by LP Lovell
That icy blue gaze of his meets mine before shifting to Sasha who stands beside me. “You,” he says to Sasha, his voice layered in accusation and disappointment. “I gave you both everything,” he snaps. Me, he wanted to trust, but didn’t quite. Sasha…well Sasha was the unfailingly loyal, prodigal son. Until he watched me—the best of the Elite—fall. Until he witnessed my love for Dante. It changed him. So, when Nicholai asked him to gather intelligence on whether my son was indeed in Rafael’s possession, Nicholai never doubted it. It was too perfect.
I take a deep breath and step in front of Sasha, knowing that this weighs more heavily on him than it does me. “You gave us nothing,” I say. “You took everything.” I glance at him with a cold indifference as I walk toward him, aware all eyes are on us. I feel Nero’s strengthening presence as he leans against the car.
I circle around behind Nicholai and kick hard, sending him to his knees with a grunt. I grab his jaw and twist his face, forcing him to look at the four bodies of the fallen Elite I shot earlier. “Do you know why you are here, Nicholai?” I growl. He says nothing, fighting against my hold. I grip the top of his head and hold him in such a way that threatens to snap his neck. “You are here, on your knees, because you were arrogant. You believed yourself invincible, protected by your army. Protected by your children.” I release him and step away. I walk over to Sasha who hands me two knives. I throw them to the ground. They clatter to a stop just in front of Nicholai. “Pick them up,” I say, cracking my neck from side to side as I pace a few feet towards Nero and back again. “Fucking pick them up!” I shout when he doesn’t respond.
“So you can kill me and call it a fair fight?” he says. I snort as a low rumble of laughter comes from Nero.
“Nothing could make that a fair fight,” Nero tells him, amusement in his tone. “You will die, undoubtedly.”
“You took my child from me and then forced me to fight some of your best only days later.” Anger is threatening to consume me and the urge to just shoot him in the face is strong. I squeeze my eyes shut, remembering the moment he turned his back on me, leaving me strapped to a bed while he walked away with my baby. “So now you will fight your best, Nicholai. You will know what it is to fight for your life.”
His eyes meet mine for the briefest moment and then his jaw clenches. He grabs the knives, pushing to feet before he charges me. I smile, standing completely still as he comes at me. I move at the last second, catching his arm as he fires straight past. I twist his arm behind his back, breaking it. The knife slips from his grasp and I catch it, slamming it deep into his shoulder. He cries out in pain and I smile.
He spins, slashing wildly with the remaining knife, his movements nothing more than the desperate last ditch efforts of a man who knows his fate is sealed. I take several steps back before I move fast, slamming my fist into his throat. He chokes and I divulge him of his knife, imbedding it into his other shoulder. He roars in pain, and it’s such a satisfying sound. Killing has always been an easy skill for me. I enjoy it because I’m good at it, but it’s just a job. I don’t make my victims suffer. This…this isn’t a job, and I want him to suffer like I’ve never wanted to hurt anyone before.
He sways on his feet, blood pouring from both shoulders as he glares at me. “The Bratva will hunt you, little dove,” he says through a grimace.
I shake my head, stepping closer to him until I can smell the metallic tang of his blood scenting the air. “I don’t think they will. After all, with you dead, their guns and drugs will once again run freely.” I lift an eyebrow and grasp the hilts of both blades yanking them out and crossing them in front of me, lightning fast, splitting his stomach open in a cross from ribs to hip both sides. His eyes go wide and he coughs up blood, staggering for a moment. He collapses to the ground, gasping and twitching like a dying fish.
I crouch down next to him. “Goodbye, Nicholai.” I lift the blade in the air and drive it down through his throat, severing his spinal cord. That final tell-tale breath leaves his lungs and I fall back on the ground, staring at his lifeless body. Lifting my face, I look around at all the people watching, all the people he hurt. Families ruined, children broken. This was what he deserved. This was justice. And finally…I’m finally free.
Epilogue
Nero
One month later
I put out my cigarette and push up from my desk, turning off the lamp. I’ve been up late dealing with the fallout of Nicholai’s death, handling Cesare and the Russians. It seems they’re willing to call it quits if we let them trade their guns in our territory. Cesare agreed to it, so for now I have to go with it…at least while the old man still breathes.
I walk up the stairs and check in on Dante the same way I always do before I go to bed. Instead though, I find Una sitting in the armchair in the corner of the room, her head resting on one of the cushions as she cradles Dante in her arms.
