by Sue Grafton
I drove back to her apartment and got out my binoculars again. I’d no more than settled down on my spine, glasses trained on her patio, than Ms. Threadgill herself appeared, trailing one of those long plastic hoses, which must have been attached to her faucet inside. She misted and sprayed and watered and carried on, poking a finger down into the dirt, plucking a yellowing leaf from another potted plant on the patio rail. A real obsessive type by the look of it, inspecting the underside of leaves for God knows what pests. I studied her face. She looked like she’d spent about forty-five dollars having a free makeup demonstration in some department store. Mocha and caramel on her eyelids. Raspberry on her cheekbones. Lipstick the color of chocolate. Her fingernails were long and painted the approximate shade of cherry syrup in the sort of boxed candies you wish you hadn’t bitten into so eagerly.
An old woman in a nylon jersey dress came out onto the patio above Marcia’s and the two had a conversation. I guessed that it was some kind of complaint because neither looked happy and Marcia eventually flounced away. The old lady yelled something after her that looked dirty even in pantomime. I got out of the car and locked it, taking a clipboard and legal pad.
Marcia’s apartment was listed on the register as 2-C. The apartment above hers was listed under the name Augusta White. I bypassed the elevator and took the stairs, pausing first outside Marcia’s door. She was playing a Barry Manilow album full-blast, and even as I listened she cranked up the volume a notch or two. I went up another flight and tapped on Augusta’s door. She was there in a flash, her face thrust forward through the crack like a Pekingese, complete with bulging eyes, pug nose, and chin whiskers. “Yes?” she snapped. She was eighty years old if a day.
“I’m in the building next door,” I said. “We’ve had some complaints about the noise and the manager asked me to look into it. Could I talk to you?” I held up my official-looking clipboard.
“Hold on.”
She moved away from the door and stomped back into her kitchen to get her broom. I heard her bang on the kitchen floor a few times. From below, there was a mighty thump, as though Marcia Threadgill had whacked on the ceiling with a combat boot.
Augusta White stomped back, squinting at me through the crack. “You look like a real-estate agent to me,” she said suspiciously.
“Well, I’m not. Honest.”
“You look like one anyway so just go on off with your papers. I know all the people next door and you aren’t one.” She slammed the door shut and shot the bolt into place.
So much for that. I shrugged and made my way back down the stairs. Outside again, I made an eyeball assessment of the terraces. The patios were staggered in a pyramid effect and I had a quick flash of myself climbing up the outside of the building like a second-story man to spy on Marcia Threadgill at close range. I had really hoped I could enlist someone’s aid in getting a firsthand report of Ms. Threadgill, but I was going to have to let it slide for a moment. I took some pictures of the hanging plant from the vantage point of my car, hoping it would soon wither and perish from a bad case of root rot. I wanted to be there when she hung a new one into place.
I went back to my apartment and jotted down some notes. It was 4:45 and I changed into my jogging clothes: a pair of shorts and an old cotton turtleneck. I’m really not a physical fitness advocate. I’ve been in shape maybe once in my life, when I qualified for the police academy, but there’s something about running that satisfies a masochistic streak. It hurts and I’m slow but I have good shoes and I like the smell of my own sweat. I run on the mile and a half of sidewalk that tracks the beach, and the air is usually slightly damp and very clean. Palm trees line the wide grassy area between the sidewalk and the sand and there are always other joggers, most of them looking lots better than I.
I did two miles and then called it quits. My calves hurt. My chest was burning. I huffed and puffed, bending from the waist, imagining all kinds of toxic wastes pumping out through my pores and lungs, a regular purge. I walked for half a block and then I heard a car horn toot. I glanced over. Charlie Scorsoni had pulled in at the curb in a pale blue 450 SL that looked very good on him. I wiped the sweat trickling down my face on an upraised shirt sleeve and crossed to his car.
“Your cheeks are bright pink,” he said.
“I always look like I’m having an attack. You should see the looks I get. What are you doing down here?”
“I felt guilty. Because I cut you short yesterday. Hop in.”
“Oh no.” I laughed, still trying to catch my breath. “I don’t want to get sweat all over your seats.”
“Can I follow you back to your place?”
“Are you serious?”
“Sure,” he said. “I thought I’d be especially winsome so you wouldn’t put me on your ‘possibly guilty’ list.”
“Won’t help. I’m suspicious of everyone.”
When I came out of the shower and stuck my head around the bathroom door, Scorsoni was looking at the books stacked up on my desk. “Did you have time to search through the drawers?” I asked.
He smiled benignly. “They were locked.”
I smiled and closed the bathroom door again, getting dressed. I noticed that I was pleased to see him and that didn’t sit well with me. I’m a real hard-ass when it comes to men. I don’t often think of a forty-eight-year-old man as “cute” but that’s how he struck me. He was big and his hair had a nice curl to it, his rimless glasses making his blue eyes look almost luminous. The dimple in his chin didn’t hurt either.
I left the bathroom, moving toward the kitchenette in my bare feet. “Want a beer?”
