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by Yelena Kopylova

belonged to two ladies who had lost a large sum by

  the refusal of their sons to join Napoleon's invading

  army. Its rooms were large, its garden extensive.

  She could at length take exercise in a pony-cart. She

  and Horatia were regular in church attendance: the

  French prayers were like their own. Provisions were

  cheap: turkeys two shillings, partridges fivepence the

  brace ; Bordeaux wine from five to fifteen pence. Oc-

  casionally a stray visitor passed their way. Lord Cath-

  cart, Sir William's old friend and relative, had visited them, and spied out the nakedness of the land. It was

  well known at Calais that the celebrated Lady Hamil-

  ton was in retreat : a real live " milord " must have fluttered the farmhouse dovecote. For a time there was

  a brief spell of cheerful tranquillity, but the gleam

  was transient. It was only a reprieve before the final

  summons. " If my dear Horatia were provided for,"

  she wrote to Sir William Scott, " I should dye happy, and if I could only now be enabled to make her more

  comfortable, and finish her education, ah God, how I

  would bless them that enabled me to do it ! " She was teaching her German and Spanish; music, French,

  Italian, and English she " already knew." Emma

  " had seen enough of grandeur not to regret it " ;

  " comfort, and what would make Horatia and myself

  live like gentlewomen, would be all I wish, and to live

  to see her well settled in the world." It was of no avail that her illness was leaving her. " My Broken Heart does not leave me." " Without a pound in "

  her "pocket," what could she do? "On the 2ist of October, fatal day, I shall have some. I wrote to

  Davison to ask the Earl to let me have my Bronte

  pension quarterly instead of half-yearly, and the Earl

  refused, saying that he was too poor. . . . Think,

  then, of the situation of Nelson's child, and Lady Ham-

  ilton, who so much contributed to the Battle of the

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  Nile, paid often and often out of my own pocket at

  Naples . . . and also at Palermo for corn to save

  Malta. Indeed, I have been ill used. Lord Sidmouth

  is a good man, and Lord Liverpool is also an upright

  Minister. Pray, and if ever Sir William Hamilton's

  and Lord Nelson's services were deserving, ask them

  to aid me. Think what I must feel who was used to

  give God only knows [how much], and now to ask! " l Such was the plight of one who had gladly lavished

  care and money on the son and daughter of Earl Nel-

  son. That new-made Earl, who had canvassed her

  favour, and called her his " best friend," was now calmly leaving her to perish, and his great brother's

  daughter to share her carking penury and privation.

  Lawyers' letters molested even the seclusion of St.

  Pierre. The English papers published calumnies

  which she was forced to contradict. Their little fund

  was fast dwindling, and as late autumn set in they were

  forced to transfer their scanty effects to a meagre

  lodging in the town itself.

  In the Rue Franchise No. in and even there in

  its worst apartments, looking due north, the distressed

  fugitives found themselves in the depth of a hard

  winter.

  They were not in absolute want, but, had their sus-

  pense been protracted, they must ere long have been so.

  At the beginning of December the " annuitants' " at-torneys were in close correspondence with the Honour-

  able Colonel Sir R. Fulke Greville. Proceedings, in-

  deed, were being instigated in Chancery, which were

  only stopped by Lady Hamilton's unexpected demise.

  An embargo was laid on every penny of Emma's in-

  come. Even Horatia's pittance was not paid in ad-

  vance, till she herself begged for a trifle on account

  from her uncle, Earl Nelson.

  'Lady Hamilton to Sir William Scott September 12, 1814.

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  . Under the strain of uncertainty, Emma, worried

  out of her wits, and drawn more closely than ever to

  the daughter who absorbed her fears, her sorrow, and

  her affection, at length collapsed. The strong and

  buoyant spirits, which had brought her through so

  many crises, including Horatia's own birth, and the

  coil of its consequences, failed any longer to support

  her. A dropsical complaint, complicated by a chill,

  fastened upon her chest. By New Year's Day, 1815,

  her state of pocket, as well as of health, had become

  critical. Some ten pounds, in English money, her

  wearing apparel, and a few pawn tickets for pledged

  pieces of plate, were the sole means of subsistence un-

  til Horatia's next quarter's allowance should fall due.

  In 1811 the Matchams had sent all they could spare;

  they may have done so again. If the mother, denuded

  of all, asked for anything, it was for Horatia that she

  pleaded. At her debut, Greville had noticed that she

  would starve rather than beg : it proved so now. Only

  seven years ago she had implored the Duke not to

  let their " enemies trample upon them." Those enemies had trampled on them indeed. A new creditor

  was knocking at her door, the last creditor Death.

