She smiled at what he said and nodded; then her face grew sad.
“What is it?”
“I’m worried about what will happen next year.”
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“Why?”
“What if I don’t get accepted into the PhD program at Toronto?”
He frowned. “I didn’t know that you applied.”
“I don’t want to leave you.”
“I don’t want you to leave me either, but Julianne, the Toronto
program is not for you. You’d have no one to work with. I can’t
supervise you, and I doubt Katherine would take on a multi-year
commitment.”
Julia’s countenance fell.
Gabriel stroked her cheek with his finger. “I thought you wanted
to go to Harvard.”
“It’s so far away.”
“Only a short flight.” He looked at her thoughtfully. “We can see
each other on weekends and holidays. I applied for a sabbatical. It’s possible that I could come with you for the first year.”
“I’ll be there for six years. Or more.” She was close to tears now.
Gabriel saw them swimming and shimmering in her eyes and his
heart ached.
“We’ll make it work,” his voice grew rough. “Right now, we need
to enjoy the time we have together. Let me worry about the future.
I’ll make sure we aren’t separated.”
She opened her mouth to protest, but he kissed her.
“The advantage to dating an older, more established man is that
he can give you room to focus on your own career. I’ll find a way to make my job fit around yours.”
“That isn’t fair.”
“It would be grossly unfair to expect you to give up your dream
of being a professor or to have you enroll in a program that is subpar.
I won’t let you sacrifice your dreams for me.” He grinned. “Now kiss me, and let me know that you trust me.”
“I trust you.”
Gabriel held her in his arms, sighing as she rested her head on
his chest.
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Chapter 7
Christa Peterson sat in her parents’ house in north Toronto,
checking her email a few days before Christmas. She’d been
ignoring her inbox for a week. A relationship she had cultivated in addition to her pursuit of Professor Emerson had run its course, which meant that she wouldn’t be skiing in Whistler, British Columbia,
with her erstwhile lover over the Christmas holidays.
The banker in question had broken up with her via text message.
This was in poor taste, to be sure, but what would be in even poorer taste would be the follow-up email that was sure to be waiting for her, like a ticking bomb lurking in her inbox.
Having steeled herself with a glass or two of vintage Bollinger
champagne, which she had purchased as a gift for the schmuck who
was supposed to take her skiing, she checked her account. And there, sitting in her email, was a bomb. However, it was not the bomb
she’d expected.
To say that she was surprised by the content of Professor Pac-
ciani’s email would have been an understatement. In fact, she felt as if the rug had been pulled out from under her.
The only Canadian woman she had ever seen Professor Emer-
son show even restrained affection to was Professor Ann Singer. Yes, Christa had seen Emerson with various women at Lobby, but never
the same woman twice. He was friendly with other female professors and staff, but only professionally so, greeting them always and only with a firm handshake. Professor Singer, in contrast, was rewarded with a double kiss when he greeted her after his last public lecture.
Christa did not want to rekindle her relationship with Professor
Pacciani. He was sorely lacking in a particular physical respect, and she had no wish to return to the previous intimate encounters that had always left her frustrated and wanting. She had standards, after Gabriel’s Rapture
all, and any man who did not measure up to at least the size of her personal service accessory was not worth screwing.
(And she would have said you could quote her.)
Since she wanted more information about Professor Emerson’s
fiancée, she feigned interest in a spring rendezvous with Professor Pacciani and subtly asked for the fiancée’s name. Then she went
downstairs and finished off the rest of the champagne.
P
The day before Christmas found Julia sitting at the counter of
Kinfolks restaurant in Selinsgrove, having lunch with her father.
Gabriel was doing some last minute shopping with Richard while
Rachel and Aaron drove to the grocery store to pick up the turkey.
Scott was still in Philadelphia with his girlfriend.
Tom had faithfully delivered Julia’s gift from Paul. She’d placed
it on the floor at her feet, and now it was staring up at her, begging for attention like a puppy.
She opened it, deciding it was better to display its contents to her father than to her boyfriend. She gave the bottle of maple syrup to Tom with a smile, she giggled at the toy Holstein and kissed it, but when she unwrapped the Dante and Beatrice figurines her face grew
pale. It was almost as if Paul knew. And yet, he couldn’t have known that Gabriel and Julia were Dante and Beatrice, at least to each other.
While Tom ate his blue plate special — turkey with stuffing and
mashed potatoes — Julia opened Paul’s card. It displayed children
engaged in a snowball fight and the typical Merry Christmas emblazoned on the front. But it was the words that Paul wrote in his own hand that brought a lump to her throat.
Merry Christmas, Rabbit.
I know it was a rough first semester and I’m sorry I didn’t do a
better job of helping you when you needed it. I’m proud of you for not quitting. With a big Vermont hug
from your friend, Paul.
