by Jake Bible
“Hey there, Giggles,” I say. “Uh, the kids’ birthday party has been cancelled, so we won’t be needing your services today. You can keep the deposit. No worries on that. So, how’s about you just crawl your funny-bone way back outside? Cool?”
Not cool. The thing pushes up onto its feet and stares at me, bloody drool dripping down its cracked chin. No, really, its chin is cracked. Almost in half. Makes it look like it’s a Predator or something. You know how those things could split their mouths open and get all fangy and shit? Yeah, like that. Although I don’t think it can split its mouth open.
“Okay, Chuckles,” I say, holding up my hand. “Not only can you keep the deposit, but we’ll pay you half your going rate. No? Fine. You drive a hard bargain, Bubbles. We’ll pay you in full. Hey, it’s not your fault you terrify children and make old ladies cry, right? You’re just a victim of circumstance like everyone else in this damn apocalypse.”
Doesn’t look like Snuggles is in a negotiating mood. Nope. He’s in an ‘eat Jace and then pick his teeth with the staples in my skull’ kind of mood. That’s a mood, trust me. I’m seeing it on Tumbles’ face right now.
“Fuck,” I sigh, looking around for some kind of weapon. Which I do not see.
This is Apocalypse 101 shit. Always have a weapon close by. Even if you are stuck in a wheelchair and barely have the strength of a chronic masturbator after a ten hour wank marathon.
I don’t know if a ten hour wank marathon is a thing. No, I don’t. Fuck you and shut up.
Snickers is on me in a flash and I barely have time to get my forearm up and jammed under his chin to keep him from lunching on my face. He struggles against me, his broken teeth chattering as he snaps his split jaw at me over and over.
I scream as loud as I can, ignoring the broadswords of excruciation that pierce my head. The screams do two things: they just encourage Flipsy here and they give me a surge of adrenaline that I was pretty sure I didn’t have anymore.
I shove Cackles back and yank on the wheel of my chair, trying to get me just a little bit closer to the bedroom door. I scream again and again, but the pain is almost too much and my voice starts getting ragged. You’d think someone would hear me back here, but apparently the grand battle of the Winnebago is just too noisy for anyone to notice.
Tickles grabs my shoulder, my good shoulder, and his fingers dig in. They don’t pierce my coat, but they are strong enough to give me a Vulcan nerve pinch from Hell. I jerk away from him, which is a normal reaction to an undead clown going all Spock on one’s ass. Unfortunately, the jerking causes me to lose my balance and the entire wheelchair weebles, wobbles, then falls down.
Now I’m on the floor of the RV, wedged inside a collapsed wheelchair, with Gobbles the Z Clown climbing on top of me, my good arm pinned, and my tasty Jace flesh exposed for the snacking.
I really, really fucking hate the apocalypse. This shit sucks balls.
Mumbles is almost on me, his freakazoid mouth wide open and ready, but damn if that Jace luck doesn’t kick in.
And by Jace luck, I mean I feel the RV swerve to one side then swerve to the other side, sending both of us slamming back and forth into the crates and boxes. Crates and boxes that are now tumbling on top of us. One of them smacks Wiggles across the back of his undead head.
He falls off of me, howling as the RV lurches sideways, like we’re up on only two wheels. The screech of metal on concrete is so loud that I can’t even hear myself think. Which is something since I am one loud thinker. Right? I don’t have to tell you.
The RV seems to right itself, but the screech of metal doesn’t stop. Whatever happened it sounds like part of our cage has come loose and is dragging along Colfax. The way the RV is shuddering and bumping along tells me that the part that came off is probably stuck under one of the wheels.
Nibbles isn’t done with me.
The howling hunk of undead fun stuffs claws his way over to me. I swear the thing is smiling when it gets to me and opens that God-awful mouth again. Fucking Zs smiling and shit. Fuck them. Smiling is for people and happy dogs, not for undead flesh eaters.
He lunges at me and I know my nose is going to be his appetizer, but the RV foils his plans once again. This time it’s not lurching to the side, but spinning out of control. We slam into something heavy, bounce back the other way, slam into another thing and then start to roll.
Oh, yeah, we roll.
