by Anne Bishop
Page 50
"Why is it an error? If she offered you something of value to—"
"Like my freedom?" The wariness was back in his eyes. "Like a century of not having to kneel and serve?"
Cassandra pressed her lips together. This was going wrong, and if he turned against her again, he wouldn't relent a second time. "The girl means everything to us, Prince, and she means nothing to you. "
"Nothing?" He smiled bitterly. "Do you think that someone like me, having lived as I've lived, being what I am, would destroy the one person he's been looking for his whole life? Do you think me such a fool I don't recognize what she is, what she'll become? She's magic, Cassandra. A single flower blooming in an endless desert. "
Cassandra stared at him. "You're in love with her. " Sudden anger washed over her at the next thought. "She's just a child. "
"That fact hasn't eluded me," he said dryly as he refilled his wineglass. "Who is 'us'?"
"What?"
"You said 'the girl means everything to us. ' Who?"
"Me . . . " Cassandra hesitated, took a deep breath. "And the Priest. "
Daemon's expression was a mixture of relief and pain. He licked his lips. "Does he . . . Does he think I mean her harm?" He shook his head. "No matter. I've wondered the same about him. "
Cassandra gasped, incensed. "How could—" She stopped herself. If they had presumed that about him, why would he not presume the same about them? She sat at the kitchen table. He hesitated and then sat across from her. "Listen to me," she said earnestly. "I can understand why you feel bitter toward him, but you don't feel half as bitter as he does. He never wanted to walk away from you, but he had no other choice. No matter what you think of him because of the way you've had to live, one thing is true: he adores her. With every breath, with every drop of his blood, he adores her. "
Daemon toyed with the wineglass. "Isn't he a little old for her?"
"I'd say he was experienced," Cassandra replied tartly.
"She'll be a powerful Queen and should have an older, experienced Steward. "
Daemon glanced at her, amused. "Steward?"
"Of course. " She studied him. "Do you have ambitions to wear the Steward's ring?"
Daemon shook his head. His lips twitched. "No, I don't have any ambitions to wear the Steward's ring. "
"Well, then. " Cassandra's eyes widened. Now that the chill was gone, now that he was a little more relaxed . . . "You really are your father's son," she said dryly and was startled by his immediate, warm laughter. Her eyes narrowed. "You thought—that's wicked!"
"Is it?" His golden eyes caressed her with disturbing warmth. "Perhaps it is. "
Cassandra smiled. When the anger and cold were gone, he really was a delightful man. "What does she think of you?"
"How in the name of Hell should I know?" he growled. His eyes narrowed as she laughed at him.
"Does she try your patience to the breaking point? Exasperate you until you want to scream? Make you feel as if you can't tell from one step to the next if you're going to touch solid ground or fall into a bottomless pit?"
He looked at her with interest. "Do you feel that way?"
"Oh, no," Cassandra said lightly. "But then, I'm not male. "
Daemon growled.
"That's a familiar sound. " It was fun teasing him because, despite his strength, he didn't frighten her the way Saetan did. "You and the Priest might have more in common than you think where she's concerned. "
He laughed, and she knew it was the idea of Saetan being as bewildered as he that amused him, consoled him, linked him to them.
Daemon finished his wine and stood up. "I'm . . . glad . . . to have met you, Cassandra. I hope it won't be the last time. "
She linked her arm through his and walked with him to the outer door of the Sanctuary. "You're welcome anytime, Prince. "
Daemon raised her hand to his lips and kissed it lightly.
She watched him until he was out of sight before returning to the kitchen and washing the glasses.
Now there was just the delicate little matter of explaining this meeting to his father.
5—Terreille
There are some things the body never forgets, Saetan thought wryly as Cassandra snuggled closer to him, her hand tracing anxious little circles up and down his chest. Before tonight he'd politely refused to stay with her, wary that she might want more from him than he was willing—or able—to give. But she, too, was a Guardian, and that kind of love was no longer part of her life. There were, after all, some penalties to the half-life. Still, it pleased him to feel skin against skin, to caress the curves of a feminine body. If only she'd get to the point and stop making those damn little circles, because he remembered only too well what they meant.
