She’d rushed to her office this morning, dropping her purse and falling to her knees in front of the filing cabinet. Please, she prayed. Please let them be there. At 3:04 a.m. last night, she’d awoken with the chilling certainty that she had forgotten to look through the N folders. The notes were there. Misfiled. Or maybe she’d been wrong about Randall. That he’d only taken the notes to photocopy so he’d have his own record when Child Protection grilled him.
But the notes weren’t there. Of course not. Never trust those dead-of-night certainties. They were just ghost whispers of what might have been.
Here she was, on her knees in her office, coming to grips with more than one unpalatable truth. The managing partner of one of Halifax’s finest firms had stolen her notes, breached a fiduciary duty, snatched her confidence, her trust and, most importantly, her hopes. In one quick grab.
She pressed her face against the cool metal of the upper cabinet. And Ethan believed she was either lying to protect herself, or to protect Randall—because he thought she was having an affair with him.
That one hurt. First Rebecca Manning, then Ethan. Both insinuating she had done the rounds with the senior partners’ beds to get hired on. As if she wouldn’t be hired on ability alone. She’d worked her butt off, taken every crummy family law file thrown at her, to prove she was worthy of being at LMB.
And what had happened? She’d dropped the ball and let down her client, her firm, herself. And a young girl had been murdered.
Her direct line rang. She glanced over her shoulder at the clock on her desk. It was 9:01 a.m. It felt more like noon. Not a good way for the week to begin. That was the problem. It didn’t feel as if last week had ended.
She staggered to her feet and picked up the phone.
“Kate Lange.” She cleared her throat.
“Ms. Lange, this is Marian MacAdam.”
Shock made her legs weak. She sank into her chair. Had Marian MacAdam learned somehow that Kate’s notes were missing? Guilt rushed in where shock ebbed.
“Mrs. MacAdam. What can I do for you?”
Marian MacAdam’s voice was strained. “As you are probably aware, my granddaughter’s funeral was on Saturday.”
“Yes.” Kate cleared her throat again. “I went. It was beautiful.”
“Yes, it was.” Marian MacAdam’s voice was tight. “I’m not calling about that.”
So, she was calling about the missing notes. Kate’s body went into red alert: pulse racing, body temperature rising. “Yes?”
“You know that the night Lisa was killed she had returned to her old haunt—” Marian MacAdam cut off the word abruptly. “Lisa returned to the street corner where she bought drugs.”
“Yes.” Kate became aware of how cool the phone receiver felt against her cheek. “I read about it in the paper.”
“She met with some friends.” Marian MacAdam paused. “One of them came to the funeral. A black girl named Shonda.”
“I see.” The funeral was a blur for Kate. She didn’t remember any of the faces except for Ethan’s.
“Although I partly blame these so-called friends for encouraging Lisa’s habit, I cannot blame them for what happened to Lisa.”
Whom do you blame? The insistent voice of her conscience jumped into the conversation. Yourself, for claiming you had no proof of self-endangerment? Hope Carson, for driving Lisa to it? Or me, for not doing anything about it?
“This girl Shonda was very upset about Lisa’s death,” Marian MacAdam continued.
“We all are,” Kate said softly.
“She told me some concerning things after the funeral.” Marian MacAdam’s voice dropped.
Kate breathed in deeply. There was a subtext in Marian MacAdam’s voice, a hidden message that Kate hadn’t yet deciphered. But she sensed the code was about to be given to her.
“She told me that Lisa wasn’t the only street kid to disappear.”
Kate’s heart dropped. But forced herself to sound unconcerned. “Really?”
“She said there were others.”
“It’s not unusual for street kids to come and go. They’re a pretty transient population.”
“That may be, but she seemed to think there was something more to it.”
“Did she tell the police?”
“Yes, but they told her there wasn’t much they could do.”
“Why is that?” Kate couldn’t imagine Ethan ignoring a lead like this.
“Because there was no proof that the girls were killed. And they’d been missing for months.”
