Alyssa looked at me as she slid in across from me after getting her bags settled. “Is Dad going home tonight?” She asked as he frowned and ran a hand through his tousled dark hair.
“Your dad has been seeing a woman here in the city for the past six months or so.” I felt bad telling her, but she didn’t seem sad about it as she smiled. “He stays in between places.”
“That’s good. Dad needs more in his life than just work,” Alyssa said as she sipped the water on the table. A waitress came by and we ordered some wine and looked over the menus. I decided to go with the bacon cheeseburger, planning a longer time in the gym silently and Alyssa chose the lobster macaroni and cheese. She looked at me as the wine was set in front of us and a nervous expression crossed her face. “So, what is this?”
“Dinner,” I replied as she nodded and looked around the restaurant.
“Is that it?” She sipped the wine and watched me as I felt the energy fill the air again, making me wonder if I’d be over Alyssa if I just slept with her one time. I pushed the idea away as I let the guilt wash over me. This was Alyssa, not some woman to toss aside. “Why did you leave me the note?”
I stared at her for a moment before responding. “I wanted to give you a kiss good night, and I slipped it in as a bonus.” I saw her panicked look and smiled. “He was in his office, and I was on my way out, Alyssa. I didn’t stay.”
“I wish you had,” she murmured as I leaned closer and looked at her. Alyssa blushed, and she realized that she’d spoken out loud and shook her head. “Sorry.”
“Do you, though?” I asked as she nodded. “Same.”
“I…” She looked around the room before leaning over, just as the waitress stopped by again. Alyssa blushed, and I ordered for both of us before leaning forward again. She seemed to reconsider what she was going to say and pressed her lips together. “I went upstairs after I woke up and touched myself,” I told my cock to calm down and watched as her face softened. “It’s never felt like that before, and I think that it was the dream that I was having about you.” There was a soft smile on her face, and I stared at her as she looked at me. “I think I felt your kiss last night.”
“There’s a lot more where that came from,” I told her as she sipped from her wine glass again. “What dreams?”
“Oh, there were several. They were crazy,” Alyssa said to me vaguely as she shook her head. “I’m a virgin, though not because I’m some religious nut or anything. I just haven’t wanted anybody before now, not like this.” She gave me a fearful look as if she thought that I was going to get up and leave the table.
“Do you want that with me?” I asked her as she nodded and gave me a nervous smile. “I just wonder if it’s wrong.”
“I’d never force you to do something that you didn’t want to do.” I looked into her eyes as I spoke, knowing it was the truth. I didn’t want to hurt Alyssa or traumatize her for later in life since this would be just a fling. “I’ve done the same thing remembering our kiss, more than once. I don’t know what it is about you, but you’re beautiful. You always were, but you’ve grown up now. We’re both adults, Alyssa. We can agree to this, and nobody has to know.”
“I don’t want Dad to find out,” she said as the waitress swung by to set our plates down in front of us.
“He has nothing to say about it. You’re an adult, but I respect your wishes.” I watched her nod as she picked at her meal with a fork, knowing that she was scared to disappoint him. I could see in her face that she thought she already was and it angered me since Alyssa did nothing wrong. She was just a girl that lost her mother and father in the same time frame and missed them. Part of me wished that I didn’t want her physically, that I could just comfort her and be a friend. I could make it worse bringing this to a sexual level, but my body wanted her, and I could see that she felt the same as she stared at me across the table.
The meal was relatively quiet, both of us aware of the sexual tension rising in the air around us. I finished my burger and pushed the plate away as I licked my lips. Alyssa was eating slowly, looking at me with those eyes and making me ache under the table. “I have an apartment here in the city, for the incredibly late nights and early mornings. Will you come there with me?”