He was sitting on the couch by then, leafing through a book about auto theft. “Very literate taste,” he said. “Why don’t you let me buy you a drink?”
“I have to be somewhere at six,” I said.
“Beer’s fine then.”
I uncapped it and handed it to him, sitting down at the other end of the couch with my feet tucked up under me. “You must have left the office early. I’m flattered.”
“I’ll go back tonight. I have to go out of town for a couple of days and I’ll have to get my briefcase packed, tidy up some loose ends for Ruth.”
“Why take time out for me?”
Scorsoni gave me a quizzical smile with the barest hint of irritation. “God, so defensive. Why not take time out for you? If Nikki didn’t kill Laurence, I’m as interested as anyone in finding out who did it, that’s all.”
“You don’t believe she’s innocent for a minute,” I said.
“I believe you believe it,” he said.
I looked at him carefully. “I can’t give you information. I hope you understand that. I could use any help you’ve got and if you have a brainstorm, I’d love to hear it, but it can’t be a two-way street.”
“You want to lecture an attorney about client privilege, is that it? Jesus Christ, Millhone. Give me a break.”
“Okay, okay. I’m sorry,” I said. I looked down at his big hands and then up at his face again. “I just didn’t want my brain picked, that’s all.”
His expression relaxed and his smile was lazy. “You said you didn’t know anything anyway,” he pointed out, “so what’s to pick? You’re such a goddamn grouch.”
I smiled then. “Listen, I don’t know what my chances are on this thing. I don’t have a feel for it yet and it’s making me nervous.”
“Yeah and you’ve been working on it—what—two days?”
“About that.”
“Then give yourself a break while you’re at it.” He took a sip of beer and then with a small tap set the bottle on the coffee table. “I wasn’t very honest with you yesterday,” he said.
“About what?”
“Libby Glass. I did know who she was and I suspected that he was into some kind of relationship with her. I just didn’t think it was any of your business.”
“I don’t see how it could make any difference at this point,” I said.
“That’s what I decid
ed. And maybe it’s important to your case—who knows? I think since he died, I’ve tended to invest him with a purity he never really had. He played around a lot. But his taste usually ran to the moneyed class. Older women. Those slim elegant ones who marry aristocracy.”
“What was Libby like?”
“I don’t really know. I ran into her a couple of times when she was setting up our tax account. She seemed nice enough. Young. She couldn’t have been more than twenty-five or twenty-six.”
“Did he tell you he was having an affair with her?”
“Oh no, not him. I never knew him to kiss and tell.”
“A real gentleman,” I said.
Scorsoni shot me a warning look.
“I’m not being facetious,” I said hastily. “I’ve heard he kept his mouth shut about the women in his life. That’s all I meant.”
“Yeah, he did. He played everything close to his chest. That’s what made him a good attorney too. He never tipped his hand, never telegraphed. The last six months before he died, he was odd though, protective. There were times when I almost thought he wasn’t well, but it wasn’t physical. It was some kind of psychic pain, if you’ll excuse the phrase.”
“You had drinks with him that night, didn’t you?”
“We had dinner. Down at the Bistro. Nikki was off someplace and we played racquetball and then had a bite to eat. He was fine as far as I could tell.”
“Did he have the allergy medication with him then?”
Scorsoni shook his head. “He wasn’t much for pills anyway. Tylenol if he had a headache, but that was rare. Even Nikki admitted that he took the allergy cap after he got home. It had to be someone who had access to that.”
“Had Libby Glass been up here?”
“Not for business as far as I know. She might have come up to see him but he never said anything to me. Why?”
“I don’t know. I was just thinking that somebody might have dosed them both somehow at the same time. She didn’t die until four days later but that’s not hard to explain if the caps were self-administered.”
“I never heard much about her death. I don’t even think it hit the papers here. He was down in Los Angeles though, I do know that. About a week and a half before he died.”
“That’s interesting. I’m going down there anyway. Maybe I can check that out.”
He glanced at his watch. “I better let you go,” he said, getting up. I got up and ambled to the door with him, oddly reluctant to see him go.
“How’d you lose the weight?” I said.
“What, this?” he asked, slapping his midsection. He leaned toward me slightly as though he meant to confide some incredible regimen of denial and self-abuse.
“I gave up candy bars. I used to keep ’em in my desk drawer,” he murmured conspiratorially. “Snickers and Three Musketeers, Hershey’s Kisses, with the silver wrappers and the little paper wick at the top? A hundred a day . . .”
I could feel a laugh bubble up because his tone was caressing and he sounded like he was confessing to a secret addiction to wearing panty hose. Also because I knew if I turned my face, I’d be closer to him than I thought I could cope with at that point.
“Mars Bars? Baby Ruths?” I said.
“All the time,” he said. I could almost feel the heat of his face and I slid a look up at him sideways. He laughed at himself then, breaking the spell, and his eyes held mine only a little longer than they should. “I’ll see you,” he said.
