He suppressed a wicked grin and tried to focus on what to do next. He didn’t want their evening together to end so soon. It was Saturday night, which meant that the resort fireworks show was starting soon. He could take Paige somewhere to watch it, but he knew that the best view on the property was from his own balcony. Typically, he didn’t allow anyone into his sanctuary, but for some reason he was almost eager to invite Paige upstairs. He could offer her dessert and an amazing show. But would she accept?
“Do you like fireworks?” he asked.
Three
Paige only thought her penthouse was the pinnacle of luxury. That was before she stepped into Mano’s suite.
The whole space was very clean and modern. Every detail, from the industrial light fixtures overhead to the abstract paintings on the walls, exuded elegance and masculinity with a hard edge. The floors were seamless white marble, the couch was covered in buttery soft gray leather and the tables looked like sheets of glass floating in the air with only the slightest bit of metal supporting them. It was the kind of almost austere look that at first glance might seem plain, but in fact was extremely expensive.
There were no fussy elements, no flower arrangements or lace or knickknacks. Everything seemed perfectly placed, as though an interior designer had handled each detail down to where the dog’s leash hung on the wall. She supposed that things being out of place could cause a problem when you couldn’t see to track down errant items.
There wasn’t much for Paige to break, but what was there, she could tell, was fragile. She was anxious about being in Mano’s suite for dozens of reasons, but now that she was here, she added the new worry of being someplace where she could stumble and put her fist through a priceless Jackson Pollock painting.
It had been hard enough for her to shake the surreal feeling as she followed him upstairs without those other worries. She wasn’t really sure why she was here, anyway. She understood the polite dinner invitation, but why ask her to join him in his suite for dessert just to be nice to a lonely hotel guest? Maybe her initial reaction to their dinner date was closer to the truth and this was about more than just treating the VIPs.
Mano removed Hōkū’s harness and the dog trotted over to his corner pillow where a rawhide bone was waiting for him. “We do fireworks at the hotel every Saturday night,” Mano explained as he slipped out of his suit coat and laid it over the back of a chair that he seemed to know would be positioned just there. “It’s a long-standing tradition at the Mau Loa that my grandparents started decades ago. My suite has one of the best views, ironically enough.”
Paige bit at her lip as he noted the obvious issue. She followed him out onto the balcony and he was right—his view was even better than hers. The fireworks over the lagoon would be center stage for the spectators waiting along Waikiki beach, but their view had it all beat. “It’s a shame you can’t enjoy them.”
“Actually, I can,” Mano said as he gripped the railing and looked out over the water as though he could see it.
The moonlight highlighted the sharp angles of his face, reminding Paige just how handsome and unobtainable a man he was. She wished he would take off his glasses so she could see his eyes. She understood why he wore the glasses, but she felt like a part of him was hiding behind them.
“I remember what they looked like when I was younger. As I mentioned earlier, I didn’t lose my eyesight until I was seventeen, so I have the memories. I can sit on my patio and listen to the pop of the fireworks and the cheers of the crowd. The smell of the smoke in the air brings back the experience for me. I don’t need to see them anymore.”
The doorbell of the suite rang just then, robbing Paige of any questions she might want to ask. With her medical background, she was curious about what had happened to him, but she needed the right opportunity to bring it up. She didn’t want to pry, but she knew from her experience with soldiers that they often wanted to tell their story, but only when they were ready.
“Dessert has arrived,” Mano said.
“I’ll go get the door,” Paige replied, beating him to the sliding door. He was able-bodied but so was she, so there was no reason why she couldn’t let room service in for them.
At the door, a man was waiting with a cart. On top of it was a large silver-domed dish like the kind you’d see in old movies. “Good evening, ma’am. Where would you like your dessert?”
“Bring it out to the balcony, please,” Mano called. He’d followed her into the living room even though he didn’t need to.
They both trailed the cart back to the patio, where the waiter placed it on the glass table. “The famous Mau Loa Black Pearl,” he announced, raising the lid with dramatic flair.
Paige couldn’t help the gasp that escaped her lips when she saw the beautiful chocolate delight hidden beneath the silver dome. Mano had told her it was the showpiece of The Pearl, and the dessert looked exactly like a giant black pearl in an oyster. A thin hinged cookie shell was the bed and backdrop for a dome of layered chocolate mousse. It was enrobed in a dark chocolate fudge ganache and dusted with toasted coconut and macadamia nuts on the edges. It was the most beautiful and delicious-looking thing she’d ever seen in her life.
“I don’t think I can eat it,” she said.
Mano chuckled as he gave the waiter his tip and he disappeared from the suite. “You’ll change your mind about that pretty quickly. It’s the most incredible thing you’ll ever put in your mouth.”
They sat down in the patio chairs and armed themselves with spoons. Mano broke through the dark chocolate outside first so Paige didn’t have to do it. One bite and she knew he was right. The different layers and flavors of chocolate mousse and cream melted together on her tongue. The decorative starburst of passion fruit puree on the plate gave a sharp sour bite to break up the richness. The cookie was crunchy, almost like a fortune cookie, but much more flavorful. It was amazing. And gone before they knew it.