“I will,” Alyssa responded as she took her last bite and set the fork inside of the bowl. She sipped her wine, and I saw her face pale for a moment before she smiled. “I’ll be right back. I’m going to use the restroom and clean up.” I paid the bill while she was gone and piled our plates up as I waited anxiously for her to return. I noted that she was gone a bit longer than expected and I saw the flush on her face as she returned, making me step forward and take her hand in mine to sniff as her eyes darkened. I glanced around quickly before I drew her finger into my mouth to taste her, hearing her moan vibrate through every bone in my body, making me hard as a rock as I closed my lips around her two fingers. She stared at me as I dragged my teeth over her skin before I dropped her hand and cupped her face for a kiss. Alyssa moaned and tilted her face against mine as I deepened it, forgetting where we were as well as who we were. “Nathan,” she whispered pulling away from me with lipstick smeared all over her face. She’d reapplied it in the bathroom, looking sexy as she came back to me so flushed and wobbly. I reached down for a napkin and dampened it with water from one of our glasses before gently cleaning her face before she washed mine.
We left quietly, looking down at the floor as she walked out ahead of me, slipping on her jacket. I followed her into the street, feeling the rush of cold air as she turned to look at me. “Let’s get a cab. I’m already parked at the apartment.”
“You knew that I’d go with you,” she stated as I stared into her face and memorized the innocence in her eyes, mixed with her desire.
“Hoped. I would’ve taken you home if you wanted as well. No pressure,” I assured Alyssa as she nodded. “Come,” I urged her, pulling her by the hand as I flagged down a taxi and told the man my address. Alyssa snuggled next to me as I wrapped my arm around her, nudging me with her cold nose until I turned my head and kissed her. It grew heated quickly, and we were both flustered by the time we arrived at the brownstone, hurrying out after I threw some bills into the front seat. I took her hand and greeted the doorman as I led her to the elevator, pushing the button as she cleared her throat.
“What if we’re seen?” I heard her ask as logic set in my mind and I dropped her hand. She looked a little shocked, and I stepped into the elevator just as it opened, receiving a glare from the woman leaving with her dog as she brushed past Alyssa.
“I’m not a celebrity, Alyssa. I don’t think I would be recognized unless it was someone with the firm.” I looked at her. They would know both of us, though I didn’t run into anyone too often on the streets. “However, we should be cautious. Let’s just go upstairs and discuss it there.”
The elevator opened up on the top floor, and I walked out to my door, one of four. Alyssa looked around and stared at me. “Four apartments?”
“I own a penthouse,” I told her as I unlocked my door and entered.
“Wow,” she said as she looked around the large foyer into the spacious sunken living room. Admittedly it was a beautiful place, but more of an investment for me. I’d considered moving here and selling in Long Island several times since the divorce and the look on her face made me want to call an agent right this moment. I thought about the times we could have in private here until I remembered she lived in California. She wouldn’t be here in three weeks, a thought that made me sad for a moment. I was distracted from my thoughts as she reached for me, pulling my mouth to hers in an avaricious gesture; wrapping her arms around my neck to keep me there. I pushed Alyssa against the wall as I claimed her, tasting the wine on her tongue and the way that her fingers tasted in the corners of her mouth as I ate her lips for all of the offerings.
Alyssa moaned as I slid my hands down her body slowly, ending on her hips as I tugged her closer to me. She was hungry for me, and I
lifted her into my arms quickly as I carried her down the hall to my master bedroom. She clung to me, wrapping her legs around me as my cock hardened further against the apex of her thighs, reminding myself not to move so fast. Alyssa was pure and innocent, but I wanted nothing more than to dirty her up, make her scream my name.
“How hard did you come back there?” I asked her as we fell to the bed in a tangle of arms and legs.
“In the bathroom? Hard…I have since this started,” Alyssa whispered as she dropped onto her back in the room lit only by one lamp, just enough to see how sexy she looked on my bed. “I don’t know what’s coming over me.”
I slipped back and unbuttoned her jeans to pull them down as she lay weak before me. I took her in, pale and open as I spread her legs. Her bare pussy was pink and slick with her juices as I stared at her, trying to imagine her fingers bringing her to orgasm as I jerked inside of my pants. “I want to see you. Touch yourself,” I growled as the dominant side of me came out, threatening to not be gentle. I tried to reign it in as she slipped a hand down between her legs, biting her lip as she slipped her fingers between her folds. Alyssa let out a whimper as she willingly searched for her clit, moaning as she found it and began circling it as I watched closely.
