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by Yelena Kopylova

fading Hamilton. Yet such was Lord Minto's con-

  viction two years later. It is curious that the im-

  puters of craft always deny her a spark of cleverness,

  and they must certainly have thought Nelson much

  1 Nelson, writing to Lady Hamilton in the following year (only three days before Horatia's birth), says: "When I consider that this day nine months was your birthday, and that although we had a gale of wind, yet I was happy and sang ' Come, cheer up, fair Emma,' etc., even the thoughts compared with this day make me melancholy." Morrison MS.

  503, January 26, 1801.

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  stupider than themselves. Worldlings do not always

  know the world, still less the world of such a com-

  plex heart as Emma's. Her feelings may perhaps be

  best imagined by her little poem sent to Nelson at the

  opening of his last year on earth.

  " I think I have not lost my heart,

  Since I with truth can swear,

  At every moment of my life,

  I feel my Nelson there.

  If from thine Emma's breast her heart

  Were stolen or thrown away,

  Where, where should she my Nelson's love

  Record, each happy day?

  If from thine Emma's breast her heart

  Were stolen or flown away,

  Where, where should she engrave, my Love,

  Each tender word you say?

  Where, where should Emma treasure up

  Her Nelson's smiles and sighs,

  Where mark with joy each secret look

  Of love from Nelson's eyes?

  Then do not rob me of my heart,

  Unless you first forsake it;

  And then so wretched it would be,

  Despair alone will take it." 1

  In these lines, surely, there is a ring of " les larmes dans la voix."

  In sixteen days the Maltese episode was over, but

  Palermo was not reached for eleven days more. Nel-

  son had pleaded complete exhaustion as his reason for

  being unable to continue at present in his subordinate

  command. Lord Spencer sent him a dry and sus-

  picious answer. Nelson desired to recruit his health

  at home. He bemoaned the supineness of those who

  1 Nelson Letters, vol. ii. p. 127.

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  might have prevented the fresh invasion of Italy. Al-

  ready he had bidden his friend Davison to announce

  his impending return to Lady Nelson : " I fancy," the mutual friend wrote to her, " that your anxious mind will be relieved by receiving all that you hold sacred

  and valuable." She " alternated between a menace and a sigh." But she was not to behold him so soon

  as had been expected, or to test the truth of what had

  been darkly hinted. The Hamiltons were to be his

  companions, and the Queen had for the last three

  months been preparing a plan for their joint con-

  venience. Now wholly bereft of her power over

  and the affection of her husband, vainly exerting her-

  self to induce Lord Grenville to retain Hamilton at his

  post, dreading that England would withdraw her fleet,

  suspicious, too, that Britain might rob the Sicilies of

  Malta, she resolved, in her isolation, to visit her relatives at Vienna, after a private and political visit to

  Leghorn. The three princesses and Prince Leopold

  were to go with her, and Prince Castelcicala, bound on

  a special mission to the Court of St. James, was to

  head the train of a numerous suite. The French were

  now once more beginning to defeat the Austrians, and

  she longed to set off before it might be too late.

  What so natural as that the Tria juncta in uno should

  accompany her till the inevitable wrench of parting?

  One of her letters to Emma three months previously

  reveals at once the state of her own perplexed and per-

  plexing mind, her reliance on Emma's counsel, and the

  cause of Castelcicala's mission. So much depends on

  the point of view. Throughout, hers had been utterly

  alien to the average Englishwoman's :

  " MY DEAR LADY, I have been compelled by a

  painful affair to delay my reply, and I write this, my

  dear friend, in great pain. . . . Do you remember that

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  on Tuesday evening I asked you if you had received

  any letter ; you told me no : my eyes filling with tears, I was obliged to leave you. I wrote that I was dreadfully depressed. ... I send you the substance of my

  letter from Circello. The official one seems to con-

  tain no more, but as this fatal packet from Paget ap-

  pears to hinge upon our not being left here without a

  minister during your husband's absence, I think it may

  yet be remedied. I am in despair. I am excessively

  angry with Circello for not having more strongly op-

  posed it, and if you, my good, honest, true friends, quit us, let them leave Keith in the Mediterranean. We

  begin by losing you, our good friends, then our hero

  Nelson, and finally, the friendship and alliance of Eng-

  land; for a young man [Paget?] liable to misbehave

  himself through the temptations of wrong-headed men

  who will induce him to abuse his power, will not be

  tolerated, and troubles will arise from it. I grieve

  to cause you uneasiness ; my own is concealed, but bit-

  terly felt. I send you, my good friend, the original

  letter from Circello. Do not let Campbell see it, or

  know that you have seen it, and return it to-morrow

  morning. . . . Suggest to me what should be done to

  prevent this misfortune . . . both for the State and

  for my feelings. ... 7 will do whatever you counsel

  me. ... Do not afflict yourself. Tell the Chevalier

  I have never felt till now how much I am attached to

  him, how much I owe him. My eyes swim with tears,

  and I must finish by begging you to suggest to me what

  to do, and believe that all my life happy or wretched,

  wherever it may be, I shall be always your sin-

  cere, attached, tender, grateful, devoted, sorrowful

  friend."

