23 Abattoir He cruised through an outlying neighborhood of decrepit houses: ruptured sidewalks, swaybacked steps, broken porch railings, aged and weathered walls. If possessed of voices, they were structures that would groan, sigh bitterly, wheeze, cough, and feebly complain of time's injustice. We followed discreetly. Earlier in the day, after signing the lease, we had bought tire chains at a Gulf station. The steel links clinked and clattered and, at higher speeds, sang shrilly. Now and then, the residue of winter crunched under our fortified tread. The cop drove slowly past several closed businesses-a muffler shop, a tire store, an abandoned service station, a used bookstore-and shone the patrol car's high-intensity spotlight along the darkened flanks of the buildings, searching for would-be burglars, no doubt, but scaring up nothing more than dervish shadows that whirled and leapt and were extinguished in the dazzling beam. We stayed at least a block behind him, letting him turn corners and disappear from sight for long seconds, so he would not notice that it was always the same car following. In time his path crossed that of a stranded motorist parked on the berm, against a snowbanks near the junction of East Duncannon Road and Apple Avenue. The broken-down car was a four-year-old green Pontiac wearing a skirt of road grime, with short, blunt, muddy icicles hanging from sections of its rear bumper. It had New York State license plates, a detail which confirmed my feeling that this was where the cop would find his victim. After all, a far-traveler passing through Yontsdown would make safe and easy prey because no one could prove that he had disappeared in that city rather than elsewhere along his route. The patrol car pulled onto the berm and stopped behind the disabled Pontiac. "Drive past," I told Rya. An attractive redhead, about thirty years old, wearing knee-high boots and jeans and a thigh-length gray plaid coat, was standing in front of the Pontiac, her breath pluming frostily in the freezing air. Having raised the hood, she was peering quizzically into the engine compartment. Although she had removed one of her gloves, she did not seem to know what to do with the pale hand that she had bared; she reached hesitantly toward something under the hood, then drew back in confusion. Clearly hoping for assistance, she glanced at us as we slowed for the intersection. Just for a fraction of a second I saw an eyeless skull where her face should have been. Its bony sockets seemed of great depth, bottomless. I blinked..To my Twilight Eyes, her mouth and nostrils appeared to be teeming with maggots. I blinked again. The vision passed, and so did we. She would die tonight-unless we did something to help her. A restaurant-bar occupied the corner of the next block, and it was the last lighted place before Duncannon Road rose into the coal-dark, tree-shrouded foothills that ringed three sides of Yontsdown. Rya swung our station wagon into the parking lot, tucked it beside a pickup truck with a camper shell, and cut the headlights. From that position, looking westward beneath the lowest bristly branches of a massive fir that marked the corner of the restaurant property, we had a view of the intersection of Duncannon and Apple Lane, a block back. There, the goblin patrolman was standing at the front of
It the Pontiac, beside the redhead in the plaid coat, by all outward signs a champion of the lady in distress. "We left the guns at the house," Rya said. "We didn't think the war had started already. But after tonight neither of us goes anywhere without a pistol," I said shakily, still unnerved by the image of the maggot-riddled skull. "But right now," she said, we don't have weapons." "I have my knife," I replied, patting my boot where the blade was concealed. "Not much." "Enough. "Maybe." At the intersection the redhead was getting into the patrol car, no doubt relieved to have the assistance of a smiling and courteous officer of the law. A few cars had passed, headlights glinting off patches of snow, bits of ice, and crystals of road salt on the pavement. For the most part, however, Duncannon was little traveled at this rural end of town and at this hour, for traffic to and from the upland mines had virtually ceased for the day. And now, except for the patrol car that pulled out from the berm and came in our direction, the highway was deserted. "Get ready to follow him again," I told Rya. She shifted the car into gear but did not yet switch on the lights. We slumped far down in the seat, our heads barely above the dashboard. We watched the cop as if we were a pair of cautious Florida sand crabs with eyestalks barely poking above the surface of the beach. As the patrol car passed us, accompanied by the keening and rhythmic ticking of its own tire chains, we saw the uniformed goblin driving. There was no sign of the redhead. She had gotten into the front passenger seat; we had observed that much. But she, was not to be seen there now. "Where is she?" Rya wondered. "Just after she got into the car, the last traffic on Duncannon passed them. They were unobserved, so I'll bet the bastard saw his chance and took it. He probably slapped handcuffs on her, forced her down onto the seat. Maybe he even clubbed her, knocked