P.S. I don’t know if you’ve heard Sarah McLachlan’s “Wintersong,”
but part of it made me think of you.
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Julia didn’t know the song that he was referring to, so the lyrics he omitted did not run through her mind as she examined the card’s artwork more closely. In the center of the image of a snowball fight stood a little girl with long, dark hair in a bright red coat, laughing.
The quotation, the picture, the card, the gift — Paul had tried
to keep his feelings secret, she thought, but he’d betrayed himself.
It was all in the picture of the laughing girl and the song that she would listen to later.
Julia sighed and placed everything back in the box and set it at
her feet.
“So, Gabriel treating you right?” Tom broached the topic of Julia’s relationship in between bites of turkey.
“He loves me, Dad. He’s very good to me.”
Her father shook his head as he reflected on how Simon had had
the appearance of being good and Gabriel had the reality of being
good — and how he had failed to recognize the difference.
“You let me know if he isn’t,” he said, tasting the mashed potatoes.
Julia almost rolled her eyes. Yes, it was a bit late for Tom to play the part of the overprotective father, but better late than not at all.
“When Gabriel and I drove into town this morning we went by
the house. I saw the sign on the lawn.”
Tom wiped his mouth on a napkin. “I put it up for sale a couple
of weeks ago.”
“Why?”
“Why not? I can’t live in a place where my daughter doesn’t feel
safe.”
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sp; “But you grew up in that house. What about you and Deb?”
He shrugged and hid his expression behind a cup of coffee. “It’s
over.”
She gasped. “I didn’t know. I’m sorry.”
Tom sipped his coffee stoically. “We had a difference of opinion.
And her kids don’t like me.”
Julia fidgeted with her silverware, lining them up so their ends
were even.
“So Deb sided with Natalie and Simon?”
He shrugged again.
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“It was a long time coming. Truth is, I’m relieved. It feels good
to be a free agent.” He winked at her conspiratorially.
“I’m looking to buy a smaller house. I’d like to use some of the
money I make to pay for your education.”
Julia was surprised. Then she was angry. Her conflict with him had cost her and her father so much — too much to be remedied by
a criminal record and some community service. She was scarred and
her father lost his prospective wife and the Mitchell family home.
“Dad, you should use the money for your retirement.”
“I’m sure there will be enough for everything. And if you don’t
want to use my money for school, then use it to buy beer. From now on, it’s just you and me kid.” He reached out a hand to ruffle Julia’s hair, his preferred gesture of affection.
He excused himself to use the men’s room, leaving her alone to
contemplate her half-eaten cheeseburger and her changed father. She was deep in thought, fingering the glass of ginger ale in front of her, when someone moved to occupy the stool next to her.
“Hello, Jules.”
Startled, Julia turned and found her former roommate, Natalie
Lundy, sitting next to her.
There was a time when Julia had laughingly called her former
friend Jolene, for her beautiful and voluptuous features perfectly matched those described in the song. But that was before Natalie
had betrayed her. Now her beauty seemed harsh and cold.
As Julia stared at her, she noticed something painful about the
way she was dressed — the vintage designer coat with the slightly
frayed cuffs, the expensive boots that were worn and second-hand. On first glance, she looked rich and well dressed. But Julia glanced twice and saw what others could not see — the small town girl who was
ashamed of her blue collar roots and wished to leave them far behind.
“Merry Christmas, Natalie. What can I get for you?” Diane, the
waitress, leaned over the counter.
Julia watched as Natalie transformed from cold and sul en to
cheerful and sunny, slipping into the local accent.
“Merry Christmas, Diane. I’ll just have coffee. I can’t stay long.”
The waitress smiled and poured coffee, then moved to wait on a
group of Tom’s fellow volunteer firemen at the far end of the counter.
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As soon as her back was turned, Natalie’s demeanor changed. She
glared at Julia with hate-filled eyes.
“I need to talk to you.”
“You have nothing to say that I want to hear.” Julia moved to
stand, but Natalie subtly gripped her wrist.
“Sit down and shut up, or I’ll make a scene.” Her voice was low,
barely above a whisper. She smiled artificially. No one would know by looking at her that she was threatening Julia, who swallowed
noisily and sat back down.
Natalie released her arm with a punishing squeeze. “We need
to talk about Simon.”
Julia’s eyes darted toward the men’s room, hoping that her father
would reappear.
Natalie continued. “I’m going to assume that your recent mis-
understanding with Simon was unintentional. You were upset; he
said some things he shouldn’t have, you called the police.
“Because of that misunderstanding, Simon now has a criminal
record. I’m sure I don’t need to explain why that record needs to
disappear before he runs for state Senate. You need to fix the misunderstanding. Today.”
Natalie smiled and flipped her hair behind her shoulder, acting
as if she and Julia were engaged in a friendly conversation.
