The Right Mr. Wrong
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‘Can you two be quiet, please?’ Nico glowered at them.
Vivi bit back her smile and went to ensure the lunch caterers were going to make it past security. It seemed the monsters needed feeding.
An hour later she was exhausted—having checked and double-checked that all the special orders were fulfilled. She’d lost sight of Liam for a while, presumed he’d gone to do some work somewhere. She wished she could escape for a bit too. The constant demands from the ‘talent’ were wearing.
‘Hey, have this.’ Liam appeared at her side and offered her a steaming cup.
‘Oh, thanks.’ She took a careful sip and smiled as the flavour hit her taste buds—peppermint tea? She couldn’t believe he’d found some. What surprised her even more was that he remembered it was the only tea she drank—that he’d noticed she’d not had any of the coffee. He’d sat up with her that night she’d been making Christmas decorations for Oliver’s mother. He’d kept her laughing. He’d teased her about the tea. He’d offered...more than he should have.
‘Not everything changes, right?’ He stood beside her, dangerously intimate.
‘No,’ she said ruefully. ‘I guess not.’
Another hour went by. Another change of bikini for Alannah, new trunks for the men, more adjustments with the lighting and the spray-on mist-to-look-like-sweat. Vivi fetched, carried, stood—all with Liam at her side making amusing comments and general chat. Until Nico was fully engaged with another set-up.
‘I thought you’d gone back to Oliver,’ Liam said quietly.
She went completely cold. ‘Oh, no.’ She shook her head. ‘No.’
Liam turned away from the models, angling so he could see her face. ‘Do you wish you’d said yes to him that day?’
‘No.’ She didn’t hesitate. ‘He wasn’t right for me either.’ She braved looking at his face as she said that last.
He looked thoughtful. ‘I saw him recently.’
‘Oliver?’
‘Yeah.’ Liam grinned at her squawk. ‘He bought one of my boats.’
‘Oh. Great.’ Vivi swallowed back her shock. ‘He’s well? And happy?’
Liam nodded. ‘Married and climbing his way to the top of an investment bank. Exactly on the track he’d always wanted to be on.’
Yeah, it was that same life plan. Just with a different woman.
‘So he’s done okay through the recession?’ Vivi shook her head at her own stupidity. ‘Of course he has—he’s bought one of your boats.’
And he was happy. That was good. She wouldn’t have been happy with him and she knew she’d have made him unhappy too. ‘I’m glad he’s doing well,’ she said, meaning it. But she was thrown that Oliver and Liam were still...friends? Well, she supposed it figured. Mates before dates, right? Then she remembered. ‘I’d forgotten you’d gone to work for his family friend...’ She frowned, confused. ‘But when did you move to Italy?’
Liam had straightened up and faced back towards the models. ‘I never worked for the friend.’
‘Yes, you did.’ She turned towards him to read his face. ‘That’s why you were there that Christmas. How you got the visa to come to England. Oliver got you that job. You were starting in the new year—you were going to Cowes.’ Oliver’s family had pulled strings to get Liam a job with a close contact in the yachting industry there. She’d thought it would be okay—truth be told she hadn’t thought about it at all.
‘They rescinded the job offer. I found other work.’
Her blood ran cold. ‘When?’ She fought the churning sensation in her gut. ‘When did they rescind the offer?’
‘A couple of days after we left.’
‘But—’ She broke off, oddly breathless. ‘You’d signed a contract.’
‘They found some loophole. What was I going to do—fight it?’ He laughed.
But it wasn’t funny. She stared at him, a horrible hurt feeling inside. ‘You never told me.’
Liam kept looking beyond her, at the scene Nico and Gia had staged. ‘I hadn’t seen him for years until he came to buy the boat. He asked after you.’ Liam sighed. ‘He wondered how you were getting on.’
Had Oliver thought she and Liam were still together? ‘What did you say?’
‘I didn’t. I thought you’d gone back to him, remember? I was totally thrown when I found out the wife he’d been going on about wasn’t you. Turned out neither of us knew a thing about you. Then I did a couple of searches, but it seemed you’d vanished.’
