“I understand the loss of Julia... may be more...”
“You do not,” William said on a hiss, his hand planted on his hips, his breathing finally settling into the normal rhythms of his kind. “You cannot. I waited for her. I was patient,” he seethed. “And now this!” William threw up his hand. “She is with the dogs now. Being subjected to...” William’s expression was thunder contained.
Gabriel strode to William until their chests almost touched. “We will reclaim her.”
“When?” William asked, his falling like a brick over his eyes.
“Before the moon comes full again.”
They both understood the significance of the moon's cycle.
The dogs would try for her. The ritual coming full circle. There would be no choice for Julia in their world. It was the Alpha that would be her mate. Whatever one killed the other. It was their way.
Uncivilized mongrels.
*
The meat appeared again like clockwork, his tortured mind dismissing its grief for the greater need of sustenance. He leaped forward just as the arm retracted through the hole. The only light and air in the place where they kept him.
He growled low in his throat. Talons leapt free of his fingertips and he plunged them into the prey that squirmed on the end of his talons, sharp as finely-honed razors. He cut its throat with his dominant left hand and caught the lifeblood as it sprayed from the death slice. When its life hung from a string, he sliced the body open, neck to crotch, the steaming entrails his next feast.
He fed.
Satisfied, he flung the corpse in the pile in the corner of the metal room he was kept in.
The food settled and began to work its magic on his body, his senses springing to life, his sense of smell the most keen of all.
A dim memory was upon him and he felt compelled to move. He did, dropping to the ground he reversed his wolf into his human form again. His hands bit the ground and he allowed his body to assume a plank-like position. He raised and lowered himself until he lost count and the rivulets of sweat ran off his face and pooled beneath him.
When the female returned to collect his dead meals, their eyes met and she looked away. He was above her. Even he understood that. She was behind a partition that was clear.
His mind knew somewhere from Before that it was called acrylic. At two feet thick, even he could not overcome its strength.
He was very strong now. He smelled the fear on the female through the holes that were drilled like Swiss cheese in the clear wall.
When he lifted his nose to scent her, he smelled another scent, very faint.
It caused the wolf that rippled underneath his human flesh to roar to the surface in a grinding purge that blew his body apart, skin and tendons tearing in a sickeningly painful mesh of wolf and human flesh.
His half form emerged, seven feet tall and covered with a deep wine-colored coat of fur. In the light of day it would have looked like the sun set on his back.
He howled, the scent of the female was one he knew.
He despaired.
He rushed the partition, his talons scraping the acrylic where deep grooves appeared like quartz scars on its surface.
The female backed away, running outside the door and closing the bolt that barred entry.
And escape.
The werewolf howled and bayed until his voice box no longer cooperated.
The female covered her ears and ran away, hot tears beating a burning trail down a face that held but one expression.
Shame.
CHAPTER 22
Julia undressed and stepped into the shower, the hot spray hitting her body, the aches lessened but the headache remained.
There was absolutely no peace as Adriana kept talking while she bathed. Thank God for opaque glass.
“You're probably wonderin' why I can't be somewhere else while you're de-scuzzing.”
Actually, Julia totally was.
“Gotta keep an eye on ya. The boys are all frothing at the mouth about you escaping. Like that's even remotely possible. Duh.” Julia could feel Adriana rolling her eyes.
Julia rinsed her hair and body off, eyeing the razor. She'd love to do a the full groom. Now wasn't the time though. How could she even give a crap about shaving when a pack of werewolves were sniffing around? Julia guessed that she was getting used to her strange life as normal.
It made her want to cry again.
Just as she thought she might lose it, a skinny arm stuck a towel through the shower curtain.
“For your hair,” Adriana said.
Huh.
Julia wrapped her head in the towel and stepped out.
Naked.
Adriana tossed a second towel in her hand and walked to the vanity, busying herself with getting the necessities out: toothbrush, paste, floss, comb...