“There’s nothing I can do,” Julia mumbled. “He’s already
plea-bargained.”
Natalie took a sip of her coffee. “Don’t treat me like I’m stupid, Jules. I know that. Obviously, you need to tell the District Attorney that you lied. Explain that it was a lover’s quarrel gone awry, you got your revenge, and now you feel bad about having made the
whole thing up.” She laughed a little too loudly. “Although, I don’t understand how anyone believed that Simon could be interested in
you. Look at you, for God’s sake. You’re a mess.”
Julia bit back a harsh retort, deciding prudentially that silence
was best.
Natalie leaned toward her, pulling the crewneck of Julia’s sweater away from her throat with icy fingers. She examined Julia’s neck
carefully.
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“There isn’t a mark on you. Show the D.A. your neck and tell
him you lied.”
“No.” Julia moved out of Natalie’s reach, resisting the urge to
show her the bite that she’d slathered with concealer that morning.
She pulled her sweater further up her neck, pressing a hand over the place where Simon had bitten her. It was a phantom pain, she knew, but she could still feel where his teeth had broken skin.
Natalie dropped her voice to a whisper. “I’m not asking — I’m
telling you.” She pulled her BlackBerry out of her large handbag and placed it on the counter between them. “I hoped I wouldn’t have to do this, but you leave me without a choice. I have pictures of you that Simon took. They’re very…colorful.”
Julia’s eyes darted to the phone. She tried to swallow, but her
mouth went dry. With a shaking hand, she lifted her glass to her lips, frantically trying not to spill her drink.
Natalie smiled, clearly enjoying the torture she was able to inflict on her former rival. She snatched up the cell phone eagerly, scrolling through the pictures. “I could never figure out how he set up the
shots without you knowing. Or maybe you knew but didn’t care.”
She tilted her head to one side, narrowing her eyes at Julia. “Do you care if everyone in Selinsgrove sees these pictures on the internet?”
Julia scanned the eyes of the townspeople around them, hoping
they hadn’t heard Natalie’s threat. At least no one was looking in their direction. Her first instinct was to run, to hide. But that strategy hadn’t saved her from her mother when she was younger. Her mother
always found her. It hadn’t saved her from Simon, either. He’d been stopped only because Gabriel hit him back.
Julia was tired of hiding. She felt her spine stiffen.
“Simon’s record is your fault. He came to see me to get the pictures.
But you’ve had them all along.”
Natalie smiled sweetly, but didn’t deny the accusation.
“Now you want me to clean up your mess. But I’m not going
to do it.”
Natalie laughed. “Oh yes, you are.”
She looked at the screen again, making a show of bringing it
close to her eyes. “God, your tits are small.”
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“Did you know that Senator Talbot wants to run for President?”
Julia blurted.
Natalie tossed her hair behind her shoulder. “Of
course I know.
I’m going to work for the Senator’s campaign.”
Julia gave Natalie a long look. “Now I understand. Simon’s re-
cord will be a problem for the Senator, so you need it to go away.
You screwed up.”
“How’s that?”
“If you release those photos, Simon will dump you so fast your
head will spin. And you’ll never get out of this town.”
Natalie waved a dismissive hand. “He won’t dump me. And the
Senator will never know about the pictures.”
Julia felt her heart beginning to race. “If I’m in those pictures, Simon is too. What will the Senator think of that?”
“Haven’t you heard of a little program called Photoshop? I can
edit Simon out and edit someone else back in. But I won’t have to
because you’re going to be a good little girl and do the right thing.
Aren’t you, Jules?”
Natalie flashed a patronizing smile as she placed her BlackBerry
back in her purse and stood to leave, but Julia stopped her.
“He’ll never introduce you to his parents. He told me that. You
can do better than being Simon’s dirty secret.”
Natalie’s expression faltered, then hardened. “You don’t know
what you’re talking about,” she snapped. “He’s going to give me exactly what I want and so are you. If you don’t fix this problem today, I’m posting the pictures online. Enjoy your Christmas.”
She started to walk away but Julia called after her. “Wait.”
Natalie paused, looking at her former friend with undisguised
contempt.
Julia took a deep breath and gestured to Natalie to come closer.
“Tell Simon to make sure the Senator renews his subscription to The Washington Post.”
“Why?”
“Because if you release those pictures, I’ll call Andrew Sampson
at the Post. You remember him, don’t you? He wrote an article last year about Simon’s DUI arrest and how the Senator intervened.”
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Natalie shook her head. “I don’t believe you.”
Julia clenched her fists stubbornly. “If you release the pictures, I have nothing to lose. I’ll tell the newspapers that Simon assaulted me, then sent the girl he keeps on the side to blackmail me.”
Natalie’s green eyes grew very wide then narrowed into serpen-
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