her out." "She could already be dead, Rya suggested. "No," I said. "Go on. Follow them. He wouldn't have killed her that easily, not when he could take her somewhere private and kill her slowly. That's what they enjoy if they can arrange it-leisurely death.rather than the sudden kind." The patrol car had almost disappeared along Duncannon by the time Rya swung the station wagon out of the restaurant lot. Far ahead, the red taillights rose, rose, rose, and for a moment seemed suspended in darkest midair high above us then vanished over the brow of a hill. No traffic followed in our wake . With a brief, hard stutter of chains biting mac adam, Rya accelerated, and we pursued the patrol car at all possible speed, while Duncannon narrowed from a three-lane street to a two-lane county road. As we followed the rising land, half glimpsed pines and spruce-apparitional, somehow threatening, cloaked in their robes and cowls of evergreen needles-loomed close on both sides. Although we soon closed to within less than a quarter-mile of the patrol car, we were not worried that the goblin policeman would spot us. In those foothills the county road followed a serpentine course, so we seldom had him in our sight for more than a few seconds at a time, which meant we were only a distant pair of headlights to him and unlikely to be perceived as a danger. In each mile, perhaps half a dozen driveways-mostly dirt, a few graveled, fewer still paved with macadam-led away through ice-encrusted trees, presumably to houses unseen because there was usually a mailbox on a post at the turnoff. When we had gone four or five miles, we topped a steep rise and saw the patrol car below us, nearly drawn to a complete stop as it swung right into another of those driveways. Without reducing our speed, pretending indifference, we passed the turnoff, where the stenciled name on the gray mailbox was HAVENDAHL. When I peered past the box, into the tunnel of evergreens, I saw the taillights rapidly dwindling in a sheltered darkness so perfect and deep that for a moment my senses of distance and spacial relationships (and my equilibrium) were jolted, confused: it actually seemed as if I was hanging in the air while the cop's cruiser was moving not along the surface of the earth but straight down into the ground below me, boring toward the planet's core. Rya parked along the road two hundred yards beyond the private drive, at a place where the highway department's plows had pushed the huge banks of snow entirely clear of the berm to provide a turnabout. When we got out of the car, we discovered that the night had grown colder since we had left the supermarket in town. A damp wind swept down from higher reaches of the Appalachians but felt as if it came from a more northerly clime, from bleak Canadian tundra, from fields of Arctic ice; it had a sharp, clean, ozone smell of polar origins. We were both wearing suede coats with imitation fur lining, gloves, and insulated boots. We were still cold. Rya opened the tailgate of the wagon. She lifted the floor panel that concealed the spare-tire well and took out a poker-shaped iron tool that was a crowbar on one end and a lug wrench on the other. She hefted it, testing its weight and balance. When she saw me staring, she said, "Well, you have your knife, and now I have this." We walked to the driveway into which the patrol car had turned. That tunnel, formed by overhanging trees, was as black and forbidding as any passage in a carnival fun house. Hoping my eyes would soon adjust to the deeper gloom under the trees, cautious because of the enormous potential for an ambush, I followed the narrow
dirt lane with Rya close at my side. Lumps of frozen earth and small chunks of rotten ice crunched under our boots. The wind whined in the higher branches of the trees. The lower.branches rustled, scraped, and softly creaked. The dead woods seemed to be doing an imitation of life. I could not hear the sound of the black-and-white's engine. Evidently it had stopped somewhere ahead, When we'd gone about a quarter of a mile, I began to walk faster, then broke into a run, not because I could see somewhat better-which I could-but because I suddenly had the feeling that the young redhead did not have much time left. Rya asked no questions but increased her own pace and ran at my side. The driveway must have been half a mile long, and when we came out of the shrouding trees into a snow-covered clearing, where the night was marginally brighter, we were fifty yards from a two-story white frame house. Lights glowed beyond most of the first-floor windows. At night, anyway, it seemed to be a well-kept place. The front-porch light was on, as well, revealing an ornamental-almost rococo-railing with carved balusters. Neat, dark shutters flanked the windows. A plume of smoke rose from the brick chimney, harried westward by the wind. The patrol car was parked in front of the house. I saw no sign of the cop or the redhead. Panting, we stopped just inside the clearing where the sable backdrop of the lightless woods still provided concealment, making us invisible to anyone who glanced out of a window. Sixty or seventy yards to the right of the house was a big barn with a curling brim of luminescent snow bent around the bottom edges of its