Not my first RV roll. It seems I have the Fast Pass for this particular ride.
It’s just me and Dimples and a few dozen crates and boxes pretending like we’re in the fast cycle of a clothes dryer. I’m on top, he’s on top, crates are on top, we’re all on top. Then the bottom. Then the top. Then the bottom. Then on top.
I’m on top. And alive. And awake.
This is good.
Except for the part that I’m right on Tipples. Like pressed against him, my chest to his chest. My forearm back under his chin, pressed square in his throat. He snaps at me, but my position keeps the thing from getting all chunky with my cheeks.
“I have the higher ground!” I yell at him and shove with all of my strength.
You know, the strength of a marshmallow fart in a cotton candy pillow? That much strength. The funny thing is, that’s all the strength I need because while I landed on him, he landed on an open crate. The back of his neck is right on the edge of the crate and inside are all kinds of machiney-looking things.Sharp machiney-looking things.
I summon up every ounce of marshmallow strength and I push. I shove. I lean into it.
Huggles starts moaning and hissing and groaning and just making a general ruckus under me. He tries to buck me off, but the majority of both of us is covered in more crates and boxes. The great thing is, the more he protests, the better leverage I get. I do my thing, he does his thing, and it is a race to see whose thing finishes first.
“I win,” I grunt as my thing finishes first.
Gruntles is Gruntles no more. He’s not Giggles or Mumbles or Skippy or Jumpy or Blip Blip. Blip Blip is a clown name, right? Sure it is. A French clown. One of those stuck up Cirque de Sole clowns.
Anyhoo, the fucker is dead. His spine snaps across the edge of the crate, which allows enough give for the back of his head to get pierced by all kinds of pointy widgets and wangdangles.
As soon as I know the undead life has left him, I slump forward. I don’t give two fucks how bad he smells or the fact that he’s leaking all types of funky fluids. I’m exhausted. I’m so exhausted I may just put my head on my arm (ow) and rest for a second.
I should give another shout for Stella, but I figure if she survived the crash she’ll think to come find me. If she’s dead then there’s nothing I can do and passing out right now is probably for the best. Just shut it all out, Jace. Shut it all out.
***
“He’s back here!”
“Is he breathing? Oh, God, please let him be breathing!”
“Holy fuck, what the hell is that?”
“It’s a clown. It’s a motherfucking clown.”
“Dad totally killed a clown Z. He’s my hero for sure.”
“What’s with you and clowns?”
“We do not have time for this! Shut up, both of you!”
“Stella! Hurry! They are almost on us!”
“Jace? Jace? Can you hear me, baby?”
“Jacey need sleepy time. People need shutting-up time.”
“Yeah, he’s alive.”
“STELLA!”
“I know! He’s wedged under all of these crates!”
“We need to go! NOW!”
“Here, let me help. Stand back.”
“I’ve got these. Toss them out the side.”
“Jesus, how did he survive? The back end is almost ripped right off!”
“He’s a lucky fucker.”
“Jacey be lucky fucker.”
“Quiet, baby, don’t speak. Oh, shit. Look at the blood. That’s a lot of blood, isn’t it?”
“Head wo
unds bleed, Mom. Especially when the head is only held together by staples.”
“Staples the Undead Clown.”
“Jace, be quiet!”
“Mom, come on.”
“Sorry. Sorry.”
“We got him, Stella. Belinda? Grab him under the shoulders while I lift. Lacy? Steph? Get his legs. Ready? On three. One, two, three.”
“AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHH!!!”
“Shit, shit, shit! He’s got a hunk of metal sticking out of his ribs.”
“Jacey hurts! Jacey hurts!”
“Fucking A, does he always talk about himself in the third person?”
“I don’t think he knows what he’s saying.”
“Antoinette!”
“Will someone tell Stuart to cram it up his ass? We’re not leaving Long Pork!”
“Hey, Stuart? Cram it up your ass! We’re not leaving Long Pork!”
“Thanks, Bel.”
“No problem.”
“I’ll get Dr. Stenkler or Dr. McCormick.”
“Thanks, Marcie. Take your boy with. He can look for one while you look for the other. Hurry!”
