the main passage in the Daedalus in a T-intersection ahead of them. Just turning the corner were a pair of excited-looking gentlemen. The younger one wore a thin linen undershirt and a pair of shorts, and by the wild black hair and red eyes Toni II suspected he had been asleep until a few moments ago.
The older one had gray hair and wore a pair of utilitarian overalls. He also had a very large slugthrower in his hand, one with a projectile that would probably easily put a hole in the hardsuits they were wearing. Toni II was very conscious now that they were unarmed.
He shouted at them, “What is the meaning of this? Who are you? What are you doing on my ship?”
For a moment, Toni II froze, and her younger self stepped forward. “I am Lieutenant Valentine of the Stygian Security Forces. We’re on emergency maintenance detail investigating a severe structural failure in level beta, bay one-five—”
“You fascist twits, this is bay sixteen, now I want you to—”
Toni II listened as her younger self channeled the worst of their old drill instructors into her voice. “A structural failure that is propagating clockwise around the station. We’ve lost one scout ship already, along with the causeway here.”
“We haven’t heard—”
“It’s affecting communications through the whole station. Now hand over the gun and take us to the bridge and I won’t have you fined for possession of an unsafe projectile weapon in an orbital habitat.”
“Now wait here, I want—”
“Or you could be charged with threatening deadly force against a Stygian officer in the performance of her duties. There’s considerably more than a fine involved for that.”
The older man sighed and lowered the barrel of the weapon. The younger one finally spoke. “Dad, you aren’t going to—”
“You need to know when it’s time to shut up, Stefan.”
He flipped the gun around and handed it over, butt first. Her double took it in a gauntleted hand and passed it over to her. “Wait here, Corporal Beth.” Toni II startled a little at both the demotion and the use of her middle name as a surname. It struck her that, at the moment, to Stefan and his father, they were separate individuals. The hardsuits were identical except for serial number, and the visors only allowed an unobstructed view of the face from brow to the bridge of the nose—unless they were paying really close attention, their two hosts probably missed the fact that the suits’ occupants were also identical.
“Corporal Beth” watched “Lieutenant Valentine” activate the seals on the hardsuit. The limbs froze in a standing position as the torso clam-shelled open. She watched herself climb out of the suit and order her, “You stay here to direct the engineers when they reach us. I’m going to the bridge.” She turned to the two crew members and snapped, “Now.”
“Yes, Lieutenant,” the older man said, and led the un-suited Toni and his son down toward the main passage, leaving Toni II by the air lock.
Why didn’t I think to do that?
For some reason, seeing her other self improvise her way onto the bridge was deeply disturbing. Especially since her own reaction had been to freeze up as soon as some civilians arrived with a gun.
We really are different people.
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CHAPTER NINTEEN
Testament
“The most severe wounds do not bleed.”
—The Cynic’s Book of Wisdom
“One has to die several times while one is still alive.”
—Friedrich Nietzsche
(1844-1900)
Date: 2526.6.5 (Standard)
Salmagundi - HD 101534
“The other is here. There is no time.” Mallory stared at the midnight-black apparition in the room with them, trying to understand exactly what it was.
Then, from the hallway beyond it, he heard Kugara’s voice scream, “Nickolai!” followed by a massive feline roar that held only the suggestion of language. Kugara screamed again, and her voice was accompanied by an awful metallic crunch.
The alien humanoid seemed—as much as Mallory could tell—focused primarily on the four now-disarmed militiamen. Above him, he could hear the rear guard catching up to them, following the sounds of commotion.
Mallory ran, praying that the fact that none of his escort had been killed by this thing was an indication of its intent.
He dodged past it, jumping over the tendrils that were withdrawing from the disassembled carbines. Beyond was a hallway that led to what Mallory assumed was the main communications control center. Beyond the end of it he heard growling and shouting.
By the time he reached the doorway, he could smell the blood.
