We went up to Rita’s apartment, where I was surprised by what we found when we came in the door. Vince was clearly flustered and flushed, while Rita had a very self-satisfied look on her face. I cocked an eyebrow at her, and she winked. “How’s it going, guys?”
“The stitches are out, and I’m going to be sporting a pretty decent scar,” Kade said, chuckling as he gave me a look. He noticed Vince’s condition as well. “How about you guys?”
“We’ve got an opening,” Rita said. “He just used PayPal to put in an order online.”
“So what’s the hold up?” I asked, coming over and sitting on the bubble chair. “By the way, Vince, you okay? You look a bit flustered.”
“Yeah, it’s just . . . hot in here,” he said, fanning himself. “Excuse me.”
He left for the kitchen with Kade following, and I gave Rita a look. “Going well?”
“Very. Later?” Rita asked, looking like the cat that just had a full saucer of cream.
I grinned and nodded. “For sure. By the way, what did he order?”
“I don’t have that yet, but I will soon.” Rita tucked her legs underneath her and frowned. “Kade is recovering so quickly. That means you guys will be leaving for Portland soon, right?”
“Maybe,” I said. An idea struck me. “You know, you could come with us.”
Rita thought about it, then got out of her chair and came over to sit next to me on the arm of her bubble chair, leaning over slightly to keep her voice low. “You serious?”
“Why not?” I said with a small grin. “You said it yourself, your main work is via the Web. You could do it anywhere. Might as well be in Portland.”
“Hmmm, there’s a lot to offer in Portland,” Rita said. “Lots of interesting culture, cheaper cost of living, a pretty good Chinatown in its own right . . . ”
“And lots of good people who care about you,” I said. “And maybe . . . something more interesting too?”
“Maybe. We’ll see.”
Grinning, I patted Rita’s knee and went into the kitchen, where Vince and Kade were in deep conversation. “Hey guys, how’s it going? Are you feeling okay, Vince?”
“Yeah, a lot better,” Vince said, taking a deep pull of a bottle of water. “Don’t know what came over me.”
“Well, if you’re feeling better,” I said. “Kade, Rita and I had an idea. Uhm, could you do a favor for us?”
“Sure, what would you need?”
I thought quickly and grinned. “Dessert.”
Ten minutes later, Vince was giving Kade suspicious looks as he pushed Vince out the door, Kade talking quickly. “Come on, Vince, you know I’m not cleared to drive yet, and you don’t know how to get to Brentwood. Besides, Alix is right, it is the best damn cheesecake in the entire state. Before we leave, we need to have at least one for tonight and one to take back to Portland.”
I closed and locked the door behind them, then turned and went back into the living room. “You have that address yet?”
“I’m closer, but not quite. He’s smarter than I thought, but that’s okay. I’ll have the details of everything he ordered and his pickup address by the time the boys get back.”
“I noticed you said ‘our men’ when you asked me to send them out, so I assume you’ve got your eyes on Vince?” I said, gleeful. It had been years since I’d really had a girlfriend like this, someone I could just talk things over with.
“More than my eyes,” Rita replied. “God, he’s just so perfect, you don’t even know it. He’s strong, cute, smart, and yes, so trainable.”
“Is that so?” I asked, leaning back. “How do you know?”
“If you get a chance, check under his shirt. Those four scratch marks on his chest aren’t there by accident,” Rita said. Her computer beeped, and Rita looked up, going over to check her monitor. “Nope, not yet. Nearly there. Hey, I have a question for you.”
“Go ahead,” I said, leaning back.
“You invited me to Portland, and I’ll be honest that it sounds enticing. But if I do, that means I’m going to be close to you and Kade geographically. Is that okay?”
“Why wouldn’t it be?” I asked. “Hey, do you have any fruit juice?”
“No, but I’ve got some chu-hi.”
“What’s that?” I asked. Rita got off the couch and walked into the kitchen, me following.