Julia patted dry and wrapped herself in a towel that had been washed with the same detergent Aunt Lily used and Julia bit the inside of her lip to keep from crying again, the taste of copper filling her mouth.
She widened her eyes to keep the tears from falling.
Adriana turned with a grin. It dropped like a sack of stones when she saw Julia's expression. “You're not gonna start bawling or something? Like, right now? 'Cuz, I'm not equipped for female sniveling.”
That stopped Julia's tears and made a grin appear despite herself.
“Good, you had me worried.”
Julia said, “You don't seem very...”
“Were-wolfy?” Adriana asked with a sarcastic lilt to her voice.
Julia nodded. “Yeah, that.”
“Well, what didya expect anyway? All shaggy mutts howling at the moon or some shit like that?” Her hand pegged her hip, eyebrows to her hairline, ready to fight.
She was hell on wheels Julia thought helplessly. “I didn't know... I just woke up,” she shrugged. It was impossible to explain.
Adriana smiled. “It's okay, you'll get used to me. It's the boys you'll have to keep an eye on. You're like their bitch in heat.”
So subtle too, Julia thought. Hell.
Adriana saw her expression. “Nah, it's not that bad. Can't you feel her?”
“Feel who?”
“The moon, silly. She's not full. You're safe till then.” Her eyes became warm, the brown fading to a molten chocolate and Julia saw the wolf she was underneath her human flesh.
It was disconcerting as hell.
She knew she shouldn't ask.
She did anyway. “Ah... what happens then?”
“Nothing special. My brother and a bunch of other wolves will fight to the death to mate with you.”
Julia's hand flung out and grabbed the vanity to steady her sudden vertigo, the other hand clamped onto the knotted towel at her breast.
“Are ya okay?”
No. She was definitely not okay, she thought, starting a slow stagger that led to her falling.
The wisp of a werewolf caught her and looked down on her with a flicker of compassion. Just as Julia was sucked under into unconsciousness she said, “We're gonna have to toughen you up.”
Julia's eyes fluttered closed and she slept.
Dreamlessly and deep.
*
They looked down at Julia as she slept. New jammie bottoms replaced the others, now dirty.
“How'd she do?” Joseph asked his sister, resisting the urge to tuck her dark blond hair behind her ear like he'd done when she was a whelpling.
She wouldn't appreciate it now. He smiled at his reflection.
Adriana looked up at him and scowled. “Obviously, so great! She fainted when I glossed over the mating ritual.”
“Glossed over?” Tony asked.
She waved her hand around. “I just mentioned, ya know, you guys were gonna fight to the death over her and she'd be with one of ya. No. Big. Deal.” Adriana put her hands on her hips, daring them to contradict her logic.
Tony's mouth opened and closed and Joseph put his a palm on his forehead and scrubbed his face.
>
“What?” she all-but-shrieked and Julia turned, moaning in her sleep.
“See! She's gonna be fine. Better to have radical honesty, guys. You should try it sometime, works like a charm on the chicks.”
“Yeah, I see that!” Tony said, pissed at Adriana.
Joseph knew it had been a mistake to have his sister be the first one that greeted the Rare One.
Julia opened her eyes and saw two men standing over her bed and scuttled into the corner where the wall met one side of the headboard. She clutched the sheet and hoped for some handy telekinesis. And why the hell hadn't that come when she needed it last night as the tranquilizer darts flew? She winced where she'd bitten the inside of her cheek to keep from crying.
No worry over tears right now. She was pissed instead.
“Who are you?” Julia ground out, her voice hoarse, her body tensed.
Adriana grinned. “See, she's just fine. You jackasses got her off on the wrong foot and now you're gonna have to romance her,” Adriana finished, supremely satisfied with herself.
Julia, Tony and Joseph glared at her from separate corners.
“Fine!” She fumed. “You guys can figure it out on your own. Good luck with that!” Adriana took a look at Julia, shook her head and marched out the door, slamming it off its hinges on the way out.