“God dammit! Just pick him the fuck up and— Oh, shit. What is that?”
“Looks like a socket wrench.”
“Fuck.”
“Yeah.”
“What looks like a socket wrench? Oh, shit! Jace!”
“Stella, get back. Just stay back. There’s nothing you can do. Go help Lourdes and Critter get everyone into the Humvees and the last RV.”
“Jacey will drive.”
“Oh, for fuck’s sake. The guy has a fucking wrench sticking out of his ribs and he’s still jabbering?”
“Jacey killed Jabbers the Undead Clown.”
“Jesus. I’m going to help John and the rest of your sisters secure the perimeter. We do not have much time. We’re between Z waves for now, but they are coming. John can only pick off the sprinters so fast. They’re going to be on us in minutes.”
“What about the crazies?”
“Flips is on that.”
“At least they aren’t throwing rocks at us anymore.”
“No shit. Oh, fuck. Hear that? We are out of time!”
“Parsley, sage, rosemary and thyme.”
“Wrong time.”
“Story of Jacey’s life.”
“I swear to Dod. The man’s capacity to mouth off is infinite.”
“Dod?”
“What?”
“You said Dod.”
“No, I said God.”
“Pretty sure you said Dod.”
“Jacey heard Dod too.”
“Oh, fuck you people.”
“He said Dod.”
“Let’s get him out of here. Watch the wrench. Try not to wiggle it too much. Right now he’s not bleeding bad.”
“On three again?”
“Yeah.”
“One, two, three.”
“AAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHH!!!”
“Shut up, Long Pork! It’s just fucking pain! Get over it, you little pussy!”
“AAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHH!!!”
“Can I whack him?”
“No. You try to knock him out with the way his head is and you could kill him. You want to tell Elsbeth you killed Long Pork?”
“No fucking way.”
“Me neither.”
“Jacey neither. Ow. No more lifty lifty Jacey.”
“Sure I can’t whack him?”
“Pretty sure. Like seventy-five percent sure.”
“Jacey one-hundred percent sure.”
“Now I’m getting closer to sixty-five percent sure. Damn. He is annoying.”
“No more time to hesitate. One, two, three.”
“AAAAAAAAAAHHH!!!”
“Keep lifting! Turn him carefully! Hold on, hold on! Let me get down there! Okay, hand him over!”
“You got him?”
“AAAAAAAAAAAAAHHH!!!”
“What the fuck? Shut him up or he’ll bring every Z down on us in this whole state! Jesus H. Christ!”
“Move, Critter!”
“Shut him the hell up!”
“AAAAAAAAAAAHHH!!!”
“We’d love to, but he’s completely out of it and won’t shut up!”
“I’ll knock him out! I swear I’ll do it!”
“Do not hit that man!”
“Oh, to hell with you, doc! You’re the new guy ‘round here, remember? You ain’t in no position to give orders!”
“I’m his doctor and he is my patient! Do not try to knock him out! If he’s screaming then that is a good thing. It means he’s alive and his mind is functioning enough to react to pain.”
“JACEY IS REACTING! AAAAAHHH!!!”
“Not even a little smack?”
“Critter! Don’t you dare!”
“Ah, come on, Laura. We can’t be expected to listen to this the whole damn way!”
“Don’t you Laura me, Critter. Call me Dr. McCormick if you intend on doing anyone in this group harm.”
“I wasn’t gonna harm him. Shit. You people need to lighten up.”
“WE ARE LEAVING NOW! EVERYONE CLIMB ONTO A VEHICLE! WE WILL LEAVE STRAGGLERS BEHIND! MOVE YOUR FUCKING ASSES, PEOPLE!”
“Damn, that woman has a voice on her.”
“She’s used to giving orders. Now get out of the way, Critter, so I can do my job.”
“Fine, fine, whatever, doc. But I’m watching you, new guy. No more lip from your ass or you’ll get a fist to your jaw.”
“NO MORE JAW ASS FACE FISTS! AAAAAAAAAAHHH!!!”
“Oh, for fuck’s sake.”
“Go! Go! Keep moving!”
“Hold that wrench! Do NOT let it come loose!”