So Liam had then searched for her? Why?
‘How did you hide?’ he asked.
She grasped onto that—trying to keep the conversation light, trying not to dig deeper into something that seemed a lot like a giant can of worms. ‘With all this social media it’s supposedly easy to track anyone down. From the fifteen kids in your first ever class at school to the three hundred in your uni lecture hall. You can find anyone and everyone with a quick Facebook look, right? Unless you consciously change. I shortened my name. Shut down all my accounts. Cut my hair. Became someone new.’
‘Vivi.’
She nodded. ‘It took a while, but I became the person I wanted to be.’ She’d worked in a stationery store to start with but wanted to get into design. She’d loved drawing and doing graphic design on the computer. But it wasn’t for her to do fashion at university. That was a hobby, not a career, her father had lectured. Doing French hadn’t exactly been much of a career option either. But she could type and organise and she’d picked up computer systems quickly. She learned to get what she needed from other people simply because she had to. ‘I got an admin job in Gia’s office.’
‘And then you showed them what you could really do.’
‘I worked so hard,’ she said. How she’d worked. ‘And it’s been worth it.’
‘So you’ve proved yourself?’ He gazed at her.
‘For myself. Not anyone else.’ She frowned. ‘When was it you saw Oliver?’
‘A couple of months ago.’
Her heart thudded. ‘So, is that why...?’
‘I never liked how it ended between us. I thought it’d be interesting to see what had become of you since then.’
Interesting. ‘So you’re combining business with something personal. Looking up an old flame? This is merely curiosity?’ It was silly but somehow it hurt. What was he going to do now—report back to Oliver and the others?
He stepped closer, turning to face her again. ‘I don’t think this is merely anything.’
‘Vivi, where the hell is the bag with the power strips?’ Nico’s shout echoed around them.
Vivi tore her attention from Liam, turned away. And tried to stay away while she processed what she now knew of the past. Liam losing the job offer and never telling her. He must have been so worried—she’d known he didn’t have money, didn’t have a family... He didn’t have much of anything.
And she’d shouted at him. She’d left him.
Eight hours later she was so, so tired. The shoot was taking for ever. She walked off the boat, walked down the back of the boatshed where it was dark. She could hear Nico ordering Alannah about, Gia adding her views. The stylists flitted around like moths. A cast of thousands—and Vivi was supposed to be the one at the back ensuring every single one of them was happy and had all they needed.
Too bad. Right now she needed a break. From Gia’s demands. From Alannah’s. From Liam.
From the way he watched her. From the way he made her feel—so hungry, so yearning, so turned on all the time. It was insane. She sank into a pile of sail bags in the furthest corner she could find. Her body ached from tension and sleeplessness. She’d steal a few minutes. Five. Then she’d be ready to handle them all again. Handle him.
* * *
Liam grimly stopped himself hunting round for Victoria. He didn’t need to stalk her. But fifteen minutes later she hadn’t come back to the spot where she’d been watching the shoot. He wanted it to be over. He wanted to be alone with her. Truth? That was all he’d wanted. He d
idn’t give a toss about publicity photos and magazine spreads.
He’d been a fool to think it was a stint of celibacy that had made him so hot the first night he’d seen her again. No woman had ever had the effect she had on him. The minute he’d found out Oliver had no clue where she was, that no one knew anything about her... He’d needed to find her.
Ten minutes later he couldn’t cope with her absence any more. He went searching. He found her right at the far corner of the boatshed, curled up in a pile of gear, sound asleep but looking horribly uncomfortable with her head at that angle.
Very carefully, quietly, he bent down. Holding his breath, he gently lifted her and slid in beside her, pulling her back to rest against him. He gazed down at her pretty but pale face. She hadn’t stirred. Which meant she had to be exhausted.
She worked too hard.
That was something he understood. He’d been working too hard for too long as well. He’d been obsessed with building a company, a basis for a future. Security. She had too. They’d viciously fought that last day—her wants versus his. But it turned out they were incredibly similar.