  One can picture that deserted death-scene in the

  Calais garret, where the wan woman, round whom so

  much brilliance had hovered, lay poverty-stricken and

  alone. Where now were the tribes of flatterers, of

  importuners for promotion, or even the crowd of true

  and genial hearts? Her still lingering beauty had

  formed an element of her age, but now only the prim-

  itive elements of ebbing life remained intact the

  mother and her child. By her bedside stood a crucifix

  for she had openly professed her faith. Over her

  bed hung, doubtless, the small portraits of Nelson

  and of her mother remnants from the wreck. Nel-

  son was no longer loathed at Calais ; a Bourbon sat on

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  the throne, and not even wounded pride angered the

  French against the man who had delivered the sister

  now dead herself of Marie Antoinette. Perhaps

  Emma is trying to dictate a last piteous entreaty to the hard-hearted Earl, and sad Horatia writing it at the

  bare table by the attic casement. Perhaps, while she

  gasps for breath, and calls to mind the child within

  her arms, she strives but fails to utter all the weight

  upon her heart. Horatia sobs, and kisses again, may

  be, and again that " guardian " whom now she loves and trusts with a daughter's heart. Sorrow unites

  them closely; here " they and sorrow sit."

  Of her many tragic " Attitudes " (had Constance ever been one?) the tragedy of this last eclipses all.

  She, whose loveliness had dazzled Europe, whose

  voice and gestures had charmed all Italy, and had spell-

  bound princes alike and peasants; whose fame, what-

  ever might be muttered, was destined to re-echo long

  after life's broken cadence had died upon the air; she

  whose lightest word had been cherished she now lay

  dying here. Nelson, her mother, her child, these are

  still her company and comfort, as memories float be-

&nbs
p; fore her fading eyes. Ah ! will she find the first again, and must she lose, the last ?

  A pang, a spasm, a cry. The priest is fetched in

  haste. She still has strength to be absolved, to re-

  ceive extreme unction from a stranger's hands. Weep-

  ing Horatia and old " Dame Francis " re-enter as, in that awful moment, shrived, let us hope, and reconciled, she clings, and rests in their embrace.

  It had been her wish to lie beside her mother in the

  Paddington church. This, too, was thwarted. On the

  next Friday she was buried. The hearse was fol-

  lowed by the many naval officers then at Calais to the

  cheerless cemetery, before many years converted into

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  a timber-yard. Had she died a Protestant such was

  the revival of Catholicism with monarchy in France

  intolerance would have refused a service : only a few

  months earlier, a blameless and charming actress had

  been pitched at Paris into an unconsecrated grave.

  It was these circumstances that engendered the fables,

  soon circulated in England, of Emma's burial in a

  deal box covered by a tattered petticoat.

  Earl Nelson and the Mr. Henry Cadogan, who has

  been mentioned earlier, came over before the begin-

  ning of February the former to bring Horatia back,

  the latter to pay, through Alderman Smith's large-

  heartedness, the last of the many debts owing on the

  score of Lady Hamilton. None of them were de-

  frayed by the Earl, who had never given his niece so

  much as " a frock or a sixpence." It was soon known that the " celebrated Emma " had passed away. Polite letters were exchanged between Colonel Greville and

  the " Prefect of the Department of Calais " as to the actual facts, and Greville's executor was much relieved

  to feel that Emma's departure had spared him the

  bother of a long lawsuit.

  Horatia owed nothing to her uncle Nelson's care:

  she stayed with the Matchams until her marriage, in

  1822, to the Reverend Philip Ward of Tenterden. She

  became the mother of many children, and died, an

  octogenarian, in 1881.

  The research of these pages has tried to illumine

  Lady Hamilton's misdeeds as well as her good qualities,

  to interpret the problems and contrasts of a mixed

  character and a mixed career. It has tracked the many

  phases and vicissitudes both of circumstance and calibre that she underwent. We have seen her as a girl,

  friendless and forsaken, only to be rescued and trained

  by a selfish pedant, who collected her as he collected

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  his indifferent pictures and metallic minerals. We

  have seen her handed on to the amiable voluptuary

  whose torpor she bestirred, and for whose classical

  taste she embodied the beautiful ideal. We have seen

  her swaying a Queen, influencing statesmen and even

  a dynasty, exalted by marriage to a platform which

  enabled her to save, more than once, a situation critical alike for her country, for Naples, and for Europe.

  We have seen her rising not only to, but above, the

  occasions which her highest fortunes enabled. We

  have followed her conspicuous courage, from its germs

  in battling with mean disaster, to a development which

  attracted and enthralled the most valiant captain of

  his age. We have marked how her resource also en-

  hanced even his resourcefulness. We have watched

  her swept into a vortex of passionate love for the hero

  who transcended her dramatic dreams, and sacrificing

  all, even her native truthfulness, for the real and un-

  shaken love of their lives. We have shown that she

  cannot be held to have detained him from his public

  duty so long as history is unable to point to a single

  exploit unachieved. And eventually, we have found

  that the infinite expressiveness which throughout ren-

  dered her a muse both to men of reverie and of action,

  rendered herself a blank, when the personalities she

  prompted were withdrawn and could no more inspire

  her as she had inspired them. We have viewed her

  marvellous rise, and we have traced her melancholy

  decline, from the moment of the prelude to Horatia's

  birth to the years which involved its far-reaching and

  inevitable sequels. We have found, despite all the re-

  sulting stains which soiled a frank and fervid but un-

  schooled and unbridled nature, that she never lost" a capacity for devotion, and even self-abandonment;