“That was incredible,” Paige said as she laid her spoon down on the empty plate. “I think I might burst, though.”
“It will be worth any suffering.” Mano paused for a moment, putting his hand to the tiny headset that always seemed to be in his ear. “Ah, perfect timing. The fireworks show is about to start. Are you ready?” He held out his hand to her.
Paige took it and they walked together to the railing. Heavy drums and traditional Hawaiian music sounded from the lagoon in the distance. A moment later, the sky lit up as a firework exploded and bathed the darkness in streaks of white fire. One after the next, bursts of color danced across the sky. For about ten minutes it continued, illuminating the dark water. Down below, she could hear the crowds gathered on the beach as they cheered and gasped in awe.
“That was wonderful,” Paige said as the last of the smoke started to clear. “You were right, you do have the best view for the show.”
“I’m glad you enjoyed it.”
Paige turned away from the beach to look at him. “I want to thank you for all this.”
He shrugged it away. “It’s nothing.”
“No, it’s not nothing. You’ve taken me to a lovely dinner, brought me up here for an amazing dessert and fireworks. You’ve saved me from a lonely night in a beautiful place. That’s more than other people would’ve done for a stranger. More than other people typically do for me.”
Mano’s brow furrowed as he listened to her. “What do you mean? Do the people in your life back at home take advantage of your kindness?”
Paige sighed and leaned onto the railing. “It isn’t that simple.” She wasn’t bullied or abused at all. She just didn’t quite fit in. It was mostly a case of being invisible. “More often than not, I’m just ignored. No one really seems to see me. I just blend into the background noise no matter how loud I yell. Sometimes I wonder if, when I die, anyone will even remember I existed.”
“Your patients will remember you. I know I’ll never forget the kind nurses that cared for me after my accident.”
“I hope you�
��re right,” Paige said. She tried to make a difference in their lives, even when it didn’t seem like she was getting anywhere.
Mano’s hand slid along the railing until he found hers. He covered her with his reassuring warmth. “And I’ll remember you, Paige Edwards.”
Her breath caught in her throat at his words and his caress. Her skin seemed to sing beneath his touch. A thrill ran up her arm and jolted her heart to beat double time in her chest. She knew she shouldn’t get excited. Mano wasn’t putting the moves on her; he was being kind. And yet, her body didn’t seem to know the difference. “I’ll remember you, too. You are the first person in a long time that truly seems to see me.”
“Sometimes people depend too much on their eyes,” Mano explained. “They make all their judgments based on what they see, ignoring everything else. I may not know what you look like, Paige, but I know a lot of other things about you that make you a person I want to know more about.”
She really couldn’t understand why he felt that way. She was a nobody—certainly not the kind of woman who captured the attention of a rich, handsome man like Mano. “I don’t know what you see that others don’t. Frankly, I don’t even see it. I’ve never thought I was very special.”
“That’s odd,” Mano said. “I find myself wanting to know everything about you. It seems I uncover a surprise with every layer I peel away. May I ask you something?”
Paige shifted nervously, pulling back from his touch. Usually when someone prefaced a question like that, it was going to be bad. Like when her sister asked if Paige’s relationship with Wyatt was really serious. She was just testing the waters before she jumped in. “Why not?” she said at last. After what she’d been through lately, there wasn’t much he could ask that would make things worse.
“May I touch your face?”
Except for maybe that.
“I know that sounds odd,” Mano continued, “but it’s how I see people. I’d like to see you better.”
A part of Paige was happy that Mano couldn’t see her. He seemed so interested in her. Would finding out how she looked ruin their perfect night together? She supposed that telling him no would end it just as awkwardly. “Okay,” she agreed.
Mano turned to face her, but his expression was as concerned as hers likely appeared. “You sound nervous. You don’t have to do it if you don’t want to.”
“No, it’s okay,” she argued, placing a hand on his forearm. “If you had your sight, you would’ve known what I looked like from the first moment, so you’ve waited long enough to know. I just hope you’re not disappointed with what you find.”
* * *
Disappointed? Most of the women who had drifted in and out of Mano’s life had a healthy sense of self-esteem, but not Paige. Whether or not she was right, she seemed to think she was invisible or even unattractive. He didn’t think that was actually possible, but now he’d find out for himself.
Taking her wrists in his hands, he let his palms glide up her arms to her neck. There, he cradled her face in his hands. Paige was tense and still beneath his fingertips as they traced the lines and angles of her face. She had a delicate brow, large, wide eyes and a sharp nose. Her face was thin, as was the rest of her, judging by her narrow wrists and protruding collar bones.
He realized then that she was too still and too silent beneath his touch. “Breathe, Paige.”
She moved slightly with a sudden exhale and intake of breath. Once she relaxed, his fingers ran over her hair. It was long, straight and silky. Paige hadn’t twisted it up or tortured it with curling irons and hair spray. It just flowed naturally down her back.
“What color are your eyes?” he asked, trying to envision them in his mind.
“They’re a hazel color. Not quite green and not quite brown.”
Mano nodded, the picture coming together. “Now, tell me about what you’re wearing tonight so I can see it.”