He’d not realised how much she’d sacrificed and risked to go with him. She’d not understood how desperate he was for money. He’d not told her about the email rescinding the job offer—it had landed in his email account two days after they’d left Oliver’s family home. It had meant he had nothing to offer her. He’d felt utterly useless and absolutely determined all at the same time. He’d been so desperate to secure something for his future. For theirs.
But he’d been too proud to admit it all to her. And she’d got angry with him—that he was expecting her to just ‘fall in’. He’d thought she was full of bravado that last day when she’d yelled that she didn’t need him or anyone and she’d prove it. He hadn’t believed her. He’d thought she’d gone back home. Back to her stifling parents. Back to Oliver.
But he’d been wrong. And she had proved it. Changed her name, her look. Built a career. Worked incredibly hard. Turned her back on everything.
He frowned. You couldn’t turn your back on everything for ever.
And at heart Vivi Grace was still Victoria Rutherford—generous, caring torment who spent her life pleasing others. He’d tried to tell himself it was just sex that drew him to her. But it wasn’t lust filling him now. There were so many more, conflicting, emotions. Amusement, annoyance, concern. He’d thought he had this figured out. Now he didn’t know what he was going to do with her.
Well, he did. Kissing her the other morning had brought it home. He wanted her. But what he wanted, even more than that, was for her to want it. For her to ask.
Just once. To complete their history.
* * *
Vivi wasn’t just warm and comfortable, she was lax and hot. She breathed in deep, the scent filling her lungs. Salt air, strong man. She opened her eyes and gasped. He wasn’t just with her, he was beneath her—encircling her. His arms were around her, his chest below her cheek.
She looked up at him, trying to read his beautiful eyes. They were dark, but lit by that fire. The sharp planes of his jaw roughened by short stubble. She wanted to stroke it with her fingertips to feel it; she wanted to touch her lips to his.
There was nothing she wanted more than his kiss.
‘Something you want?’ His voice was so low, she felt it more than heard it.
She said nothing. He knew already.
‘Victoria?’
She lived in London. He lived in Italy. She didn’t want a relationship. Nor did he. This time she was certain of where this would go, when it would end. With such firm parameters, she’d be okay, right? This would bring closure. She’d expunge the remnants of that lust, reveal it really wasn’t that good, and she could prove she had control of her emotions. Able to enjoy a moment.
It could only be a moment.
‘Something you want?’ he repeated.
‘Kiss me,’ she breathed.
‘Nico?’ Alannah’s piercing voice shattered the moment just as she lifted her chin to press her lips to his.
‘I’m just finding Vivi.’ Nico’s voice sounded way too near.
Vivi turned her head so quick she almost got whiplash. Nico was a few feet away, his camera in his hands. ‘Gia needs you,’ he said.
‘Of course,’ Vivi said.
But she couldn’t move—Liam’s arms were too tight around her. She looked back at him as she heard Nico walk away. Liam’s expression hadn’t changed—still trained on her. Still hot. Still determined. And she liked it.
It seemed some things didn’t change.
FIVE
Gia, the models, Nico left.
Liam didn’t.
Vivi was usually the last away from a shoot, the one to ensure all had been done. She was aware of him silently working beside her. Carrying things to the truck for the stylists. Until they too left.
‘You need to get back to your hotel.’ He finally broke the silence between them. ‘I’ll give you a lift.’
‘Thank you.’
He didn’t speak on the drive. Nor did she. At the hotel she got out of the car, hyper aware that he did too—that he tossed the keys to the valet, that he was right by her side as she walked through the reception and to the elevator. That he took the key card to her room from her and opened the door.
‘I owe you a kiss,’ he said, standing just back from the doorway.
Stepping through the doorway, she turned her head to look him in the eye. ‘Then you’d better come in.’
To her amazement a tinge of colour slashed his cheekbones.