“Japanese flavored light alcohol. Kind of like wine coolers, but a lot less geezerish, and some of them are carbonated. Watch how much you put down, the flavor hides the booze well, but would you like one? I’ve got peach, lemon, cassis berry, and a cola one that I hate, but can’t bear to throw out since I had to pay the damn import fees on them.” Rita opened her fridge and squatted down, grabbing one out. “Cassis berry for me.”
“I’ll try the same,” I said, “but my limit is one. It’s still early in the afternoon, you know.”
“Meh, it’s after five in New York. Cheers.”
We cracked our cans open and toasted. I took a cautious sip before nodding. “Not bad. But back to why you think I might have a problem with you moving to Portland.”
Rita shrugged. “I guess. I mean, I know Kade and I were never exclusive, but . . . that sort of thing can get complicated. I’ve seen it happen.”
I laughed and put my arm around Rita, which was somewhat difficult considering I’m four inches taller than her. “Rita, I have no worries about that.”
“Why’s that?” Rita asked, putting her free arm around my waist and hugging tight.
“First, because you and I like each other. You’ve become a friend. Second, you could have sabotaged everything for me. You could have given me all sorts of bad advice, so that even if Kade and I had hooked up one time, it would have been only one time. Instead, you did the right thing, and you acted with nobility and respect. That’s the sort of person you are, even when you aren’t being a saucy, geeky sex kitten.”
“Saucy, geeky sex kitten? I like it, I should get that put on a t-shirt,” Rita said with a laugh.
Chapter 28
Kade
When Vince and I got back, Rita greeted me at the door with a flying hug, which I hadn’t gotten from her in ages. “Congratulations, you big goof!” she said, squeezing my neck so hard that I felt like my head was going to pop. “You sure move fast when you want to!”
“Ack, you’re choking the surgical patient,” I groaned in mock distress. She unwrapped her arms from my neck and plopped down, chagrined. “So I guess Alix told you.”
“Told her what?” Vince asked, carrying two bags. “By the way, we got your cheesecake.”
“Thanks babe. Set it on the counter in the kitchen, please?”
“Yes, ma’am,” Vince said, walking past.
I gave Rita a look, and she smiled back. Ma’am? I mouthed.
Rita nodded. “Alix and I talked.”
“Okay, later then,” I said. “Let’s enjoy some gourmet cheesecake, and you can fill me in on the progress.”
Inside, I found Alix relaxed and comfortable, if perhaps a little tipsy. “Hey babe, you should try this stuff Rita showed me. Shoo-hi.”
“Chu-hi, and I think you’ve had enough, sis,” Rita said. She picked up two empty cans and took them into the kitchen. “Had no idea you’d be a lightweight with this.”
“What? I’m just hungry, that’s all,” Alix said. “Really, Kade, I’m fine. I’m not good to drive, but I’m not drunk.”
“It’s okay,” I said, sitting down. “Just, let’s switch to water for the rest of the night. Okay, Princess?”
“Yes, Kade,” she said, her voice much more serious. “By the way, I asked Rita to be my maid of honor.”
“Okay, guess I know what you all are talking about,” Vince said as he came in from the kitchen. “Congratulations, you two.”
“We can talk about that later,” I said. “I really want to hear about what the progress is on finding Sydney.”
“Hold on,” Rita said, glancing at Vince before turning in her chair to h
er computer. The printer on top of the desk hummed to life, and seconds later a shipping invoice came out. “He ordered . . . shoes, of all things,” Rita said, handing me the printout after turning in her chair. “Some designer online shop or something.”
“That fits with his mindset,” Alix said. “He’s always had a bit of a thing for really clean, really high-fashion shoes. Let me guess, Italian sneakers?”
“Looks like it,” I said. “And he’s having it delivered to an address in Salinas. That’s up by Big Sur.”
“Big Sur,” Rita giggled, then grew sober. “Sorry, the chu-hi must have affected me too. I think we all need some food.”
“Salinas? Why would he choose there?” Vince asked.
Alix spoke up, all traces of her previous alcohol consumption gone. “He’s from Stockton, remember? Salinas is nearby, and it’s a bit run-down. There’s a lot of people that he could hide with, and he’d still be able to play the big fish in a small pond. Best of all for him is that Salinas tries to put itself forward as a sort of artsy or wine country place. He can go from one end to the other of the Salinas population, and as long as he stays out of people’s business he could keep doing that for a long damn time.”