“So maybe there’s no connection to what happened to Lisa.”
“Perhaps. But I told her that I thought there’d be someone willing to look into this for her.”
Kate’s heart nosedived. “You did?”
“Yes. I thought you might be willing to help.”
“Mrs. MacAdam, I’d like to be of service to you, but…” But what? But I don’t want to get my hands messy? She closed her eyes. The guilt could no longer be held down. Marian MacAdam had her by the balls, and her client knew it. She swallowed. “What exactly do you want me to do?”
“Shonda’s nervous of dealing with the police, given her background.” Marian MacAdam paused delicately. “You know, living on the street.” Kate understood how this girl could feel. How once you were branded no good, it was so much more difficult to ask for help. “Maybe you could find out who these missing girls are and work as a kind of liaison with the police.”
A humorless smile crept across Kate’s face. Marian MacAdam had no idea how the police operated. And how much the police wouldn’t want her, in particular, involved.
“I’m not sure if that will work—” She rubbed her forehead. She was always making excuses with Marian MacAdam. She owed this woman. The debt was there. Acknowledged. Being called in at this very moment. Maybe she could meet this girl Shonda and find out if her concerns were legit. “Okay. How can I find her?”
“She is living in a place on Gottingen Street. Here is her number.”
Kate jotted it down. “I’ll get back to you.”
“Thank you.” It sounded like the devil himself had answered her. But she had a feeling it was more the reply of an avenging angel.
She had been given a chance at redemption.
But not before she made a sacrifice. If Randall Barrett found out she was sticking her nose further into Lisa MacAdam’s case, she knew what that sacrifice would be. She’d be ousted from the firm. She’d lose her shot at a decent career and the salary that was paying for her house. She doubted she’d get another job in a big firm.
She was taking her future and throwing it out the window. Her rational, logical brain had been hot-wired with guilt, short-circuited by a desire to make amends.
And maybe, just maybe, she’d be able to live with herself again.
* * *
The break had come quickly, courtesy of Vicky. She was good, no denying it. Her uncanny recall for people had once again connected a face to a criminal record.
“The girl’s name is Krissie Burns,” Ferguson had announced in the war room. It was 9:11 a.m. The room was buzzing, everyone getting that surge of adrenaline that comes with a break.
Redding clapped Vicky on the shoulder. She stood next to Ferguson, her dark hair pulled into her habitual ponytail. Ethan stood at the back, watching her. He hadn’t spoken to her since New Year’s Eve. She’d avoided him at the station, pretending not to see him when they crossed paths in the hallway.
He wondered why. Was she ashamed of the way she’d behaved? Hell hath no fury like a woman scorned. And yet he hadn’t really believed her capable of that. She’d always seemed to be a sensible kind of woman, pragmatic, straight shooting, never one to mince words. Not malicious.
He grimaced. He hadn’t believed himself to be capable of being so cruel to someone he thought he loved, too. And yet, he’d been a bastard to Kate. Had she deserved to be treated that way? He still couldn’t tell. The kaleidoscope was spinning madly, shifting into focus for seconds, t
hen blurring again. Giving him glimpses of what he thought was Kate’s guilt, then shifting to reveal another facet of the case that made him doubt all his previous assumptions. No sleep and too much coffee wasn’t helping.
“The victim has a record as long as my arm,” Vicky said. Her china-blue gaze flicked around the table, skimming past Ethan before they could make eye contact. He wondered if that would always be the case. It saddened him. He had once loved Vicky. Not with the same kind of devouring passion that he’d experienced with Kate. But there had been pleasure, and he remembered with a pang the soft whimpers she made as he ran his tongue over those muscular thighs that were encased in soft, creamy skin.
But it hadn’t been enough. When she pushed him to move in with her, he realized that Vicky wasn’t the one for him. It had been difficult to break things off, knowing they would still be in the same division. But she’d taken it like the cop she was.
No question she’d screwed up big-time on New Year’s Eve. Confronting him in front of his division and spilling the beans about Kate’s family had given her a bad rep with some of the other officers. But she’d also forced to the surface the secrets that Kate had kept from him. She’d had the guts to tell him when Kate hadn’t. And he respected Vicky for it.
“Krissie Burns has been in and out of prison for the past several years, prostituting and shoplifting to support her habit.” Vicky produced a computer printout. “This is what we have on her: no fixed address since her last incarceration, but known to frequent Windmill Road and Agricola. Her pimp is a guy by the name of Darrell LeBlanc. She went by the street name of Kristabel.” She sat down, closing her file folder.
Ferguson marked the large map mounted next to the white board. “So we’ve got two similarities with these victims: Krissie strolled the same area where Lisa bought drugs. And her body was found in the south end. This time at the Camp Hill Cemetery.”
“Next thing we know he’ll be burying her for us,” Lamond said, his brown eyes glum.
“I doubt he’ll use another cemetery,” Ethan said. “But he’s got a reason for using the south end. We just have to figure out why.”
“So he’s changing dump sites,” Ferguson said, “but not his M.O. In fact, his M.O. is practically identical to his first killing: the victim was strangled, dismembered and left naked.”
She flipped open the M.E.’s report. “The M.E. believes that a ligature with a smooth surface was used to strangle Krissie. Just like Lisa. The time of death is estimated at 1:51 a.m. The victim had one identifying mark, a tattoo on her left shoulder blade. It was a large red heart with the words In Smack We Trust.” There were a few snickers. Ferguson paused until the team was silent. “Her limbs were dismembered with a bone saw, and the killer notched LOL on her—” she glanced down at her notes “—glenoid cavity.”
“Just like Lisa,” Redding said.
“Just like Lisa,” she confirmed. She looked around the table. “This guy has an agenda.”
“What about trace evidence?” Ethan asked.
Ferguson shook her head. Frustration tightened her features. “It rained that night. Heavily. It washed away whatever tracks the killer might have left.”
“That guy must have a subscription to the weather channel,” Lamond muttered.
Ethan stared at him. “Holy shit. The killer is following the weather. He’s making sure that the dump site gets rained on.”
The team exchanged glances.
“I think you’re on to something, Ethan,” Ferguson said. “Brown, keep track of the weather forecasts. I want you checking every three hours.” The weather could change at the drop of a hat in Halifax. Especially in the spring.
Ferguson glanced at her watch. “Our next debriefing will be at 1200. And in the meantime,” she said, her face turning grim, “keep praying for sunshine.”
Chapter 21
Monday, May 7, 3:00 p.m.
Kate rounded the corner quickly, avoiding eye contact with any of the associates behind open office doors. She wasn’t in the mood to make small talk. What was the point trying to make friends, anyway? She was likely going to be kicked out on her butt. Between the Child Protection investigation, the missing notes and the appointment she was about to keep, things didn’t look promising.
She pushed the button to the elevator. The door opened. The elevator was empty. Except for one person.
Randall Barrett.
He smiled at her.
Her pulse jumped in her throat.
“Kate!” Was it her, or did his voice sound a little strained? She hesitated. She did not want to share an elevator for the next twenty floors with him.
“You going down?” he asked. His tone challenged her. Her eyes swept his face. Not a shred of guilt to be seen. Either he was a damned good actor or he didn’t steal the notes.
Or…
Things were going exactly as he wanted.
She straightened. “Yes.” She stepped into the elevator, careful to keep as much distance as possible between them. She pressed the P1 button. He’d already pressed the button for the pedway.
“How are you doing, Kate?”
She turned to face him. He was looking at her with concern.
She felt a slow flush build in her chest. With it, rose her anger. She hated the fact that she responded to his solicitude. Bastard.
“Fine.” Her voice was curt.
“Has John Lyons called you in about the TransTissue file yet?”
“Yes.”
“Good.” He rocked back on his heels. “It’s an excellent case, Kate. One every associate in the firm lusted after.”
“I know.” She knew what he was doing: confirming her loyalty despite his perfidy. Reminding her that he was the one who could make or break her.
She studied his eyes. They were so penetrating it was hard to look at them without feeling as if every inch of her soul was being carefully, thoroughly scrutinized. She wasn’t sure, but she thought she saw a shadow of regret.
“The TransTissue case is groundbreaking. It will set legal precedent.”
“Yes. I’m very excited.” She hadn’t thought about it all weekend. And she should have. It might be the only thing that could save her now.
“It’s the chance you asked me for, Kate.” She couldn’t miss the warning in his voice. “Do a good job on it.”
The elevator button dinged. It was Randall’s stop. As the door slid open, Randall said softly, “Don’t worry about Child Protection. I’ve dealt with it. They are satisfied you acted appropriately.”
He gave her a quick, strangely tender smile, and left.
The door closed behind him.
Kate leaned against the elevator wall. Her legs were shaking. She took a deep breath.
Had he taken her notes?
The glimpse of regret in his eyes suggested he had. But that he hadn’t wanted to. Then why would he do it?
Hope Carson. He had said she had called him. Had she asked him to take the notes? And why would he risk his professional reputation to appease her?
The elevator rushed down to the parkade.
She had the sudden impression she was falling into the rabbit hole.
* * *
The knock on the door startled Shonda. It better not be the cops. She hurried to the window, hugging the wall as she craned her neck to peer through the glass.
Relief flooded through her. She ran down the stairs and opened the door.
A woman’s eyes searched hers. “Shonda?”
Shonda stepped back. “Who are you?”
“My name is Kate Lange.” The woman had a smooth, low voice. “I was told by Marian MacAdam that I could find someone by the name of Shonda here.” Marian MacAdam? What the fuck? She took a deep breath.
“Why’d she send you?” she asked brusquely.
Kate Lange smiled. It was warm and friendly. Not too many people looked at her like that. Not anymore.
“I’m a lawyer.” She handed Shonda a business card. It looked real fancy. Shonda s
tared at it. The words in the big blue letters were jumbled, but she guessed Kate Lange’s name was underneath because the words started with K and L. Kate Lange added, “Marian MacAdam thought I might be able to help.”
She looked at Kate Lange. This woman was offering to help her. No one, not since her first grade teacher, had ever offered to help her.
What should she do? Darrell would go ballistic if she let a lawyer in. But he blew her off when she told him about all her friends. He thought the pills were fucking with her head. The police weren’t listening, neither. The only person who had listened to her was that old bitch in the black suit. Lisa’s grandma. She was the only person Lisa’d ever said anything nice about. Everyone else was just “them.”
Shonda felt a pang of grief. Something she hadn’t felt since the night she pushed Vangie into that car.
“You can come in,” she said to Kate.
The lawyer flashed her a reassuring smile, stepping into the dim hallway. Shonda chained the door behind her and led her upstairs. Since she’d started dealing, she’d had enough money to get her own little studio above Darrell’s place. She liked not being in with all the girls. They bitched and fought and took her shit without asking.
She glanced around, suddenly aware of the unmade mattress on the floor in the corner, the dish of pills sitting on the table next to a box of baggies. She’d been in the middle of counting when the lawyer arrived.
She sat on one of the vinyl chairs she’d snatched on garbage day. It had a big gash down the middle of the seat, but it beat having nothing to sit on. The lawyer sat on the other chair. It wobbled when she crossed her legs. The woman planted her narrow feet on the floor and fixed her gaze on Shonda.
“You knew Lisa MacAdam?” she asked. No bullshit from this woman, Shonda thought.
“Yeah.”
“Did you see her the night she was killed?”
Shonda forced herself to meet the lawyer’s gaze. “Yeah.”
The lawyer leaned forward. “When?”
Shonda crossed her arms. “Look, I already gave my story to the cops.”
“I’m not a cop, Shonda,” Kate Lange said, with a weird twist to her lips. “I’m just trying to get the facts.”
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