peaked roof. It seemed out of place here in the foothills, for the land was surely too steep and rocky for profitable farming. Then, in the dimness, I saw a sign painted above the large double doors: KELLY'S CIDER MILL. And on the rising land behind the house, all the trees were ordered like soldiers on a parade field, martial processions barely visible on the snow-covered hillside: an orchard. I crouched and withdrew the knife from my boot. "Maybe you should wait here," I told Rya. "Bullshit." I knew that would be her response, and I was heartened by her predictable courage and by her desire to stay at my side even in moments of danger. Mouse-silent, mouse-quick, we scurried along the edge of the plowed driveway, crouching to take advantage of the banks of old and dirty snow, and in seconds we reached the house. As we stepped onto the lawn we were forced to move slower. The snow had a crust that cracked underfoot with a dismaying amount of noise; but if we put our feet down firmly and slowly, we could reduce the racket to a muffled snap-crunch-crackle that would probably not be audible to those inside the house. Now the bitter wind-hooting and gibbering and snuffling in the eaves-was more an ally than adversary. We eased along the wall. At the first window, through sheer curtains that filled the space between heavier drapes, I saw a living room: used-brick fireplace, a mantel and mantel clock, Colonial furniture, polished pine floor, rag rugs, Grandma Moses prints hanging on pale, striped wallpaper. The next window also looked into the living room. I saw no one. Heard no one. Just the many-voiced wind. The third window was the dining room. Deserted. We sidestepped through the crusted snow. Inside the house, a woman screamed..Something thumped, crashed. Out of the corner of my eye, I saw Rya raise her iron weapon. The fourth and last window on that side of the house looked into a curiously bare chamber about twelve feet by twelve: only one piece of furniture; no decorations, no paintings; the beige walls and beige ceiling were streaked and spotted with rust-brown stains; the speckled gray linoleum floor was even more discolored than the walls. It did not seem to belong in the same house with the clean and ordered living and dining rooms. This window, frost-limed around the edges, was more completely covered by drapes than the others, so I was given only a narrow crack by which to study the room beyond. Pressing my face to the glass and making full use of the chink between the brocade panels, I was able, nevertheless, to see about seventy percent of the chamber-including the redhead. Rescued from her stranded automobile, stripped naked, she was now sitting in a cushionless rail-back pine chair, her wrists handcuffed behind the rails. She was near enough for me to see the tracery of blue veins in her pallid skin-and the pebbly texture of gooseflesh. Her eyes, focused on something beyond my line of vision, were wide and wild and terrified. Another thump. The wall of the house trembled as if something heavy had been flung against the inside of it. An eerie shriek. Not the wind this time. I recognized it at once-the shrill cry of an enraged goblin. Rya clearly recognized it, too, for she let out a soft hiss of disgust. In the unfurnished room one of the demonkind flashed into view, darting out of the hidden corner. It had undergone metamorphosis and was no longer concealed in its human costume, but I knew it Was the policeman we had followed. Down on all fours, it moved with that typically unnerving grace of the goblins, of which its rough arms and shoulders and hips-knotted as they were with malformed bone-seemed incapable. The evil canine head was held low. It bared needlesharp, reptilian fangs. Its forked and mottled tongue slithered obscenely in-out-in over pebbled-black lips. The piggish eyes, red and luminous and hateful, were at all times fixed upon the helpless woman who, judging by the look of her, was teetering on the thin edge of madness. Suddenly the goblin whirled from her and raced across the room, still on all fours, as if intending to crash headlong into the wall. To my astonishment it climbed the wall instead, skittered the length of the room just below the ceiling, cockroach-quick, turned the corner onto the next wall, crossed half the length of that partition, and descended to the linoleum once, more, finally halting in front of the bound woman and rising up on its hind feet. Winter reached inside me and stole the heat from my blood. I knew the goblins were quicker and more agile than most human beings-at least those human beings lacking my paranormal abilities-but I had never witnessed a performance like this. Perhaps that was because I'd seldom seen the beasts in the privacy of their dwellings, where they might climb walls regularly, for all I knew. And on those occasions when I killed their kind, I usually killed swiftly, giving them no opportunity to escape across the walls and ceilings beyond my reach. I had thought I knew all about them, but now I had been surprised again. That made me nervous and depressed me, for I could not help but wonder what other hidden talents they might have. Another such.surprise, sprung on me at the wrong moment, might be the death of me. I was