The world seemed to slow down as he stepped across the threshold—his old marine implants amplifying what they could with his fatigued, abused body. The first thing he saw was an unfamiliar man holding a shotgun. The stranger was taking a step forward, toward the scene of the carnage.
Mallory tackled the man, deflecting the shotgun and forcing the man to the floor. Then the two of them slammed into the ground, M
allory pinning the stranger beneath him. The shotgun tumbled a meter or so out of the man’s reach.
Mallory turned his head to see Kugara bent over Nickolai. The tiger sat on the floor, propped up against a chair. The right half of his body was so soaked with blood that the fur appeared a solid, glossy black. Kugara shouted, “No!” as she grappled with the tiger’s left wrist. Nickolai clutched a gun, small and toylike, in his massive hand.
Mallory heard the supersonic whine of a needlegun firing, accompanied by the smell of vaporized metal and charred flesh.
“Nickolai! ” Kugara’s voice sounded so raw that Mallory’s throat hurt in sympathy. “No, you shit! You—Flynn! Tetsami! Help me here!”
God help us all.
Mallory could see the side of Nickolai’s face, and that itself was too much to look at. A massive wound cut across his face, between his brow and the bridge of his nose, leaving an ugly hollow where his eyes had been.
If it had been a suicide attempt, it had been a horribly poor one, because Kugara screamed, “Now! He’s still breathing.” She finally turned toward Mallory. Her eyes widened. “Mallory?”
“Kugara, what—”
“Get the fuck off of Flynn and help me!” she screamed.
Mallory got off the man and grabbed the dropped shotgun. He looked back toward the doorway and saw that two of the unarmed militiamen had followed him.
He yelled out, “Medic!” hoping that the Salmagundi militia made a practice of supplying their soldiers with first aid equipment.
The black-clad pair took a step into the room and took one look at Nickolai and froze. “What the—”
With the helmets covering their faces, Mallory didn’t know who spoke. He swung the shotgun in their direction and shouted, “Help him!”
The pair paused a beat. Then they both reached for their belts and pulled out small white packages. They ran up to Kugara, who was still futilely trying to keep pressure on the massive shoulder wound. Their moves were oddly synchronized, and Mallory had the thought cross his mind: If they have other people in their skulls, how many do they have in common?
Kugara didn’t bother asking who these men were or where they had come from. She started shouting orders at them, and to their credit, they didn’t hesitate in carrying them out. One worked on the facial wound, the other on the shoulder. They sprayed emergency bandages into the gaping wounds, the white turning pink as it mixed with Nickolai’s blood.
“He’s in shock,”
“How much blood volume was lost?”
“How much blood volume does this thing have?”
“His name is Nickolai.”
“Damn it, the wound’s too big, I’m out here.”
“You have to—”
“Grab that bleeder!”
Mallory looked back at the hallway, and the rest of the team were being ushered into the room by the enigmatic black figure that had greeted them. The last two still held intact laser carbines, for all they were worth.
The two men helping Kugara didn’t wait for her to say anything. One of them yelled, “Thomas, Kyle—get out your medkits and get over here.”
Mallory watched, slowly lowering the shotgun. The black-clad militia did what they could to stabilize Nickolai. They got the wounds sealed, and—one after the other— they plunged canisters against Nickolai’s torso. The small, fist-sized canisters were unfamiliar in form, but Mallory knew what they did. They were small packets of highly oxygenated blood substitute. Of course they were designed to keep a human victim from crashing from blood loss. Nickolai not only had probably twice the blood volume as the average man, but appeared to have lost a bigger fraction of his volume than the units were designed to cope with.
They used all six on him, and even Mallory could tell his breathing was getting worse.
“I’m losing his pulse!” one of the men said.
“No!” Kugara shouted. “We can’t lose him.”
Mallory had forgotten about the black humanoid. When it spoke, the voice sounded like the angel of death.
“There is no time. We must warn—”
Kugara turned and screamed at the thing. “Fuck you. Fuck you and your other. We need to help Nickolai!”