“That may come to bite him in the ass,” Vince said with a feral grin. “He may know some people in Salinas, but so do I.”
“Come, let’s get some food, and we can talk plans,” I said. “Rita, do you have any real food, or are we just having cheesecake?”
* * *
Alix
After we’d all gone out for a bite to eat, Kade and I barely got back into the hotel room before he was all over me, kissing me and caressing my body through my jeans and blouse. I was delirious with arousal as his lips found my jawline and nibbled, sucking on my neck and sending ripples of desire and want through my body.
“My Princess,” Kade said, picking me up and carrying me through the main room into the bedroom. He tossed me down on the bed, the momentary free-fall both thrilling and arousing. He stared at me, his eyes glimmering in the lights from the harbor and the main room. “Strip.”
“Yes, Kade,” I said, reaching for my jeans and pushing them down.
“Only you have ever caused this much loss of control in me,” Kade whispered as he climbed on the bed, his hands resting on the curves of my ass. I shivered and pushed back, my whole consciousness focused on the feel of his hands on my sensitive skin.
“Turn over,” Kade said. He stretched out next to me, his body smooth and still lean. Even the glaring pink scar in the middle of his body was nothing more than a sign to me that he loved me. “Kade?”
“Yes, Princess?”
“Before we go to Salinas to stop Sydney, I want to stop somewhere with Rita. We chatted about it before you and Vince got back, and she thinks it’s a great idea. It’ll give time for you and Vince to coordinate with his friends as well.”
Kade thought about it and nodded. “As you wish. You’re not giving me details because you want it to be a surprise, right?”
“Yes, Kade.”
“Then I look forward to it. For now though, no more words.”
I turned to my side, kissing Kade as he cupped the curve of my hip. For long, gentle minutes we only touched at our lips and his hand on my waist, delighting in each other’s presence. Finally I brought my right hand up to caress his back, pulling myself closer to him until my chest was pushing against his. Every inch of skin that came into contact with him was joyous—pure energy, light and beautiful.
Kade nudged me onto my back and kissed down to my breasts, sucking and nipping at them until I was moaning incoherently, my back arching to meet his teasing lips. My hands pulled at his head, but even with his injury he was too strong, too much for me to resist. Instead, in a voice that I barely recognized, I was begging, mewling for him to give me more. It’d been far too long since we’d really made love, just lots and lots of teasing since his operation.
He kissed his way down to my belly button, extending his long, nubile tongue to tease the shallow depression before licking lower. There, he stopped, surprised. “You shaved.”
“I thought you’d like it,” I said, nervous. “I did it this morning, hoping we’d have a chance to be together.”
“I adore you either way,” Kade said, lowering his tongue. He dragged it between my labia, my moan rising in pitch as he drew higher and higher, a small shriek of pleasure tearing from inside me when the tip of his tongue teased my clit. “I have to do this more often.”
“Any time you want, Kade. Morning, noon, night . . . I’m yours.”
He lowered his head again, hungry sounds of contentment coming from deep in his chest as he licked me over and over. I was in pure ecstasy, my hips lifting to meet his nimble tongue until I couldn’t hold it any longer. Before I knew it, my hips were thrusting up again as another wave of hot pleasure swept through my entire body.
Kade propped one of my legs on his shoulders, easing one of his fingers inside me. I bucked as he curled it, finding my g-spot and leaving me breathless. He curled it again, and a deep twitch inside me threatened to overwhelm me. “One more,” I begged. “Please.”
Kade licked my clit while at the same time curling his finger again, and the world shattered around me. My body lost control, and all I was aware of were the nerves on fire within me, and how hard I was coming.
When I finally finished, instead of being exhausted, I was filled with a carnal hunger. If that was what Kade wanted to do just to relax me and give me pleasure, I was ready for whatever the next step would be. Growling and smiling, I looked down at him. “My Lord and Master,” I purred. “Thank you, but this Princess wants more.”