thoroughly, profoundly scared. But I was scared not merely by the goblin's startling ability to wall-climb like a lizard: I was frightened, as well, for the woman handcuffed in the rail-back chair. On coming down from the wall and rising onto its hind feet, the goblin revealed something else that I had never seen: a hideous phallus about a foot long, thrust forward from a scaly, droopin g pouch in which it was normally concealed in detumescent state; it was curved like a saber, thick, and wickedly ridged. The creature meant to rape her before slashing her to ribbons with its claws and teeth. It evidently chose to force itself upon her in its monstrous state rather than in human disguise because her terror would be richer, her utter helplessness deliciously emphasized. Impregnation could not be the motive, for that alien seed would never thrive within a human womb. Besides, brutal murder was both certain and obvious. With a sick sinking feeling, I suddenly understood why the room held no furniture, why it was so different from the rest of the house, and why layer upon layer of rust-brown stains marked the walls and floor. This was an abattoir. a place of butchering. Other women had been brought here, had been taunted and terrified and humiliated and, at last, torn to pieces for the sport of it. Not just women. Men too. And children. Abruptly, I received repulsive psychic impressions of previous bloodletting. Clairvoyant images radiated off the gore-splattered walls and seemed to project themselves on the glass in front of me, as if the window were a movie screen. With tremendous effort I forced those emanations out of my mind, off the glass, and back into the walls of the abattoir. I could not let myself be overwhelmed. If hammered by the visions, I would be weakened and unable to help the woman inside. Turning from the window, I sidled quietly to the corner of the house. confident that Rya would follow me. As I moved, I stripped off my gloves and stuffed them into my coat pockets, so I would be able to handle the knife with m
y usual skill. At the back of the house, the wind hit us harder, for it was rolling straight down from the mountain above, an avalanche of wind, raw and piercing. In seconds I felt my hands turning cold, and I knew I must get into the warm house quickly or lose some of the dexterity that I needed in order to throw the knife accurately. The rear porch steps were frozen; ice mortared the seams and joints. They cracked and creaked as we ascended. Icicles hung from the balustrade. The porch floor also protested under our tread. The rear entrance was to the left side of the house. I eased open the glass and aluminum storm door. Its spring-fitted hinges twanged once. Beyond the storm door, the back door of the house was unlocked as well. The goblins have little use for locks because they were genetically engineered with only a limited capacity for fear and because they have almost no fear at all of us. The hunter does not fear the rabbit. Rya and I stepped into a perfectly ordinary kitchen. straight out of Good Housekeeping, where the warm air was redolent with the odor of chocolate and baked apples and cinnamon. Somehow the very ordinariness of the kitchen only made it more frightening. On a Formica counter to the right of the entrance, a homemade pie stood.on a wire rack, and beside it was a tray heaped with tollhouse cookies. Countless times I had seen goblins-in human masquerade-eating in restaurants. I knew they had to feed themselves as did any living creature, but I had never thought of them performing mundane domestic chores such as cookie baking and pie making. After all, they were psychic vampires that fed on our physical and mental and emotional pain, and considering the wickedly rich diet of human agony in which they regularly indulged, other food seemed superfluous. I certainly had never imagined them sitting down to cozy dinners in their own homes, relaxing after a day of blood and torture and secret terrorism; the thought of it turned my stomach. From the unfurnished room, which shared a wall with the kitchen, rose a series of thuds and thumps and scraping noises. The unlucky woman was evidently beyond screaming, for now I heard her praying in an urgent and tremulous voice. I unzipped my coat, quickly slipped my arms out of the sleeves, and let the garment fall softly to the floor. Its bulkiness would have inhibited my throwing arm. An open archway and three closed doors-in addition to the outside door to the porch-led off the large kitchen. Through the archway I could see the downstairs hall that served the entire house. Of the three doors, one probably opened on the basement stairs, one on a pantry. The other might have been an entrance to the room in which we had seen the demon and the handcuffed woman. However, I did not want to start opening doors and making a lot of noise unless I was absolutely sure that on the first try I would find the right room beyond. Therefore we went silently across the kitchen, through the archway, into the hall, where the first door on the left, standing half open, was the door to the abattoir. I was worried that the woman would see me if I eased into the doorway to reconnoiter and that her reaction would alert the goblin, so I plunged into the room