by Youers, Rio
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JT taught me that phrase when he was trying to talk me into nailing that little punk Donny Pearlman. I didn’t really want to hurt a man by killing one of his relatives, a non-combatant. Just didn’t seem to fit in to the code I had grown up with. It just didn’t seem right.
“There is no code,” JT had told me. “The stakes are too high. The world is a different place than it was, Tony. This is a war for the future. There are no rules.”
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JT’s men had promised me revenge on Manny Pearlman. I didn’t want revenge. Way I saw it, nothing mattered anymore. Me and Manny were even, and if he and JT wanted to even up some bullshit score they had between them, that was their own problem. I just wanted out. I hooked up with an outfit, doing security on oil rigs up in Alaska. Maybe I thought the cold would freeze some of the hurt out of my soul. I buried Emily in that cocktail dress she was so proud of, and I wept behind my shades as I scattered Vegas dirt across the red roses on her coffin. Maybe she was the only fucking thing that mattered to me, but at least I knew it had been real. JT was right. It was a war for the future, and everybody had lost.
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Sometimes I think I went a little nuts up there in Alaska. Maybe the cold froze out my brain, instead of my heart. When it started happening––when the dead started hauling their sorry maggot-eaten asses out of the grave––I realized that there was a chance, a tiny, tiny chance, that I might find my Emily, and she might welcome me with open arms.
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Open arms is pretty close to the mark. But it’s not exactly what I had in mind.
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Roses. Dead roses. Everywhere.
I come to my senses with her hands all over me. She’s clawing and scratching, biting and tearing, uttering a nightmare wail like fingernails on the chalkboard of the damned. Or something. She’s got her body up against me and her legs spread around me, grinding her crotch against mine, and so help me I’ve got a hard-on even though I’m bleeding all over. The Johnnie Walker is spilled across my suit. I’m pressed against the bed and Emily has got the tie pulled tight, strangling me. Somehow she’s gotten loose from the bonds. I feel her teeth closing on my throat and it seems like she’s ripping me open. That’s when I see her wrist, and I know in a flash what she’s done. She got free from the ropes by gnawing all the flesh off her wrist. And then using that mangled hand to free the other. Goo smears across my face. I hit her hard but she won’t budge. I reach out blindly for the nightstand and manage to pop open the top drawer. I feel the butt of the .45 and haul it out, thumbing off the safety. The Armani’s come loose and Emily gets her teeth closed on a chunk of my neck, ripping it out with a shred of my shirt. I scream as I feel the flesh tearing. While she’s chewing that one I get the barrel of the .45 into her mouth amid the pulpy mass of my skin.
“I’m sorry,” I tell her as I pull the trigger.
One ankle is still tied to the bottom of the bed frame, so she flies halfway out of bed and sprawls there ruined and dangling. The pain in my shoulder is overwhelming, it’s throbbing and blood is running all over the bed. I look down at Emily and I start to think I should cry, but I just don’t feel like it anymore. I kneel over her, amid the scattered rose-petals and upended candleholders, and look into Emily’s ruined face.
“Flights of angels, baby,” I say. It’s hard not to cry.
Sadly, I bend down and kiss the gaping mass that was her mouth a minute ago. One last kiss, tortured and romantic. She tastes like chorizo.
Far below, I hear the sound of breaking glass.
I go to the window. Below, bleached in the white glare of the full moon, mingled with my reflection, stretching out as far as I can see across the moonlit desert, is a sea of the dead, garbed in Hawaiian shirts and Bermuda shorts, black peg pants and dealer’s vests, tuxedos and cocktail dresses, plaid and crepe and pinstripe. All the freaks in Vegas, a rotting ocean of shambling bodies come to Church at midnight to claim one of their own.
The front of the Armani is caked with gore. My shoulder is torn open and my flesh shows. I pull the jacket off, grunting from pain, and set it on the bloodied bed. I peel off my shirt and look down my shoulder, with its missing chunk of flesh where Emily gave me her final, insistent, kiss. The wound glistens wetly in the candlelight. I turn back to the window, where the dead burbling pricks are mounting the walls.
“Guess the war’s over,” I say to nobody, or to my reflection.
I feel the dull dead weight of the .45 in my hand.
Downstairs, the dead are climbing.
’Til Decay Do Us Part
MYRRYM DAVIES
You’re listening to WZBI 1320, Zombie Talk Radio—your source for the latest in zombie-related news, weather and traffic conditions. Up next: ‘TIL DECAY DO US PART with Dr. Johnny Quietus.
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“Hello! Welcome to ‘Til Decay Do Us Part, the only talk show dedicated to helping zombies—and those who love them—cope with the unique changes Undeath brings to a relationship. I’m your host, Dr. Johnny Quietus. Assisting me tonight is my lovely wife, Gina. Say ‘hello’, Gina!”