I didn’t even hear her come in. Her and Sasha went out for a job earlier, a ‘quick hit’ as she calls it. Once a killer, always a killer. They get paid well and it feeds her bloodthirsty nature. But fucking Sasha will not use the elevator because he says, and I quote: It’s an ambush waiting to happen. Who thinks like that? He insists they use the stairs. He’s somehow bypassed my alarm. He and Una move like fucking ghosts, so I never know when either of them is going to just pop up.
Una’s knuckles are split open. Blood splatters adorn her neck, streaking through her white-blonde ponytail. My bloodstained queen, cradling her innocent child. Dante’s little cheek is pressed to her chest, his lips parted as he breathes heavily. I smile and walk over, stroking the downy hair on his head. In the blink of an eye, a .40 Cal is pointed at my head. Of course. Una’s palm is covering the side of Dante’s face as though she would protect his ears from the sound of the shot.
“Are you ever going to stop pointing guns at me?” I ask her.
She tilts her head to the side, narrowing her eyes before she tucks the gun beneath the cushions again. “Don’t creep up on me like that.”
I laugh. “It’s not creeping.” I carefully take Dante from her, more like pry him from her. The kid’s going to get spoiled. She lets him sleep on her every night, even though he sleeps just fine on his own. I lay him down in his crib, and he doesn’t even stir. He sleeps like the dead, and I hope he always does. I hope he never has a care in the world. With Una for a mother, he’ll always be protected, sheltered from the dangers of this world.
I go to Una and lean over, kissing her. “You can’t sleep in his room for the rest of his life, Morte.”
“Watch me.”
I laugh and shake my head. “Come on,” I say. She gets up, glancing longingly at Dante before she finally leaves the nursery. She whistles for George. He trots up the stairs, going and curling up right in front of Dante’s cot. That damn dog is almost as attached to him as he is to Una. She insists he sleeps with Dante for protection. What the fuck that dog is going to protect him from, I don’t know.
As soon as our bedroom door closes, I pick her up, pinning her against the wall. Her fingers thread through my hair, tugging hard as she bites her bottom lip. I kiss down the length of her neck, groaning as I inhale the scent of vanilla and gun oil mixed with the metallic twang of blood. It’s fucking hot. I still when I feel the cool kiss of steel at my neck. I pull back and cock a brow at her. Her eyes narrow, a twisted smile playing over her lips. “Don’t do it,” I warn.
Her violet eyes flash, lust and violence roaring to the surface, and without ever breaking eye contact, she slowly drags the blade along my collar bone before bringing it to her lips and licking it.
“Oh, you just love to fucking push me,” I say with a feral growl, yanking her away from the wall and throwing her on the bed.
She smiles wide because she’s just as fucking depraved as I am. My perfect match, my other half, my vicious little butterfly. My broken, savage queen. There’s no one else who could possibly stand beside me but her.
“I love you,” she sa
ys, her eyes bright and cheeks flushed.
I groan, touching my forehead to hers. “I fucking love you, Morte.”
She may have started as a pawn in a game, but now, she is the crowned queen. She is that which I treasure most. She is my happiness. Even monsters can find their happily ever after.
THE END
Thank you so much for reading Una and Nero’s story. I hope you loved them! If you’d like to read Anna and Rafael’s story, HATE ME is available HERE. It’s FREE in KU and only 99c.
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Acknowledgments
There are so many people to thank for helping me with Kiss Me, so here it goes.
Stevie J. Cole, my sister from another mister, my wifey, my best friend, co-author and in this case, editor. I love you more than life babe.
Big thanks to Tiffany Marie for modelling Una, and Eric Battershell for taking a kick ass picture. Huge thanks to Cassy Roop of Pink Ink designs for designing the cover.
Thanks to my lovely formatter, Leigh Stone, for making this book look so pretty and professional.
Huge thanks to Kerry Fletcher, Cara Gadero and Jen Lum for beta reading, and also to Kerry for being an epic PA.
There are so many blogs and individuals who have helped me along the way and you are all hugely appreciated, but I have to acknowledge one in particular.
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Lauren Lovell is a ginger from England. She suffers from a total lack of brain to mouth filter and is the friend you have to explain before you introduce her to anyone, and apologise for afterwards.
She loves writing all the dark words, with a love story thrown in.
Other books by LP Lovell
She Who Dares series:
Besieged #1
Conquered #2
Surrendered #3
Ruined #4
Collateral Series:
Hate Me #1
Hold Me #2
Have Me #3
Touch of Death:
Loathe Me #1
Leave Me #2
Wrong Series:
Wrong
Wrath
Wire
War
Standalone:
Absolution
High
Tiger Shark
The Pope
The Saint
The Game
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