I am HER...

by Walker, Sarah Ann

  And then I see the truck and my new Suzanne just stops.

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  This is it. It's too late. But I have Z's love. I have his love in this precious moment of time. Right NOW, I have his love.

  Oh, GOD! This is my 'TEN'. This agony is unbearable. I have to close my eyes now, because I don't want to see this happen to me.

  Unlike Porphyria's Lover, I don't want Z to die, and I don't want to die. I want to live with this love. I was wrong! Oh, god, I was so wrong. I DO want to live with him in this love.

  In this precise moment of complete love and adoration, my last memory of Z will be of him loving me completely, of him being mine... forever.

  In this moment, I leave this earth with only the feeling of my true, healthy, beautiful love for Z... surrounded by the only happiness I have ever known. There will never be anything more or less than Z's love, to stay with me forever.

  Dammit.

  With a long last exhale I whisper,

  "I love you, Z...

  But I am gone.”

  THE END

  ABOUT THE AUTHOR

  Sarah Walker lives in Hamilton, Ontario with her American husband and their son.

  After life through Sarah a curve-ball, she decided it was time to work on her dreams a little.

  Sarah can be found on Facebook, and Amazon.com