“Huuuuh.”
“Gina’s feeling a bit under the weather tonight. Probably something she ate. I’m sure she’ll be right as rain by tomorrow. Isn’t that right, Gina?”
“Aaaah.”
“Right! Now then, tonight’s topic is Intimacy and Infidelity in an Undead Relationship. Y’know, it’s hard enough keeping a marriage together when both partners are alive, but when one becomes a zombie…well, that requires some pretty big adjustments, mentally and physically. We understand how difficult it can be to adapt to these necessary—and sometimes shocking—changes. That’s why we’re here: to help you face those challenges and get the most out of your relationship. I see we already have a few callers on hold. Gina? Would you please patch our first guest through?”
“Aauuh.”
“Thanks, Sugar…Hello caller! Welcome to ‘Til Decay Do Us Part.”
“Gaauuh…uh.”
“Hi there, Karen. Thanks for calling. What’s on your mind this evening?”
“Aaaaaaaaaahh…uuhrrrrr.”
“So, let me get this straight: you feel your husband spends too much time with the non-deceased, and you’re worried he may be cheating on you with a live woman. Correct?”
“Uuh?”
“I see. Tell me, Karen—is your husband a relatively new zombie?”
“Gaaaaah.”
“Uh-huh. And…well, I know this is a delicate question to ask a lady, but how long have you been a Zombified Citizen?”
“Uuuuuuh.”
“Hmmm…yes. Well, Karen, I don’t think you have anything to worry about. Your husband probably spends so much time with the living because he has only recently become a zombie. Chances are he’s simply feeding and…testing the waters, so to speak. Going from being alive to being Undead in the space of a few hours can be very disconcerting. Think back to when you were a fledgling; the confusion and hunger you felt in those first weeks of your Undeath. It probably took you a while to come to terms with who and what you are. Your husband needs time to adjust too. Be supportive, of course, but give him a little space—sometimes guys just want to work things through by themselves. Once he’s comfortable with his new identity, he’ll be less likely to wander.”
“Guuhh.”
“No, Karen, thank you. Take care, and don’t hesitate to call us should you have any other concerns.
“Okay! I see we’re up against a commercial break. When we return, we’ll dig into the listener mailbag.”
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“And we’re back! For those just tuning in, you’re listening to ‘Til Decay Do Us Part. I’m your host, Johnny Quietus. Now, here’s an interesting letter from a listener in Delaware. It reads:
Dear Dr. Quietus,
My husband, Mack, and I have been married for twenty-eight joyous years. Even Mack’s untimely Undeath had no effect on our love. Not at first, anyway.
It’s been a little over a year since my husband became a zombie, and things have changed. We’ve always had a very fulfilling relationship, both spiritually and physically, but lately Mack’s grown unresponsive. He won’t give me so much as goodnight kiss; much less engage in more intimate activities.
I’ve been very supportive of him since his zombification, but I just don’t know what to do anymore. Attempts to discuss the matter have been met with either a blank stare or a dismissive grunt. I love Mack, Dr. Quietus, but I have needs too, and they aren’t being met. Is this the end of our happy marriage?
Desperate in Delaware
“Oh, dear…Desperate, let me start by saying I understand your frustration. When my Gina became a zombie, she was somewhat indifferent to my romantic gestures, herself. But with a little patience and understanding, we were able to work through it. We’ve both made numerous adjustments over the years, and I feel our marriage is stronger than ever! Wouldn’t you agree, Gina?”
“Guuuh…uuu.”
“I love you too! Now, Desperate, I hope you’re listening tonight because I have a couple of suggestions for you. First, don’t take your husband’s impassive behavior personally. The reason for his lack of communication could be physiological. I’d suggest taking Mack in for a checkup at your earliest convenience. He may be suffering from esophageal decomposition. Or maybe he simply has food stuck in his throat. A reputable ZomCare provider can check for these and other afflictions, and give you advice on working around any physical issues.
“Another thing you must understand is your husband is dealing with certain changes he may find difficult to discuss with you. His indifference to your sexual overtures may be his way of covering up feelings of inadequacy. Physical deterioration is a big problem for zombies and it has some pretty embarrassing consequences, including tissue shrinkage and abrupt limb loss. Imagine how awkward it would be for Mack should his…ah, ‘manhood’ detach during foreplay. The very thought of it may be enough for him to shirk his husbandly duties. Again, a good ZomCare provider can assess your husband’s extremities and offer treatment options that are right for you and Mack. Good luck, Desperate, and keep us updated on how things are going.
“Okay, well, I was hoping to take a few callers, but it looks like we’re up against another commercial break. Back after this message from Bradley’s Brain Emporium.”
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“…spleen puree is a little hard to come by at the Piggly Wiggly, Gina. You’d probably have to go to…what?”
“Uuuh.”
