by Harlan Coben
But that was years ago.
Myron knocked on the door. Seconds later the door swung open fast and wide. No warning, nothing. Strange. In this day and age people looked through peepholes or cracks in chain-held doors or at the very least asked who it was.
A woman he vaguely recognized as Mrs. Palms said, “Yes?” She was small with a squirrel mouth and eyes that bulged like something behind them was pushing to get out. Her hair was tied back, but several strands escaped and drooped in front of her face. She pushed them back with splayed fingers.
“Are you Mrs. Palms?” he asked.
“Yes.”
“My name is Myron Bolitar. I went to Duke with Billy Lee.”
Her voice dropped an octave or two. “Do you know where he is?”
“No, ma’am. Is he missing?”
She frowned and stepped back. “Come in, please.”
Myron moved into the foyer. Mrs. Palms was already heading down a corridor. She pointed to her right without turning around or breaking stride. “Just go into Sarah’s wedding room. I’ll be there in a second.”
“Yes, ma’am.”
Sarah’s wedding room?
He followed where she had pointed. When he turned the corner, he heard himself give a little gasp. Sarah’s wedding room. The decor was run-of-the-mill living room, something out of a furniture store circular. An off-white couch and matching love seat formed a broken L, probably the monthly special, $695 for both, the couch might fold out into a Serta sleeper, something like that. The coffee table was a semi oak square, a short stack of attractive, unread magazines on one end, silk flowers in the middle, a couple of coffee books on the other end. The wall-to-wall carpeting was light beige, and there were two torchere lamps à la the Pottery Barn.
But the walls were anything but ordinary.
Myron had seen plenty of houses with photographs on the walls. They were hardly uncommon. He had even been in a house or two where the photographs dominated rather than complemented the surroundings. That too would hardly give him reason to pause. But this was beyond surreal. Sarah’s Wedding Room—heck, it should be capitalized—was a re-creation of that event. Literally. Color wedding photographs had been blown up to life size and pasted on as a wallpaper substitute. The bride and groom smiled at him invitingly from the right. On the left, Billy Lee in a tux, probably the best man or maybe just an usher, smiled at him. Mrs. Palms, dressed in a summer gown, danced with her husband. In front of him were the wedding tables, lots of them. Guests looked up and smiled at him—all life size. It was as though a panoramic wedding photo had been blown up to the size of Rembrandt’s Night Watch. People slow-danced. A band played. There was a minister of sorts and floral arrangements and a wedding cake and fine china and white linen—again, all life size.
“Please sit down.”
Myron turned to Mrs. Palms. Was it the real Mrs. Palms or one of the reproductions? No, she was casually dressed. The real McCoy. He almost reached out and touched her to make sure. “Thank you,” he said.
“This is our daughter Sarah’s wedding. She was married four years ago.”
“I see.”
“It was a very special day for us.”
“I’m sure.”
“We had it at the Manor in West Orange. You know it?”
“I was bar mitzvahed there,” Myron said.
“Really? Your parents must have very fond memories of the day.”
“Yes.” But now he wondered. I mean, Mom and Dad kept most of the photos in an album.
Mrs. Palms smiled at him. “It’s odd, I know, but … oh, I’ve explained this a thousand times. What’s one more?” She sighed, signaled to a couch. Myron sat. She did likewise.
Mrs. Palms folded her hands and looked at him with the blank stare of a woman who sat too close to life’s big screen. “People take pictures of their most special times,” she began too earnestly. “They want to capture the important moments. They want to enjoy them and savor them and relive them. But that’s not what they do. They take the picture, they look at it once, and then they stick it in a box and forget about it. Not me. I remember the good times. I wallow in them—re-create them, if I can. After all, we live for those moments, don’t we, Myron?”
He nodded.
“So when I sit in this room, it warms me. I’m surrounded by one of the happiest moments in my life. I’ve created the most positive aura imaginable.”
He nodded again.
“I’m not a big art fan,” she continued. “I don’t relish the idea of hanging impersonal lithographs on the walls. What’s the point of looking at images of people and places I don’t know? I don’t care that much about interior design. And I don’t like antiques or phony-baloney Martha Stewart stuff. But do you know what I do find beautiful?” She stopped and looked at him expectantly.
Myron picked up his cue. “What?”
“My family,” she replied. “My family is beautiful to me. My family is art. Does that make sense to you, Myron?”
“Yes.” Oddly enough, it did.
“So I call this Sarah’s Wedding Room. I know that’s silly. Naming rooms. Blowing up old photographs and using them as wallpaper. But all the rooms are like this. Billy Lee’s bedroom upstairs I call the Catcher’s Mitt. It’s where he still stays when he’s here. I think it comforts him.” She raised her eyebrows. “Would you like to see it?”
“Sure.”
She practically leaped off the couch. The stairwell was plastered with giant, seemingly old black and whites. A stern-faced couple in wedding gear. A soldier in full uniform. “This is the Generational Wall. That’s my great-grandparents over there. And Hank’s. My husband. He died three years ago.”
“I’m sorry.”