  None the less, the anniversary of King George's

  birthday was celebrated with undiminished fervour at

  Palermo. Every member of the royal family ad-

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  dressed separate letters of compliment to Lady Ham-

  ilton. Their Anglomania .still prevailed.

  Among these valedictions is a letter of less formal

  interest. Lady Betty Foster had commended a

  protegee Miss Ashburner to Emma's protection.

  She had married a Neapolitan, and, as Eliza Perconte,

  was now governess to one of the princesses. " With

  me," she says, " the old English proverb, ' out of sight, out -of mind,' will never find a place." Emma had

  conciliated all but the Jacobins. Her unceremonious

  kindness had endeared her to many loving friends

  among the lowest as well as the highest. The sailors

  and the common people would have died for her.

  Her absence made a real void. Lord Bristol was now

  once more at Naples it is a pity that the farewell of

  one so unaccountable is missing. Prince Belmonte's,

  however, is not, though it was addressed from Peters-

  burg to Vienna. " I am so indebted to you," he writes in English, " and you deserve so much
to be loved,

  that my gratitude and sincere friendship will last till

  my tomb. God bless you in your long travels."

  Farewell was now said not only to Palermo, but to

  Italy. Nevermore did Emma behold " the land of the

  cypress and myrtle," the land of her hero's laurels, of her husband's adoption, of her own zenith. It must

  often hereafter have haunted her dreams.

  She, with her husband, mother, and Miss Knight,

  accompanied the Queen and Nelson to Leghorn. They

  sailed on June 10, and anchored five days later, though

  Nelson's usual tempest prevented a landing for two

  days more. This marks the last of the Foudroyant

  for the chief actors in the memorable scenes of this

  and the previous year. It had proved a ship of his-

  tory and of romance. Nelson had pressed the Govern-

  ment to put it at the Queen's disposal as far as Trieste, but it was promptly requisitioned for repairs; Mrs.

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  Grundy, in the person of Queen Charlotte, may have

  intervened. Bitterly disappointed, its barge's crew at

  once petitioned to be allowed to serve in any ship

  which their great Admiral might still choose for his

  homeward journey. The news that on July II Nel-

  son had struck his flag spread consternation at

  Palermo.

  For three weeks more they all tarried at Leghorn.

  Nelson and his party met with a royal welcome, and

  were conducted in state to the Cathedral with the

  Queen. All received splendid memorials from Maria

  Carolina. Emma's was a diamond necklace with

  ciphers of the royal children's names intertwined with

  locks of their hair. The Queen, in presenting it, as-

  sured her that it was she who had been their means of

  safety. Nor were they safe at present. The French

  army was gradually advancing towards Lucca in their

  immediate neighbourhood. Nelson sent a line of as-

  surance to Acton that till safety was secured and plans

  were settled, he would not desert the Queen. Emma

  was still paramount; nor was it long before, and for

  the last time, she displayed that ready presence of

  mind, and power of popularity with crowds that had

  often astonished Maria Carolina, and contributed so

  much to Nelson's admiration. She had armed the

  Lazzaroni at Naples, she harangued and pacified the

  insurgents during their stay at Leghorn.

  On July 17 they started together for Vienna by

  way of Florence, Ancona, and Trieste.

  This journey, with its after stages of fresh pomp

  and pageant at Prague, at Dresden, and at Hamburg,

  was the most ill-advised step that Nelson and the Ham-

  iltons could have taken. Had they proceeded, accord-

  ing to their original plan, by sea, they would never

  have so irritated the motherland which, after long ab-

  sence, they were all revisiting. They were, indeed,

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  quite ignorant of the prejudices which they would be

  called upon to combat. They deemed themselves chil-

  dren of the world by virtue of their association with

  great events, great persons, and a great career; but of

  our island-world they had grown curiously forgetful.

  Well, indeed, would it have been for them if they had

  remembered. They had lived in a hot-house; they

  were going into the fog. They had long been closely

  isolated in an inner, as well as an outer, world of their own. Every one, except the detestable Jacobins, had

  hymned their praises. Nelson's supreme renown had

  coloured every word and every action. For them the

  Neapolitan and Sicilian court stood for every court

  elsewhere. As it had been with the allies of Britain,

  so would it prove in Britain itself. They hugged their

  illusions. They were aware, of course, of whispers

  and comments and suspicions, but these they derided as

  the makeshifts of envious busybodies. 1 Even now

  Sir William gave out that he would shortly return, a

  more youthful Ambassador than ever, though he was

  even more worn out than Nelson. He and Emma

  were under the wing of the greatest hero on earth, who

  had only to sound the trumpet of his fame for the

  ramparts of official Jericho to fall. Emma herself was

  1 Lord Minto, writing from Vienna in March, 1800, and hoping that Nelson, who was worn to a shadow, would take Malta

  before returning home, says : " He does not seem at all conscious of the sort of discredit he has fallen into, or the cause of it, for he writes still not wisely about Lady Hamilton and all that. But it is hard to condemn and use ill a hero, as he is in his own element, for being foolish about a woman who has art enough to make fools of many wiser than an Admiral.

