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"I enjoy it. "
"Thats wonderful, my dear man," Breeze said. "Why be ashamed of that enjoyment? Its not like you enjoy killing puppies or something like that. True, I think youre a bit crazy, but if you want to enjoy something so particularly esoteric, then you should feel free. It leaves more room for those of us who prefer more common delights—such as getting drunk on Straff Ventures finest wines. "
Sazed smiled. He knew that Breeze was Pushing on his emotions, making him feel better, but he did not rebel against the emotions. The truth was, 1he did feel good. Better than he had in some time.
Though, still . . .
"It is not so simple, Lord Breeze," Sazed said, setting down his pen. "I feel happy being able to simply sit and read, without having to be in charge. That is why I feel guilty. "
"Not everybody is meant to be a leader, Sazed. "
"No," Sazed said, "but Lord Elend did put me in charge of securing this city. I should be planning our overthrow of the Citizen, not letting Lord Spook do it. "
"My dear man!" Breeze said, leaning down. "Have I taught you nothing? Being in charge isnt about doing anything—its about making certain that other people do what theyre supposed to! Delegation, my friend. Without it, we would have to bake our own bread and dig our own latrines!" Then, Breeze leaned in. "And, trust me. You dont want to taste anything Ive had a hand in baking. Ever. Particularly after Ive cleaned a latrine. "
Sazed shook his head. "This isnt what Tindwyl would have wanted of me. She respected leaders and politicians. "
"Correct me if you must," Breeze said, "but didnt she fall in love with you, not some king or prince?"
"Well, love is perhaps—"
"Come now, Sazed," Breeze said. "You were mooning about as surely as any teenage boy with a new fancy. And, while she was a bit more reserved, she did love you. One didnt have to be a Soother to see that much. "
Sazed sighed, looking down.
"Is this what shed want of you, Sazed?" Breeze said. "To deny who you are? To become yet another stuffy politician?"
"I do not know, Lord Breeze," Sazed said softly. "I . . . I dont have her anymore. And so, perhaps, I can remember her by being involved in what she loved. "
"Sazed," Breeze said frankly, "how is it you can be so wise in so many areas, yet be so completely stupid about this?"
"I . . . "
"A man is what he has passion about," Breeze said. "Ive found that if you give up what you want most for what you think you should want more, youll just end up miserable. "
"And if what I want isnt what society needs?" Sazed said. "Sometimes, we just have to do what we dont enjoy. That is a simple fact of life, I think. "
Breeze shrugged. "I dont worry about that. I just do what Im good at. In my case, thats making other people do things that I dont want to. It all fits together, in the end. "
Sazed shook his head. It wasnt that simple, and his depression lately hadnt only been tied to Tindwyl and her death. He had put off his study of the religions, but he knew that he would be driven to return to them. The work with the canals was a welcome distraction, but even so, Sazed could feel his earlier conclusions and work looming.
He didnt want to discover that the last religions in the group held no answers. That was part of why it was so relaxing for him to study something else, for engineering didnt threaten his worldview. However, he could not distract himself forever. He would find the answers, or the lack of answers, eventually. His portfolio sat beneath the desk, resting against the sack of metalminds.
For now, however, he allowed himself a reprieve. But even with his concern over the r1eligions abated for the moment, there were concerns that needed addressing. He nodded his head in the direction of the lake. Spook, just barely visible, stood at the edge, speaking with Goradel and some of the soldiers.
"And what of him, Lord Breeze?" Sazed asked in a whisper, low enough that even Spook wouldnt be able to hear. "As I said, Emperor Venture placed me in charge of this matter. What if I let Spook take control, and then he fails? I worry that the young man is not . . . seasoned enough for this task. "
Breeze shrugged. "He seems to be doing well so far. Remember how young Vin was when she killed the Lord Ruler. "
"Yes," Sazed whispered, "but this situation is different. Spook seems . . . odd, lately. He is certainly hiding things from us. Why is he so determined to take this city?"
"I think its good for the boy to show a little determination," Breeze said, sitting back in his chair. "That lad has been far too passive for most of his life. "
"Do you not worry about his plan? This could easily collapse around us. "
"Sazed," Breeze said. "Do you remember our meeting a few weeks back? Spook asked me why we couldnt just topple Quellion like we did the Lord Ruler. "
"I remember," Sazed said. "You told him the reason we couldnt was because we didnt have Kelsier anymore. "
Breeze nodded. "Well," he said softly, pointing his cane toward Spook, "my opinion has been revised. We dont have Kelsier, but its looking more and more like we have something similar. "
Sazed frowned.