She shrugged. “This stairwell goes back three generations. I think it’s a nice way of remembering our ancestors.”
Myron didn’t argue. He looked at the photograph of the young couple, just starting out their life together, probably a little scared. Now they were dead.
Deep Thoughts by Myron Bolitar.
“I know what you’re thinking,” she said. “But is it any stranger than hanging oils of dead relatives? Just more lifelike.”
Hard to argue.
The walls in the upstairs corridor featured some sort of costume party from the seventies. Lots of leisure suits and bell-bottoms. Myron didn’t ask, and Mrs. Palms didn’t explain. Just as well. She turned left and Myron trailed her into the Catcher’s Mitt. It lived up to its billing. Billy Lee’s baseball life was laid out like a Hall of Fame display room. It started with Billy Lee in Little League, squatting in his catcher’s stance, his smile huge and strangely confident for so young a child. The years flashed by. Little League to Babe Ruth League to high school to Duke, ending with his one glorious year with the Orioles, Billy Lee proudly showing off his World Series ring. Myron studied the Duke photographs. One had been taken out in front of Psi U, their frat house. A uniformed Billy Lee had his arm around Clu, plenty of frat brothers in the background, including, he saw now, him and Win. Myron remembered when the picture had been taken. The baseball team had just beaten Florida State to win the national championship. The party had lasted three days.
“Mrs. Palms, where is Billy Lee?”
“I don’t know.”
“When you say you don’t know—”
“He ran off,” she interrupted. “Again.”
“He’s done this before?”
She stared at the wall. Her eyes were glassy now. “Maybe Billy Lee doesn’t find this room comforting,” she said softly. “Maybe it reminds him of what could have been.” She turned to him. “When was the last time you saw Billy Lee?”
Myron tried to remember. “It’s been a long time.”
“How come?”
“We were never that close.”
She pointed to the wall. “That’s you? In the background?”
“That’s right.”
“Billy Lee spoke about you.”
“Really?”
> “He said you were a sports agent. Clu’s agent, if I’m not mistaken.”
“Yes.”
“You stayed friendly with Clu then?”
“Yes.”
She nodded as though this explained everything. “Why are you looking for my son, Myron?”
He was not sure how to explain. “You’ve heard about Clu’s death?”
“Yes, of course. That poor boy. A lost soul. Like Billy Lee in many ways. I think that’s why they were drawn to each other.”
“Have you seen Clu lately?”
“Why do you want to know?”
In for a penny and all that. “I’m trying to find out who killed him.”
Her body stiffened as though his words held a small electric shock. “And you think Billy Lee had something to do with it?”
“No, of course not.” But even as he said it, he began to wonder. Clu is murdered; maybe his killer runs away. More reasonable doubt. “It’s just that I know how close they were. I thought maybe Billy Lee could help me out.”
Mrs. Palms was staring at the image of the two ballplayers in front of Psi U. She reached out as though to stroke her son’s face. But she pulled back. “Billy Lee was handsome, wasn’t he?”
“Yes.”
“The girls,” she said. “They all loved my Billy Lee.”
“I’d never seen anybody better with them,” he said. That made her smile. She kept staring at the image of her son. It was kinda creepy. Myron remembered the old episode of The Twilight Zone where the aging movie queen escapes reality by stepping into one of her old movies. It looked like Mrs. Palms craved doing likewise.
She finally tore her eyes away. “Clu came by a few weeks ago.”
“Can you be more specific?”
“Funny.”
“What?”
“That’s just what the police asked.”
“The police were here?”
“Sure.”
They must have gone through the phone records too, Myron thought. Or found another link.
“I’ll tell you the same thing I told them. I can’t be more specific.”
“Do you know what Clu wanted?”
“He came to see Billy Lee.”
“Billy Lee was here?”
“Yes.”
“He lives here then?”
“On and off. The past few years have not been very good to my son.”
Silence.
“I don’t mean to pry,” Myron began, “but—”
“What happened to Billy Lee?” she finished. “Life caught up with him, Myron. The drinking, the drugs, the womanizing. He had stints in rehab. Are you familiar with Rockwell?”
“No, ma’am.”
“It’s a private clinic. He finished his fourth trip to Rockwell not two months ago. But he couldn’t stay clean. When you’re in college or even in your twenties, you can survive it. When you’re a big star and people are looking out for you, you can get away with it. But Billy Lee wasn’t good enough to reach that level. So he had no one to fall back upon. Except me. And I’m not that strong.”
Myron swallowed. “Do you know why Clu came to see Billy Lee?”
“For old times’ sake, I guess. They went out. Maybe they had a few beers and chased women. I really don’t know.”
“Did Clu visit Billy Lee a lot?”
“Well, Clu’s been out of town,” she said, a little too defensively. “He was only traded back to this area a few months ago. But of course, you know that.”
“So this was just a casual visit?”
“I thought so at the time.”
“And now?”
“Now my son is missing and Clu is dead.”
Myron thought about it. “Where does he usually go when he runs off like this?”
“Wherever. Billy Lee is a bit of a nomad. He goes off, he does whatever horrible thing he does to himself, and when he hits rock bottom, he comes back here.”