without knowing where my target would be. The door crashed back against the wall as I flung it aside. The goblin, looming over the woman, whirled to face me, letting out a fetid hiss in surprise. With astounding suddenness its rampant phallus collapsed and withdrew into the scaly pouch, which itself seemed to lift into a protective body cavity. Gripping the knife by the point of the weighted blade, I drew it back behind my head. Still hissing, the goblin leapt toward file. Simultaneously, my arm flicked forward. The knife flew. In mid-leap, the goblin was hit in the throat. The blade sank deep, although it was not as well placed as I would have liked. The beast's glistening, quivering, hoglike nostrils fluttered with a snort of shock and rage, and hot blood streamed out of its snout It kept coming. It crashed into me. Hard. We staggered, slammed thunderously into the wall. My back was pressed to the dried blood of God-knows-how-many innocents, and for an instant (before determinedly blocking it out of my mind) I could feel the pain and horror that had radiated from, the victims in their death throes and had adhered to the paint and plaster of this place. Our faces were only inches apart. The creature's breath stank of blood, dead meat, rotten flesh-as if feeding on the woman's terror had given it a carnivore's halitosis. Teeth, huge teeth, hooked and gnashing, dripping saliva, flashed an inch from my eyes, an enameled promise of pain and death..The dark, oily, demonic tongue curled toward me as if it were a questing snake. I felt the goblin's gnarled arms curl around me, as if it would try to crush me against its chest. Or, at the extremity of the embrace, perhaps it would dig its terrible claws deep into my sides. My hammering heart broke a latch bolt on the storage vault of adrenaline within me, and I was abruptly home up on a chemical flood that made me feel like a go"enough, admittedly, a frightened god. My arms were more or less pinned across my breast, so I made fists of my hands and rammed my elbows outward with all my might, into the goblin's strong arms, breaking the hold it was trying to put on me. I felt its claws snag for an instant in my shirt as its grip was broken, and then I heard its bony knuckles stutter against the wall behind me as one of its arms flew up. It screamed with rage, a strange cry made even stranger because the sound waves, rushing from voice box to lips, vibrated against the blade of the knife that pierced its throat, acquiring a metallic tone before expulsion. With the goblin's squeal came a spray of blood that spattered my face; a few drops flew into my mouth. Empowered now by disgust as well as by fear and fury, I thrust away from the wall, heaving the beast backward. We stumbled and fell, and I landed atop the thing, where at once I seized the handle of the knife protruding from its throat, twisted the blade brutally, jerked it free, stabbed down again, again, again, unable to stop myself even though the vermilion luminosity of its eyes was swiftly fading to a muddy red. Its heels drummed weakly on the floor, making a cold clackclack-clack against the linoleum. Its arms flopped uselessly, and its long, horny claws tapped out meaningless codes on the slaughterhouse floor. Finally I drew the razored edge from left to right across the throat, severing muscle, veins, and arteries. Then I was done-and so was it. Gasping, gagging, spitting copiously to expel every trace of demonic blood from my mouth, I rose onto my knees, straddling the dying goblin. Beneath me, with much quicksilver rippling and shimmering, it underwent a final convulsive transformation, expending its meager remaining life energy to return to the human form, as its kind had been genetically programmed to do in the lost era of their creation. Bones crunched, bones popped, bones snapped, bones melted and bubbled and resolidified in frenzied reformation; tendons and cartilage tore but immediately reknit in different patterns of warp and woof-, the softer tissues made a wet sucking-spluttering-oozing sound as they frantically sought and found new configurations. The handcuffed woman, Rya, and I were so transfixed by the lycanthropic reversion that we were not aware of the second goblin until it exploded into the room, taking us by surprise just as we had taken the first beast. Perhaps at that moment Rya's own-and lesser-psychic ability was functioning better than mine, for as I whipped my head up and saw the oncoming goblin, Rya was already swinging the tire iron that she had brought with her. The blow was so furiously swung and so solidly placed that I could see Rya was having difficulty holding on to the weapon with hands numbed by the impact; the powerful shock nearly wrenched the iron from her hands. The lantern-eyed attacker pitched backward with a howl of pain, surely damaged but not sufficiently injured to go down. It screeche d and spat as if its spittle were acutely poisonous to us. Rebounding from the blow even as Rya was still struggling to keep a.firm grip on the tire iron, it rushed her with terrifying speed and agility. Seized her with both its huge hands. All ten talons. Got mostly her heavy winter coat. Thank God. Mostly her coat. Before it could tear one hand free from the coat to slash off her face, I was up. Moving. Two steps, a jump. I was on its scaly back. Sandwiched it between Rya and me. Drove the knife down. Hard. Rammed it down. Down between the bony and malformed shoulders. Hilt-deep. Deep into gristle. I couldn't wrench it loose. Suddenly the beast shrugged with inhuman power. Like a rodeo horse. Flung me away. I crashed to the floor. Pain shot up my spine. My head hit the wall. Things blurred. Then cleared. But for a m