He captured her hand and held it against his chest. "So?" As he turned his head and kissed her hair, he felt her frown. He pressed his lips together, annoyed. Had she forgotten how easy it was for him to read a woman's body, to pick up her subtlest moods? Was she going to deny what had screamed at him the moment he stepped into the kitchen?
"So?" She lightly, teasingly, kissed his chest.
Saetan took a deep breath. His patience frayed. "So when are you going to get around to telling me what happened this afternoon?"
She tensed. "What happened this afternoon?"
He clenched his teeth. "The walls remember, Cassandra. I'm a Black Widow, too. Do you want me to pull it out of the walls and replay it, or are you going to tell me yourself?"
"There's really not much—"
"Not much!" Saetan swore as he rolled away from her and leaned against the headboard. "Have the centuries addled your mind, woman?"
"Don't . . . "
Saetan looked into her eyes. "I frighten you," he said bitterly. "I've never harmed you, never touched you in anger, seldom even raised my voice at you. I loved you, served you well, and used my strength to keep a vow to you through all those desolate years. And I frighten you. Since the day I returned with the Black, I've frightened you. " He leaned his head back and stared at the ceiling. "You're frightened of me, and yet you have the audacity to provoke my son into a murderous rage and try to dismiss it as if nothing happened. What I don't understand is why this place is standing at all, why I'm not trying to locate your remains, or why he wasn't standing on the threshold waiting for me. Did you tell him about me? Was I your trick card to make him hesitate long enough for you to try to smooth it over?"
"It wasn't like that!" Cassandra pulled the sheet around her.
"Then what was it like?" His voice sounded flat with the effort to keep his temper in check.
"He came here because he thought I—we—wanted to harm Jaenelle. "
Saetan shook his head. "You, perhaps. Not me. He already knew about me. " He looked away. He didn't want to see her confusion, didn't want to consider what might happen if that tenuous link between Daemon and himself shattered.
"Saetan . . . listen to me. " Cassandra reached out to him.
He hesitated a moment before holding out his arm and letting her settle on his shoulder. He listened, without interrupting, while she told him about her meeting with Daemon, suspecting that she had blunted far too many edges, had given him the bone without any of the meat.
"You were very lucky," he said when she finally stopped talking.
"Well, I realize he wears the Black. "
Saetan snorted and shook his head. "There is a range of strength within every Jewel. You know that as well as I. "
"He's not really trained. "
"Don't mistake ability for polish. He may not do everything he wants to with finesse, but that doesn't mean he can't do it. "
She fidgeted, annoyed because he wasn't soothed by her rendition of the meeting. But there was still all that meat he hadn't gotten.
"You sound as if you're afraid of him," she said crossly.
"I am. "
She gasped.
Saetan suddenly
felt weary. Weary of Cassandra, weary of Hekatah, weary of all the witches he'd known who, no matter what they did or didn't feel for him as a man, all looked at his Jewels and saw the potential to achieve their own ends. Only the one with sapphire eyes saw him as Saetan. Just Saetan.
"Why?" Cassandra asked, watching his face intently.
Saetan closed his eyes. So weary. And there was another man, a far more desperate man, who had seen only seventeen centuries and was just as weary. "Because he's stronger than me, Cassandra. And not just because he's living. He's stronger than I was in my prime, and he's . . . more ruthless. "
Cassandra bit her lip. "He knows about Jaenelle. I had the impression he knows where to find her. "
Saetan let out a sharp laugh. "Oh, I imagine he does. It's probably not that far a walk from his room to hers. "
"What?"
"He's serving her family, Cassandra. He's living in the same house. " He leaned toward her, taking her chin between his fingers. "Now do you begin to understand? He knows about me because Jaenelle told him, completely ignorant, I'm sure, that it would make him climb the walls. And I know about him because he sent a message to me, through Jaenelle. A polite message, basically warning me off his territory. "
"He doesn't want to be Steward of the court. "
Saetan laughed, genuinely amused. "No, I wouldn't think he would. He's in his prime, virile, living, and well trained in seduction. That twelve-year-old body must be driving him out of his skin. "
Cassandra hesitated. "He thought you wanted to be her Consort. "
Saetan gave her a sidelong look. "What did you tell him?"
"That she needed an older, experienced Steward. "
"Very kind of you. "
Cassandra sighed. "You're still angry about my talking to him. "