"Im not saying the lad has Kelsiers force of personality. His . . . presence. However, youve heard the reputation the boy is gaining among the people. Kelsier succeeded not because of who he was, but because of who people thought he was. Thats something I didnt believe we could replicate. Im starting to think I was wrong. "
Sazed wasnt as easily convinced. Yet, he kept his reservations to himself as he turned back to his research. Spook must have noticed them looking over at him, for a few minutes later he made his way to Sazeds table. The boy blinked against the lantern-light, soft though it was, and pulled up a chair. The fine furniture looked odd to Sazed, contrasted against the rows of dusty, utilitarian shelves.
Spook looked fatigued. How long has it been since he slept? Sazed thought. Hes still up whenever I bed down, and awake before I rise.
"Something doesnt feel right here," Spook said.
"Oh?" Breeze asked. "Other than the fact that were chatting beside an underground lake in a storehouse built by the Lord Ruler underneath an Inquisitor fortress?"
Spook gave the Soother a flat look, then glanced at Sazed. "I feel like we should have been attacked by now. "
"What makes you say that?" Sazed asked.
"I know Quellion, Saze. The mans a bully after the classical style. He came to power through force, and he keeps control by giving the people plenty of alcohol and tiny freedoms, like letting them go to bars at night. At the same time, however, he keeps everyone on the edge of fear. "
"How did he take charge, anyway?" Breeze asked. "How did he get control before some nobleman with a good set of house guards could do it?"
"Mists," Spook said. "He went out in them, and declared that anyone faithful to the Survivor would be safe in them. Then, the mists started killing, and gave a handy confirmation of what hed said. He made a big deal about the mists killing those who had evil in their hearts. The people were so worried about what was happening that they listened to him. He managed to make a law that required everyone to go out in the mists, so that they could see who died and who didnt. The ones who survived were—he declared—pure. He told them they could set up a nice little utopia. After that, they started killing nobility. "
"Ah," Breeze said. "Clever. "
"Yeah," Spook said. "He completely glossed over the fact that the nobility never got taken by the mists. "
"Wait," Sazed said. "What?"
Spook shrugged. "Hard to confirm now, but thats what the stories say. The nobility seemed immune to the mistsickness. Not skaa who had noble blood, but actually nobility. "
"How odd," Breeze noted.
More than odd, Sazed thought. Downright strange. Does Elend know about this connection? As Sazed considered it, it seemed unlikely that Elend did. Their army and allies we
re all made up of skaa. The only nobility they knew were those back in Luthadel, and they had all chosen to stay inside at night, rather than risk going into the mists.
"Either way," Spook said, "Quellions a bully. And bullies dont like anyone in their turf who can challenge them. We should have had some kind of attempt on our lives by now. "
"The lad has a point," Breeze said. "Quellions type doesnt kill just in fancy executions. Id bet that for every person he throws into one of those buildings, there are three dead in an alley somewhere, slowly being buried in ash. "
"Ive told Goradel and his men to be particularly careful," Spook said, "and Ive prowled our perimeter. However, I havent caught any assassins so much as spying on us. Quellions troops just sit out there, watching us, but not doing anything. "
Breeze rubbed his chin. "Perhaps Quellion is more afraid of us than you assume. "
"Perhaps," Spook said, sighing. He rubbed his forehead.
"Lord Spook," Sazed said carefully, "you should sleep. "
"Im fine," Spook said.
If I didnt know better, Id say he was burning pewter to stay awake, Sazed thought. Or, am I just looking for signs to confirm what I worried about before?
We never questioned when Vin or Kelsier manifested powers beyond what even normal Allomancers were capable of. Why should I be so suspicious of Spook? Is it simply because I know him too well? Do I focus on my memories of the boy when he has obviously become a man?
"Anyway," Spook said, "how goes the research?"
"Rather well, actually," Sazed said, turning around several of his diagrams so that Spook could see them. "I am about ready to begin work on the actual construction. "
"How long will it take, do you think?"
"A few weeks, perhaps," Sazed said. "A rather short time, all things considered. Fortunately, the people who drained the canals left behind a large amount of rubble, which I can use. In addition, the Lord Ruler stocked this storehouse quite well. There is timber, as well as some basic carpentry supplies, 1and even some pulley networks. "
"What was that creature preparing for?" Breeze said. "Food and water, I can understand. But, blankets? Timber? Pulleys?"
"Disaster, Lord Breeze," Sazed said. "He included everything that a people would need in the event that the city itself was destroyed. He even included bedrolls for sleeping and infirmary supplies. Perhaps he feared koloss rampages. "
"No," Spook said. "He prepared for exactly what is happening. Now, youll be building something to plug the water? I kind of thought youd just collapse the tunnels. "
"Oh, goodness no," Sazed said. "We dont have the manpower or equipment to cause a cave-in. Also, I wouldnt want to do anything that would risk bringing the cavern down upon us. My plans are to build a wooden blocking mechanism that can be lowered into the current. Enough weight, along with the proper framework, should provide reinforcement to stop the flow. Its actually not unlike the mechanisms used in the locks of canals. "
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