“Aggressive tonight, aren’t we?” Kade teased, his hands coming under my hips to begin massaging my ass. I groaned deeply, aware of what he was doing and loving every second of it. “Maybe when we get home you need a lesson on the bench? Or how about the spreader bar?”
“Don’t tease me, Kade.” I turned my head, watching as he went over to the dresser and took out a small, pink bottle. “Lubricant,” he said, bringing it over.
Suddenly, I felt Kade’s hands, warm and strong, massaging my ass in slow, broad circles that spread me apart gently. Kneading as he circled, Kade relaxed my hip muscles until my lower back and ass felt like warm melted butter, sighing as my chest relaxed and my back arched. “So good, Kade. So good.”
“Okay, Princess, I’m going to use my fingers now. They’re lubed, but this might hurt some. Just relax, and I’ll be as gentle as I can.”
“Yes, Kade,” I said, pulling myself open for him. I felt pressure, then a slight pain as he pushed a finger inside me. I was open to him, smiling as the pain faded away.
“That’s just one,” he said, moving his finger around while his other hand kept up the light massage. I could feel my ass gripping the finger, wanting it deeper as he pulled it out to rub my sphincter, massaging it looser and looser. When he added a second, there was another, bigger flare of pain, but with it was an undercurrent of pleasure and accomplishment.
I heard the sound of the cap on the lube bottle opening again, and another squirting sound. “Okay, Alix, turn over for me,” Kade said. “I want our first time for you to be able to look at me.”
I did as ordered, opening my eyes to see Kade’s cock, shiny and drippy with lube in his hand. I pulled my legs up as high and wide as I could, looking him in the eye. “It’s okay, Kade. I’m ready to ride the line.”
Kade nodded, his Adam’s apple rising and falling as he swallowed his emotions and placed the tip of his cock against my hole. “Princess.”
He pushed forward, and he was right, there was pain. White lighting of pain ripped through me, and I nearly cried out, biting back the cry only by sheer force of will. Kade pushed further in, and tears rolled down my cheeks. I couldn’t take it anymore, he was too large, and I opened my mouth. “Tud . . . “
There are times, and Kade knows that line better than any person I sub for, that I’m quive
ring on the edge, pain and pleasure and everything mixing, and it’s powerful, more powerful than any drug you can think of. I’m like this far from saying our safe word, and then he rides that line right up until the point that my body explodes.
Rita’s words echoed through my brain, and my teeth clamped down. I willed myself to submit, to give myself totally to this man, and trust him with everything that I am.
Kade paused, his breath coming in ragged gasps as he looked down at me. “Alix?”
“Go on. I trust you.”
Kade slowed and pulled back, letting me adjust, then pushed forward again in slow, tiny little thrusts. I held on, my hands balling into the comforter underneath me, and I forced myself to look Kade in the eye. He was studying me intently, his eyes filled with love, concern, and yes, lust. He was pushing me, watching me ride the line truly for the first time.
As he did, the pain didn’t quite go away, but instead changed in flavor. I welcomed it, stopped fighting it, and let it come over me. Behind it I could sense the pleasure chasing after it, slower but deeper, more powerful, like the old story of the tortoise and the hare.
I’d never in my life to that point felt more accomplishment than when Kade’s hips nestled against mine, and his balls rested on my ass. Without a word, Kade pulled back, slowly pushing forward again, my ass loosening as the pain retreated, exhausted under the loving strokes of my Kade, unable to resist his will and mine. Instead, the pleasure grew within me, joining with my pride to propel me higher and higher.
Kade kept riding that line with me, his thrusts speeding up as the pain diminished and my pleasure grew. Soon, all I could feel was pleasure and the love in Kade’s eyes as he thrust in and out of my ass. I was building to another orgasm, and I could tell from the way he was shaking that he was closing in too. “Please, Kade, give it to me.”
“After you come,” he said, smiling. “I love you.”
We went faster and faster, our bodies joining in a way no other man ever had. When my ass tightened, I knew I could hold back no longer. “Kade, I’m coming!”
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