Joseph cringed when the wood slapped together with a resounding thwack.
“That ah...” he began.
“Nice family,” Julia said.
Tony laughed and Julia looked at him and his smile faded.
She was acutely aware of being in a bedroom with two men she knew to be werewolves in nothing but a cami and jammie bottoms. She pulled the sheet up higher, clutching it underneath her chin.
Joseph watched how she moved into the corner defensively and was distressed about it. There was nothing he could do but explain their position.
“Julia...” he started, then abruptly changed his mind, “let's get some food.”
“Yeah, okay. Just as soon as you gents get out of this room and let me get dressed.” Her eyes searched theirs, the one that hadn't said much giving her pause. He was a big guy even without being a werewolf. Julia was guessing he had a foot and over a hundred pounds on her. There was something in his eyes, the predator never really left them, she decided. She was going to keep him in her sights for sure.
All of them.
They left the room and Julia ran over to the door and slid the bolt to lock it. Like that was going to be any help. She took her hand away, a slight tremor making it quake.
Julia spied some clothes on a lone chair in the corner and pulled the drape as she passed in front of the window, shutting out the forest from sight.
Her head snapped up a few seconds later when a plaintive howl sounded.
It pierced her gut, there was something so sad about it, tears actually flooded her eyes at the mournful call.
What was wrong with her? She shook it off with difficulty.
Julia dressed. Moving toward the door she put the flat of her palm against the wood, calming her wildly beating heart. She pressed her forehead to the wood for a moment, clenching her eyes, her mind touching on William and just as quickly shoving the thought away.
He couldn't help her now.
She slid the bolt back and opened it, walking out of the only sanctuary she knew, into the unknown.
He knew the routine and would bide his time. They assumed that he was crazy. They were right. But he was also determined. He had something worth escaping for. He now knew so much more than he had, the memories of others a part of the fabric of who he was now, centuries of genetic thought processes and experiences crowding his skull.
They kept him here in this holding cell to study him. They fed him, allowed him to kill, forced him to exercise and maintain a standard of hygiene.
Not that he cared.
He had died that night.
Now he waited to be reborn.
The feral watched the lock turn and three of his kind came inside. They used more now. After he had taken the head of one, they now used three.
“Time for your bath, feral,” Tony said without compassion.
That would be the first of them he would kill, he thought with satisfaction. His patience had become its own force to be reckoned with. Soon, they would taste it. He repressed a low growl, some of it escaping like a breeze in the quiet room.
Joseph looked at the feral warily, his eyes flicking to Tony's. “That's not helpful and you know it. He can't help what he is any more than you can. Now let's herd him in there and get it over with. And be careful.” Joseph said, eyeing the wolf in front of them. Big in human form, he was huge as a wolf, and one of the rare reds. It was a shame that he couldn't be part of the pack. But he'd been turned, not born. That branded him other in the pack's eyes. All the benefits of the Were but without the protection of the den at his back. An anomaly.
And feral, his mind nearly gone.
Who could blame him?
Tony snorted a laugh. “He is not Alpha to me!” He rolled his big shoulders into a muscular shrug of irritation that would have been impressive, but next to the huge red wolf, it just wasn't.
“Are you sure?”
Tony looked at the rare red Were that stood in front of him, spinning emerald eyes laying an unspoken challenge at his feet. He thought he was Alpha enough, those eyes said. He flicked a glance at his Alpha. He wasn't sure but he'd sure like to test the theory.
Sooner rather than later.
Instead, Tony threw a palm out at the large, walk in shower meant to accommodate all things not human.
The feral allowed his shape to melt into human form again, so seamless a transition Joseph sighed.
Joseph and Tony looked at him with envy.
The moon did not rule his Change.
Only theirs.
*
Julia let her legs swing back and forth as she pushed scrambled eggs around on a plate with big blue flowers on it. The cook, or mom-of-everyone, started to chatter again but Julia was only half-listening.