“We’re holding it, Stenkler! We’re the ones that got Long Pork out of the RV!”
“I know, I know, I’m sorry.”
“They’re here! COME ON!”
“Oh, my God… Look at them all…”
“We are ten kinds of fucked.”
“This way!”
“Who is that?”
“Shit, it’s Flips!”
“Lourdes! This way! Follow this road! We’ll close it off behind you!”
“YOU HEARD THE MAN! MOVE!”
“Jacey no feel so good. Jacey sleepy sleep again.”
“No, Jace. Stay awake. Stay with us. Do you hear me? Jace?”
“Really tired. Jacey so, so tired. So— AAAAHHHH!!!”
“Don’t do that!”
“Woke his ass back up, didn’t it?”
“You could be doing more damage!”
“Really? Look at the guy. Do you think anything can do more damage than has already been done?”
“Lacy? Back off. Listen to the doctor.”
“I was just trying to help.”
“I know. But you can help by getting up in that Humvee and grabbing him as we lift him up.”
“Wait, where are you putting him?”
“On the roof. Safest place.”
“We’ll hold him steady, Stella. Don’t worry. You get your daughter. Watch her. Marcie has your son well protected and we’ve got Jace. The sisters have the Stanfords’ back, okay?”
“Okay…”
“WE ARE MOVING OUT!”
“Shit! Help me lift! Come on!”
“Got him! Get up here!”
“Jacey don’t like the Ferris wheel. Makes Jacey pukey.”
“Fuck! It splashed all over my boots!”
“Hang them over the side. Don’t get any on us.”
“Screw you.”
“Later, baby.”
“Uh...aren’t you all sisters?”
“Not real sisters, Stenkler. So knock it off with the pinched face.”
“Oh, okay.”
“Jacey hears lesbos.”
“Oh, I get to whack him now, right? He just called us lesbos!”
“NO! NO WHACKING!”
***
You ever eat sandpaper? I did when I was like three. I have no idea why I did it. It wasn�
�t like it was fresh. It was a scraggly old used hunk of sandpaper lying on the garage floor, all worn and torn and stinking of pine.
Maybe that was why, because it was pine-scented fresh? Who the fuck knows?
Anyway, I was three, I picked up this chunk of nasty and popped it in my mouth. Well, I stuffed it in my mouth. I was three, so the sandpaper was bigger than my mouth. I remember chewing and chewing and chewing, waiting for it to taste good. It never tasted good.
I was going to spit it out, this is why the memory has lasted all these years, but my dad came into the garage, saw me chewing, and instantly yelled, “What the fuck is in your mouth?”
So, being three, and scared shitless my dad was going to miss his ratty piece of sandpaper, I swallowed. I swallowed hard and that shit went right down my throat.
So, I guess, the real question is: have you ever swallowed sandpaper?
It fucking sucks.
Why do I ask? Because that is exactly how my throat feels right now. Like I swallowed a hunk of sandpaper and no one will give me a sip of Kool-Aid to wash it down with.
“Mom? He’s moving,” I hear Charlie say, his voice exhausted and weak.
“What? Huh? Go get your sister,” Stella replies.
“I’ll do it,” I hear a woman say. Marcie? Probably. “You stay here with your dad.”
Footsteps and then silence.
Well, not really silence. I can hear a ton of people talking. Hard to make out what they are saying. Their voices are all muffled, but I know it’s a lot.
“Stella?” I croak as I try to open my eyes. They do not want to open. Cool with me.
“Shhhh, quiet,” Stella replies.
“Water,” I struggle to say.
“I have some here,” Greta says as she gets close.
I hear a zipping sound. I know that zipping sound. Then a rustle of nylon.
I’m in a tent. It’s a cozy, warm tent, but that’s probably because I’m wrapped in a million sleeping bags. I can smell them and feel their weight on me. I used to camp a lot in the cold weather growing up, I know what a sleeping bag bundle feels like.
A bottle is put to my lips and I sip slowly at the sweet, sweet water. It’s a little hard not to choke since I’m lying down and no one will help me lift my head.
Hey! I’m lying down! I get to lie down to sleep! Nice. And they are probably not lifting my head because Stenkler told them not to.