She walked on, suddenly smiling. Suddenly sure. She wouldn’t say no tonight, didn’t want to. Denying what she so badly wanted wasn’t going to protect her. Walking away in the morning wouldn’t hurt as it had before. Last time there’d been shattered dreams—she’d grown up quickly, painfully. This was merely fun, right? The kind of fling she knew she could handle. She turned in the centre of the room—a half-metre from the bed—and faced him.
He kept walking until he was right in front of her. She lifted her chin and waited. Slowly, too slowly, he pressed his lips to hers. The touch was too careful, too light—but her body went incandescent anyway.
‘Anything else you’d like from me?’ he breathed.
She gazed into his fire-lit eyes and down his beautiful body. ‘One night.’
‘Doing what?’
‘Everything.’
This time the kiss wasn’t light—but it was still full of care. Steeped in passion. She clung to him—he to her. Hands clutched, caressed, swept—pulling bodies closer, stroking. Needing.
‘You mind taking off your clothes?’ He tore his lips from her neck and gasped. ‘I’m likely to rip them if I try to do it.’
She sent him an amused glance.
‘It’s not funny. I’m serious.’
‘Oh, in that case.’ She stepped back and slowly undid each button of her white blouse.
‘A bra today,’ he mused, his eyes twinkling. ‘I wondered.’
‘You didn’t wonder. You already knew. You’ve been staring at my chest most of the day,’ she said tartly, letting her shirt fall to the floor.
‘It’s not because of your breasts that I’m here.’
‘No?’
He shook his head. ‘It’s your legs.’
She chuckled.
‘You mind taking the skirt off?’
She complied. Quickly as she watched the fire in his eyes burn brighter.
‘Actually,’ he amended, ‘it’s everything about you.’ He backed her up against the bed. ‘Always was.’
He kissed her. Vivi leaned into him, curling her arms around his neck and giving into it. All was unleashed. She’d always been so carried away in her passion for him. Stunned by the sensations he’d made her feel. How could it be like this again? How so quickly?
‘It’s been a while.’ She pushed him away for a second so she could breathe. Regroup. Focus. Narrow-eyed, she frowned at him. ‘Why
aren’t you naked?’
His laugh had a desperate edge. He rubbed his fingertips over his forehead. ‘It’s been a while for me too. I need to keep myself in check somehow.’
‘No constant stream of girlfriends?’
He hesitated. ‘Not constant. None constant. Long term not my thing. Never will be.’
She didn’t doubt it. She knew he was reminding her of that line in the sand. And she had to accept it. There was no changing him. And she didn’t want to, right? She only wanted this one night too. Now she understood he’d been emotionally alone for a long time—and he only wanted fun. Well, so did she.
‘What do you want me to do?’ he quietly asked.
She picked up on the subtle meaning—he was giving her the chance to change her mind. She didn’t want to think about the past any more. Or the future. Instead she focused on the present. On the present that he was to her. ‘I want you naked. Take your tee shirt off.’
He removed it immediately. Suddenly she felt confident. A confidence she’d never had all those years ago. Back then she’d just been overwhelmed. This time it was going to be different. Maybe he was right. This time she’d take all she needed from him. Do everything she wanted to. After all, it was only sex.
She reached for his shorts, deftly undid them and shoved them—together with his boxers—down to his knees.
‘And now?’ He stood there, all bared magnificence.
‘Touch me.’
He stepped out of the clothes and reached for her. And as he caressed her she caressed him. Running fingers over the body she’d once known so briefly, but so well. Still knew. Still admired...adored. She glanced back to his face, touched light fingertips to the smile that always melted her. He stepped closer, feathering kisses down her neck, to her breasts, his hands leading the way—tender, savouring, tormenting, until she was hot, restless, breathless.
‘Liam?’
‘Anything.’
She whispered, her confidence growing still. And he answered in action—quick, devastating action.
‘We need to...’ He broke away for a moment and found his shorts, swiftly fitting the protection. Then his hands returned to her—sought out her sensitive parts. He listened, but too soon she couldn’t speak. It didn’t matter. He seemed to remember her as if it were yesterday. What she liked. What she really liked. What she discovered that she now adored.