  while her kindness and bounty remained as reckless

  and extravagant as the wil fulness of her moods and

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  the exuberance of her enthusiasm. We have found

  her headstrong successively, and resolute, bold and

  brazen, capricious and loyal, vain-glorious, but vainer

  for the glory of those she loved; strenuous yet inert,

  eminently domestic yet waywardly pleasure-loving;

  serviceable yet alluring, at once Vesta and Hebe. We

  have tracked her, as catastrophe lowered, tenaciously

  beating the air, and ever sanguine that she could turn

  stones even the stones flung at her to gold. We

  have tracked also the cruelty and shabbiness of those

  that were first and foremost in throwing those stones,

  whose propriety was prudence, and whose virtue was

  self-interest. We have marked how long this woman

  of Samaria's way fare was beset by bad Samaritans.

  We have felt the falsities to which they bowed as

  falser than the genuine idolatry which held her from a

  nobler worship, and from an air purer than most of

  her surrounders ever breathed. It was in Nelson's

  erring unselfishness that her salvation and her damna-

  tion met. And in her semi-consecration of true

  motherhood, springing at first from wild-animal de-

  votion to her first child, we can discern the refine-

  ment of instinct which at length led the born pagan

  within the pale of reverence. Astray as a girl, she

  had found refuge in her own devotion, with which she

  invested Greville's patronage. An outcast at the close,

  she turned for shelter to a worthier home. And

  above all, implanted in her from the first, and in-

  eradicable, her unwavering fondness for her mother

  has half-erased her darkest blot, and made her more

  beautiful than her beauty. May we not say, at the

  last, that because she loved much, much shall be for-

  given her : quid multum amavit.

  The site of her grave has vanished, and with it the

  two poor monuments rumoured to have marked the

  spot; the first (if Mrs. Hunter be here believed) of

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  wood, " like a battledore, handle downwards " ; the second, a headstone, which a Guide to Calais mentions

  in 1833. 1 Its Latin inscription was then partially de-

  cipherable :

  "... Quae

  . . . Calesiae

  Via in Gallica vocata

  Et in domo c.vi. obiit

  Die xv. Mensis Januarii. A.D. MDCCCXV.

  suae LI." 2

  It was perhaps erected by some officer of that navy

  which, long after she had gone,
always remembered

  her unflagging zeal and kindness with gratitude.

  Her best epitaph may be found in the touching lines

  indited by the literary doctor Beattie (not Nelson's Sir William Beatty), after visiting her grave on his return from attending William IV. and his wife in Ger-

  many. They were published in 1831, and have been

  quoted by Pettigrew.

  " And here is one a nameless grave the grass

  Waves dank and dismal o'er its crumbling mass

  Of mortal elements the wintry sedge

  Weeps drooping o'er the rampart's watery edge;

  The rustling reed the darkly rippling wave

  Announce the tenant of that lowly grave.

  . . . Levelled with the soil,

  The wasting worm hath revelled in its spoil

  The spoil of beauty ! This, the poor remains

  Of one who, living, could command the strains

  Of flattery's harp and pen. Whose incense, flung

  From venal breath upon her altar, hung,

  A halo ; while in loveliness supreme

  She moved in brightness, like th' embodied dream

  1 Pettigrew, vol. ii. p. 636. The " battledore " bore the inscription, " Emma Hamilton, England's friend."

  1 i. e. In the fifty-first year of her age.

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  Of some rapt minstrel's warm imaginings,

  The more than form and face of earthly things.

  Few bend them at thy bier, unhappy one !

  All know thy shame, thy mental sufferings, none.

  All know thy frailties all thou wast and art!

  But thine were faults of circumstance, not heart.

  Thy soul was formed to bless and to be bless'd

  With that immortal boon a guiltless breast,

  And be what others seem had bounteous Heaven

  Less beauty lent, or stronger virtue given !

  The frugal matron of some lowlier hearth,

  Thou hadst not known the splendid woes of earth:

  Dispensing happiness, and happy there

  Thou hadst not known the curse of being fair!

  But like yon lonely vesper star, thy light

  Thy love had been as pure as it was bright.

  I've met thy pictured bust in many lands,

  I've seen the stranger pause with lifted hands

  In deep, mute admiration, while his eye

  Dwelt sparkling on thy peerless symmetry.

  I've seen the poet's painter's sculptor's gaze

  Speak, with rapt glance, their eloquence of praise.

  I've seen thee as a gem in royal halls

  Stoop, like presiding angel from the walls,

  And only less than worshipp'd ! Yet 'tis come

  To this ! When all but slander's voice is dumb,

 

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