“Oh, hi there, folks! Didn’t realize we were back on the air. Y’know, Gina and I were talking during the break about the amazing progress our zombie friends have made in the few short years they’ve been granted citizenship. Take the owners of Visceratti’s and Bradley’s, for instance. Those guys aren’t business majors or marketing experts—just a couple of hard-working zombies with the foresight to tap into the Undead market. And look at them now! Mr. Bradley is catering to some of the finest restaurants in the country; Visceratti’s is rated number two worldwide for their incredible Undead Cuisine. I think that says a lot about the entrepreneurial spirit of our Zombified Citizens, don’t you, Gina?”
“Guuh…aaaaaaaagh.”
“Good point, hon! Getting rid of the Biohazard Tariff on zombie-owned companies did give struggling upstarts a much needed boost. But hey, we’re getting a little off topic—tonight’s issue is Intimacy and Infidelity. There’s just enough time to take one more caller. Gina? If you would, please patch our next guest through….
“Hello, and welcome to ‘Til Decay Do Us Part.”
“Hi, Dr. Quietus. My name’s Thomas—longtime listener, first time caller. The wife and I really enjoy your show.”
“Hi, Thomas. Always a pleasure to talk with our loyal listeners. What can we do for you this evening?”
“Well, it’s my wife, see? She’s been a zombie for about four years now, and lately she’s been giving off this funky odor. Now, I’m not a shallow man or anything, but it’s a little hard to…y’know…get in the mood when she’s reekin’ like road-kill on a hot afternoon. I don’t want to hurt her feelings none, but it’s got to where I can hardly sleep in the same room with her. Anything I can do about her…um, lack of hygiene?”
“Hmm, I can certainly understand your desire for delicacy, Thomas. There are a few things I can think of that might be contributing to your wife’s not-so-fresh aroma. You said she’s been a zombie for…what? Four years?”
“About that long, yeah.”
“Uh-huh. When was the last time she had a physical, do you know?”
“Lord, Doc…I couldn’t tell you. She’s usually the one to schedule those things. If I had to guess, I’d say it’s been about two years. Maybe more.”
“Well, if I were you, I’d make sure she visited her ZomCare provider right away. Two years is a long time for a zombie to go without having a checkup. She could be suffering from Premature Decomposition Syndrome, especially if she hasn’t been keeping her bi-yearly appointments. PDS can result in a foul odor, tissue loss and other unpleasantries if left unchecked. I’d make an appointment to rule that out as soon as possible.”
“I didn’t know that. I’ll call the ZomCare place first thing in the morning.”
“Good man, Thomas. In the meantime, there are a couple of things you can do at home to ensure your wife stays healthy and odor-free. First, see to it she’s feeding properly—fresh meats and viscera are best, but you can do frozen in a pinch. And make sure she’s not eating junk food, like rotting body parts or brains with high fat content. That’ll only make the odor worse.”
“Okay.”
“There’s also an industrial disinfectant called Putri-Gone. You can buy it at most hardware stores. Comes in a concentrate you mix with water. Have her soak in it twice a week. That should help with the smell.”
“Well, it’s worth a shot. I’ll stop by Handyman Heaven tomorrow and pick some up. Thanks, Doc.”
“You’re quite welcome. Now, don’t forget to make that appointment, Thomas. And give us a cal
l back next week; let us know how everything’s going, okay?”
“Sure thing.”
“Great! We’ll talk with you then. Buh-bye.”
“Bye!”
“What a nice guy. Y’know, people like Thomas and Karen make all the work we put into this show worthwhile. Two people—one a zombie; the other, human—who are doing everything they can to keep their marriages going, despite the challenges of Undeath. Doesn’t that just warm your heart?”
“Aaaaaauuurr.”
“You said it, baby. Well, it looks like our time is up, folks. We hope you enjoyed tonight’s installment of ‘Til Decay Do Us Part. Tune in next week when we’ll discuss overcoming the zombie/human language barrier. This is must-listen radio for anyone having problems communicating with their loved ones, so don’t miss it! Until next week, this is Dr. Johnny Quietus saying goodnight!”
We Will Rebuild
CODY GOODFELLOW
On the third monthly anniversary of V-D Day, some residents of Ocotillo still came out to wave or put Old Glory up on their porches as Deputies Snopes and Bascomb rolled up the nameless main drag in their armored cruiser, siren blaring to lift the curfew.
“Happy Death Day, suckers,” Bascomb hollered.
“Leave ’em alone,” Snopes said. “Everybody loves a parade.”
Bascomb made V-D Day medals out of Xmas ribbon and teeth for the occasion, but only Bascomb wore his, along with his Army Purple Heart and the special citation for the Battle of the Calexico Wal-Mart, which happened two weeks before. A Wal-Mart greeter’s nametag hung from the ribbon: