Unfortunately, their kid wasn’t so tough. Tears poured down Cassie’s face.
I made my way to the top step, raising my hands and letting the wind kick up everyone’s hair and hats until they quieted down and paid attention. “I understand you’re all mad, and rightfully so. I myself have good cause to beat the ever living crap out of Steve.” I nodded at Tarah, and heads swiveled to glance her way. “But the truth of the matter is, there’s only a few here who can really decide what’s just punishment for Steve. And that’s his wife and the families of those who died because of him.”
“His wife?” someone yelled out, accompanied by loud mutters.
“That’s right. Because she was also one of the people he attacked. And in every trial, the accused gets representation,” I replied.
More mutterings as I slowly walked through the crowd toward Tarah. From what I overheard along the way, I could tell some people wanted to skip the trial and burn Steve alive. Still others didn’t see how his death would bring any of his victims back.
Personally, I really didn’t care what they decided. All I knew was that I’d managed to do something my father never would have, and that was to put my own feelings aside and let justice have its way with Steve instead. My father probably never would have let Steve reach a trial alive. And even if he had, he never would have allowed his voters to actually do the deciding as a group, at least not without his “help”. Instead, he would have stuck around, instigating, whispering, or even blatantly yelling out suggestions for what they should all do to the murderer. One way or the other, my father would have had a hand in the outcome, leading his people into fear and darkness and distrust in both themselves, their community and their world.
But I wanted to do things differently.
Was it possible to be a leader without becoming a stereotypical politician, resorting to lies and manipulation and destroying everyone around me in the process? Could a true leader give the power to his people, instead of keeping it all for himself? Could he build others up around himself instead of tearing them down?
Tarah made me want to give it a try and see if I could manage it.
Though it nearly took forever to accomplish it, I finally got through the crowd and reached our porch where she now stood.
“Hey, should you be up and about already?” I murmured against the side of her cheek as I wrapped my arms around her, blankets and all.
“Yuck, I’m all sweaty.” Smiling, she tried to lean away from me. But the effort left her gasping.
I pressed a hand to her neck, felt her pulse beating fast and thin like a rabbit’s, and cursed. Her heart still wasn’t beating right. How much damage had Steve done to her? How long would it take to heal? Would it heal completely someday? What if it didn’t? Had he felt me trying to fight him and gone extra hard after her heart, trying to kill her even as I tried to save her from him?
Gritting my teeth, I turned around. Maybe I was wrong. Maybe Steve really did deserve to die.
His jury had gathered on the ground near the porch, huddled together as they tried to decide what to do. But they didn’t have to deliberate any longer. I could end the debate right now, with my own two hands...
Cassie stood on the porch, her arms hugged around herself, sobbing. She was looking up at her father, her expression saying all the words her mouth couldn’t manage to form. Why, Daddy? Why were you so bad? Why did you try to hurt Mommy?
I froze, grabbing my own porch’s wooden railing with both hands to stop my forward momentum.
Cassie. She’d worried for hours that she was going to lose her mother. Now she was about to lose her father. And if we weren’t careful, whatever scarring events she saw tonight would be our fault. Everyone’s in this village.
Especially mine.
Maybe there were times when a leader did need to step in and guide things in the right direction after all.
I cleared my throat, letting the wind amplify it like a microphone through invisible speakers all around us. The crowd grew quiet and turned toward me.
“You know, I was just standing here thinking...well, thinking some not nice thoughts, to be honest. You see, someone I love very much became one of the newest patients at the infirmary today. She’s better now, as you can all see for yourself. But just the thought of her being hurt... Well, I won’t lie. I’d like to see some hard justice done just as much as everyone else here.”
Tarah touched my back between my shoulder blades, as if to calm me. And her touch did ground me as always. But this time the effect wasn’t necessary. I cleared my throat, unsure as always as to what I should say. But suddenly, it didn’t matter that I didn’t have a carefully prepared speech. Maybe being a good leader started with leading from the heart and honesty. And if I spoke what I was really thinking and feeling, then I didn’t have to have just the right words to say all figured out ahead of time.
“But the truth is, it’s not just about who got sick, and who was most afraid for our loved ones,” I continued. “Because there’s someone else here that none of us have been considering much. His daughter.” I nodded at Cassie, who turned and frowned in obvious fear of the crowd. “See, she knows what her daddy did was wrong. But she also loves him, same as we all probably love, or once loved, our parents. And as much as you and I would all like to see some old fashioned justice enacted here tonight, maybe we should also be thinking about her. And our own kids, and the future generations who’ll grow up here. And what kind of history we want to create here tonight. And the kind of story we want to pass down to those future generations.
“Why did we come here in the first place? Because the rest of the world is afraid of us. And because they’re thinking from a place of fear and darkness, they can’t see us clearly anymore. They can’t see with their hearts that we’re still the same people we were before all this normal people versus Clann business got started. They’re just acting out of fear.
“And right here, right now, we’re tempted to do the exact same thing. We’ve all been afraid for weeks now, afraid we or someone we love would get sick and die. Now that we know the cause of that fear, we want to lash out, to take out our anger and fear on him. But if we do that, we become just like them.” I gestured in the direction of the main road, hidden by our protective ring of forest. “We’ll just be letting fear and anger and hatred eat us up from the inside out before we even gave this village a real chance to get off the ground.”
“What are you saying?” someone yelled. “Are you saying we should just forget what Steve did and let him go?”
I took a deep breath and shrugged, reminding myself that I didn’t have to have all the answers here. “I’m not saying that. Personally, it’d be pretty hard for me to have to walk by him day in and day out and not give in to the urge to at least take a shot at him. All I’m saying is to try and think from your heart, not about what you personally want, but about what’s good for everyone in the community. Including Cassie, and Pamela, and the families of those who died, and everyone else.” I paused, considering, then understood. “It’s like healing someone. You’ve got to let go of yourself, of what you personally want. Only then can the healing begin, for each of us individually and for our community as a whole.”
Tarah leaned against my back, wrapping her arms around my waist. And that was the single best feedback on how I was doing that I could ever hope to receive.
Seeing the thoughtful looks on everyone’s faces now, instead of the fear and anger that had burned there before, I finally took a deep breath and turned back toward my house and my girl.
“Nice speech,” she whispered. “But you’re turning into a politician; you already talk too much. Shut up and kiss me already.”
“Yes ma’am.” I bent my head and kissed her. And just like that, I was whole again.
A sudden wolf whistle pierced the kiss-induced fog, and I realized we had an audience.
“Get a room!” someone howled amid more than a few chuckles.
“Can’t you se
e? He already built one!” someone else called out to even more laughter.
Tarah laughed against my lips, and I had to grin. “Sorry,” I muttered. “Welcome to the public life of a leader.” I turned, blocking their view of Tarah with my body. “Now why would I need a room when I built a whole house?”
“You call that thing a house?” Mike shouted. “It’s nothing but a glorified shack on wheels.”
More laughter from the village.
And that’s when I knew that whatever the village decided tonight, it would be all right. Because even after weeks of fear, and running, and so many lives that had hung in the balance, we could all still joke and laugh together. We would survive this.
But I also knew that the quicker we could make our first decision as a community, the sooner we could get on with turning this place into what it could become...a place of dreams and legends.
“Well? Have y’all decided yet what to do with Steve there?” I asked, staying on the porch on purpose now to show the decision was up to them, not me.
The huddle of informal jurors grew tighter for a minute, then broke up.
Pamela slowly climbed the steps back up onto the infirmary’s porch and to Cassie’s side. She waited until she stood behind her daughter, her hands wrapped in comfort around the girl’s shoulders, before she lifted her chin and spoke.
“We’ve reached a decision. Steve, your punishment is to be sent from this place, banished forever from our village. Before you will be sent away, you will be marked with a permanent tattoo containing a spell binding you from ever revealing the location of this village.” Pamela swallowed, finally looking her husband in the eye. “You may never return.”
The crowd surged forward, a hundred hands reaching for Steve. A blade glinted in the light from the porches and windows, and I started forward, thinking they were going to kill him after all. But then I saw the red string fall away and realized they’d only cut the yarn from around him.
Steve was resolute, accepting his punishment in silence, which seemed to keep things relatively calm. He walked down the steps off the porch, and Pamela guided the village into a giant, rough circle around him. Some merely watched; others actively chanted with her as she mixed herbs then applied them in a small tattoo of some kind behind Steve’s right ear.
It was only when the crowd moved forward to take Steve away that he became visibly upset again, fighting for the chance to hug his daughter goodbye. Pamela hesitated then hugged him too, pressing a quick kiss to his cheek before the villagers swept him down the stump-littered avenue between the houses, past my house where Tarah and I had stood watching it all, and down the village road.
At the end of it, the villagers stopped and Steve continued on alone, a solitary figure, shoulders rounded in defeat as he walked through the moonlight towards the nearest town. Part of me wondered if we had all done the right thing. What if Steve somehow found a way to beat the binding spell and tell others where we were?
But I also knew the reality of our situation here...we would always run the risk of discovery. All we could do was try to keep our village as well hidden from the rest of the world as we could.
Which was why our second act as a community was for Mike to teach several others how to help him put up a shielding spell that deflected intruders and cloaked our village with the semblance of unbroken trees and treetops all around and above us. From that moment on, Mike and his aides worked in shifts to maintain the shield’s spell, becoming our village’s first official Guardians.
Once the shield was in place, I ventured out and up the nearest mountainside for a few minutes in the moonlight to make sure we were truly hidden. The shield was an amazing creation, completely hiding the clearing from view. From outside its boundaries, our land looked untouched for decades, nothing more than a thick forest that swayed correctly in both the gentlest of breezes and the strongest of winds that I could conjure up.
For now, we were safe.
That night, the village threw its first New Year’s Eve party, not just to celebrate the end of probably the hardest year any of us had ever known and the beginning of a new year, but also to celebrate life and hope, remembering and honoring the dead, and sealing the communal bond that kicking out Steve and creating our village’s protective shield had started. Our village had been tested and tried, challenged in ways both envisioned and unforeseen, and yet we’d emerged as survivors with a true appreciation for freedom, family, safety, and love.
As for Tarah and me, we spent the night in a much quieter way, asleep in each others’ arms and thankful for life itself. And that was more than enough celebration for us.
THE END
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