The entity, whatever it was, paused, as if it didn’t understand Kugara’s words.
“The tach-comm must be fixed.”
“I’ve lost his pulse!”
Kugara pushed the men away and straddled Nickolai’s chest. She started doing compressions.
“You need to help us transmit.”
Kugara ignored him, stopping the compressions to move over to Nickolai’s mouth and perform rescue breathing. The black figure started walking toward her. The militia stepped away from Nickolai’s body. Mallory moved forward, unsure what he would be able to do to this thing that could withstand sustained fire from four laser carbines. The shotgun wasn’t going to do much.
Kugara raised her mouth from Nickolai’s and looked up at the thing looming over her. Her face was so pale that it was hard to believe the blood covering her wasn’t her own.
“You want our help, help him.”
“He has not consented to my help.”
“What the hell?”
“I cannot perform the change on someone who has not consented.”
“To hell with his consent! You can fix those fucking widgets for Tetsami, fix him!”
“It is the other that brings unwilling change. This is what we must stop—”
Kugara leaped off of Nickolai’s unmoving chest and ran to Mallory. She grabbed the shotgun from his hands before he was sure what she was doing. She leveled the shotgun at the alien thing and spoke in a flat tone that chilled Mallory’s blood. “You’re going to fix him, you Protean monstrosity.”
“You cannot ask this of us.”
“Fine,” Kugara said, and pumped a shell into the tach-comm. A display holo exploded in a shower of sparks and fragmented electronics.
“No!”
“Kugara!” Mallory yelled, “What are you doing?”
She pumped another shell into the shotgun and shot another round into the tach-comm. “You want to phone home? Fix Nickolai! Now.”
“You must stop!” Black tendrils flowed out of the thing’s legs like a hellish shadow reaching for Kugara.
She stared at the thing and said, “What did I consent to, Protean?”
The tendrils stopped.
“You can defend yourself?” Kugara loaded another shell into the shotgun with a metallic chunk. “But that’s it, isn’t it? So here’s your choice. Fix Nickolai, attack me, or watch the tach-comm go bye-bye.”
“Kugara,” Mallory whispered, “we need the tach-comm.”
The militiamen who still had carbines were coming to the same conclusion, leveling their weapons at Kugara. She aimed the shotgun at the tach-comm again, oblivious to the lasers pointed at her, or beyond caring.
To Mallory’s surprise, the black thing, the Protean, said, “I cannot make him as he was.”
“Whatever you can do, do it now!”
The Protean knelt over Nickolai’s body and placed its hands on his chest. The hands deformed into a flowing web-work that spread across Nickolai’s body, covering him in a black net. The threads thickened and pulsed, closing the holes in the net, until Nickolai was completely contained in a pulsing black cocoon.
“Christ preserve us,” Mallory muttered.
After a few moments, the cocoon reversed itself, flowing back into the thing’s hands. When the black became a pulsing webwork withdrawing from Nickolai’s body, Mallory noticed that dozens of threads withdrew from holes in the floor around Nickolai’s body. The prone tiger was surrounded by an outline of holes in the ferrocrete floor.
What, why?
When he saw the web withdraw from a new right arm that hadn’t existed moments before, Mallory answered his own question. Raw material.
He had known, as soon as Kugara uttered the word, “Protean.” But it hadn’t truly sunk in until now. The realization ig
nited a primal fear, one that was worse than the fear associated with AI, or the technologies that were used by Salmagundi to replicate the minds of its citizens. The wars mankind fought with genetic engineering and with thinking machines were awful, but understandable.
The kind of heretical technology he saw in this figure of blackness went beyond those. The misuses of this kind of self-replicating nanotechnology had taken more lives than the other two combined. When the terraforming of Titan went wrong, it left nothing recognizable on the surface. A million people gone at once, over a billion total in the years afterward from accidents and attempts to contain the spread of the technology.
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