oment I was too stunned to get up. I saw my knife still protruding from the goblin's back. Rya had been flung away from the monster, too, but now it went after her again. However, she had used the moment to regroup, and having devised a plan, she stepped into her assailant instead of away from it, using the tire iron once more, not as a club this time, and not the lug-wrench end, either, but the crowbar end, wielding it as if it was a spear, thrusting it forward as the enemy leapt toward her, driving the thick iron tool into the goblin's belly, eliciting no howl this time but rather a horrid rattling wheeze of shock and pain. The beast clasped both of its large four-knuckled hands around the spear that had pierced its middle, and Rya let go. As the goblin staggered backward and collided with the wall, trying to wrench the shaft out of its guts, I recovered enough to get to my feet. I went after the hateful thing. I put both hands on the gore-slicked lug-wrench end of the bar. The ancient adversary looked its age now as blood gushed from it in torrents. It raised murderous but dimming eyes to me and tried to slash at my hands with its well-honed claws. I tore the crowbar end loose before it could cut me, stepped back, and began methodically to club the creature into submission. I hammered it until it went to its knees, hammered some more until it collapsed facedown on the floor. I did not stop even then, but pounded and pounded until its skull crumpled, until its shoulders were pulverized, until its elbows were smashed, until its hips and knees were broken, until I was pouring sweat that washed the blood off my face and hands, and until I could not lift the tire iron to deliver one more blow. My stentorian breathing echoed off the walls. With a couple of Kleenex, Rya was trying to wipe the goblin blood off her hands. The first beast-now dead-had regained its naked, battered human form even as the battle with the second had begun. Now I saw that it was, in fact, the cop that we had seen earlier. The second goblin, transformed, was a woman of approximately the same age as the cop. Perhaps his wife. Or mate. Did they really think in terms of husbands and wives-or even mates? How did they perceive each other when at night they thrashed in cold, reptilian passion? And did they usually go two-by-two in the world-and was that arrangement by preference, as it was with most of our kind? Or was pairbonding only a convenient cover that assisted them in their efforts to pass for ordinary men and women? Rya retched, seemed in danger of vomiting, but choked down the urge and threw aside the blood-soaked tissues..I planted both feet on the back of the second dead beast, gripped my knife with both hands, and worked it free of the creature's gristly shoulders. I wiped the blade on my jeans The naked woman in the chair was trembling violently. Her eyes were full of horror, confusion, and fear-fear not only of the dead goblins but of me and Rya. Understandable. "Friends," I rasped. "We're not . . . like them." She stared at me and could not speak. "Take care . . . of her," I told Rya. I turned toward the door. Rya said, "Where-" "to see if there're any more of them." There aren't. They'd be here by now." Still have to look." I left the room, hoping Rya would understand that I wanted her to calm and dress the redhead during my absence. I wanted the woman to regain at least some of her wits, strength, dignity, and self-respect before I returned to explain to her about the goblins. In the dining room, wind alternately whispered conspiratorially and moaned mournfully at the window. In the living room the mantel clock ticked hollowly. Upstairs, I found three bedrooms 'and a bath. In each I could hear the arthritic creaking of the attic rafters as the wind pushed at the gables and pounded on the roof and pried at the eaves. No more goblins. In the chilly bathroom I stripped off my blood-soaked clothes and washed quickly at the sink. I did not look in the mirror above the basin; I did not dare. Killing goblins was justified. I had no doubt about the sinlessness of it, and I did not avoid my reflection out of any fear of seeing guilt in my eyes. However, each time I slaughtered the demonkind, it seemed as if they were harder to kill; more was required of me, worse violence than before, greater savagery. So after every bloody session there seemed to be a new coldness in my gaze, a steeliness that disconcerted and dismayed me. The cop had been about my size, and in the master bedroom closet I selected one of his shirts and a pair of his Levi's. They fit as well as my own. I went downstairs and found Rya and the redhead waiting for me in the living room. They were by the front windows in comfortable-looking armchairs, looking thoroughly uncomfortable. From their position they could see the driveway