I could see her getting wetter and I shoved my jeans down to take my cock into my hand, stroking slowly as I gazed at her hand. God, I wanted to push myself inside of her and thrust until she was screaming my name. I let her bring herself to that point instead, stroking hard and fast as she cried out my name and jerked against her hand.
I’d been with a lot of women. Somehow even with that knowledge, watching Alyssa masturbate was the hottest thing I’d ever seen.
Chapter Six - Alyssa
I couldn’t help myself, stroking my swollen clit before I slipped my fingers inside of me with a need that was taking me over. I shouldn’t be doing this in front of my father’s partner, his best friend. I shouldn’t be doing this in front of someone this much older than I, but I needed to come. I needed to come now as much as I had back at the restaurant, tensed up inside of the stall as I stroked myself and tried to keep quiet.
I wasn’t silent this time. I felt the release coming and went over the edge, calling out Nathan’s name as I did.
I looked up after moments or hours, seeing him holding himself in his hand as he closed his eyes. I could see that he was straining and needed to come, and I lifted my shirt over my head before pulling off my bra. “Finish,” I told him as Nathan opened his dark eyes and let his mouth drop open. I felt so powerful as he started to stroke in earnest, closing my eyes as I felt him shoot on my stomach and chest, grunting my name before he dropped onto the bed beside me. I sucked in deep breaths, smelling us in the air as I thought about what was happening.
This was taboo and wrong, but I’d never wanted anything more in my life.
I opened my eyes as I felt something warm against my skin, seeing Nathan cleaning me with a cloth as I smiled. He was naked, and I took in his heavily muscled torso, making him look years younger than he was. His arms were thick as Nathan wiped gently at me, cleaning himself from my skin as our eyes met. Nathan set the cloth at the edge of the bed, spreading my legs as he leaned over and kissed me, his tall body spread comfortably over mine as I felt him resting against my clit. His mouth caught mine is a slow kiss, meeting my tongue as I parted my lips. He was touching me, slowly dragging one hand over my skin as I arched my back and brought him closer to entering me. “Not yet,” Nathan whispered as he moved down my body with his lips, sucking on the skin of my neck as I felt him lift my arms over my head and pinned them there. I wondered if he was a Dom somewhere in the back of my mind as I felt his breath against my nipple. I let out a breath as his mouth closed over me, sucking slowly before Nathan dragged his teeth over my skin. I tried to free my hands but he held tight and continued to torture me with teeth and lips, nearly bringing me to another release before he kissed down my stomach and finally let my arms go. I slipped my hands into his hair as Nathan spread my legs wide and kissed slowly as I begged him to hurry, making him chuckle.
His mouth covered my clit, licking as he sucked in my juices and drew me between his lips. It was slow and intense, and I tightened my grip as I rocked against him. I was longing to break away from him at the same time as I pulled him closer, and then his teeth dragged across me as I cried out. It was too much, and I arched up violently as I felt his finger slide inside of me as he continued to tease my clit with his teeth and tongue.
I came hard against him as I closed my eyes, feeling him kissing my thighs as I watched him. Nathan stared up at me as he seemed to search my face. “You’re beautiful.”
“Thank you. You are as well,” I replied as Nathan moved up to kiss me with a smile, smothering me with my juices all over again. I pulled him closer, and we started making out all over again as I felt him hard against me. “I want you,” I told him before he kissed me again, making him stop to pull away and look at me.
“Are you sure?” I nodded. “I’ll be careful with you. I’ll go at your pace.”
“Okay,” I agreed as he moved to walk into the bathroom. I tried to reason with myself, telling my body that this was not the proper first time. I should save myself for someone that I had a future with, not someone that I had to hide.