“I overdressed a little,” she confessed. “It’s a blue satin cocktail dress that I found on sale at the mall. I don’t even know why I bought it—I have nowhere to wear it normally—but I threw it into the suitcase when I was packing. I figured if I didn’t wear it tonight, I might as well donate it to charity.”
He didn’t know why she had to cut herself down with every description of herself. “What shade of blue?”
“A dark royal blue, kind of like the deeper waters off Waikiki.”
Mano could see that color vividly in his memory. He wished he could continue his exploration, run his hands over her body to find out more about her. Feeling bold, he traced the neckline of the gown with his finger, finding the V plunged deep. His fingertip lingered at the apex for a moment as Paige let out a ragged breath. He expected her to pull away or tell him to stop, but she didn’t. She leaned closer to him. The scent of her mingled with the Plumeria and orchids that perfumed the breezes. He was intoxicated by it and drawn to her in a way he simply didn’t understand.
Gently cupping her face in his hands, he lowered his lips to hers. Her response to him was cautious, but curious. After a moment, the caution gave way to enthusiasm. She wrapped her arms around his neck and arched her body against him. Mano felt his every muscle tighten as her lithe body pressed into his own.
He let his tongue explore her mouth as his hands explored her body. She had the taste of decadent chocolate lingering on her lips. Her body was lean and angular to the touch, with few curves to cup in his hands. Considering how tiny she’d felt when he’d touched her earlier, he wasn’t surprised. It was just another way that his Paige was different.
As his hand strayed near her belly, she went stiff as stone in his arms. “Paige?”
He felt her pull away and the next thing he knew, her loud and unsteady clomp of heels against the marble floors grew softer and softer until the front door of his suite slammed shut. She’d just run away.
He’d had a lot of reactions to his kisses in his life, but he’d never had a woman turn tail and run. For a moment, Mano wasn’t exactly sure what to do, but in the end, he decided to give chase. He wasn’t going to let Paige run away from this. If nothing else, he would apologize for crossing a line and making her uncomfortable, but he felt like it was more than that.
Mano made his way cautiously through the suite to the entrance, then across the vestibule to Paige’s door. He pressed the doorbell of her suite and waited as patiently as he could. His heart was still pounding in his chest and his muscles were still tight with tension from their kiss. It was possible that Paige just wouldn’t answer the door, but he didn’t think she was the kind to just ignore him. That would be impolite.
Mano heard her soft shoeless footsteps approach the door and it unlatched with a metallic pop. The door swung open.
“Yes?”
He could tell by the harsh tone of her voice that she was upset. Mano just wasn’t sure if she was upset with him or herself. “Did I do something wrong?” he asked.
“No. You were wonderful. Everything I could’ve asked for and more on a night out in the most romantic place in the world. It’s just me. I’m sorry,” she said.
And here he thought he’d been the one apologizing. “Sorry for what?”
“For everything,” she said with a sadness in her voice that told of more than just tonight’s worries on her mind. “For kissing you, then for running. In the moment, I wasn’t really sure what to do. I don’t trust myself when it comes to these things. I make poor decisions, and I’m not saying that kissing you is a mistake, but I’m really not at a place in my life where I need this kind of...complication.”
Complication? Paige seemed to have tied herself up in knots for no reason. He could feel the anxiety and tension damn near radiating from her body in waves. “It was just a kiss, Paige. There’s no need to make more of it than that. How complicated can things get with you leaving in less than a week?”
He reached out for her and placed a hand on her waist. He waited until she relaxed and the throbbing pulse beneath his fingertips slowed.
“Listen, Paige, I want you to know this isn’t something I do very often. I’ve never even invited a guest up to my suite before.”
“Really?”
“Really.” It was true. Only Chuck, housekeeping and room service were allowed inside from the hotel staff. When he did indulge in a short romance, he always went to the woman’s room or sought out an empty suite. And yet, he’d wanted to share his retreat with Paige. He wanted to experience those fireworks with her, knowing it would be as though he could see them again. “Like you, I don’t really trust myself in relationships, either. My condition puts me at a disadvantage. Every time I’m with a woman, I wonder what her angle is, or if I’ll be a burden on her. To be honest, your work as a nurse is a huge red flag for me. I should walk away from you right now.”
“Why?”
“Because I don’t want to be someone’s project. I can’t be fixed and I don’t want to be coddled. Some women see me as someone they can care for and, as a nurse, it’s in your nature to do it.”
Paige chuckled softly. “You’ll find that I’m more drill sergeant than babysitter. Sometimes it takes a firm hand to get a patient out of bed and make him stop feeling sorry for himself.”
“Maybe that’s the difference. There’s just something about you that makes me want to throw all my rules out the window. I want to know more about you, Paige. I want to touch you again.”
Paige gasped. He took a step closer to her and drew her hand to his chest. “I don’t want to make you uncomfortable. If you tell me to, I’ll walk away right now and leave you alone for the rest of your time here in Hawaii. But I don’t want to. Whatever we share doesn’t have to be serious or complicated, Paige. I’m proposing we spend the week together. I’ll let you set the boundaries so there’s no unwanted complications. I simply enjoy your company.”
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