“So you don’t know where he is?”
“That’s right.”
“Any idea at all?”
“No.”
“No favorite haunts?”
“No.”
“A girlfriend maybe?”
“No one I know about anyway.”
“Any close friends he might stay with?”
“No,” she said slowly. “He has no friends like that.” Myron took out his card and handed it to her. “If you hear from him, Mrs. Palms, could you please let me know?”
She studied the card as they moved out of the room and back down the stairs.
Before she opened the door, Mrs. Palms said, “You were the basketball player.”
“Yes.”
“The one who hurt his knee.”
First preseason game as a pro. Myron had been the Boston Celtics’ first-round draft pick. A terrible collision and his career was over. Just like that. Finished before it started. “Yes.”
“You managed to put it behind you,” she said. “You managed to get on with your life and be happy and productive.” She cocked her head. “Why couldn’t Billy Lee?”
Myron had no answer—in part because he was not sure her supposition was entirely accurate. He said his good-byes and left her alone with her ghosts.
CHAPTER
14
Myron checked his watch. Dinnertime. Mom and Dad were expecting him. He’d hit the Garden State Parkway when the cell phone rang again.
“Are you in the car?” Win asked. Always with the pleasantries.
“Yes.”
“Flip on 1010 WINS. I’ll call back.”
One of New York’s all-news radio stations. Myron did as he was told. The guy in the helicopter was finishing up the traffic report. He handed it back to the woman at the news desk. She provided the teaser: “The latest bombshell in the murder of baseball superstar Clu Haid. In sixty seconds.”
It was a long sixty seconds. Myron had to put up with a truly annoying Dunkin’ Donuts commercial, and then some excited bozo had a way of turning five thousand dollars into twenty thousand dollars, though a softer, fast-speaking voice added that it didn’t work all the time and in fact you could lose money too and probably would and you’d have to be a major moron to take investment advice from a radio ad. Finally the woman at the news desk came back on. She told the audience her name—like anyone cared—the name of her male counterpart, and the time. Then:
“ABC is reporting from an anonymous source in the Bergen County district attorney’s office that hairs and quote other bodily materials unquote matching the murder suspect Esperanza Diaz have been found at the murder scene. According to the source, DNA tests are pending, but preliminary tests show a clear match with Ms. Diaz. The source also says that the hairs, some small, were found in various locations throughout the house.”
Myron felt a flutter beneath his heart. Small hairs, he thought. Euphemism for pubic.
“No further details are available, but the district attorney’s office clearly believes that Mr. Clu Haid and Ms. Esperanza Diaz were having a sexual relationship. Stay tuned to 1010 WINS for all the details.”
The cell phone rang. Myron picked it up. “Jesus Christ.”
“Not even close,” Win said.
“I’ll call you right back.” Myron hung up. He called Hester Crimstein’s office. The secretary said that Ms. Crimstein was unavailable. Myron stressed that this was urgent. Ms. Crimstein was still unavailable. But, Myron asked, doesn’t Ms. Crimstein have a cell phone? The secretary disconnected the call. Myron hit the memory button. Win picked up.
“What’s your take on this?” Myron asked.
“Esperanza was sleeping with him,” Win said.
“Maybe not.”
“Yes, of course,” Win said. “Perhaps someone planted Esperanza’s pubic hairs at the murder scene.”
“It could be a false leak.”
“Could be.”
“Or maybe she visited his apartment. To talk business.”
“And left stray pubic hairs behind?”
> “Maybe she used the bathroom. Maybe she—”
“Myron?”
“What?”
“Please don’t go into further detail, thank you. There is something else to consider.”
“What?”
“The E-Z Pass records.”
“Right,” Myron said. “She crossed the Washington Bridge an hour after the murder. We know that. But maybe that fits now. Esperanza and Clu have a big argument at the parking garage. Esperanza wants to clear the air. So she drives out to his apartment.”
“And when she gets there?”
“I don’t know. Maybe she saw the body and panicked.”
“Yes, of course,” Win said. “So she ripped out a few pubic hairs and ran.”
“I didn’t say it was her first visit out there.”
“Indeed not.”
“What do you mean?”
“The E-Z Pass records for the Ford Taurus. According to the bill that arrived last week, the car crossed the bridge eighteen times in the past month.”
Myron frowned. “You’re kidding.”
“Yes, I am a mirthful fellow. I also took the liberty of checking the month before. Sixteen crosses of the Washington Bridge.”
“Maybe she had another reason for going out to North Jersey.”
“Yes, of course. The malls in Paramus are quite an attraction.”
“Okay,” Myron said. “Let’s assume they were having an affair.”
“That would seem most prudent, especially since it offers a reasonable explanation for much that has happened.”
“How’s that?”
“It would explain Esperanza’s silence.”
“How?”
“Lovers always make wonderful suspects,” Win said. “If, for example, Esperanza and Clu were dancing the sheet mambo, then we can assume that the altercation in the parking garage was something of a lovers’ tiff. All in all, this development looks bad for her. She would want to hide it.”