It didn’t work. Nathan came back into the room, determined as he watched me and I scooted up against his pillows. “Don’t be scared. I am going to love you, Alyssa.” He dropped something on the nightstand and stroked my hair back before he kissed me again, reassuring me that I was safe in his arms. He moved his lips from my mouth, down my face as he nibbled at my jawline. I whimpered against him, feeling his lips against my breast again as he dragged me back into a needy state. I felt nothing but lust as he teased my clit, begging him to take me as he kissed me again.
Nathan reached across to get what he’d dropped earlier, ripping open a package and sheathing his thick cock with a condom as I stared in fascination. I had no idea how that would fit, with me being so tight and Nathan being so large. He looked me over and moved between my legs as he stroked me with his tip, moving forward smoothly with my body wet and ready for him. I cried out as he slipped a bit inside, stretching me before he stopped. After a moment and my begging, he slid deeper as I felt some pain and closed my eyes. “It’s okay. I’m not going to move until you’re ready. You feel so good, Alyssa,” his voice was soft as he stilled again, giving me time to adjust as his lips found mine. He was sweet and gentle. I pulled him closer and rocked my hips against him to take him deeper. There was a pinch that slowly turned into pleasure as he buried himself inside of me and held still. “Fuck, Alyssa. You’re everything right now.”
We started moving together in unspoken agreement, our bodies slapping together as he thrust harder. Nathan filled me, going deep inside. I cried out and rocked harder against him as I begged him for more. I had come a fleeting second before he did, screaming as my body tightened around him and he jerked against me with a soft cry. “Nathan, oh God,” I moaned as I pulled him closer and kept pulsing with the release.
We rested on the bed, tangled together as he stroked my stomach. “You felt amazing. Do you have any regrets?”
“No, I think that was a perfect first time. You were so careful with me and so good. I think there’s a lot to be said about an older man,” I smiled as he looked at me, licking his lips.
“Want this to continue through your visit?” Nathan asked as I raised an eyebrow at him. “I’d even come to California to see you.” I smiled, and he moved next to me on the pillow. “This is more than just sex, though I can’t pinpoint it. We can hide it, so you don’t get a lot of shit from your dad, but I need to see you.”
“I want to see you again,” I told him as he moved forward to kiss me.
I spent the night, and he took me home in the morning before going back to the office. Sherry looked at me when I walked in with my bags and smiled. “That fun, huh?” I knew that I looked a mess,
but that would be the case if I slept anywhere.
“We ended up having drinks and dinner and just got a room. It was a good catch up time,” I smiled as I watched her pour some coffee for me, excusing myself to take my bags upstairs. I changed into yoga pants and a loose sweatshirt before I cleaned up in the bathroom and pulled back my hair.
“It looks like nobody was home at all last night,” Sherry observed as she shook her head. “Is he sleeping at the office again?” Dad did that a lot right after Mom died, leaving me crying in my room all alone, night after night.
“Maybe, or perhaps he’s seeing someone. You know he doesn’t tell me anything,” I reminded her before I sipped the coffee.
“You two will come back together at some point,” Sherry said to me as I shrugged. We weren’t that close before the accident. Now that I was sleeping with his partner, I didn’t see myself opening up to him. I couldn’t open up to anybody about that right now.
I made my way to my room after eating breakfast with Sherry, since Nathan and I didn’t have time for that. He’d nearly been late taking me home, making me wish that I had a car here in town. I knew we’d work around that since last night had been incredible. We’d had sex three times in total, as he revealed that he did have a dominant side to him that he wanted to show me little by little. I welcomed it, wanting everything that he had to give me in the time that we had.
I knew that I was biting off more than I could chew but I couldn’t help it. I needed Nathan in my life.
We planned on me staying at his house that night, and I pulled out my phone to get an Uber car after dinner. Dad was home for some reason, and he looked over my jeans and ruffled shirt suspiciously. “Going somewhere?”
“I am going to take a car to Melinda’s. We’re going to watch some movies and hang out,” I lied as I saw the worry cross his face.
“Charles can take you.” I looked at him and saw the look in his eyes as well as the way that his jaw was set.
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