“Eat up now, hun. Keep your strength up!” she busied herself, wiping her practical hands, toughened by a thousand meals, ten thousand dishes cleaned, off on her apron. She plopped her elbows on the breakfast bar opposite Julia and said, “Dontcha like what I made ya?”
Julia did, but the appetite wasn't top notch. Not by a long shot. Let's recap, Julia thought. Husband killed almost two years ago... best friend, gone. Taken by crazy vampires because she was some kind of genetic prodigy. Check. Then kidnapped by crazier werewolves.
Please eat and exchange pleasantries.
Riggghhht.
She was so into that.
Not.
She did anyway. “I do... like it. I'm just a little tired after the whole getting kidnapped thing. That'll make hunger...” she trailed off and Maggie picked up the thread of her thoughts easily. “Unimportant?”
Julia's eyebrows quirked.
Maggie smiled.
“Oh right. Yeah, I guess.” Julia forced another bite in her mouth, everything tasting the same when Adriana stalked in, grabbing a couple of grapes from a fruit bowl and popping them inside her mouth. Chewing vigorously she said, “Hey Maggie, what's for breakfast?”
Maggie slapped her hand as she went for more fruit. “Good for ya but you need some protein in your craw. You know the routine.”
Adriana glared at Maggie and she glared right back.
Interesting dynamics with the werewolves, Julia thought, remembering how civilized everything was with the vampire. With the Were everyone was passionate, yelling and boisterous, hitting each other... different.
Julia thought about it more. She had almost forgotten the blood letting episode with the vampires.
That hadn't been civilized. She repressed a shudder.
She watched the girl and the older woman circle each other warily and Julia resisted the urge to push away from the bar and get out of the way.
“Sit y
our rear end down and stuff some breakfast down your pipe before the men come. They'll clean everything out, ya know.”
Adriana parked her butt next to Julia's, sullen. “K.”
“Humph!” Maggie said, ladling a plate with twice as much as she'd given Julia and slid it across to Adriana.
She dug in with gusto. When half the plate was put away she caught Julia staring.
“What?” she asked, shoveling in more food.
“It's just... so much food...” Julia began, looking at her own barely eaten food.
She shrugged a slender shoulder. “Gotta fuel up. Eat more as the moon waxes.”
Julia cocked a brow.
“Ya know,” slurp-gulp, “gettin' bigger?” She looked at Julia like she was mildly retarded.
“I understand what a waxing moon means,” Julia said, insulted despite herself.
“Well thank God, I was startin' to really worry about ya!” she said, giving Maggie a significant look and she nodded back.
What? They thought she was dumb or something? Julia frowned as the two werewolves from before came into the kitchen.
Julia did get up then. Backing up against the wall closest to the door she had used to enter the kitchen.
Their eyes flicked to hers and she did not miss the subtle flare of their nostrils.
That was a creeper factor of about one thousand.
They were scenting her.
Her eyes met Adriana's and she smirked then added, like Julia needed clarity, “Bitch in heat, baby, bitch in heat.”
Nice. Julia flattened herself even harder against the wall.
Joseph glared at his sister and she blithely ignored him, gulping some more orange juice and stabbing a sausage, now impaled on the tines of her fork.
While he smoldered at his sister, Tony's eyes bored into Julia's.
She shifted uncomfortably underneath that gaze.
His eyes weren't right.
Tony watched the Rare One with barely contained ownership. She'd have to bow to him. He would be Alpha to her. He didn't care what Lawrence said. Maybe he was Alpha enough to take him but because of him being the Packmaster, he didn't get to play in the sandbox. Tony's lips curled in a predatory smile. The bitch Rare One would free him of his status in the pack. He would be able to Change at Will, the moon nothing to him. No pull, no more domination. He could taste the freedom that she'd provide. And all that bullshit about honoring Singers. That was for the old ways.
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