  . . . Sir William sends home to Lord Grenville the Emperor of Russia's letter . . . [about the Maltese decoration for the Maltese service]. All this is against them, but they do not seem conscious." Minto Life and Letters, vol. ii. p. 114. On p. 139

  Lady Minto writes, " His zeal for the public service seems entirely lost in his love and vanity, and they sit and flatter each other all day long."

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  in her most aggressive mood; " Nature " certainly now outweighed " Sensibility " : she would be an Ishmaelite in face of icy English officialism discrediting each of

  her words and suspecting her every step. She was at

  length conscious of what, in its very concealment, was

  about to rivet her for ever to her lover. She would

  brave it out with nerves of iron and front of brass,

  for that which other women were incapable of endur-

  ing, her strength and courage could achieve. At

  Vienna the Empress loaded Maria Carolina's intimate

  with attentions; with the Esterhazys she was the ob-

  served of all observers. The bitter parting with her

  Queen but nerved her to greater and louder demon-

  strations. When hushed diplomacy sneered and snig-

  gered in pointedly remote corners, she raised her fine

  voice higher than ever to teach John Bull on the Con-

  tinent a lesson of robustness. At the mere hint that

  English influence was hoping to dissuade the Saxon

  Elector from receiving one who was the friend of a

  Queen and an Empress, she protested, with a laugh,

  that she would knock him down. In the Saxon cap-

  ital she braced herself to perform her Attitudes to per-

  fection; nobody should guess her real condition. She

  was ill at ease, and to mask it she was all retaliation

  and defiance. The finical got upon her nerves, and she

  on theirs.

  And, added to this, the tour itself combined the

  features of a royal progress and of a travelling show.

  At Vienna no attentions sufficed to prove the gratitude

  to Nelson, ay, and to Emma, of the Austrian house.

  Lady Minto herself, an old ally, but the wife of an

  Ambassador, who soon made up his mind never to

  " countenance " her, stood her sponsor at the drawing-room. The Bathyanis vied with the Esterhazys.

  Emma was constantly with Maria Carolina at Schon-

  brunn as the tearful hour of separation approached.

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  The Queen's parting letter,
which begins " My dear

  Lady and tender friend," contains one notable passage:

  " May I soon have the consolation of seeing you again at Naples. I repeat what I have already said, that at

  all times and places, and under all circumstances,

  Emma, dear Emma, shall be my friend and sister, and

  this sentiment will remain unchanged. Receive my

  thanks once more for all you have done, and for the

  sincere friendship you have shown me. Let me hear

  from you; I will manage to let you hear from me."

  We shall see how Maria Carolina kept her word. It

  was said that Emma refused from her the offer of a

  large annuity. It has, of course, been denied that

  Emma was ever endued with the grace of refusal.

  But, quite apart from the natural pride of independ-

  ence, which characterised her from her girlhood to

  her grave, it is improbable that either Hamilton or

  Nelson would have permitted her to be the pensioner

  of a foreign court.

  Banquets and functions abounded, and they were not

  restricted to the court. Banker Arnstein " the Goldsmid," as Lady Hamilton afterwards called him, " of Germany " showered his splendours upon them.

  There were endless concerts, operas, entertainments,

  excursions, visits of ceremony and of pleasure, shoot-

  ing parties, water parties, and, it must be owned,

  parties of cards. One of their fellow-guests at St.

  Veit, a castle of the Esterhazys', has recorded his

  hostile impressions. He was Lord Fitzharris, natu-

  rally annoyed to see her with Nelson, and he may have

  lost his money in this encounter, and, possibly, his

  temper.

  " Sunday, grand fireworks. Monday (the four de

  fete}, a very good ball. And yesterday, the chasse.

  Nelson and the Hamiltons were there. We never sat

  down to supper or dinner less than sixty or seventy

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  persons, in a fine hall superbly illuminated; in short,

  the whole in a most princely style. Nelson's health

  was drunk with flourish of trumpets and firing of

  cannon. Lady Hamilton is, without exception, the

  most coarse, ill-mannered, disagreeable woman we met

  with. The Princess with great kindness had got a

  number of musicians, and the famous Haydn, who

  is in their service, to play, knowing Lady H. was fond

  of music. Instead of attending to them, she sat down

  to the faro table, played Nelson's cards for him, and

  won between 300 and 400. . . ." Haydn, it must

 

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