We shook hands as he left. I didn’t know why—maybe just an excuse to touch. Even a contact that casual made the hairs stand up along my arm. My early-warning system was clanging away like crazy and I wasn’t sure how to interpret it. It’s the same sensation I have sometimes on the twenty-first floor when I open a window—a terrible attraction to the notion of tumbling out. I go a long time between men and maybe it was time again. Not good, I thought, not good.
8
When I pulled up in front of K-9 Korners at 6:00, Gwen was just locking up. I rolled down my car window and leaned across the seat. “You want to go in my car?”
“I better follow you,” she said. “Do you know where the Palm Garden is? Is that all right with you?”
“Sure, that’s fine.”
She moved off toward the parking lot and a minute later she pulled out of the driveway in a bright yellow Saab. The restaurant was only a few blocks away and we pulled into the parking lot side by side. She had stripped off her smock and was brushing haphazardly at the lap of her skirt.
“Pardon the dog hair,” she said. “Usually I head straight for a bath.”
The Palm Garden is located in the heart of Santa Teresa, tucked back into a shopping complex, with tables outside and the requisite palms in big wooden tubs. We found a small table off to one side and I ordered white wine while she ordered Perrier.
“You don’t drink?”
“Not much. I gave that up when I got divorced. Before that I was knocking back a lot of Scotch. How’s your case?”
“It’s hard to tell at this point,” I said. “How long have you been in the dog-grooming business?”
“Longer than I’d like,” she said and laughed.
We talked for a while about nothing in particular. I wanted time to study her, hoping to figure out what she and Nikki Fife had in common that both of them had ended up married to him. It was she who brought the conversation back around to the subject at hand. “So fire away,” she said.
I curtsied mentally. She was very deft, making my job much easier than I’d thought she would. “I didn’t think you’d be so cooperative.”
“You’ve been talking to Charlie Scorsoni,” she said.
“It seemed like a logical place to start,” I said with a shrug. “Is he on your list?”
“Of people who might have killed Laurence? No. I don’t think so. Am I on his?”
I shook my head.
“That’s odd,” she said.
“How so?”
She tilted her head, her expression composed. “He thinks I’m bitter. I’ve heard it from a lot of different sources. Small town. If you wait long enough, anyone’s opinion about you will be reported back.”
“It sounds like you’d be entitled to a little bitterness.”
“I worked that through a long time ago. By the way, this is where you can reach Greg and Diane if you’re interested.” She pulled an index card out of her purse with the two names, addresses, and telephone numbers.
“Thanks. I appreciate that. Any advice about how they should be approached? I was serious when I said I didn’t want to upset them.”
“No, no. They’re straight shooters, both of them. If anything, you might find them a little too up front.”
“I understand they haven’t kept in touch with Nikki.”
“Probably not, but that’s too bad. Old business. I’d much rather see them let that go. She was very good to them.” She reached back then and pulled the scarf out of her hair, shaking her hair slightly so that it would fall loose. It was shoulder-length, an interesting shade of gray that I didn’t imagine had been tampered with. The contrast was nice . . . gray hair, brown eyes. She had strong cheekbones, nice lines around her mouth, good teeth, a tan that suggested health without vanity.
“What did you think of Nikki?” I asked, now that the subject had been broached.
“I’m not really sure. I mean, I resented the hell out of her back then but I’d like to talk to her sometime. I feel like we might understand each other a lot better. You want to know why I married him?”
“I’d be interested in that.”
“He had a big cock,” she said impishly and then laughed. “Sorry. I couldn’t resist that. Actually he was awful in the sack. A regular screwing machine. Terrific if you like your sex depersonalized.”
“I’m not crazy about that kind myself,” I said dryly.
“Neither was I when I figured it out. I was a virgin when I married him.”
“Jesus,” I said. “That�
�s a bore.”
“It was an even bigger bore back then but it was all part of the message I was raised on. I always thought the failure was mine in terms of our sex life . . .” She trailed off and the faintest tint came to her cheeks.
“Until what,” I ventured.
“Maybe I should have wine too,” she said and signaled to the waitress. I ordered a second glass. Gwen turned to me.
“I had an affair when I turned thirty.”
“Shows you had some sense.”
“Well yes and no. It only lasted about six weeks but it was the best six weeks of my life. In a way, I was glad to see it end. It was powerful stuff and it would have turned my life around. I wasn’t ready for that.” She paused and I could see her reviewing the information in her head. “Laurence was always very critical of me and I believed I deserved it. Then I ran into a man who thought I could do no wrong. At first I resisted. I knew what I was feeling for this man but it went against the grain. Finally I just gave in. For a while I told myself it was good for my relationship with Laurence. I was suddenly getting something I’d needed for a long time and it made me feel very giving with him. And then the double life began to take its toll. I deceived Laurence for as long as I could but he began to suspect something was going on. I got so I couldn’t tolerate his touch—too much tension, too much deceit. Too much good stuff somewhere else. He must have felt the change come over me because he began to probe and question, wanted to know where I was every minute of the day. Called at odd hours in the afternoon and of course I was out. Even when I was with Laurence, I was somewhere else. He threatened me with divorce and I got scared so I ’fessed up. That was the biggest mistake of my life because he divorced me anyway.”