and could give an alarm at the first sign of an approaching car. Outside, wind-driven ghosts of snow rose up from the ground and hurried away into the darkness, vague phosphorescent forms that seemed to have been dispatched on mysterious missions. The woman was dressed. Her experience had not left her deranged, though she sat with her shoulders hunched and her pale hands working nervously in her lap. I pulled up a smaller chair with a needlepoint cushion and sat beside Rya, taking her hand. She was trembling. "What have you told her?" I asked Rya. "Some of it . . . about the goblins . . . what they are, where they came from. But she doesn't know who we are or how we can see them when she can't. I've left that for you." The redhead's name was Cathy Osborn. She was thirty-one, an associate professor of literature at Barnard in New York City. She had been raised in a small Pennsylvania town eighty miles west of Yontsdown..Recently, her father had been admitted to the hospital, suffering from a moderate heart attack, and Cathy had taken time from her duties at Barnard to be with him. He was recovering well, and now she was returning to New York. Considering the dreadful condition of some mountain roads in winter, she'd been making excellent time-until she reached the eastern edge of Yontsdown. As a student and teacher and lover of literature, she was (she said) an imaginative person, an open-minded person, and she even had a taste for the outrageous in fiction, had read her share of fantasy and horror-"Dracula, Frankenstein, some Algernon Blackwood, a little bit of H. P. Lovecraft, a story by someone named Sturgeon about a teddy bear that sucked blood"-so she was not, she said, entirely unprepared for the fantastic or macabre. Nevertheless, in spite of her taste for fantasy and in spite of the nightmare creatures she had seen, she had to struggle valiantly to assimilate what Rya had told her about these genetically engineered soldiers from an era lost to history. She said, "I know I'm not mad, yet I keep wondering if I am, and I know I saw those hideous things change from human form and then back again, but I keep wondering if I imagined it or hallucinated the whole thing, even though I'm quite sure I didn't, and all this stuff about a previous civilization destroyed in a great war . . . it's too much, just too much, and now I'm babbling-aren't I?-yes, I know I am, but I feel as if I'm on the edge of brain burnout, you know?" I did not make it easier for her. I told her about Twilight Eyes, about Rya's lesser psychic abilities, and a little about the quiet war (thus far, quiet) that we were waging. Her green eyes glazed over, though not because she was tuning me out or going into information overload. Instead she had reached that state in which her uncomplicated, rational view of the world had been turned so completely upside down and inside out-and with such force-that her resistance to a belief in "impossible" things was virtually destroyed. She was stunned into receptivity. The glazed eyes were merely a sign of how furiously her well-educated mind was working to fit all these new pieces into her drastically revised comprehension of reality. When I finished, she blinked and shook her head wonderingly and said, "But now . "What?" I asked. "How do I just go back to teaching literature? Now that I know of these things, how do I possibly lead an ordinary life?" I looked at Rya wondering if she had an answer to that one, and she said "It probably won't be possible." Cathy frowned and started to speak, but a strange sound cut her off. A sudden, shrill cry-partly an infantile whine, partly a piggish screech, partly an insectile trilling-disturbed the peace of the studiedly Colonial living room. It was not a sound I associated with goblins, but it was certainly neither human in origin nor the cry of any animal I had ever encountered. I knew this keening could not be related to the pair of goblins that we had just killed. They were unquestionably dead-at least for now. Perhaps, left with their heads attached to their shoulders, they would find their way back to the land of th
e living but not for days or weeks or months. Rya rose from her chair in a wink, groping for something that was not at her side-the tire iron, I suppose. "What's that noise?" I was on my feet, as well, knife in hand. The weird, ululating cry, as of many voices, had an alchemizing power to transmute blood into ice water. If Evil personified walked the.earth either in the form of Satan or some Other singular devil, this was surely its voice, wordless but malevolent, the voice of all that was not good and was not right. It was coming from another room, though I could not immediately decide if the source was on this floor or upstairs. Cathy Osborn was slower to rise, as if reluctant to deal with yet another terror. She said, "I . . . I've heard that very sound before, when I was handcuffed in that room, when they first started to torment me. But so much happened so fast that . . . I forgot about it." Rya looked at the floor in front of her. I also looked down, for I realized that the shrill noise-almost like an oscillating electronic wail, though ever so much stranger-was coming from the cellar.
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